Hey peeps!!! Wow!! I'm soooooo happy you liked my first chapter!!! 5 reviews on the first night it was up!!! That's fab!! Thanks to everyone who read and reviewed!! Here's a couple of answers to them -

To Nyads Road Ghost - Yeah, there weren't any songs in that one, cos something needed to happen before the singing could start!! You'll see what I mean by about chapter four!! Anyway, there's a song in this one!!

To Viv - I can't tell you which songs I used for each character just yet!! That would totally spoil it!! ^___^!! But I will give ya a few hints - there's a lovely duet, Anya gets angsty, Xander gets kinda 'Blue', Willow's is written in past tense, and Dawns getting huffy!! These probably won't help you guess the songs, but they may help in why they're singing them!! Also, there's one song in each chapter, and the title of the chapter is also the name of the song. I'll write who the songs are by at the beginning of the chapter!!

To the other three kind enough to review - jbee(), jordan(), and spikeisahottie1011(), (I soooooo fancy Spike too!! He is the sexiest thing eva!!!!!) Thankya all soooooo much for reviewing, and I'm glad you liked the chappy! Please keep reading this story!! And keep me posted on whatcha think!! Oh, and by the way, my five reviewers, this chapters for YOU!!!

Song - 'What If' by Kate Winslet
Chapter Two - What If

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*A few days after the accident with Dawn*

Buffy walked through the cemetery alone. It was quite tonight, not many vamps out. Patrolling had kinda lost its excitement recently. And Buffy couldn't let the others come along, not after what had happened to Dawn. So alone she walked, lost in thought yet again.

Oh Spike, how I miss you. I treated you so badly, but all you ever did was love me. Why was I so blind? The thoughts cascaded through her mind, like an unceasing waterfall of pain and grief. Now I'm all alone, and there's no one I can turn to. No matter what I do, I just can't stop thinking about you.

Buffy stopped in front of a small building, old, neglected, creeping with ivy and moss. Trust her to walk straight there! Yep, Spike's old crypt stood before her. How many times had she crossed its threshold, searching for one thing or another? No matter what she had ever needed, she always ended up there.
A sudden urge came over Buffy, and, against her every will, she went inside. She almost expected to see Spike there, sitting in his chair, glued to the T.V. as she had seen him so many times before. But all that lay before her was an empty crypt. Sure, the furniture remained, but no one was home. The emptiness hit Buffy like a fist - Spike really was gone.

Buffy's heart sunk, as the feeling of loneliness and grief overcame her once again. Lowering herself down slowly onto the dusty stone coffin, a curious feeling crept over her. A feeling she knew she had felt before somewhere, sometime.

Oh no, it's not.I'm not gonna start. But it was useless resisting. She knew that feeling all to well. The song came out against all of Buffy's willpower.
'Here I stand alone,

With this weight upon my heart And it will not go away. In my head I keep on looking back, Right back to the start Wondering what it was that made you change.

God I hope no body hears this.thought Buffy, as the song just poured out of her.

'Well I tried but I had to draw the line, But still this question keeps on spinning in my mind - What if I had never let you go? Would you be the man I used to know? If I'd stayed, if you'd tried, If we could only turn back time, But I guess we'll never know.'

Cut to - Buffy outside walking through the graveyard. Tears start to trickle down her face.

'Many roads to take, Some to joy, some to heartache Anyone can lose their way. And if I said that we could turn it back, Right back to the start

Would you take the chance and make the change?'

Buffy just couldn't stop. All she could think about was Spike - how she had hurt him, used him, how all he'd done was love her. And about how much she. No, don't think it, don't think it. but it was true. About how much she loved him back.

'Do you think how it would have been sometimes? Do you pray that I'd never left you're side? What if I had never let you go? Would you be the man I used to know? If I'd stayed, I you'd tried, If we could only turn back time But I guess we'll never know.'

Spike, this is your fault, I'm singing this because of you. But it's all true.thought Buffy as she sang. I wonder if you still feel the same?

'If only we could turn the hands of time, If I could take it back, would you still be mine? 'Cos I tried but I had to draw the line, And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind - What if I had never let you go? Would you be the man I used to know?'

Maybe if Buffy could just contact him, if she could just find where he was. Maybe she could say sorry, and he'd come back.

'What if I had never walked away? 'Cos I still love you more than I can say. If I'd stayed, if you'd tried, If we could only turn back time But I guess we'll never know.'

No. It was useless. He was gone, and she would never get him back. All was lost, and it was all her fault. She loved Spike, well, and truly loved him, and he would never know.

'We'll never know.'

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Well, whatcha think? Not too bad I know. I'm not brilliant with the whole song thing, so it ain't wonderful. But it's not bad. Next chapter - If You Come Back - it's Xander's turn to sing, and he's getting all upset over Anya, again! This time he trying wooing her with a song!! But will she take him back? Please R+R!!!!!!! Love Alex360 ^_____^!!!!

P.S. expecting reviews of my first five reviewers!!! Pleeeeeeeeease!!!!