Nightmates blended with tormenting pain and topped with a mind that was as
stirred as a blended scotch...this wasn't no picnick in the park. Even if
she had expected severe pain she hadn't expected this either...this was the
worst thing she had experienced and she hoped that it would be over any
second although she knew that she only had gone through the pain for about
a couple of hours she almost wanted to give up but she heard Lasters word
sin her head, telling her that after the cure had been injected there was
no way back.
It should have been a thought- through decision but Max had decided in minutes, the visions of the pleasure that awaited her like a bait; a reward for her. but now that award seemed so far away that she couldn't even see it.
But she had to hope, becasue without the hope she would have nothing. She reffered it to racing a race with a injured leg. She was racing for the Olympic medal and then she would have to push away the pain although it was course right now. The race seemed so far to her but as she pictured the finsih line she knew that it was worth fighting for; that it was worth the pain she went trhough now.
As she opened her eyes she looked into thw worried eyes of Logan, whom hadn't left her side for one moment. He sat there, looking at her and admiring her courage to actually go through with this. Although he had told her that he didn't think that she should've done it she went away and did it anyway. And all for the sake of having a future together with him.
That was why Logan felt so guilty, like it was his fault for the pain she was in. and a part of him felt the pain she was in and understood what she truly was going through and that was propably why he wanted her to call the thing off instead of going through this shit.
But when he had told her that he didn't think that he deserved it she had just told him that he did and she wouldn't have done it if she hadn't been sure about it. So basicly she did it for him...and that moved Logan to the core and he made sure to remember himself to remind her of that later...
Max suddenly grunted out loud and that made logan react. She opened her eyes and looked at him, the pain shining throughout her eyes and Logan tuned in 100 percent to her. "Logan....it hurts so much....please, stay with me....don't wanna bear this alone..." Logan felt his insides mush to soft and warm feelings and he actually didn't feel awkward about it at all. Now when he had realised how fragile and rare these moments with her he realised thta he actually wished for more of these moments; ifthey onlt hadn't been connected with pain that was...
"You are not alone, Max...never. Now, save your energy. Concentrate on something, focus on a point." Max nodded shakily to him and tried to think of something to focus on and realised tat it was right in front of her; the sweet eyes of her broken promised lover. And when Logan looked right back at her he reassured her that the hours left would be somewhat easier to get trough....those sweet, sweet eyes of his met her own and she felt like she never wanted to close her eyes again, afraid that when she opened them his wouldn't be there...but he would always be.
AN: I know that's propably a stupid place to end but you've gotta end somewhere...
Chapter 7: "...Cured?" - As the 36 hours comes to an end, is Max really cured? If she is, what'll happen next between Logan and Max? And what'll happen if she isn't cured? Will she ever be cured...??!! ; )
It should have been a thought- through decision but Max had decided in minutes, the visions of the pleasure that awaited her like a bait; a reward for her. but now that award seemed so far away that she couldn't even see it.
But she had to hope, becasue without the hope she would have nothing. She reffered it to racing a race with a injured leg. She was racing for the Olympic medal and then she would have to push away the pain although it was course right now. The race seemed so far to her but as she pictured the finsih line she knew that it was worth fighting for; that it was worth the pain she went trhough now.
As she opened her eyes she looked into thw worried eyes of Logan, whom hadn't left her side for one moment. He sat there, looking at her and admiring her courage to actually go through with this. Although he had told her that he didn't think that she should've done it she went away and did it anyway. And all for the sake of having a future together with him.
That was why Logan felt so guilty, like it was his fault for the pain she was in. and a part of him felt the pain she was in and understood what she truly was going through and that was propably why he wanted her to call the thing off instead of going through this shit.
But when he had told her that he didn't think that he deserved it she had just told him that he did and she wouldn't have done it if she hadn't been sure about it. So basicly she did it for him...and that moved Logan to the core and he made sure to remember himself to remind her of that later...
Max suddenly grunted out loud and that made logan react. She opened her eyes and looked at him, the pain shining throughout her eyes and Logan tuned in 100 percent to her. "Logan....it hurts so much....please, stay with me....don't wanna bear this alone..." Logan felt his insides mush to soft and warm feelings and he actually didn't feel awkward about it at all. Now when he had realised how fragile and rare these moments with her he realised thta he actually wished for more of these moments; ifthey onlt hadn't been connected with pain that was...
"You are not alone, Max...never. Now, save your energy. Concentrate on something, focus on a point." Max nodded shakily to him and tried to think of something to focus on and realised tat it was right in front of her; the sweet eyes of her broken promised lover. And when Logan looked right back at her he reassured her that the hours left would be somewhat easier to get trough....those sweet, sweet eyes of his met her own and she felt like she never wanted to close her eyes again, afraid that when she opened them his wouldn't be there...but he would always be.
AN: I know that's propably a stupid place to end but you've gotta end somewhere...
Chapter 7: "...Cured?" - As the 36 hours comes to an end, is Max really cured? If she is, what'll happen next between Logan and Max? And what'll happen if she isn't cured? Will she ever be cured...??!! ; )
