WARNING…………Yaoi…………For any narrow mind people out there. Yaoi describes a man having sexual relations with another man. Cool huh?

Sorry guys, I still don't own DBZ or any of it's characters {sobs} Therefore you get nothing but this update.

Ok people here's Vegeta's POV…………..Some of you may be pleased! It's shorter and the flashbacks aren't quite as long. For you Vinni.

Madison, you seem to think I gave away some kinda of a surprise {scratches head} Hmmm….I don't think so. But then again maybe. Guess we'll have to wait and see. I wonder? Did Vegeta put the *pink* shirt on for you ?

Oh, my sweet adorable, Vegeta. What have I done to you Mwahahahahahahaha!!!!!!

Nemesis, thank you for your encouragement, but stop rocking back and forth, and update "How do I comfort thee?" I'm waiting………………………………..

Hey! Leiko, is this update quick enough?

Vilranda, you are about to find out what happened to Veg-head. I hope you enjoy.

Soniclovergirl, here you go….next chapter.

Ah…..LadyHiei-Trunks….. No more Vanilla Coke before you review anything I have written. The Vanilla makes you crazy. I'm so pleased you like Vegeta favorite song so much, you felt the need to add it to your review {glares daggers}. You'll post on FF.Net again I'm sure……and I'll be waiting…………

Read. Enjoy. Tell me what you think.

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Chapter two: Vegeta's dilemma!

I leaned heavily against the navigation console. Entering coordinates. No destination in mind. Deep Space, that should do for now. So…tired. I feel so drained. I've gone longer than a mere 12 hours without sleep before. Hell!. I train for days at a time. This is different. Even though I feel like I've been in a horrendous battle, a battle for my life, there is no enemy. Only my treacherous emotions. Just when I think I have these nuisances under control. Packed away where they can do no damage to my "pride". Something happens. I loathe this weakness. I am mentally exhausted. I need time to gather my wits. Regain control. I had nearly lost them both last night. I drop down in the seat next to me.

Damn!, him. I am the Prince of all Saiyans! How can a low class *baka* have so much effect on me?

Flashback…..sort of

I had been having dreams of the *baka* for years. In fact since the first time I met him. I felt something. Something different than the excitement of the coming battle. There was an attraction there I couldn't explain. I knew than I wanted him to join me. For more reason then one. I would show him what being Saiyan was all about. How humiliating it was, to be beaten by a third class Saiyan. Who until a year before didn't even know he was Saiyan. True at time…without his friends helps, I would have beaten him. Then he would have been mine. I wasn't going to kill him. Oh No that's not what I had in mind at all. I still want to know……Who in Hell!.…cut of my tail!! How ashamed and mortify I was when I heard *him* beg for my life. *Chomdome* was about to end my murderous existence. Show mercy he begged. What a *FOOL*! I had came to Earth for the dragon balls. My wish……to be immortal, so at last I could rid myself, and the universe of that sadistic bastard Freiza. Finally achieving retribution for the destruction of my people. My home. The lost of my youth. For the darkness of my soul. No matter. I had learned there were dragon balls on Namek. I would get my wish, and revenge against Freiza. Then I would be back….for him. Those are the last thought I remember before sweet darkness overwhelmed me.

End Flash:

Hn. I grunt ,as I get up and head for the kitchen. I hadn't eaten since dinner the night before. I need to eat. Saiyans thought better on a full stomach. I had a lot to think about.

Flashback…again

On Namek is where I ran into Kakarott again. I was so full of myself. I has gotten a lot stronger since my battle with Kakarott. I thought I had finally achieved what I had strove my whole life for. What had been promised to me at birth. The legendary Super Saiyan. What a fool I was. Freiza had just been playing with me. Causing as much pain as he could. Then Kakarott showed up. I knew I couldn't fight anymore. Hell, I couldn't even stand. Freiza had done a lot of damage to my body.

I could feel the power radiating off Kakarott. It was amazing. Then it hit me. I was horrified! Did Kakarott have the power to achieve what I had not. While I laid there helplessly…..I couldn't help but, taunt and laugh at Freiza. I guess he didn't think it was very funny. He shot a Ki blast though my chest. As I laid there dying, I begged Kakarott to avenge our race. I begged him to put an end to Freiza. Not to let Freiza do to anyone else what he had done to me. My life had been filled with nothing but pain, anger, humiliation , and hatred. Not much of a life. It was humiliating to beg another to finish what I could not. But, what difference did it make? I was dying. The last thing I see is Kakarott's face, I wish there could have been more.

End Flashback.

I finished my meal, not even tasting it. I glance over to a digital readout. I have left the environmental conditions and measuring of the passage of time, with those of Earth. If I calculated correctly, I've got 20 more minutes before that *baka* realizes, I'm not showing up for our spar. Of course he'll want to know why he can't detect my Ki. He'll head to Capsule Corp. to ask Trunks. I smile at the thought of the position I've put my son in. He has to tell the *baka* I'm gone. Haha……the look on Kakarott's face would be priceless!…..I smile! That *baka* could be so dense sometimes.

At my current speed. It'sabout 25 minutes before I'm out of his instant transmission range. Then I can relax a bit. Even if he had a ship and wanted to. Which, I'm not 100% sure he would even want to. He wouldn't be able to find me. He would have no idea which way I headed. He could search for years.

Feeling better after eating I head to the Gravity Room to work off a little tension. I had been really tense since this morning. I was afraid he would catch on before I could get away. I was carrying supplies to my ship this morning when I felt him reach out for my Ki. I all most panicked! What the Hell was he doing? Could he feel my nervousness ? Did he know I was up to something? I prayed he wasn't thinking of coming here? I had to hurry!

Thank Kami, I keep the space capsule in repair and ready. All I needed was about, 9 hours to prep the ship, check back-up systems, and stock up on provisions. Plenty of time. I would be deep in space and out of the reach of that Damn! Instant Transmission of his. That technique of his really pisses me off. It's was practically impossible to hide from him. Not that *I* would hide from a third class *baka*. Yeah, that's why I'm up here in space holding my fucking breath until I'm out of his reach. Unfortunately, I had a few setbacks. A couple of minor repairs that couldn't wait till I got into space. Hopefully, I will still have enough time to get deep enough in space. He won't be able to pinpoint my location .

I keep telling myself I'm not running from Kakarott. I just needed the solitude of space to continue my training. But I know it's a lie. I'm trying to get as far away from Kakarott as I can. Before I lose control of my desires.

When I woke from the throes of that *damn*!, dream last night . My first impulse was to fly straight to Kakarott's and fuck his brains out! To take what I need. Have needed for years. To be one with Kakarott. No! Not yet. I wasn't strong enough. He could still reject me! Or worst yet. He could defeat me! Thus claiming me first. My *pride* demands that I be the dominate one. That I place the first claim. Therefore, I must be stronger then Kakarott. To be strong is to dominate. To be weak is to be dominated. I will never be dominated again. So I went with my second impulse. Which was to flee, run, escape. Get as far away from Kakarott as I could. Before it was to late! Before I gave in to my desires…….only when it pertains to Kakarott, am I such a coward. It sickens me, that Kakarott can make me fell so weak. Yet it also thrills me, with the promise of unfulfilled passion.

I have desired that *baka* for years. But since we fused into Vegito during that Buu incident. My desire has more then doubled. When we were fused. I had felt such peace and contentment. To my surprise I could feel that ……he felt the same. I was complete. I had never felt such bliss. There was no hatred. No rage. No pain. I was also terrified. I was afraid I would lose myself in his warmth. As soon as we un-fused I chushed that "damn" Potara earring. I had to be in control of my own destiny. Yeah look at me now. Speeding off into space, just to get away from my *destiny*. Hn. Some control.

I find it difficult to focus , whenever I'm around him. Lately, even our sparring sessions are affected. I've had to cut them short a few times. Because, all I can think about is, what it would feel like to savor the taste of his lips. To listen to the sounds of his pleasure as I explode his powerful body. My desire, to sink my teeth into that sweet spot between his neck and shoulder. Feeling the rush of his blood in my mouth. Claiming him as mine! As I thrust forcefully into him. Oh Kami!! If I don't get stronger then him soon, I will go insane.

Why must I be stronger? It's seems I have to remind myself more often . I 'm almost at the point of saying *damn it to hell* and just going for it! Even, a Saiyan with my control has their limits. Still, I must be the dominate one. I have been dominated by someone stronger then me. And even though I know in my heart. Kakarott would never hurt me, or force his dominancy on me. I have too many old scars on my psyche, that haven't heal…..to take that chance. That's why I'm out here in the middle of fucking nowhere. If he's not around. I can't give in. I'll have time to get stronger.

Suddenly! Lights start flashing. The ship is filled with the sounds of the navigational warning. Shit!, what the hell was wrong now? I head to the control room as quick as I can. I look at the screen as soon as I enter the room. "What the fuck is that"!?! I rush to the console. My ship is being pulled towards a distortion on the port side. It's like a door has opened up in space. If such a thing was possible? The sensors can't penetrate the distortion. I don't know what the hell it is. And I don't want to find. I have to chance course. Shit!, what else could go wrong. Why the hell can't I catch a break? I franticly attempt to chance course! The pull of the distortion is to great. I need to fire the boosters to pull away. I reach for the switch to ignite the boosters. Over the blaring of the warning signal, before my hand can reach the switch. I hear…

"Vegeta!

What!!!! I whip my head around and freeze for a second. I'm stunned! " Kakarott! Wh-What the Hell are you doing here! Before he can answer, everything disappears before my eyes. Into a sea of darkness……………

{smiles}