Disclaimer: The characters in this story belongs to Meg Cabot except for Devin Shepard, Hunter Ritchers, and Courtney Davis, they are mine. The song SEASONS belongs to the band Good Charlotte. The band name 84-Sheepdog is mine. Cold and Staind still belong to themselves.
Summary: Takes place late that evening. There's nobody in this chapter except for Michael and Mia. I can't really say too much with out giving away whats going to happen.
A/N: Thanks to everyone who's reviewed the last two chapters. You all are great.
Evil-Jasna: Thank you for putting me on your favorites. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
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SEASONS
summer air reminds me of
all the feelings of your love
and what it was like
when we were together
walking all along with beach
you were never far from reach
and held me through the stormy weather
and I wanna fall in love tonight
and I remember when you said
"everything's gonna be alright."
laying in the summer grass
you told me not to talk so fast
as I told you how I feel
you made me feel right at home
you told me I was not alone
and you knew just how I feel
I know we talked about it
I just can't get around it
I just want one more night with you
October air reminds me of
all the seasons of your love
and what it was like
when we were together
the smell of fall is everywhere
nd though it seems
I just don't care
'cause now you've gone away
~Chapter 3: Seasons~
Michael's PoV:
Here I am setting in frount of my computer, it's 2:49 in the morning. I can't sleep (I'm use to that now), I'm trying to work on CrackHead. I can't concentrate on it, I don't even know why I'm even bothering. Why does life have to suck so bad? Devin is taking Mia...My Mia to go see Cold and Staind in concert. He's taking a delicate girl like Mia to a concert where there will be a mosh pit! She could get hurt! I don't like it!
Arhhh! I know what it is that's making me not be able to consentrate. It's knowing that she's laying in my sister's room. It's been so long since she's been here. God! I miss her! I want her back so bad. She's so infatuating. I want things to go back to the way they were before. Like when she would sneak in here to be with me, I want to feel her beneth me, I want her to fall asleep in my arms, I want to feel her breathing on my skin. I'm hating myself really bad right now. Why do I have to be such a fucking reject. See it's moments like this that makes me not believe in a god. Okay, I'm making myself sick now. Enough with this 'woe is me' bull shit attitued. I'm going to get over her....well....that's a lie. I'm going to get back with her.
After setting there for a minute I decided to go get me something to munch on. I'm so pathetic! When I get depressed I get the munchies...mostly for anything chocolate. I'm just as bad as a girl!
I was in the kitchen in the process of getting some ice cream when Mia walked in the kitchen. "Hey Thermopolis, what's going on?" I asked.
"Not much. I fell asleep earlier and I can't sleep now." Mia smiled.
"What's Lilly doing?" I asked.
"Sleeping." Mia said.
"Well, I aws about to open that Buffy DvD set you got me. You wanna watch it with me?" I asked.
"That sounds good." She smiled. Man she's so beautiful. "I'm gonna go change and take my make-up off. I'll be there in a minute."
I was setting on the bed, I had just put the first DvD in when Mia came in. She was wearing a pair of plaid boxers, tube socks, and a white tank top. I could be wrong, but I don't think that she's wearing a bra either. That's okay, cause I'm not wearing a shirt so we are even. I can drive her crazy with the fact that I don't have one on, and she can drive me crazy by making me wonder if she's wearing a bra or not.
Mia's PoV:
I'm in Michael's room, setting on Michael's bed, leaning against Michael's pillow, setting next to...Michael. We've been watching Buffy for about two hours now, we haven't said anything. It's weird, I mean I like being in here with him but still there's a weirdness. I think it might be the fact that we are actually watching t.v. When we were dating and I would hang with him alone in here. The t.v. was always on, we never actually watched it though. We were too buisy making out among other things. "So, are you looking forward to school starting?" Michael asked.
"I guess, other than the whole algebra 2 thing. I didn't understand it last year, there is no way I will understand it this year." I said.
"You'll do fine Thermopolis, and if you don't, I'll help you." Michael smiled.
"Thanks. So tell me about your band."
"We are called 84-Sheepdog. No, I didn't pick the name. The band includes, Me I play lead and sing; Courtney Davis she plays bass; Hunter Ritchers (Josh's younger punky brother...they hate each other) he plays drums; and Devin plays rythem guitar." Michael said.
"What style to you play?"
"Across between punk, hardcore and alternative."
"That sounds really cool."
"So, Devin said you were going to see Cold and Staind with him."
"Yeah, it doesn't bother you does it? I mean if it does I can tell him that I can't go." I said. Please say it bothers your!!
Michael's PoV:
"No, it doesn't bother me. I told him that he should ask you out." I smiled. Oh really smooth Moscovitz! Now not only is she going to think that you aren't into her, she's going think that Devin only asked her out because I told him to.
"Oh, you did." Mia looked and sounded alittle disappointed.
"I didn't mean that the way it sounded. I ment that Devin asked me if it was cool if he asked you out. I told him yeah." I explained. Still doesn't make up for the fact that she still thinks I'm not into her.
"Oh," she replied, then started to watch t.v. again.
There was another long akward silence. "Why is this so weird?" I asked.
"I don't know." Mia said.
"Mia, we have been friends for a long time. I just want us to stay that way. You can still talk to me about anything. I'm still here for you, anytime you need me." I told her.
"Thank-you, I've always felt comfortable talking to you about things. Somethings that I can't even tell Lilly. I'm glad that I can still come to you."
"Mia......I-" I began. I was going to confess everything to her right then. I was going to tell her how when she smiles it makes my heart skip a beat. I was going to tell her that I was sill mad about her. I was even going to tell her how terrible I have felt for the past two months. Then I remembered how happy Devin was when she agreed to go out with him. I could bring myself to do it. "I'm glad that you feel comfortable coming to me about things, to talk I mean."
Arhhhhhh! I had the perfect chance to tell her. I swear so far this is beganing to look like the begaining of last year. I'm not waiting untill the Nodenominational Winter Dance to tell her! I have to have her before then! I really hate myself right now. I shouldn't have told Devin to go for it. There are plenty of other girls at AEHS that he could date. They don't quite match up to Mia, but who honnestly does. Maybe if I wouldn't have Mia would be 'cuddling' with me. Instead of setting on the edge of my bed. Then mabye I would know if she was, or wasn't wearing a bra. What, I'm a 17...almost 18 year old guy. What do you think I think about? Hotwheel cars and G.I. Joes. Okay, well I do but not all the time.
I would really do anything to be back with her. I want her so bad. I think once she goes to bed I'm going to bang my head against the wall, curl into a fetal position and cry, maybe even jump off the fire escape, you know the usual guy thing. Well, if that guy is the biggest moron to ever live. Suprisingly that's me!
Summary: Takes place late that evening. There's nobody in this chapter except for Michael and Mia. I can't really say too much with out giving away whats going to happen.
A/N: Thanks to everyone who's reviewed the last two chapters. You all are great.
Evil-Jasna: Thank you for putting me on your favorites. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
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SEASONS
summer air reminds me of
all the feelings of your love
and what it was like
when we were together
walking all along with beach
you were never far from reach
and held me through the stormy weather
and I wanna fall in love tonight
and I remember when you said
"everything's gonna be alright."
laying in the summer grass
you told me not to talk so fast
as I told you how I feel
you made me feel right at home
you told me I was not alone
and you knew just how I feel
I know we talked about it
I just can't get around it
I just want one more night with you
October air reminds me of
all the seasons of your love
and what it was like
when we were together
the smell of fall is everywhere
nd though it seems
I just don't care
'cause now you've gone away
~Chapter 3: Seasons~
Michael's PoV:
Here I am setting in frount of my computer, it's 2:49 in the morning. I can't sleep (I'm use to that now), I'm trying to work on CrackHead. I can't concentrate on it, I don't even know why I'm even bothering. Why does life have to suck so bad? Devin is taking Mia...My Mia to go see Cold and Staind in concert. He's taking a delicate girl like Mia to a concert where there will be a mosh pit! She could get hurt! I don't like it!
Arhhh! I know what it is that's making me not be able to consentrate. It's knowing that she's laying in my sister's room. It's been so long since she's been here. God! I miss her! I want her back so bad. She's so infatuating. I want things to go back to the way they were before. Like when she would sneak in here to be with me, I want to feel her beneth me, I want her to fall asleep in my arms, I want to feel her breathing on my skin. I'm hating myself really bad right now. Why do I have to be such a fucking reject. See it's moments like this that makes me not believe in a god. Okay, I'm making myself sick now. Enough with this 'woe is me' bull shit attitued. I'm going to get over her....well....that's a lie. I'm going to get back with her.
After setting there for a minute I decided to go get me something to munch on. I'm so pathetic! When I get depressed I get the munchies...mostly for anything chocolate. I'm just as bad as a girl!
I was in the kitchen in the process of getting some ice cream when Mia walked in the kitchen. "Hey Thermopolis, what's going on?" I asked.
"Not much. I fell asleep earlier and I can't sleep now." Mia smiled.
"What's Lilly doing?" I asked.
"Sleeping." Mia said.
"Well, I aws about to open that Buffy DvD set you got me. You wanna watch it with me?" I asked.
"That sounds good." She smiled. Man she's so beautiful. "I'm gonna go change and take my make-up off. I'll be there in a minute."
I was setting on the bed, I had just put the first DvD in when Mia came in. She was wearing a pair of plaid boxers, tube socks, and a white tank top. I could be wrong, but I don't think that she's wearing a bra either. That's okay, cause I'm not wearing a shirt so we are even. I can drive her crazy with the fact that I don't have one on, and she can drive me crazy by making me wonder if she's wearing a bra or not.
Mia's PoV:
I'm in Michael's room, setting on Michael's bed, leaning against Michael's pillow, setting next to...Michael. We've been watching Buffy for about two hours now, we haven't said anything. It's weird, I mean I like being in here with him but still there's a weirdness. I think it might be the fact that we are actually watching t.v. When we were dating and I would hang with him alone in here. The t.v. was always on, we never actually watched it though. We were too buisy making out among other things. "So, are you looking forward to school starting?" Michael asked.
"I guess, other than the whole algebra 2 thing. I didn't understand it last year, there is no way I will understand it this year." I said.
"You'll do fine Thermopolis, and if you don't, I'll help you." Michael smiled.
"Thanks. So tell me about your band."
"We are called 84-Sheepdog. No, I didn't pick the name. The band includes, Me I play lead and sing; Courtney Davis she plays bass; Hunter Ritchers (Josh's younger punky brother...they hate each other) he plays drums; and Devin plays rythem guitar." Michael said.
"What style to you play?"
"Across between punk, hardcore and alternative."
"That sounds really cool."
"So, Devin said you were going to see Cold and Staind with him."
"Yeah, it doesn't bother you does it? I mean if it does I can tell him that I can't go." I said. Please say it bothers your!!
Michael's PoV:
"No, it doesn't bother me. I told him that he should ask you out." I smiled. Oh really smooth Moscovitz! Now not only is she going to think that you aren't into her, she's going think that Devin only asked her out because I told him to.
"Oh, you did." Mia looked and sounded alittle disappointed.
"I didn't mean that the way it sounded. I ment that Devin asked me if it was cool if he asked you out. I told him yeah." I explained. Still doesn't make up for the fact that she still thinks I'm not into her.
"Oh," she replied, then started to watch t.v. again.
There was another long akward silence. "Why is this so weird?" I asked.
"I don't know." Mia said.
"Mia, we have been friends for a long time. I just want us to stay that way. You can still talk to me about anything. I'm still here for you, anytime you need me." I told her.
"Thank-you, I've always felt comfortable talking to you about things. Somethings that I can't even tell Lilly. I'm glad that I can still come to you."
"Mia......I-" I began. I was going to confess everything to her right then. I was going to tell her how when she smiles it makes my heart skip a beat. I was going to tell her that I was sill mad about her. I was even going to tell her how terrible I have felt for the past two months. Then I remembered how happy Devin was when she agreed to go out with him. I could bring myself to do it. "I'm glad that you feel comfortable coming to me about things, to talk I mean."
Arhhhhhh! I had the perfect chance to tell her. I swear so far this is beganing to look like the begaining of last year. I'm not waiting untill the Nodenominational Winter Dance to tell her! I have to have her before then! I really hate myself right now. I shouldn't have told Devin to go for it. There are plenty of other girls at AEHS that he could date. They don't quite match up to Mia, but who honnestly does. Maybe if I wouldn't have Mia would be 'cuddling' with me. Instead of setting on the edge of my bed. Then mabye I would know if she was, or wasn't wearing a bra. What, I'm a 17...almost 18 year old guy. What do you think I think about? Hotwheel cars and G.I. Joes. Okay, well I do but not all the time.
I would really do anything to be back with her. I want her so bad. I think once she goes to bed I'm going to bang my head against the wall, curl into a fetal position and cry, maybe even jump off the fire escape, you know the usual guy thing. Well, if that guy is the biggest moron to ever live. Suprisingly that's me!
