Diclaimer: The characters in this story belongs to Meg Cabot except for Devin Sheppard, Aceland Jenkins, Hunter Ritcher, and Courtney Davis. The song MISS YOU LOVE belongs to the band Silver Chair.
Summary: Takes place where chapter 6 left off. Michael is at the party and Mia is with Lilly enjoying their 'Girlie-Movie Night'. I can't really say too much with out giving away what's going to happen so you just have to read for yourself.
A/N: To everyone who reviewed you guys are great. I'm sorry it took me so long to get this up. I just haven't felt like typing latley.
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MISS YOU LOVE
millionaire say got a big shot deal
and thrown it all away but
but I'm not, too sure how I'm
suppose ot feel or what I'm suppose to say
but, I'm not, not sure, not too sure how it
feels to be
supiorior make room for the prey cause I'm coming
I'm with what I wanna say but it's gonna hurt
and I love the pain a breeding
Ground for hate but....I'm not not sure not to sure how it feels
to handel everyday like the
one that just past in the crowds of all the people
remember today I've no respect for you
and I miss you love
and I miss used love
I love the way you love, but I hate the way I'm suppose to love you back.
it's just a fad part of the teenge angst
brigade, remember to day I've no respect for you
Chapter 7: Miss You Love
Michael's pov:
Well, so far this party has proven to be pretty uneventful and a waste of my time. Courtney and Devin are setting over in the corner 'talking';. Hunter's playing the part of the host. When I came in I went strait to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of beer. Then I found myself a place to set down and to be by myself.
I was drownding in my sorrows, well, not really I never drink enough to be drunk. I just don't see the point in it. Mia would probley get on to me about drinking this beer. I don't care right now though. All I want is to have her back in my arms. She looked so beautiful today. She wouldn't even look at me. I wonder if she knows that I was watching her and Devin from my bed room. I came out just as he moved in for a kiss. I know that he kisses her...maybe even more, but I don't want him doing it in my home.
While sitting here pittying myself I didn't even notice that a girl had come and set down beside me. She was pretty she had long raven hair that was pulled into to long pony tails, green eyes, and pale skin. She was dressed in a black tank top, a plaid skirt, ripped fishnets, and knee high boots. "Hi, I'm Aceland Jinkins." she smiled.
"I'm Michael Moscovitz." I smiled back at her.
"You look like your not having a good time." she said.
"I haven't had a good time in nearly three months. Are you not having a good time either?" I asked.
"I just don't know tht many people here." she said. "So, are you here with anyone?"
"No, my girlfriend and I broke up three months ago." Why did I tell her that?
"I'm sorry to that, what happend?"
"Well, I've known her since we were kids. I fell in love with her the moment I saw her. She's my little sister's bestfriend. Well, we hooked up last Christmas. Things were so great. Then she had to go to Genovia for the summer. I broke up with her the day before she left. I was afraid that she would get over there and find someone new, someone better.
"I was miserible all summer, infact, I still am. Well, she came back looking beautiful. While she was she bought me a Flying 'V' guitar and the second season of Buffy on DvD. So I thought maybe I still had a chance with her. Then with our relazing what I had done, I hooked her up with Devin Sheppard who is my best friend. He took her to see Cold and Staind in concert. That night I invited Courtney Davis over to hand out. I figured that was legale considering she was my friend. I always thought Courtney and I were only friends. Well, she comes over and we're talking then she starts comeing on to me. I told her that I only thought of her as a friend. She kissed me, just as she did, Mia walks in-" I explained.
"You mean that Princess girl?" she asked.
"Yeah." I replied.
"That's cool." she smiled, she had a nice smiled. "Please contiue."
"Well, I push Courtney off of me and chase Mia down the hall. I realized that she dropped a peice of paper. I picked it up then ran down to the elevator where she was waiting. So, we got into it in the hallway of the appartment building I live in. I tried to explain that Courtney kissed me and not the other way around. Mia wouldn't believe me. So, I went back to my appartment, where Courtney was waiting. She started talking bad about Mia and it pissed me off. In a lot of words I told her to fuck off.
"Once Courtney had gone, I read the note to find out that she was coming to tell me that she still loved me. Then the 1st day of school, Mia and I got itno another fight. I tried once more to explain and she told me that I could fuck who ever I wanted. Then druing 5th she tried to apologies, I wouldn't let her. We haven't spoken since. She's now dating Devin and I'm still in love with her." I explained.
"So, what are you gonna do about it?" Aceland asked?
"What do you mean? Haven't you listened to a word I have said? She ownt' talk to me." I said.
"Just because she won't talk to you doesn't mean she won't listen. I'm sure that she's still in love with you . YOu just have to talk to her and make her listen." Aceland said. "Then, leave as soon as you tell her, give her time to think about it and get all antsy."
"Thanks for the advice." I said.
i looked around the room for Devin, that's when I noticed him comeing from one of the beed rooms followed by Courtney who's hair was mssed up. She was also buckling her belt. "Aceland, it was great talking to you and I defintaley will take your advice." I said getting up.
"It was nice mettin gyou." she samiled.
I walked over to where Devin was standing. "What's going on?" I asked him.
"Look, Michale I screwed up, I really don't want to talk about it." Devin said trying to get away from me.
"I don't care what you want, you happen to be going out with one of my best friends. No wait, she's more than that, she happens to be the woman I love. I told you that if you hurt her that you would have me on your ass." I said trying to not to yell.
"I made a mistake! I'm the biggest fucking idiot in the world! Everything was moving so fast that I was fucking Courtney before I even realized what was going on." That when I realized that Devin had quite a bit to drink . "Don't say anything to Mia." he started to cry.
"I won't." It's kinda hard to tell her something when she won't speak to me. "Your going to tell her as soon as you are sobber." I said.
"I can't, I can't tell her. She'll hate me." he cried.
"Devin, pull it together." I shook him, "Are you a man or a mouse?"
"I'm a mouse. I cheated on the best girl in the world!" Devin started crying harder.
Mia's pov:
I think tha tI have cried more tonight than I have in a long time. Not just because th movies were depressing me, they were making me think about Michael. All the male characters in the movies where reminding me of him. Even though he couldn't come back from the dead like Eric Draven in The Crow, I knew that I would try. It made me realize how badly I had treated him. In my heart I knew what Michael said was true. Courtney came on to him and not the other way around. He wouldn't belive me if I said I was sorry. I blew all my chances I had with him. I'm such and idiot. I'm so depressed right now. "Hand moe another root beer." I blew my nose.
"Okay, this is the most you have ever cried on girly-movie night, in a long time. What's wrong?" Lilly asked handing me the bottle of root beer.
"I just realized what a dumbass I have been. I have screwed up the only chance I had with Michael" I began to cry even harder.
"Mia, you have to calm down. You haven't blew your chance with Michael. He still loves you very much, he's hurting though." Lilly said.
"Lil, he won't even talk to me."
"Maybe you should talk to him. He doesn't have to talk about to listen. If he likes what he hears he may talk back." Lilly suggested.
Michael's pov:
Well, once I got Devin sobber we came home. I had convenced him to tell Mia the truth about what happend. Quitley, we caome into my house, The t.v. volume was turned down pretty low. All over the the coffy table was used tissues, empty root beer bottles, pizza boxes, empty chip bags, this made me wonder. How much can teenage girls eat? Lilly was asleep on the couch and Mia was alseep on the love seat. "go home." I whispered to Devin.
"Gladly." he replied then left.
I wlaked Devin to the door and lcoked it behind him. I first picked Lilly up and put her in her bed. I started to clean their party mess. My attention kept getting drawn to Mia who looked extreamly uncomfortable on the love seat.
I getnally craddled her in my arms and carried her into my bedroom. I pulled the comforter over then kissed her softly and turned out the lite leaving her to sleep.
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Summary: Takes place where chapter 6 left off. Michael is at the party and Mia is with Lilly enjoying their 'Girlie-Movie Night'. I can't really say too much with out giving away what's going to happen so you just have to read for yourself.
A/N: To everyone who reviewed you guys are great. I'm sorry it took me so long to get this up. I just haven't felt like typing latley.
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MISS YOU LOVE
millionaire say got a big shot deal
and thrown it all away but
but I'm not, too sure how I'm
suppose ot feel or what I'm suppose to say
but, I'm not, not sure, not too sure how it
feels to be
supiorior make room for the prey cause I'm coming
I'm with what I wanna say but it's gonna hurt
and I love the pain a breeding
Ground for hate but....I'm not not sure not to sure how it feels
to handel everyday like the
one that just past in the crowds of all the people
remember today I've no respect for you
and I miss you love
and I miss used love
I love the way you love, but I hate the way I'm suppose to love you back.
it's just a fad part of the teenge angst
brigade, remember to day I've no respect for you
Chapter 7: Miss You Love
Michael's pov:
Well, so far this party has proven to be pretty uneventful and a waste of my time. Courtney and Devin are setting over in the corner 'talking';. Hunter's playing the part of the host. When I came in I went strait to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of beer. Then I found myself a place to set down and to be by myself.
I was drownding in my sorrows, well, not really I never drink enough to be drunk. I just don't see the point in it. Mia would probley get on to me about drinking this beer. I don't care right now though. All I want is to have her back in my arms. She looked so beautiful today. She wouldn't even look at me. I wonder if she knows that I was watching her and Devin from my bed room. I came out just as he moved in for a kiss. I know that he kisses her...maybe even more, but I don't want him doing it in my home.
While sitting here pittying myself I didn't even notice that a girl had come and set down beside me. She was pretty she had long raven hair that was pulled into to long pony tails, green eyes, and pale skin. She was dressed in a black tank top, a plaid skirt, ripped fishnets, and knee high boots. "Hi, I'm Aceland Jinkins." she smiled.
"I'm Michael Moscovitz." I smiled back at her.
"You look like your not having a good time." she said.
"I haven't had a good time in nearly three months. Are you not having a good time either?" I asked.
"I just don't know tht many people here." she said. "So, are you here with anyone?"
"No, my girlfriend and I broke up three months ago." Why did I tell her that?
"I'm sorry to that, what happend?"
"Well, I've known her since we were kids. I fell in love with her the moment I saw her. She's my little sister's bestfriend. Well, we hooked up last Christmas. Things were so great. Then she had to go to Genovia for the summer. I broke up with her the day before she left. I was afraid that she would get over there and find someone new, someone better.
"I was miserible all summer, infact, I still am. Well, she came back looking beautiful. While she was she bought me a Flying 'V' guitar and the second season of Buffy on DvD. So I thought maybe I still had a chance with her. Then with our relazing what I had done, I hooked her up with Devin Sheppard who is my best friend. He took her to see Cold and Staind in concert. That night I invited Courtney Davis over to hand out. I figured that was legale considering she was my friend. I always thought Courtney and I were only friends. Well, she comes over and we're talking then she starts comeing on to me. I told her that I only thought of her as a friend. She kissed me, just as she did, Mia walks in-" I explained.
"You mean that Princess girl?" she asked.
"Yeah." I replied.
"That's cool." she smiled, she had a nice smiled. "Please contiue."
"Well, I push Courtney off of me and chase Mia down the hall. I realized that she dropped a peice of paper. I picked it up then ran down to the elevator where she was waiting. So, we got into it in the hallway of the appartment building I live in. I tried to explain that Courtney kissed me and not the other way around. Mia wouldn't believe me. So, I went back to my appartment, where Courtney was waiting. She started talking bad about Mia and it pissed me off. In a lot of words I told her to fuck off.
"Once Courtney had gone, I read the note to find out that she was coming to tell me that she still loved me. Then the 1st day of school, Mia and I got itno another fight. I tried once more to explain and she told me that I could fuck who ever I wanted. Then druing 5th she tried to apologies, I wouldn't let her. We haven't spoken since. She's now dating Devin and I'm still in love with her." I explained.
"So, what are you gonna do about it?" Aceland asked?
"What do you mean? Haven't you listened to a word I have said? She ownt' talk to me." I said.
"Just because she won't talk to you doesn't mean she won't listen. I'm sure that she's still in love with you . YOu just have to talk to her and make her listen." Aceland said. "Then, leave as soon as you tell her, give her time to think about it and get all antsy."
"Thanks for the advice." I said.
i looked around the room for Devin, that's when I noticed him comeing from one of the beed rooms followed by Courtney who's hair was mssed up. She was also buckling her belt. "Aceland, it was great talking to you and I defintaley will take your advice." I said getting up.
"It was nice mettin gyou." she samiled.
I walked over to where Devin was standing. "What's going on?" I asked him.
"Look, Michale I screwed up, I really don't want to talk about it." Devin said trying to get away from me.
"I don't care what you want, you happen to be going out with one of my best friends. No wait, she's more than that, she happens to be the woman I love. I told you that if you hurt her that you would have me on your ass." I said trying to not to yell.
"I made a mistake! I'm the biggest fucking idiot in the world! Everything was moving so fast that I was fucking Courtney before I even realized what was going on." That when I realized that Devin had quite a bit to drink . "Don't say anything to Mia." he started to cry.
"I won't." It's kinda hard to tell her something when she won't speak to me. "Your going to tell her as soon as you are sobber." I said.
"I can't, I can't tell her. She'll hate me." he cried.
"Devin, pull it together." I shook him, "Are you a man or a mouse?"
"I'm a mouse. I cheated on the best girl in the world!" Devin started crying harder.
Mia's pov:
I think tha tI have cried more tonight than I have in a long time. Not just because th movies were depressing me, they were making me think about Michael. All the male characters in the movies where reminding me of him. Even though he couldn't come back from the dead like Eric Draven in The Crow, I knew that I would try. It made me realize how badly I had treated him. In my heart I knew what Michael said was true. Courtney came on to him and not the other way around. He wouldn't belive me if I said I was sorry. I blew all my chances I had with him. I'm such and idiot. I'm so depressed right now. "Hand moe another root beer." I blew my nose.
"Okay, this is the most you have ever cried on girly-movie night, in a long time. What's wrong?" Lilly asked handing me the bottle of root beer.
"I just realized what a dumbass I have been. I have screwed up the only chance I had with Michael" I began to cry even harder.
"Mia, you have to calm down. You haven't blew your chance with Michael. He still loves you very much, he's hurting though." Lilly said.
"Lil, he won't even talk to me."
"Maybe you should talk to him. He doesn't have to talk about to listen. If he likes what he hears he may talk back." Lilly suggested.
Michael's pov:
Well, once I got Devin sobber we came home. I had convenced him to tell Mia the truth about what happend. Quitley, we caome into my house, The t.v. volume was turned down pretty low. All over the the coffy table was used tissues, empty root beer bottles, pizza boxes, empty chip bags, this made me wonder. How much can teenage girls eat? Lilly was asleep on the couch and Mia was alseep on the love seat. "go home." I whispered to Devin.
"Gladly." he replied then left.
I wlaked Devin to the door and lcoked it behind him. I first picked Lilly up and put her in her bed. I started to clean their party mess. My attention kept getting drawn to Mia who looked extreamly uncomfortable on the love seat.
I getnally craddled her in my arms and carried her into my bedroom. I pulled the comforter over then kissed her softly and turned out the lite leaving her to sleep.
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To Be CoNtIuEd ??? ???
