Disclaimer: I don't own this. JK Rowling owns the characters. I own the plot.

Author's Note: I am of the opinion that I can't write a decent Ginny/Remus fic. If you want to read anything vaguely interesting with a GW/RL ship, see When the Past Needs You.


Love Is...


I make it a point to never try to define what I feel for Ginny, but I find myself thinking about it everyday now. It began as a friendship and slowly evolved into something more. Sometimes I feel, even when we are closer than ever before, that I will never have her fully. She keeps me at arms length. I have an intense longing for her to let me in. I want her to love me as I love her.

Loving her is like an addiction. I kiss her good bye in the morning and then I think about her all day, counting down the minutes and seconds until I can see her again. Going away is near impossible. The withdrawal is like a living thing inside me. I can't breathe without her.

I'm putting myself out on the line everyday for her and she doesn't know how much it costs me. Every impulse in my body is telling me this is right. My mind is telling me to wonder if she really loves me.

I don't think I care any more.

Love is blind and I'm walking across a highway...