PaperDoll
This is a song fic using the lyrics of Paperdoll by Kittie.
Disclaimer : I do not own YuGiOh, or the band Kittie, so haha lawyers, you'll have to find something else to sue me for now!
Warning, this contains suicide.
Oh yes, and the lyrics are in smaller font than the story, okay, got it? Good! It's from Yugi's point of view. Also, the song says "her" and "she", that doesn't mean I think that Yami is a she, its just the lyrics.
II look at her in that paper dress. I wonder why she won't burn She's just a paperdoll, that's all Just a paper doll.
I stared at Yami, asleep in his bed, he looked so peaceful. I felt I tear roll down my cheek as I stared at him for the last time. I couldn't stand the fact that he now saw me as less than a person after what I had told him the night before. I know I can't go on living when my own yami, the only person I truly love and care about, looks down at me with disgust, and is ashamed to call me his hikari. I can't believe I am about to end my life over the three words I had said last night, it was just three words.
I dress her up, she knocks me down I dress her up, she knocks me down
Why did I have to tell him I loved him. They way he's looked at me ever since, his gaze seems to reach into my chest and tear out my heart. And when he spoke those words, saying how he was ashamed to call me his hikari, I just couldn't take it, it hurts so much. Why did I have to tell him, why..
They try her on for size She fits nice, one size fits all They try her on for size She fits nice, one size fits all
I crept across the house carefully and walked into the kitchen. I poured myself a small glass of vodka and opened the draw where the knifes were kept. I slowly pulled out I long butchers knife and ran my fingers along the cold metal blade. Sharp. The dim light of the room created an eerie shine across the blade. "It's time..."
Now her soul is dead Now her body's raw You can numb her pain
I took the knife in my hand and slowly began the walk to my room. On the way and stopped and gazed into Yami's room. "Goodbye." I whisped faintly as I slowly turned away and continued toward my room. I soon as I was there I pressed the blade again my wrist. I felt the metal pierce my skin and there was pain, so much pain. I closed my eyes and pushed the blade in deeper and continued cutting across my wrist. It was so painful, yet it was nothing compared to the emotional pain I felt. It'll all be over soon, I told my self as I contined make the cuts on my wrists.
Watch the blood run down her face But don't take notice Watch the blood run down her arms Please don't take notice
With each cut came blood, running down my arms and over my finger tips and then spilling onto the floor. I help my wrists up to my face and watched the blood roll down my arms. It'll all be over soon..
I know you have her soul And I see it in your eyes She knows you have her soul And she sees it in you eyes
The darkness of the room grew blurry and a dizzy sensation came on as I felt my self slowly falling towards the floor.
Now her soul is dead How her body's raw You can numb her pain
The darkness swirled and faded slowly into black and the pain slowly died. There was no more pain, there was no more suffering, nothing. Goodbye Yami.
She wants you to eat her pain She wants you to eat her remains She wants you to eat her pain She wants you to eat her remains
This is a song fic using the lyrics of Paperdoll by Kittie.
Disclaimer : I do not own YuGiOh, or the band Kittie, so haha lawyers, you'll have to find something else to sue me for now!
Warning, this contains suicide.
Oh yes, and the lyrics are in smaller font than the story, okay, got it? Good! It's from Yugi's point of view. Also, the song says "her" and "she", that doesn't mean I think that Yami is a she, its just the lyrics.
II look at her in that paper dress. I wonder why she won't burn She's just a paperdoll, that's all Just a paper doll.
I stared at Yami, asleep in his bed, he looked so peaceful. I felt I tear roll down my cheek as I stared at him for the last time. I couldn't stand the fact that he now saw me as less than a person after what I had told him the night before. I know I can't go on living when my own yami, the only person I truly love and care about, looks down at me with disgust, and is ashamed to call me his hikari. I can't believe I am about to end my life over the three words I had said last night, it was just three words.
I dress her up, she knocks me down I dress her up, she knocks me down
Why did I have to tell him I loved him. They way he's looked at me ever since, his gaze seems to reach into my chest and tear out my heart. And when he spoke those words, saying how he was ashamed to call me his hikari, I just couldn't take it, it hurts so much. Why did I have to tell him, why..
They try her on for size She fits nice, one size fits all They try her on for size She fits nice, one size fits all
I crept across the house carefully and walked into the kitchen. I poured myself a small glass of vodka and opened the draw where the knifes were kept. I slowly pulled out I long butchers knife and ran my fingers along the cold metal blade. Sharp. The dim light of the room created an eerie shine across the blade. "It's time..."
Now her soul is dead Now her body's raw You can numb her pain
I took the knife in my hand and slowly began the walk to my room. On the way and stopped and gazed into Yami's room. "Goodbye." I whisped faintly as I slowly turned away and continued toward my room. I soon as I was there I pressed the blade again my wrist. I felt the metal pierce my skin and there was pain, so much pain. I closed my eyes and pushed the blade in deeper and continued cutting across my wrist. It was so painful, yet it was nothing compared to the emotional pain I felt. It'll all be over soon, I told my self as I contined make the cuts on my wrists.
Watch the blood run down her face But don't take notice Watch the blood run down her arms Please don't take notice
With each cut came blood, running down my arms and over my finger tips and then spilling onto the floor. I help my wrists up to my face and watched the blood roll down my arms. It'll all be over soon..
I know you have her soul And I see it in your eyes She knows you have her soul And she sees it in you eyes
The darkness of the room grew blurry and a dizzy sensation came on as I felt my self slowly falling towards the floor.
Now her soul is dead How her body's raw You can numb her pain
The darkness swirled and faded slowly into black and the pain slowly died. There was no more pain, there was no more suffering, nothing. Goodbye Yami.
She wants you to eat her pain She wants you to eat her remains She wants you to eat her pain She wants you to eat her remains
