Sword of Ice

Ran/Aya POV

by Mizu Kagami

A/N: this POV is Ran based about his feelings on certain things. Took me forever to write this too so please read and review. Even though Ran uses a Katana, I called it a sword in this anyway. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own this anime or anything else I just own what I write so please don't steal, but I can't see why you would want to anyway. Just read. :)

I look outside and see that it's raining. Just like it was then. So perfect a day, so awful a night. My heart sank in sadness but raged with anger. Even with the changing of the seasons she remained. This sword that I carry portrays in ways the coldness that I feel within. I unsheath it to look at its shining beauty. In the moonlight it glistens like ice with the reflections of light around it. So cold it feels like the the nights chill when touched. This murderous weapon that makes me the assassin that I am. The screams of my victims ringing in my ears. If it wasn't for him my life wouldn't be this miserable. I would still have my sister the way she was, my parents, hell... I would have my life.

I open the window which is followed by a slight breeze. The rain is coming more and the air is cooling as it always does. No mission tonight it seems.

My feelings have grown numb, so cold like the nights of winter. This sword I hold is me. The sword of Ice I sometimes call it. It is all I have come to know, all I have come to be. Together we killed many. The bitter empty shell of my existance is the sheath I place upon my sword. It hides the truth, it hides the pain. The nights remain as I do restless. I am Fujimaya Ran. My heart cannot settle and nor can my mind. Until that day comes I die a little more each day.