Ron's words played over and over in Harry's mind, teetering thru his soul. How could he explain to Ron the pain that ripped thru him everyday since she left? Nights filled with memories of her.

IT'S BEEN FIVE MONTHS

SINCE YOU WENT AWAY

LEFT WITHOUT A WORD AND NOTHING TO SAY

God the pain of not knowing of not being able to look into her face, to hear her voice, her laughter not touching his soul. His angel, she was what had gotten him thru his years at the Dursley's and at Hogwarts. Since she left there was a hole inside that threatened to eat him from the inside out.

Try as he might sleep would not over take him, he knew when it did the dreams of her would come again and again until he woke screaming her name.

WHEN I WAS THE ONE

WHO GAVE YOU MY HEART AND SOUL

BUT IT WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU

Sighing Harry moved his legs off the bed and slowly walked too the window. The heat in the room stifling, Harry headed to the doorway of his room at the burrow and walked down stairs and outside into the rain.

Standing in the rain his mind reflecting back to the last time he saw her face the last time her voice rang thru him like music.

Try as he might the memories were unclear, her face becoming unfocused, yet the pain remained. Was this how it would be, would he feel the pain forever, would the memories only haunt him in clear accuracy in sleep.

NO, OH

SO I ASKED GOD

GOD SENT ME AN ANGEL

Tomorrow should be a happy day; his best friend was getting married; yet it left him feeling nothing. She should be here; she should be with him, why must he continue on with out her.

Voldemort, that's why. Somehow he was the cause of Hermione's disappearance, he couldn't prove it but somewhere deep inside Harry knew Voldemort was at the core of it.

FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE

SENT ME AN ANGEL

TO HEAL MY BROKEN HEART

Twelve years he spent fighting Voldemort in one way or another. They had thought that they destroyed him in seventh year but three months after Hermione disappeared he resurfaced stronger then before.

FROM BEING IN LOVE

In those last five years things had gotten bad fast, people he loved disappearing or being killed. Even in those loses her's was the one that tore at him the most.

Lifting his head to the heavens, rain falling against his face, running down his out stretched arms, tears of heaven flowing freely like his own. Lowering his hands to his face, pushing his wet black hair from his eyes, he fell to his knees and sobbed, letting the pain free unaware of the eyes watching him from the burrow.

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

Standing at the window watching the rain pour over the ground, listening to thunder roll like shrouded music across the midnight sky. He watched Harry, as he has watched him for five years, the promise to a friend. Her words echoing thru him as he watched the man outside struggling with the never- ending pain her absence caused. Closing his eyes letting the memory over take him.

And I know it might sound crazy

But after all that I still love you

You wanna come back in my life

But now there is something I have to do

I have to tell the one that I once adored

(Flashback)

He had rushed to the lake as soon as he had got her letter. She never sought him out before, he knew something was happening she would never risk them finding out about there friendship.

That they can't have my love no more

Cause my heart can't take no more lies

And my eyes are all out of cries

Too much was at stake, they all knew Voldemort was still alive, week but alive, if they found out that he was friends with her they would lose the foot hold over the death eaters. She needed him and no matter what the cost he would go to her, she was his saving grace, she befriended him when he was in pain and alone.

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

Looking around not seeing her he could feel a cold dread begin to rise up his body. Spinning around at the sound of a twig braking, he called out " Lex is that you".

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

Coming out of the shadows she slowly moved toward him. Moving in front of him she studied his face and could see his fear. "There waiting, there's not much time left, promise me you'll watch over Harry for me."

Now you had me on my knees

Begging God please to send you back to me

I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep

Reaching out and grabbing her by the arms, tears running down his face he began to beg, "Lex please don't do this, will find another way, you don't have to sacrifice yourself, for this, please I beg you. I can't go on with out you." Sobbing he fell to his knees at her feet looking pleadings up into her face. She would do this to save Potter, always Potter.

You made me feel like I could not breathe

Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch

And give you all my love

But you took my love for granted

Kneeling in front of him moving her hands to either side of his face running them across his face into his hair she whispered "My sweet Dragon, promise me, he will need you."

Want my lovin' now

But you can't have it

God

Her eyes begging searching his for a promise, yet even thou he knew she would never look at him the way she did Potter, he would promise her the world if she would love him the way he loved her.

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
"Promise me, promise you will do this for me, Dragon promise me." She begged.

Unable to speak he nodded his head. When he looked up again she was gone. He could feel the pain ripping thru him. Lying down on the damp ground he let his pain have full rain over soul.

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

(End of flashback)

The sound of lighten jerked him out of his thoughts, like a slap in the face. Raising his hand up to his face to wipe away the tears that had be gone to fall he whispered in the dark "I promise Lex, I promise."

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

Hearing the rustling of sheets he turned his head and looked at the woman lying in the bed. Moving to kneel beside the bed he couldn't help smile sadly knowing that this woman his wife, would never understand this pain that haunts him. As much as he loved her his Ginny, a part of his heart would always remain in Hermione Alexis Grangers hands.

Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)

An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby

Send me an angel from the heavens above

Slowly opening her eyes, Ginny reached out her hand to caress his face, "Draco love is something wrong," she asked groggily. Smiling at her and sliding in next to her pulling her into his arms "No love, go back to sleep".

She felt him kiss the top of her head, she knew no matter what he said that, there was something that no matter how much they loved each other was wedged between them. She would die for this man, and yet there was a piece of her that knew that he wouldn't die for her. At first she had thought that if she loved him enough it would change but it hadn't, even when she was gone, she was still here between them.

Send me an angel (God send me an angel)

From being in love (send me an angel)

He thought she didn't know about their friendship but she did. She was there the night, Hermione left. She watched him beg her to stay, watch him sob until his pain drove her back to the gryffindor common room. That was the night she made herself a promise. A promise to make Draco forget to make him love her, yet the memories continue to stand between them, and it was tearing Ginny apart.

Oh God, send me an angel

Send me an angel (send me an angel)

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Angel by Amanda Perez .