Today was his wedding day, the happiest day of his life yet there was something missing, correction someone missing. He had always thought that she would be by his side on this day. But she wasn't here and hadn't been for five years. He and Harry had search for the first two years, then he had received the letter. After reading it Ron knew that the search was over, he just wish Harry would accept it as he had.

I tried to kill the pain

But only brought more

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

After reading it, he had felt a closure, god know he would never stop missing her but at lest he knew she was alive, somewhere. She had mad decisions without them, and she did what she thought best, weather he could ever forgive her for making the choice of leaving still remained.

Lost in his thoughts Ron didn't notice his mum was standing in the doorway smiling at him.

"Ron dear the guest are arriving" Molly said walking in the room.

Turning to look at his mum Ron smiled and said "thanks mum."

"Ron dear she would be proud of both you and Harry and she's here in sprit. I'm sure if it was possible for her to be by your side she would." She said pulling her son into a hug.

Taking her son's hand they walked down the stairs and out side to greet their wedding guest.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Albus Dumbledore, and several other teachers of Hogwarts mingled among the other wedding guest. Walking towards the headmaster Severus Snape let his yes glaze over the guest who had been arriving for about ten minutes.

"Ah Severus, how many are there?" Albus said quietly.

Looking across the grounds searching the grounds with his eyes, turning to the headmaster he said " Their six sir. They seem to be waiting for something or someone."

Smiling at a few of the students from Harry and Ron's year, "Is she here yet?" Albus said slowly walking towards the groom and the best man.

"Yes she arrived some time ago, she is in the house as we speak." Severus said.

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side?

Or will you forget me

I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?

Smiling at his potions master, Albus said, " Keep me informed of any changes."

With that Severus inclined his head and turn and walked away.

Walking up to Harry and Ron Albus smiled and said " My boys, its so good to see you on such a joyous day indeed."

Both Harry and Ron smiled and greeted their old headmaster and friend.

Reaching inside his robes Albus pulled out a small box "I was ask to give this to you both on a day like today." Placing the box in Ron's hands the headmaster walked back thru the guest.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Moving over to the steps Harry and Ron sat down and open the box Dumbledore had given them. Pulling out a piece of parchment Ron handed it to Harry to read.

Hands shaken Harry opened the letter and began to read it.

Dear Harry and Ron,

I know no matter how many I'm sorry I would say would take way the pain my leaven caused. I want you both to know what I do now I do for us all. I can't tell you what is to happen, but know this I am with you today. I love you both and wish all the happiness in the world.

Love Mione.

P.s. Ron you're a lucky man to have Lavender, always remember and cherish her.

Ron wiped the stray tear that had fallen down his face. Lifting two sets of cuff links out of the box. Ron looked at Harry and said. "HRHFF, what that mean."

Taking a pair of cuff links from Ron and smiling at the cufflinks in the shape of wands with HRHFF on them, he smiled sadly and whispered. " Harry, Ron, Hermione friends forever."

Watching the two from the window of the burrow, she showed no emotion. Any feelings she had were buried so deep inside that nothing would set them free. She could feel them before she could see them, death eaters they were coming for Harry. Backing up she ran towards the window, glass breaking cutting into her flesh as the floo thru the window on the three floor, grabbing the clasp on her cloak transfiguring it back into the gryffindor sword as she landed in front of Harry and Ron.

Screams were coming from everywhere, Harry knew what was happening Voldemort and his death eaters were here. Hearing the shattering glass Harry looked up to the burrow seeing a figure flying thru it, grabbing Ron and pulling him back out of the way as the person landed in front of them, holding the sword of gryffindor in its hand. Search for the headmaster and Ron's parents Harry saw the members of the order all standing in a circle around everyone wands out and warding them.

"Harry what, who is that?" Ron asked looking at the figure standing in front of them sword in hand.

"I don't know Ron." Harry said moving slowly to the side trying to see the persons face.

"Stay was you are Harry." Albus Dumbledore called from were he was standing among the other teachers.

Turning his glaze to Voldemort and his death eaters as they slowly approached, Albus called out " The time has come Voldemort, the warrior is ready, are you ready to take on the warrior of gryffindor and the order."

Voldemort looked from Albus to the figure standing in front of Potter. "I will give you today old man but you and the boy will bleed and your warrior will not be able to stop me." Slowly backing away from them Voldemort and his death eaters disappear.

As quickly as the sword had appeared it was gone. She turned and mutters a spell and the glass from the window flew back up and the window became solid again. Slowly walking towards Severus Snape, she didn't turn around not even when someone yelled her name.

"Lex" Draco yelled walking quickly after the woman.

Severus Snape stepped in front of Draco and sneered, "Mr. Malfoy I do believe you should be seeing to your wife. Do not concern yourself with her."

Before he could say anything, Albus called out to everyone, " My good people, I believe we have a wedding to get to" Once Albus got everyone back to the wedding they seemed to put the stranger confrontation with Voldemort be hind them.

She watched from the woods near the house, even though she knew that these people were the reason she had to give up her life she could not bring herself to leave with out watching Ron marry Lavender.

Watching from the sidelines would be all she would get of this day that she was suppose to be a part of. Yet this was the price she would pay to keep them alive, to keep him alive, for friendship she would stay away, for love she would give up everything, for him she would die.

My wounds cry for the grave

My soul cries for deliverance

Will I be denied Christ?

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