Chapter Five Pushed Away Feelings
Hermione lay in her bed, snugled in her many plushies. She felt so alone and empty, she couldn't talk to anyone about it either. She had lost her two best friends, she had thought this year was going to be the best, but it turned out to be the worst.
She didn't even realize that she had tears streaming down her face, and she couldn't care less. Everyone treated her like a queen, and liked her for what she was and not who she was. It tore at her heart like a prisoner at his cell.
She gave one huge sob that was building in her heart and immediatly felt alot better. She didn't hear her portrait creak open, or a blond seventeen year old climb into her room, or when he slowly got onto her bed.
She didn't even feel his steady breathing against her neck, she didn't aknowledge his presence until she felt a warm hand brush against her cheek, ever so lighly. She closed her eyes at the touch, it sent shivers up and down her spine.
She breathed out a ragged breath and slowly opened her eyes to look and the owner of the hand. It was none other than Draco Malfoy. She, for some reason, felt safe and herself while being close by him. He made her feel like she was a great person just by being herself. (a/n Oh fuck, that was the wrong time to say that, oh well, work with me please!!)
Draco hadn't been able to sleep, he was lost in thoughts of a certain blue haired girl that happened to make him feel all woobley and goobley inside, no one, he means no one, had ever made him feel that way, ever.
A loud sob brought him back to his senses, his angel was crying. His angel.....he liked the sound of that. He got up and headed for her room. The lion dressed in a snake suit gave him a wink before flinging open. He crawled through the portrait hole and saw a figure, snuggled into many plushies and teddy bears, as if they were her only friends.
He noticed she was crying and didn't seem to notice him yet. He tiptoed over to her bed and slowly got on it. She still didn't notice him, he reached out with his hand, caressing her cheek lightly, whipping a tear away.
At his touch, she closed her eyes, as if it were the most pleasant thing on earth. As soon as the tips of his fingers touched her milky skin, a strange sort of warmness spread through his whole body, making him feel good and safe.
Hermione opened her eyes and slowly looked at him, her eyes full of love and comfort, the smallest of smiles on her face. Draco gave her a smile and kissed her cheek, gently tracing her jaw line with his lips.
She reached out a hand and ran her fingers smoothly through his silky hair, letting it run through her fingers like water through a strainer. Draco snaked his hands around her waist and she rested her head on his chest, sighing like she was the happiest girl on earth.
"Whats wrong? You want to talk about it?" he asked soflty, trying to help her spill out her worries to him. He felt her nod against his chest were she burried her face. She pulled away, just so she could see his face.
"I feel..." she trailed off, feeling nervous. He kissed behind her ear, as if urging her to go on. She took a deep breath and told him everything, from the moment her parents told her the horrible seceret, to the moment they were in presently. She told him how she thought it would be better and how it turned out to be worst, her feelings, emotions, everything.
When she finished, she had tears streaming down her face, Draco felt horrible. It was part his falt she had to suffer. He just realized that he cared for her, more than he cared for anyone else. Maybe it was love from first sight, first REAL sight, he didn't know. But he had to tell her.
"Hermione, don't you worry about it. I do care for you and you make me feel like I could fly if I want to, do everything I couldn't, say things I was afraid to say, think the things I was scared to think, I always had these feelings, but I always pushed them away, knowing it would never work between us. It would only hurt you and me and the rest of the world. Don't you see? Fate smiles upon us! It has given us permision to love! Nothing can stand in our way, nothing at all. My heart always said I loved you, always, but my mind always gave me reasons to ignore it. Now it can't do that, nothing will take you away from me, never Hermione, I love you."
(a/n Oh my god! Is anyone crying yet? Because I am, *sniff*)
Hermione had tears streaming down her face, she didn't know what to say, she felt the exact same way, Draco sensing her speechlessness, leaned forward, connecting their lips to share a kiss so full of love and warmth, it felt almost unreal.
Hermione kissed back and Draco, feeling more sure of himself, deepened it and soon they were kissing like there was no tomorrow. After their kiss ended, they were completly out of breath, both feeling happier than they had ever been, fell asleep in each others arms, their dreams of each other.
a/n Awww, that was sooo adorable! Was anyone crying? I was practicly hysterical when I was writing this, I actually got the keyboard wet, haha!! I know you might think it a bit fast but come on!! In like all my fics I make them wait hell of a long time before they admit it and I felt like making it quik and romantic! I have some pretty good ideas for whats going ta happen later on...*smiles evilly* Oh shit, my mom is yellin her head off at me, I stayed on the comp longer than I was supposed to, oh well. Sorry if I don't dont do the ty cause my moms going sore, Haha!~ ~~~buGspooKy
Hermione lay in her bed, snugled in her many plushies. She felt so alone and empty, she couldn't talk to anyone about it either. She had lost her two best friends, she had thought this year was going to be the best, but it turned out to be the worst.
She didn't even realize that she had tears streaming down her face, and she couldn't care less. Everyone treated her like a queen, and liked her for what she was and not who she was. It tore at her heart like a prisoner at his cell.
She gave one huge sob that was building in her heart and immediatly felt alot better. She didn't hear her portrait creak open, or a blond seventeen year old climb into her room, or when he slowly got onto her bed.
She didn't even feel his steady breathing against her neck, she didn't aknowledge his presence until she felt a warm hand brush against her cheek, ever so lighly. She closed her eyes at the touch, it sent shivers up and down her spine.
She breathed out a ragged breath and slowly opened her eyes to look and the owner of the hand. It was none other than Draco Malfoy. She, for some reason, felt safe and herself while being close by him. He made her feel like she was a great person just by being herself. (a/n Oh fuck, that was the wrong time to say that, oh well, work with me please!!)
Draco hadn't been able to sleep, he was lost in thoughts of a certain blue haired girl that happened to make him feel all woobley and goobley inside, no one, he means no one, had ever made him feel that way, ever.
A loud sob brought him back to his senses, his angel was crying. His angel.....he liked the sound of that. He got up and headed for her room. The lion dressed in a snake suit gave him a wink before flinging open. He crawled through the portrait hole and saw a figure, snuggled into many plushies and teddy bears, as if they were her only friends.
He noticed she was crying and didn't seem to notice him yet. He tiptoed over to her bed and slowly got on it. She still didn't notice him, he reached out with his hand, caressing her cheek lightly, whipping a tear away.
At his touch, she closed her eyes, as if it were the most pleasant thing on earth. As soon as the tips of his fingers touched her milky skin, a strange sort of warmness spread through his whole body, making him feel good and safe.
Hermione opened her eyes and slowly looked at him, her eyes full of love and comfort, the smallest of smiles on her face. Draco gave her a smile and kissed her cheek, gently tracing her jaw line with his lips.
She reached out a hand and ran her fingers smoothly through his silky hair, letting it run through her fingers like water through a strainer. Draco snaked his hands around her waist and she rested her head on his chest, sighing like she was the happiest girl on earth.
"Whats wrong? You want to talk about it?" he asked soflty, trying to help her spill out her worries to him. He felt her nod against his chest were she burried her face. She pulled away, just so she could see his face.
"I feel..." she trailed off, feeling nervous. He kissed behind her ear, as if urging her to go on. She took a deep breath and told him everything, from the moment her parents told her the horrible seceret, to the moment they were in presently. She told him how she thought it would be better and how it turned out to be worst, her feelings, emotions, everything.
When she finished, she had tears streaming down her face, Draco felt horrible. It was part his falt she had to suffer. He just realized that he cared for her, more than he cared for anyone else. Maybe it was love from first sight, first REAL sight, he didn't know. But he had to tell her.
"Hermione, don't you worry about it. I do care for you and you make me feel like I could fly if I want to, do everything I couldn't, say things I was afraid to say, think the things I was scared to think, I always had these feelings, but I always pushed them away, knowing it would never work between us. It would only hurt you and me and the rest of the world. Don't you see? Fate smiles upon us! It has given us permision to love! Nothing can stand in our way, nothing at all. My heart always said I loved you, always, but my mind always gave me reasons to ignore it. Now it can't do that, nothing will take you away from me, never Hermione, I love you."
(a/n Oh my god! Is anyone crying yet? Because I am, *sniff*)
Hermione had tears streaming down her face, she didn't know what to say, she felt the exact same way, Draco sensing her speechlessness, leaned forward, connecting their lips to share a kiss so full of love and warmth, it felt almost unreal.
Hermione kissed back and Draco, feeling more sure of himself, deepened it and soon they were kissing like there was no tomorrow. After their kiss ended, they were completly out of breath, both feeling happier than they had ever been, fell asleep in each others arms, their dreams of each other.
a/n Awww, that was sooo adorable! Was anyone crying? I was practicly hysterical when I was writing this, I actually got the keyboard wet, haha!! I know you might think it a bit fast but come on!! In like all my fics I make them wait hell of a long time before they admit it and I felt like making it quik and romantic! I have some pretty good ideas for whats going ta happen later on...*smiles evilly* Oh shit, my mom is yellin her head off at me, I stayed on the comp longer than I was supposed to, oh well. Sorry if I don't dont do the ty cause my moms going sore, Haha!~ ~~~buGspooKy
