To Tongari-san
Entry 4:
This is the last time we speak to each other now, Tongari-san.
I pleaded with Sensei.
I begged him not to make me kill you.
He said I had a choice. It had to be either you or me.
When you come back, when you read this, you will know why I did not go on that outing with you and your family.
Our family, I mean.
The Sixth Commandment made the decision for me. Thou shalt not kill.
Sensei didn't buy it.
I want you to know I did not feel pain.
I felt happy. I felt at peace.
Years ago, Otou-san made the right decision, and so will I.
Please take care of the December orphanage while I'm gone.
Also, please don't let the guys see me when you find me.
It's alright, Tongari-san.
Don't be too sad about this.
My mission will finally be complete.
I'm finally going to find my Otou-san.
