*~*~Take Offs and Landings~*~*

The first day went by in a blur. She hadn't seen Sirius or Alex all day. She was sitting in her dorm on the windowsill when there came a knock on the door.
"Come in." she said gloomily.
Alex walked in and sat next to her with his arm around her shoulders. "What's wrong?"
"Nuthin'. Just a matter of how to tell you...........never mind."
"No, tell me what you were going to say."
"Well," she looked into his eyes sadly. "I think we should break up." she finally said.
"Why? It's about Sirius, isn't it?"
"How'd you know?" she said kinda shocked.
"I've seen you staring at him during lunch and dinner. Why don't you just go out with him?" Alex said softly stroking her hair.
"I don't know. Should I really? I mean, he's a seventh-year."
"Sure. Now let's go get some dinner before you starve yourself again."
They walked down to the Great Hall and sat next to each other at the Slytherin table and Kilia and Asher(AN: Asher is my rl crush ^_^) on the opposite side as them.
After dinner, Kat met Sirius at the secret room.
"We have got to talk." he said.
"I agree."she says.
"Will you go out with me?" he blurted out.
She gasped and was silent for a minute. "Of course I'll go out with you."
He kissed her and she slid her arms around his neck. He slid his arms around her waist and broke the kiss and stared into her eyes.
"You're not at all what I expected you to be." he said after a couple minutes.
"Yeah, and what did you expect me to be?" she said in that ever-so-sexy whisper.
"You know, I don't really know what I expected. But, I know that I never did expect this to happen." He kissed her again with such softness that she could swear he was actually melting.
'She has such soft lips.' he thought.
"I heard that." She grins.
"Heard what?" he asked puzzled.
"I can hear your thoughts. I can read minds even if you don't mean to think it."
"Ahhhh. So that's why you always know what to say." He smiled.
They spent the entire night talking and making out until they fell asleep.


When they had awaken, they went back to their common rooms and changed and met in the Great Hall and grabbed some breakfast. Then, they went down to the lake.
"Beautiful morning." Kat said watching the sun rise above the horizon.
"Yeah. Isn't it wonderful?" Sirius stared at the sky as it changed to a orangish-pink color.
"Mmmm." she looked at him. "We should go to class now, shouldn't we?"
"My first class is with you, right?" he asked.
"Yeah, Potions"
They got up and grabbed their books and walked to Potions class together. When they were in their seats, Snape, the new Potions teacher. who was also a seventh-year, made everyone get partners. Sirius hoped he get matched with Kat.
"Kat, wonderful to see you, again. What has brought you to Hogwarts?" He sneered.
"I'm here for the same reason you are, Severus." She scowled at him.
"You must remember, Ms. Fudge, I am your teacher now, you have to listen to me."
"I'd rather die than ever take orders from a greasy slimeball git like you." She said coldly.
"Well, then, I'll see you after class to set a date and time for your detention and if I hear any other remarks about me come from your mouth, I'll have you expelled so fast you wouldn't know what hit you.
Oh, you'll be working with Mr. Black on this assignment."
Sirius walked over to her table and asked, "So, Professor, what are we making?" He noticed Kat's eyes are now a piercing dark blue color.
"You are making a Wolfsbane Potion. Kat should know how."
Kat clenched her fists under the table. As Snape walked away, she glared after him and said under her breath, "I always hated your smelly ass."
"Why would he want us to make a Wolfsbane Potion? I mean, both of us are werewolves or vampires, are we?" Sirius asked after Snape was out of earshot.
"Errrrrrr, he knows stuff about me. I've known Snape since I was born. I'll tell you later. C'mon, we need some chopped dried roots."
After the potion was made, Snape came over to inspect it.
"Well, we should test it to see if it works, shouldn't we, Kat?" he said coolly. "When is the time?"
"Tonight." she said flatly. Sirius looked at them both weirdly and gave Kat a puzzled look.
"Kat, what is he talking about?"
"Don't worry, Mr. Black. You will find out. I guarantee it." Snape said.
Kat shivered. "Severus, I'll always hate you for this."
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I hear a voice say "Don't be so blind." It's telling me all these things, that u would probably hide. Am your one and only desire? Am I the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry? Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. I just can't live without you. I love you. I hate you. I can't be around you. I breathe you. I taste you. I can't live without you. I just can't take anymore. This life will silence you. I guessed it, I'm out the door. Now I'm done with you. Done with you. Done with you. Done with you. Done with you. I feel like you don't want me around. I guess I'll pack all my things. I guess I'll see u around. It all the thought of up until now, as I walk out your door, all I can hear is the sound. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. I just can't live without you. I love you. I hate you. I can't be around you. I breathe you. I taste you. I can't live without you. I just can't take anymore. This life will silence you. I picked myself off the floor. Now I'm done with you. I love you. I hate you. I can't live without you. I love that hair around your heart. Why would you tear my world apart? Always. Always. Always. Always. I see the blood all over your hands. Does it make you feel more like a man? Was it is all just a part of your plan? The pistol is shaking in my hand and all I hear is the sound. I love you. I hate you. I can't be around you. I breathe you. I taste you. I can't live without you. I just can't take anymore. This life will silence you. I picked myself off the floor. Now I'm done with you. I love you. I hate you. I can't live without you. I love you. I hate you. I can't live without you. I just can't take it anymore, this life will silence you. I picked myself off the floor and now I'm done with you. Always. Always. Always.

Kat sings along as she waits for her time to meet Snape and Sirius on the grounds at 11:30 pm.
She gets up and grabs her journal and starts to write.
She writes:
Why is life killing me slowly? How long will it be before I die? I don't have to wait that long do I? I love you Sirius. I love you Michael. I love you Alex. I'll miss you all.