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Thankyou to everyone who reviewed!!! It's greatly appreciated, this reply is only here because of you guys!!! And just for the point of letting you all know, I never actually got a reply to that letter, but then, I've barely even spoken to them since. And it took me a while, but eventually I started getting on with my life, it's still hard though, but really, who cares about me, we're all here to read Harry's letter. So here it is, enjoy.
Well, well, well. Draco gets a reply. Did he really treat Harry like an Angel? Lets find out how Harry feels shall we.
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Dray,
First of all, I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I guess I didn't think that you would get that upset, and again, I guess I was only thinking of myself.
The truth is, I'm jealous. Jealous of everyone and everything that takes your attention away from me. And again I'm being a selfish bastard.
But I love you; I love you more than anything I've ever loved before. You're my whole life, my whole world, and it's going to have to take something really big to change that. Bigger even than Voldermort and his petty obsession with trying to kill me.
I didn't mean to hurt you intentionally. I didn't mean to hurt you at all. But you wanted to know if I was pissed, and I gave you my answer. Why did we have to fight?
I think the truth is, it's gotten a little too involved for me, no involved isn't the right word, involved is good, I love you, I love being with you, I love knowing about you. I guess I was just confused. After everyone found out it just got way too hectic, ya know?
Anyways, I think we need to sit down and talk about this whole thing, actually discuss what we each want and then try and come to some kind of compromise so that instead of one of us being happy, we can both be. I'm not saying it was you that made me unhappy, but we have to admit, I never felt like that before.
We need to start spending quality time together for a while. Ok, this is getting corny, but my point is I LOVE YOU. And I liked it when the relationship was a relationship, when it wasn't just about sex or attention or competition, because it seems that's all we have time for these days, and I want it to be more than that.
I think we need to go back to when we used to have time together, time for each other and I really think we need to get in touch, get together or call or something, unless you're avoiding me that is. And I wouldn't blame you if you were, I told you I wasn't good enough. I'm never good enough. I'm not you. I don't deserve someone like you. I never have, I never will. I'm no one special regardless of how I apparently keep saving the world, deep down I'm a coward; and it was my cowardice that hurt you. For that, again, I'm truly sorry.
I've been a selfish prick. I'm sorry. You know what, I can't even express how sorry I am on a piece of paper. It's not the same as when we used to fight, when we used to sit down and talk and then cuddle and just hold each other late into the night. DAMMIT! See, Dray, you see what you've done to me? I can't stop thinking about you, you're always there, everywhere I look, every person I see, you're all around me but you're not at the same time and it's driving me insane.
I LOVE YOU!!! You're everything to me, you always were, and I wish I could take it all back, but I can't now. and I want to kill myself for it. Yes, I'm miserable now. But don't let that get in the way of your happiness. I really can't go through another person telling me I've ruined their life. Funny thing is, I'd have given mine to have you.
Honestly I don't think I'll be able to stand this.
Fuck! God. All I wanted was for you to love me, that's all I want, I just want to be loved, by you, and only you. Because you're the one person I love.
I'm trying not to be myself, and not to think the worst, I'm trying not to think that maybe you don't love me, even though you've said you do. I'm hoping for my life that you do still love me, and that this relationship will last for as long as we can possibly make it last.
So hopefully we can talk it through and come to some sort of agreement that can make us both happy. And hopefully happy together.
I'm not asking for much, in fact, I'm not asking for anything. I'm wishing. I'm pleading. I'm praying that you'd tell me you love me, just like you used to, I'm just wishing for that reassurance that you care. I don't care how you get it across to me, I don't care if you write it, type it, say it, show it, sing it, I don't care! God, now I sound like Dr. Seuss, see what too much crying can do, I think my tears may be alcoholic.
But PLEASE, if you only do one last thing to do with me, please let it be this, please just somehow get the message across to me whether you care or not, if you still love me or not. I just need to know which it is. I don't think I could face loosing you again, I don't think I could face loosing the most gorgeous, talented, smart, amazing guy in my life, but even more importantly, I don't think I could stand to loose my best friend. My VERY best friend.
I love you Draco, and I would do anything for you, you know that, I would die for you. I just want you to know that I still love you, I never stopped, and that I will always love you.
I love you, Forever yours: Wonder Boy
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Well, mwahahaha! Why did they fight, I hear you asking now, will Draco answer if for us in Ihis reply to Harry? Or will I just develop writers block and leave you all hanging? There's only so much you can write in a bunch of letters without starting to repeat yourself you know.
Anyways, thnx for reading!!!
Sami XoXo
Thankyou to everyone who reviewed!!! It's greatly appreciated, this reply is only here because of you guys!!! And just for the point of letting you all know, I never actually got a reply to that letter, but then, I've barely even spoken to them since. And it took me a while, but eventually I started getting on with my life, it's still hard though, but really, who cares about me, we're all here to read Harry's letter. So here it is, enjoy.
Well, well, well. Draco gets a reply. Did he really treat Harry like an Angel? Lets find out how Harry feels shall we.
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Dray,
First of all, I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I guess I didn't think that you would get that upset, and again, I guess I was only thinking of myself.
The truth is, I'm jealous. Jealous of everyone and everything that takes your attention away from me. And again I'm being a selfish bastard.
But I love you; I love you more than anything I've ever loved before. You're my whole life, my whole world, and it's going to have to take something really big to change that. Bigger even than Voldermort and his petty obsession with trying to kill me.
I didn't mean to hurt you intentionally. I didn't mean to hurt you at all. But you wanted to know if I was pissed, and I gave you my answer. Why did we have to fight?
I think the truth is, it's gotten a little too involved for me, no involved isn't the right word, involved is good, I love you, I love being with you, I love knowing about you. I guess I was just confused. After everyone found out it just got way too hectic, ya know?
Anyways, I think we need to sit down and talk about this whole thing, actually discuss what we each want and then try and come to some kind of compromise so that instead of one of us being happy, we can both be. I'm not saying it was you that made me unhappy, but we have to admit, I never felt like that before.
We need to start spending quality time together for a while. Ok, this is getting corny, but my point is I LOVE YOU. And I liked it when the relationship was a relationship, when it wasn't just about sex or attention or competition, because it seems that's all we have time for these days, and I want it to be more than that.
I think we need to go back to when we used to have time together, time for each other and I really think we need to get in touch, get together or call or something, unless you're avoiding me that is. And I wouldn't blame you if you were, I told you I wasn't good enough. I'm never good enough. I'm not you. I don't deserve someone like you. I never have, I never will. I'm no one special regardless of how I apparently keep saving the world, deep down I'm a coward; and it was my cowardice that hurt you. For that, again, I'm truly sorry.
I've been a selfish prick. I'm sorry. You know what, I can't even express how sorry I am on a piece of paper. It's not the same as when we used to fight, when we used to sit down and talk and then cuddle and just hold each other late into the night. DAMMIT! See, Dray, you see what you've done to me? I can't stop thinking about you, you're always there, everywhere I look, every person I see, you're all around me but you're not at the same time and it's driving me insane.
I LOVE YOU!!! You're everything to me, you always were, and I wish I could take it all back, but I can't now. and I want to kill myself for it. Yes, I'm miserable now. But don't let that get in the way of your happiness. I really can't go through another person telling me I've ruined their life. Funny thing is, I'd have given mine to have you.
Honestly I don't think I'll be able to stand this.
Fuck! God. All I wanted was for you to love me, that's all I want, I just want to be loved, by you, and only you. Because you're the one person I love.
I'm trying not to be myself, and not to think the worst, I'm trying not to think that maybe you don't love me, even though you've said you do. I'm hoping for my life that you do still love me, and that this relationship will last for as long as we can possibly make it last.
So hopefully we can talk it through and come to some sort of agreement that can make us both happy. And hopefully happy together.
I'm not asking for much, in fact, I'm not asking for anything. I'm wishing. I'm pleading. I'm praying that you'd tell me you love me, just like you used to, I'm just wishing for that reassurance that you care. I don't care how you get it across to me, I don't care if you write it, type it, say it, show it, sing it, I don't care! God, now I sound like Dr. Seuss, see what too much crying can do, I think my tears may be alcoholic.
But PLEASE, if you only do one last thing to do with me, please let it be this, please just somehow get the message across to me whether you care or not, if you still love me or not. I just need to know which it is. I don't think I could face loosing you again, I don't think I could face loosing the most gorgeous, talented, smart, amazing guy in my life, but even more importantly, I don't think I could stand to loose my best friend. My VERY best friend.
I love you Draco, and I would do anything for you, you know that, I would die for you. I just want you to know that I still love you, I never stopped, and that I will always love you.
I love you, Forever yours: Wonder Boy
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Well, mwahahaha! Why did they fight, I hear you asking now, will Draco answer if for us in Ihis reply to Harry? Or will I just develop writers block and leave you all hanging? There's only so much you can write in a bunch of letters without starting to repeat yourself you know.
Anyways, thnx for reading!!!
Sami XoXo