Shared Grief
"Jax?" Sonny questioned as he opened his eyes to see his enemy
"Jason asked me to come talk to you." Sonny wondered where was the anger in his voice, why was it missing?
"Brenda's alive Jax, you were right all along. I know it, she's alive. You have to go find her, Jason thinks I'm insane, but she's not gone. I know it now. She isn't gone."
"No, Sonny she is. Brenda's dead, you knew that when I went looking for her. As much as you wished she was alive, you knew she was dead. She's gone and she isn't coming back. A dream can't change that."
Sonny couldn't allow these words to be said, he couldn't give up on her, that wasn't a dream, that couldn't have been a dream.."No, she isn't. Alcazar had her and he was making her think that she had her mother's disease.."
Jax cut him off "She did Sonny."
Sonny stared blankly at him
"When I thought I saw her, I got in contact with the people that had run the test and I found out she had it. I thought it would explain why she was running, if she didn't know better or she was trying to protect me, she didn't want me to have to take care of her if she had it."
"So that's why she isn't here, you have to find her."
Jax closed his eyes, trying to block out the memories of Brenda that bombarded him every time he heard her name. He hated Sonny more than anyone else in this world, but he was the only person that truly shared his pain. "She's gone Sonny, as much as I don't want it to be true, she's gone. She's dead Sonny, she's never coming back to you or to me."
Sonny stared straight at the one person in the world who had come as close to loving her as he had, even though it was still light years away. "You can leave now Jax."
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