The Secret
Chapter 10
What should I do? That was my only question.
"Well, ask yourself if you are still in love with your ex-boyfriend." Teresa suggested.
"What?" Then I thought about it. It was true. I couldn't hide it. I was truly still in love with Kai. After all, he was my first true love.
"Well, are you?"
I nodded.
"There you go. Now go out there and tell that guy that you don't love him."
"Yeah but.. I feel like I'm a terrible person." I said.
"So, you can't help it." Teresa suggested.
Then we both left the washroom. I came out of the room and saw Matt sitting at the table. He was still sitting there waiting for me. I was pretty much hiding from the crowd. Then I found Kai staring at me through the crowd. He had a questionable look on his face. I quickly looked away. When I got closer to the table, Matt stood up.
"Hi, I'm so sorry." I said, "It's just that I have something to say too."
"Alright." He sat back down again.
I took a deep breath. Closed my eyes and opened them again. "Matt, I really like you, as a friend and only as a friend."
He looked down. So I continued again, "The truth is, you are a wonderful person, but I only liked as a friend because my heart is with someone else."
"Oh, I see." He said, "That's okay. I think I'm going to go now. But I do wish the best with you and your boyfriend."
With that he left. I sank down into my chair. Tears were coming down my face again. I couldn't stand being in the club with so many people anymore. So I went outside. I walked under an old bridge and sat down.
Then I heard footsteps. When I quickly turned around, it was Kai. I was glad he was there. Then he said, "I know you pretty much hate me now, but why are you crying?"
"I don't hate you, I'm just angry with you. And I'm crying has nothing to do with you." I quickly wiped tears off my face.
"Yes it does, I can't stand it when you cry." He said.
"Then leave." I said angrily.
"But I also can't stand it when I'm not with you." He said quietly.
It was the nicest thing anyone has said to me. I smiled and stood up. Then I ended up in his arms. He asked me what had happened. I told him everything; from meeting Matt to telling him I didn't love him the way he did to me. Then Kai asked, "You love me?"
I giggled, "Haha, yeah, unfortunately!"
We both laughed. Then he said again, "I'm really sorry about what happened."
"What do you mean?"
"First for yelling at you that night at the hotel. Second for not being with you for a long time." He explained.
I smiled again, "That's okay, partly my fault too."
After a long silence, we shared a long beautiful kiss together. On that moment, I never wanted to be with anyone else. It was the happiest nights of my life and I was glad that I was shared with someone special.
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Author's Note:
10 CHAPTERS!! Oh my god, that is like the most beautiful things I've ever written... Please review please please. Thanks for all who already did~~~~~~ There's going to be more. This story is maybe half finished. Phew! I've written a lot this week hahahahaha! New chapters are coming real soon!
What should I do? That was my only question.
"Well, ask yourself if you are still in love with your ex-boyfriend." Teresa suggested.
"What?" Then I thought about it. It was true. I couldn't hide it. I was truly still in love with Kai. After all, he was my first true love.
"Well, are you?"
I nodded.
"There you go. Now go out there and tell that guy that you don't love him."
"Yeah but.. I feel like I'm a terrible person." I said.
"So, you can't help it." Teresa suggested.
Then we both left the washroom. I came out of the room and saw Matt sitting at the table. He was still sitting there waiting for me. I was pretty much hiding from the crowd. Then I found Kai staring at me through the crowd. He had a questionable look on his face. I quickly looked away. When I got closer to the table, Matt stood up.
"Hi, I'm so sorry." I said, "It's just that I have something to say too."
"Alright." He sat back down again.
I took a deep breath. Closed my eyes and opened them again. "Matt, I really like you, as a friend and only as a friend."
He looked down. So I continued again, "The truth is, you are a wonderful person, but I only liked as a friend because my heart is with someone else."
"Oh, I see." He said, "That's okay. I think I'm going to go now. But I do wish the best with you and your boyfriend."
With that he left. I sank down into my chair. Tears were coming down my face again. I couldn't stand being in the club with so many people anymore. So I went outside. I walked under an old bridge and sat down.
Then I heard footsteps. When I quickly turned around, it was Kai. I was glad he was there. Then he said, "I know you pretty much hate me now, but why are you crying?"
"I don't hate you, I'm just angry with you. And I'm crying has nothing to do with you." I quickly wiped tears off my face.
"Yes it does, I can't stand it when you cry." He said.
"Then leave." I said angrily.
"But I also can't stand it when I'm not with you." He said quietly.
It was the nicest thing anyone has said to me. I smiled and stood up. Then I ended up in his arms. He asked me what had happened. I told him everything; from meeting Matt to telling him I didn't love him the way he did to me. Then Kai asked, "You love me?"
I giggled, "Haha, yeah, unfortunately!"
We both laughed. Then he said again, "I'm really sorry about what happened."
"What do you mean?"
"First for yelling at you that night at the hotel. Second for not being with you for a long time." He explained.
I smiled again, "That's okay, partly my fault too."
After a long silence, we shared a long beautiful kiss together. On that moment, I never wanted to be with anyone else. It was the happiest nights of my life and I was glad that I was shared with someone special.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Author's Note:
10 CHAPTERS!! Oh my god, that is like the most beautiful things I've ever written... Please review please please. Thanks for all who already did~~~~~~ There's going to be more. This story is maybe half finished. Phew! I've written a lot this week hahahahaha! New chapters are coming real soon!