The Secret
Chapter 12
Tuesday- Today was Tuesday, which meant that I had only 2 days until I tell the truth. The Truth? I wasn't ready to tell it!
"Hey Kel," Kai said as he walked into my room
"Hi." I yawned in the early morning.
"Did you just get up? How can you get up so late?" He asked me weirdly.
"hahaha" I laughed.
He hid a smile, but I saw it anyways. Then after I got ready, we went to have breakfast, and then spend pretty much the whole day together.
Then came Wednesday and then Thursday. What am I going to do? I looked at my watch; it was 8:00 pm already. I was sitting by my desk. I sighed, it was Thursday night and I had a very very important decision to make. I wanted to come clean about me, but I just couldn't do it. It was so hard for me. It was the secret I could tell.
I started doing the report on the Bladebreakers on my labtop. I started typing up their stats and wrote all the notes I took from previous days. By 9:30, I had finished that 3 page report. I printed out, but didn't bother to save it.
And there I was, holding the report and was ready to hand it over. Somehow, inside of me, I couldn't do it. It was the hardest thing I could ever have done. Then I started writing something in my diary. And turned out to be a poem:::::
When I met you at first,
I knew you were kind,
What I didn't know was that,
I was love with you in my mind.
I felt like you loved me,
But I wasn't quite sure,
Then you made me see,
The world was much more.
Although you were great,
To me and to you,
But something else was created,
That I can never tell you.
It is something so horrible,
That I can never dare tell,
I know this is terrible,
But it should all remain well.
I must leave you now,
Before things get worse today,
But remember this somehow,
That I still love you to this day.
This is the secret,
That I would never say,
Because once I do,
Nothing will be the same.
Finished. By the time I finished this poem, my eyes were full of tears. Tears of love, tears of hate, tears of joy and tears that are inside of me that will never go away. On one hand, I had my report and stats to defeat the Bladebreakers, and on the other was my poem. The poem that contained my true feelings that time. Last thing I remembered was that it was already 11 o' clock.
Tuesday- Today was Tuesday, which meant that I had only 2 days until I tell the truth. The Truth? I wasn't ready to tell it!
"Hey Kel," Kai said as he walked into my room
"Hi." I yawned in the early morning.
"Did you just get up? How can you get up so late?" He asked me weirdly.
"hahaha" I laughed.
He hid a smile, but I saw it anyways. Then after I got ready, we went to have breakfast, and then spend pretty much the whole day together.
Then came Wednesday and then Thursday. What am I going to do? I looked at my watch; it was 8:00 pm already. I was sitting by my desk. I sighed, it was Thursday night and I had a very very important decision to make. I wanted to come clean about me, but I just couldn't do it. It was so hard for me. It was the secret I could tell.
I started doing the report on the Bladebreakers on my labtop. I started typing up their stats and wrote all the notes I took from previous days. By 9:30, I had finished that 3 page report. I printed out, but didn't bother to save it.
And there I was, holding the report and was ready to hand it over. Somehow, inside of me, I couldn't do it. It was the hardest thing I could ever have done. Then I started writing something in my diary. And turned out to be a poem:::::
When I met you at first,
I knew you were kind,
What I didn't know was that,
I was love with you in my mind.
I felt like you loved me,
But I wasn't quite sure,
Then you made me see,
The world was much more.
Although you were great,
To me and to you,
But something else was created,
That I can never tell you.
It is something so horrible,
That I can never dare tell,
I know this is terrible,
But it should all remain well.
I must leave you now,
Before things get worse today,
But remember this somehow,
That I still love you to this day.
This is the secret,
That I would never say,
Because once I do,
Nothing will be the same.
Finished. By the time I finished this poem, my eyes were full of tears. Tears of love, tears of hate, tears of joy and tears that are inside of me that will never go away. On one hand, I had my report and stats to defeat the Bladebreakers, and on the other was my poem. The poem that contained my true feelings that time. Last thing I remembered was that it was already 11 o' clock.