A/N: Sorry for the long wait (have you noticed that I always start my
chapters with this?) If you haven't read my bio, I'm afraid I might not be
able to update for sometime, (keyword: might) coz I've decided to
concentrate my time on my other story, Roommates. It's not doing very well
compared to this. It'll help me a lot (also if you want me to update faster
on this) if you guyz would check it out and tell me what you think, k? I've
been making you wait for so long so here it is..
Disclaimer: I obviously do not own CCS, coz if I do, it wouldn't EVER have to end!!! (in such a CLIFFHANGER, might add) and I wouldn't be posting this in fanfiction.net. That's a good thing for you though coz you wouldn't be reading this for free if I did. But God, I wish I did.
Chapter 4: Psychological Problem
Next Day
School
Syaoran's POV
Sakura yawned loudly. She has been yawning every other time since the class started.
"Ms. Kinomoto, if you're so bored in my class, would you kindly do all of us a favor and just step out of the room" sensei said, running out of patience. Who wouldn't be annoyed with a student who yawns in the middle of a very important discussion?
The class roared when they saw Sakura propped her arms over her head. It was clear she was sleeping.
"I think she's tired sensei," Tomoyo giggled as Chiharu poked Sakura to wake her up.
"She better have a good explanation for this or she'll have a little visit to the principal right this minute" the sensei threatened. Obviously she knew we ran out yesterday.
"Sakura, wake up!" Rika said, shaking her.
"What?" she said groggily.
"Ms. Kinomoto, what are you doing?" the sensei said, seeing that she could hardly stand.
"Sleeping" she yawned again.
"Don't you have respect"?
"You've said that yesterday already, so will you shut up and let me dream" she said stubbornly going to her position earlier.
I didn't want to think what the terror could do, but instead she was smiling evilly. I noticed people doing that a lot lately. Maybe from Eriol's influence.
All eyes were on her as she wrote on the board 'Since this is psychology, we might as well experiment Ms. Kinomoto on her inner thoughts'
We waited silently for 2 minuets to allow Sakura to fall into deeper sleep. I don't know what they're going to do with her but it may be fun. I only hope Sakura won't regret this when she wakes up.
In a whispered voice, sensei said to the class "Now that Ms. Kinomoto has drifted away to dream world, let's talk to her and see what's on her mind." The sensei walked up to her while the whole class watched. "I want all of you to be quiet and let's reveal Ms. Kinomoto's dreams."
Sensei grabbed a chair and sat next to the sleeping form of Sakura. Despite of her punk clothes, she slept peacefully like an angel as the sunlight caressed her face.
"Tell me Sakura, what are you dreaming?" the sensei started her interrogation.
From my seat beside Sakura, I could see her smiling that familiar smile.
"I'll tell you if you promise not to tell anyone," Sakura said, still smiling. In the corner, I could see Yamazaki suppressing a laugh, while Eriol was covering his mouth. It was funny. She said it as if she was going to tell her biggest secret to Tomoyo.
Acting childish as well, the sensei said, "I won't tell anybody, I promise."
"Good. I'm dreaming about somebody with chestnut hair and amber eyes," she giggled girlishly, while sleeping. Isn't that weird?
Everybody turned to me since I was the only one in school with amber eyes.
"What's her name?"
"It's a he"
"Ohh. What's his name?" the sensei winked at me.
Then, she said in barely a whisper, "Syaoran"
All the girls in the room were speechless. The boys were busy keeping themselves from barking, while I was getting redder, and redder.
"Ahh, Syaoran," sensei looked at me teasingly "what about Syaoran?"
"I don't know. First, I was helplessly falling in love with him, then the next thing I know I'd love nothing more than to break his neck into pieces," she frowned. Great. Now, I probably look like all my blood rose up to my face!
"Really?" finally having some mercy, she added, "Let's change the subject, tell me about your gang."
"Oh, they're the coolest."
"What about your best friend?"
"Tomoyo. She's happy now that she's finally with Eriol. But to tell, you the truth I miss her video camera every time we go out" she admitted.
"What?. What can I tape when all she does is stare out the window and hang out with those monkeys. She doesn't even wear proper feminine clothing anymore" Tomoyo reasoned, referring to Eriol and Yamazaki. "I only want to video tape her with Syaoran, no one else!" she added, much to my dismay.
"Who are her other friends?" sensei whispered to the class, somebody answered 'Chiharu'.
"What about Chiharu?"
"She's really nice to me, though sometimes she bugs me about boys and clothes and stuff. She gets fussy about things I'm wearing, and say 'Sakura, you're a girl. Only boys wear those things'," she imitated Chiharu's voice.
I saw Chiharu only smiling from her seat.
The sensei thought for a moment, then finally said, "Tell us about Yamazaki."
At this, Sakura grinned. "He uses his mouth more than his brain. He's fun to be with but sometimes he over reacts. I don't get what Chiharu sees in him, she seems to like serious guys and you can never find these qualities in Yamazaki. He's mouth is working overtime."
Yamazaki looked stunned. Very stunned. Eriol was covering his mouth to keep himself from laughing, but he couldn't hold on for that long. Soon they were both laughing their heads off.
"And Rika and Noako."
"They're really nice. Sometimes they get a little too carried away from shopping. I really like to get along with them like before but just to think about girly stuff makes me puke."
This conversation occupied half of the class time already.
"How about your two new friends?"
"You mean Meilin and the gaki?"
She called me a gaki!!! I'll kill Touya for teaching her those things!!!
"Meilin is unusually quiet compared to what I last saw of her. She was kind of . mean but now I think she graduated from things like that and went on to the next stage like the rest. I feel left out sometimes. I think they forgot that I was a girl too. I missed the days when Tomoyo would give me clothes she designed. I missed the times when Naoko, Rika, Chiharu and I would discuss boys. I miss catching the Clow- . oh, I'm not supposed to tell you, or the gaki would get mad at me. Speaking of Syaoran, he's like a guy from another planet to me now. I don't know him anymore and I don't want to know him. If I would I might fall in love with him again. And I hate him for that." A depressing look clouded over her sleeping face. Here I am staring at her with my hands shaking. I feel like a bitch for hurting her so badly. I could kill myself for making her go through that. I should have known how all this would hurt her. Maybe I shouldn't have come back.
I heard sniffles coming from somewhere. Then I noticed that the girls were crying. They probably all feel guilty, just like I am. I tore my eyes from them, cause I feel like I would join the crying any second now.
"I almost forgot, how about Eriol?"
She smiled a little. "He's okay to me. At least he's not like his cousin who flies away out of our lives like he's never coming back. I makes me sick thinking that he's sitting in the same room as me." Her face clouded. Does she really hate me that bad? "I like Eriol as a friend. Tomoyo's really happy with him, but if he makes a single bad move, I'll kick his ass to Mars."
The sensei stood up and wrote something on the board. 'I think we journeyed into Ms. Kinomoto's mind more than I intended to. I'm writing on the board now because I feel that she's going to wake up any minuet now and I don't want her to know what we've been doing. May I remind you that that is what you'll get from sleeping in my class. What you just saw is called psychic trauma(does that exist?). I suggest everyone should treat her better, maybe because SOMEONE who walked out of her life came back without out a sign. She's very confused and troubled right now and she needs someone to change her. SOMEBODY can change her if HE wants to. I prefer changing her attitude first. That's all for today and you can wake Ms. Kinomoto now, just don't laugh too much.' After the sensei exited the room the class finally burst into laughter that they were containing for so long.
Somebody hurriedly erased the writings on the board when they noticed Sakura finally stirring.
"What's so funny?" she frowned a little as she asked. "What are you laughing at, you dumb dumb?" she demanded to Yamazaki who was rolling on the floor. By the tone of her voice, I could tell she's really pissed off now.
Yamazaki's face was actually turning blue from laughing and steady streams of tears flowed down from his face.
"If you won't tell me what's going on, I'm gonna break your nose," she said tugging Eriol's shirt.
"W-we w-were laughing at the se-sensei, Sakura," he hooted, "Your foot was on the way and she. stumbled."
"Stumbled? You woke me up for this, what a bummer!" The bell rang, signaling lunchtime. "Let's go to the cafeteria. I'm starving."
"Come on," I stood up to gather my stuff and turned to face her, "I'll treat you out." Sh*t. Did I just say that?!?
Luckily, she didn't pay much attention to that. "Stop it! I know you're hiding something from me." She declared with that you-can't- fool-me look in her eyes.
"Why would you think that Sakura?" Rika asked innocently.
"Why don't you join us shopping this weekend?" Tomoyo invited, liking arms with Sakura.
"Yeah. Maybe you need a break from those icky boys." Chiharu commented.
Sakura's POV
"H-hey. What's happening here? You guys must be drugged up or something." I said pulling my arms out of their grasps.
"Nonsense. It's 'girl things', Sakura. You can't do those things with Eriol and Yamazaki."
"What's wrong with hanging out with the guys?" I defended.
"Nothing," Rika said. "Well, nothing deadly anyway. We just don't want you to mingle with their race."
They dragged me out of the classroom. That's when I noticed that Yamazaki was with us all this time. I didn't even notice him. He's being dreadfully quiet I almost didn't notice him.
"Yamazaki. what's up with being so quiet? You're making my hair stand.. And Eriol" I turned to him, "didn't I tell you to get that smile off your face?" I asked them but they ignored me. They were really freaking me out.
I looked at Syaoran who, for once in his life, wasn't glaring or frowning or. trying to scare little kids with his face or something. He was actually looking.um, what's the word. well, it's somewhere in the middle of worried and upset. When the hell did he start to have feelings?!? Did he buy it somewhere?!?
Yamazaki, keeping his mouth shut. Eriol, smiling double time. Well that's normal, but.Syaoran having and showing emotions. This is freaking me out.
"WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE?!? I WANT AN EXPLANATION RIGHT THIS NOW." I was about to say more but Meilin cut me off.
"Well. we just want to have quality together. It's been ages since we've seen each other and you have to fill me up with what's going on with your love life." Meilin said very girlishly linking arms with me again. Well, I guess I've made a mistake. I thought she had changed but I guess she's just as bad as Rika, Tomoyo, Chiharu and those other girls.
"Let's have a slumber party at my place. I can tape everyone wearing those new kawaii pj's I made." Tomoyo said getting starry eyed again.
"I'll bring all the necessities. Nail polish, make up, cosmetics and everything we need for a relaxing Friday night," Chiharu offered.
"And I'll bring the food. Low cal, of course." Naoko volunteered.
"I'll bring CDs." Rika announced.
I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. Everyone's in their old selves again, like just back when we were in fourth grade. We're as close as we were back then. Except ..
A/N: Sorry, I know the lay out sucks. Was it worth the wait or not? Tell me everything you think. Errors, spelling, grammar blah blah blah. Have you guyz noticed Syaoran's trying to be nice and all but Sakura still ignores him. Well he really was being a jerk, coming back all those years and stuff. I'm not sure when the next chap would be out but I'll try my best since I'm on vacation. PLEASE check out my other fic ROOMMATES, coz I wouldn't be able to update on this fic unless I get the chapter of that fic out first. If you guys want the next chap out real soon, I suggest you read n' review on Roommates, k? Peace out.
Disclaimer: I obviously do not own CCS, coz if I do, it wouldn't EVER have to end!!! (in such a CLIFFHANGER, might add) and I wouldn't be posting this in fanfiction.net. That's a good thing for you though coz you wouldn't be reading this for free if I did. But God, I wish I did.
Chapter 4: Psychological Problem
Next Day
School
Syaoran's POV
Sakura yawned loudly. She has been yawning every other time since the class started.
"Ms. Kinomoto, if you're so bored in my class, would you kindly do all of us a favor and just step out of the room" sensei said, running out of patience. Who wouldn't be annoyed with a student who yawns in the middle of a very important discussion?
The class roared when they saw Sakura propped her arms over her head. It was clear she was sleeping.
"I think she's tired sensei," Tomoyo giggled as Chiharu poked Sakura to wake her up.
"She better have a good explanation for this or she'll have a little visit to the principal right this minute" the sensei threatened. Obviously she knew we ran out yesterday.
"Sakura, wake up!" Rika said, shaking her.
"What?" she said groggily.
"Ms. Kinomoto, what are you doing?" the sensei said, seeing that she could hardly stand.
"Sleeping" she yawned again.
"Don't you have respect"?
"You've said that yesterday already, so will you shut up and let me dream" she said stubbornly going to her position earlier.
I didn't want to think what the terror could do, but instead she was smiling evilly. I noticed people doing that a lot lately. Maybe from Eriol's influence.
All eyes were on her as she wrote on the board 'Since this is psychology, we might as well experiment Ms. Kinomoto on her inner thoughts'
We waited silently for 2 minuets to allow Sakura to fall into deeper sleep. I don't know what they're going to do with her but it may be fun. I only hope Sakura won't regret this when she wakes up.
In a whispered voice, sensei said to the class "Now that Ms. Kinomoto has drifted away to dream world, let's talk to her and see what's on her mind." The sensei walked up to her while the whole class watched. "I want all of you to be quiet and let's reveal Ms. Kinomoto's dreams."
Sensei grabbed a chair and sat next to the sleeping form of Sakura. Despite of her punk clothes, she slept peacefully like an angel as the sunlight caressed her face.
"Tell me Sakura, what are you dreaming?" the sensei started her interrogation.
From my seat beside Sakura, I could see her smiling that familiar smile.
"I'll tell you if you promise not to tell anyone," Sakura said, still smiling. In the corner, I could see Yamazaki suppressing a laugh, while Eriol was covering his mouth. It was funny. She said it as if she was going to tell her biggest secret to Tomoyo.
Acting childish as well, the sensei said, "I won't tell anybody, I promise."
"Good. I'm dreaming about somebody with chestnut hair and amber eyes," she giggled girlishly, while sleeping. Isn't that weird?
Everybody turned to me since I was the only one in school with amber eyes.
"What's her name?"
"It's a he"
"Ohh. What's his name?" the sensei winked at me.
Then, she said in barely a whisper, "Syaoran"
All the girls in the room were speechless. The boys were busy keeping themselves from barking, while I was getting redder, and redder.
"Ahh, Syaoran," sensei looked at me teasingly "what about Syaoran?"
"I don't know. First, I was helplessly falling in love with him, then the next thing I know I'd love nothing more than to break his neck into pieces," she frowned. Great. Now, I probably look like all my blood rose up to my face!
"Really?" finally having some mercy, she added, "Let's change the subject, tell me about your gang."
"Oh, they're the coolest."
"What about your best friend?"
"Tomoyo. She's happy now that she's finally with Eriol. But to tell, you the truth I miss her video camera every time we go out" she admitted.
"What?. What can I tape when all she does is stare out the window and hang out with those monkeys. She doesn't even wear proper feminine clothing anymore" Tomoyo reasoned, referring to Eriol and Yamazaki. "I only want to video tape her with Syaoran, no one else!" she added, much to my dismay.
"Who are her other friends?" sensei whispered to the class, somebody answered 'Chiharu'.
"What about Chiharu?"
"She's really nice to me, though sometimes she bugs me about boys and clothes and stuff. She gets fussy about things I'm wearing, and say 'Sakura, you're a girl. Only boys wear those things'," she imitated Chiharu's voice.
I saw Chiharu only smiling from her seat.
The sensei thought for a moment, then finally said, "Tell us about Yamazaki."
At this, Sakura grinned. "He uses his mouth more than his brain. He's fun to be with but sometimes he over reacts. I don't get what Chiharu sees in him, she seems to like serious guys and you can never find these qualities in Yamazaki. He's mouth is working overtime."
Yamazaki looked stunned. Very stunned. Eriol was covering his mouth to keep himself from laughing, but he couldn't hold on for that long. Soon they were both laughing their heads off.
"And Rika and Noako."
"They're really nice. Sometimes they get a little too carried away from shopping. I really like to get along with them like before but just to think about girly stuff makes me puke."
This conversation occupied half of the class time already.
"How about your two new friends?"
"You mean Meilin and the gaki?"
She called me a gaki!!! I'll kill Touya for teaching her those things!!!
"Meilin is unusually quiet compared to what I last saw of her. She was kind of . mean but now I think she graduated from things like that and went on to the next stage like the rest. I feel left out sometimes. I think they forgot that I was a girl too. I missed the days when Tomoyo would give me clothes she designed. I missed the times when Naoko, Rika, Chiharu and I would discuss boys. I miss catching the Clow- . oh, I'm not supposed to tell you, or the gaki would get mad at me. Speaking of Syaoran, he's like a guy from another planet to me now. I don't know him anymore and I don't want to know him. If I would I might fall in love with him again. And I hate him for that." A depressing look clouded over her sleeping face. Here I am staring at her with my hands shaking. I feel like a bitch for hurting her so badly. I could kill myself for making her go through that. I should have known how all this would hurt her. Maybe I shouldn't have come back.
I heard sniffles coming from somewhere. Then I noticed that the girls were crying. They probably all feel guilty, just like I am. I tore my eyes from them, cause I feel like I would join the crying any second now.
"I almost forgot, how about Eriol?"
She smiled a little. "He's okay to me. At least he's not like his cousin who flies away out of our lives like he's never coming back. I makes me sick thinking that he's sitting in the same room as me." Her face clouded. Does she really hate me that bad? "I like Eriol as a friend. Tomoyo's really happy with him, but if he makes a single bad move, I'll kick his ass to Mars."
The sensei stood up and wrote something on the board. 'I think we journeyed into Ms. Kinomoto's mind more than I intended to. I'm writing on the board now because I feel that she's going to wake up any minuet now and I don't want her to know what we've been doing. May I remind you that that is what you'll get from sleeping in my class. What you just saw is called psychic trauma(does that exist?). I suggest everyone should treat her better, maybe because SOMEONE who walked out of her life came back without out a sign. She's very confused and troubled right now and she needs someone to change her. SOMEBODY can change her if HE wants to. I prefer changing her attitude first. That's all for today and you can wake Ms. Kinomoto now, just don't laugh too much.' After the sensei exited the room the class finally burst into laughter that they were containing for so long.
Somebody hurriedly erased the writings on the board when they noticed Sakura finally stirring.
"What's so funny?" she frowned a little as she asked. "What are you laughing at, you dumb dumb?" she demanded to Yamazaki who was rolling on the floor. By the tone of her voice, I could tell she's really pissed off now.
Yamazaki's face was actually turning blue from laughing and steady streams of tears flowed down from his face.
"If you won't tell me what's going on, I'm gonna break your nose," she said tugging Eriol's shirt.
"W-we w-were laughing at the se-sensei, Sakura," he hooted, "Your foot was on the way and she. stumbled."
"Stumbled? You woke me up for this, what a bummer!" The bell rang, signaling lunchtime. "Let's go to the cafeteria. I'm starving."
"Come on," I stood up to gather my stuff and turned to face her, "I'll treat you out." Sh*t. Did I just say that?!?
Luckily, she didn't pay much attention to that. "Stop it! I know you're hiding something from me." She declared with that you-can't- fool-me look in her eyes.
"Why would you think that Sakura?" Rika asked innocently.
"Why don't you join us shopping this weekend?" Tomoyo invited, liking arms with Sakura.
"Yeah. Maybe you need a break from those icky boys." Chiharu commented.
Sakura's POV
"H-hey. What's happening here? You guys must be drugged up or something." I said pulling my arms out of their grasps.
"Nonsense. It's 'girl things', Sakura. You can't do those things with Eriol and Yamazaki."
"What's wrong with hanging out with the guys?" I defended.
"Nothing," Rika said. "Well, nothing deadly anyway. We just don't want you to mingle with their race."
They dragged me out of the classroom. That's when I noticed that Yamazaki was with us all this time. I didn't even notice him. He's being dreadfully quiet I almost didn't notice him.
"Yamazaki. what's up with being so quiet? You're making my hair stand.. And Eriol" I turned to him, "didn't I tell you to get that smile off your face?" I asked them but they ignored me. They were really freaking me out.
I looked at Syaoran who, for once in his life, wasn't glaring or frowning or. trying to scare little kids with his face or something. He was actually looking.um, what's the word. well, it's somewhere in the middle of worried and upset. When the hell did he start to have feelings?!? Did he buy it somewhere?!?
Yamazaki, keeping his mouth shut. Eriol, smiling double time. Well that's normal, but.Syaoran having and showing emotions. This is freaking me out.
"WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE?!? I WANT AN EXPLANATION RIGHT THIS NOW." I was about to say more but Meilin cut me off.
"Well. we just want to have quality together. It's been ages since we've seen each other and you have to fill me up with what's going on with your love life." Meilin said very girlishly linking arms with me again. Well, I guess I've made a mistake. I thought she had changed but I guess she's just as bad as Rika, Tomoyo, Chiharu and those other girls.
"Let's have a slumber party at my place. I can tape everyone wearing those new kawaii pj's I made." Tomoyo said getting starry eyed again.
"I'll bring all the necessities. Nail polish, make up, cosmetics and everything we need for a relaxing Friday night," Chiharu offered.
"And I'll bring the food. Low cal, of course." Naoko volunteered.
"I'll bring CDs." Rika announced.
I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. Everyone's in their old selves again, like just back when we were in fourth grade. We're as close as we were back then. Except ..
A/N: Sorry, I know the lay out sucks. Was it worth the wait or not? Tell me everything you think. Errors, spelling, grammar blah blah blah. Have you guyz noticed Syaoran's trying to be nice and all but Sakura still ignores him. Well he really was being a jerk, coming back all those years and stuff. I'm not sure when the next chap would be out but I'll try my best since I'm on vacation. PLEASE check out my other fic ROOMMATES, coz I wouldn't be able to update on this fic unless I get the chapter of that fic out first. If you guys want the next chap out real soon, I suggest you read n' review on Roommates, k? Peace out.