She sat on the ground. She never expected herself to be back there. Through
the windows, she noticed the majestic rays of sunlight peering into the
room and in a distance, there was a small ball. It looked pretty much like
a turquoise rock. It was Earth. She wondered what her brother Clark was
doing/ the four walls she was confined to made her feel like hell. If she
wasn't a ranger right from the start, if she wasn't a vader either.
Responsibilities, she thought, what responsibilities. She raised her hands
and pressed her pale palm against the wall for support as she took a
kneeling position before trying to stand up. Every small movement was a
struggle. Any inches of movement from her legs were draining her. Sucking
her every bit of strength her every bit of hope. She forced her legs to
withstand her weight. She felt being pulled up rather than her legs
supporting her. Slowly with her utmost efforts, she managed to get on to
her feet. The cold floor was hard against her soles and the freeziness of
it seemed to intensify the pain that had been growing inside of her. She
could care no more and she would care no more. All she wanted was to be
home with her brother and her family. She missed her parents, though
sometimes, she detested them from leaving her . she took her first small
step towards the window. She prayed that she wouldn't bleed inside. If not,
she would have to face the greatest fear of her life once again. Her heart
bore the deepest hatred any one could have. She wants to have anything to
do with them not a bit. She wanted to diminished the fact that she was a
vadar, and she has made numerous attempts to escape it. Truth was hard and
very hard was it upon her. She squeezed her eyes shut as a surge of pain
shot up from within her. There was a sudden black out in her thoughts as
she bit forced her teeth hard on her lips attempting to control this pain
that made her wanted to die. She felt herself falling apart. But she knew
this was not the tim eto give up. Not when things have gone this far.
Suddenly it dawned upon her. She had to escape from this place, this time
with Kylie, it would all be over.
At least she thought it would.