It's been a few years,
But it doesn't feel that long.
Our feelings have been changing,
Some meant to be and some wrong.
Feel as though I'm stuck
Somewhere you can't reach.
When we talk to eachother now,
The conversation goes so deep.
Three years ago, you were so young,
Didn't want to admit, but so was I.
That day when I had to be sent away
Never thought we'd both cry.
Out of the two of us,
I believe I matured too fast.
You decided to keep your immaturity.
Will this friendship last?
If I ever spoke those words,
Unsure of what the results will be.
Our friendship is at it's highest point,
If we felt the same, we'd be complete.
Do not know how you will react,
Can't hold it in anymore, though
Going to be risking a big thing here,
But I really think you should know.
My heart is beating so hard,
You can most likely hear.
My arms are unstable,
Because I want to hold you near.
My eyes are closed away from you,
For I am fearing what you will say.
If you were to stare into them,
I'd quickly turn away.
My lips are trying to be still,
Don't want to be too anxious.
Still being confused of what you feel
Makes me so very nervous.
The feelings are shut in
But, no longer they shall be.
Only if we are supposed to,
Only if this is our finality.
These feelings could let me down
Or they could easily bring me higher,
It all depends on how it ends.
Can't stop the burning of this fire.
Do you know how you feel, yet?
Will you be honest and open?
Can you bring death to the pain
And answers to my emotions?
Every tear that has been let go,
Remains along with the memories.
Seem to drift away to another place,
When I dream of you and me.
Do you think you'll survive
After I tell you what I feel?
Please, I need to know now
Because all this feels so surreal...