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I thought of this idea during my math final.Math is really boring to meeh..N E ways It's C&M, R&R , J&P.Basically Chandler is feeling guilty bout something that happened more to come about that..Please Read and Review!!!

Chapter One Three Years Ago



Chandler glazed at the calendar that hung on the refrigerator. Had it really almost three years?

" What's a matter Daddy?" Six-year-old Lacie questioned noticing the far off look in her father's eyes.

" Nothing sweetheart.just looking at the calendar."

Chandler sighed. Lacie satisfied with the answer hopped off. Chandler meandered over to the living room sofa and plopped down. Grabbing the TV remote, he flipped on the morning news.

"Late last night four people were killed in a head on collision. Their names have not yet been released."

Chandler quickly shut the TV off. Will everything today remind me. He held his head in his hands.

" Chandler, where's Daniel?" Monica yelled from down the hall.

She took a second glance at Chandler sitting holding his head.

" Chandler.. Honey are you okay?"

" Yeah, Mon."

" Chandler, I know what's coming up and it's hard for me too."

" Mon, its just three years have gone by we haven't seen Ross or Rachel.. Two of our of best friends.our kids haven't seen each other since.All because of me."





Meanwhile



" Emma.Emma Lyn Gellar."

" Coming."

Ross left where he had been standing at the bottom of the stairs and headed to the kitchen. Rachel sat staring into to space chewing on a bagel.

" Morning, Rach."

" Morning. Where's Emma?"

" I just called her. She should be down soon."

" Knock, Knock."

Ross responded to the knock on the front door.

" Hi Ross."

" Good Morning, Pheebs. Hi Justinany." Justinany was Phoebe's and Joey's six-year-old daughter.

" Is Emma ready?"

Emma ran down the stairs, her blonde hair flying behind her. Justinany ran to join her at the stairs.

" Hi Justinany, Hi Aunt Phoebe."

" Hi Emma." Phoebe replied she turned to Ross and said, " Joey and I well drop her off tomorrow sometime. We'll call later on."

" That fine. Thanks a lot Phoebe."

" Bye Daddy." Emma said as she followed Justinany out the door, " Tell Mommy I said bye too."

" Bye Sweetie." Ross answered, " I'll tell her."

Ross went back to the kitchen where Rachel still sat.

" Rach.Emma said Bye."

" Oh she left."

" Yeah didn't you hear Phoebe and Justinany."

" What?"

" Never mind.Rach are you okay?"

" Ross it's coming."

" What."

"Look at the calendar."

Ross stared at the calendar. May 6th. In three days it will be three years. Had Three years really had gone by. Ross had known what Rachel meant and why she was so spacey. Hate flowed through his veins, especially at this time of the year.

" C'mon Rach let's go."

" I can't."

" Yeah, you can."

" No, Ross I'm not going." Rachel yelled out of anger, " I give up, it's over."

" How can you just say that it's over?"

" Ross we've been trying for three years now and nothing. I'm not going to take pills or get shots. We have Emma we should be happy."

" So that's it." Ross answered.

A burning feeling rose in Ross's chest, he was so angry tears welled in his eyes.

" I hate him."

" Ross.don't."

" Rach.You know this is his fault." Ross replied, " You flew through the f***in windshield.

" Shut the hell up Ross!" Rachel yelled as she walked out, " I don't want to talk about it."

Ross collapsed into a chair. How could one man cause his family so much pain?

What did Chandler do? Please RnR. Thanks!!