Child of Darkness, Child of Light
By: Fyre Fairie Rated R (For graphic scenes and adult content) Summary: Harry finds out he has been lied to all his life. After GOF he travels to lands forgotten until he is ready to face the friends he abandoned, the love he will encounter, and the evil he must conquer. Just now when he has finally found his family will they all survive the war?
Chapter 9: The Darkness Inside Of Us (End of Chapter NC-17 part although I fear it doesn't deserve the NC-17 rating. I'm such a ninny sometimes I can't even gather up my own reserve and right a descent NC-17 chapter!)
THE BINDING CEREMONY
Emerald moaned in appreciation opening her mouth slightly and letting his tongue invade as he swirled his around hers she reached back and stroked Sirius' hair as he continued to place kisses down to her shoulder.
Breaking off in need of air both Remus and Emma stood panting, as they locked eyes they reached an agreement and Emma abruptly stopped Sirius. Confused he looked up and made a startled sound that soon turned into a moan when she captured his lips with hers.
They would do the binding tonight, they would no longer be a whole split into three but rather three split as a whole.
Emma felt Sirius' tongue budging hers gently as he explored her mouth with it. His warm lips on hers felt like a piece of heaven and Remus' hands working their way down her torso and under her t-shirt felt like a dream. It couldn't possibly be true, could her shadow lovers finally have come back to her? Yes, she decided they had. Their devotion was to real to be a dream, to be a shadow.
As much as she wanted to continue Emma had to do the right thing and step away. The physical binding would come later but for now the chanting had to be completed.
"T-The chant." She reminded them while she panted for breath once she lifted her lips from Sirius' and stepped away from Remus' roaming hands. Groans could be heard from both men as they were stopped and made to wait once more. Reluctantly they agreed and Emma sat down on the large lion skin rug set on the stone floor urging them to as well.
Lighting the fireplace beside them so it blazed and crackled adding a dim light to the room she asked them to form a circle with her.
A goblet was placed in the center of their little circle in which they each cut a lock of hair off with a small knife Emerald handed to them and placed it inside. As the two men listened to their beloved murmur a sacred chant in Latin they watched bemused and somewhat terrified as she popped on of the blades from her fist and slit her own hands. Emma had found out a while ago that her blades were the only things she was not immortal to. If they cut someone then only the owner of the blades can mend them. It was last week when she scratched herself did she notice that her skin would not heal without a proper charm.
And now as they watched her crimson blood flow from her slightly tanned hands both men wished to stop it. Emerald didn't even make it look like a mosquito bit her, it actually looked like she was completely numb to the pain but both knew better than to assume such a thing as they offered their own hands and winced when they were slit at the palms.
Upon indication they squeezed their hands into tight fists and let their own blood drip into the goblet mixing with Emeralds and with magic being stirred. Joining their cuts together so the blood from each person mixed and with more sacred words it mixed and the same blood soon flowed through each of them.
Sirius felt a little dizzy as the exchange of blood and part of Emerald and Remus' magic entered and mingled with his own. He felt high on it and he knew so did Remus as they swayed slightly. He didn't know what Emerald was saying to make all of this happen along with a bright light coming from the goblet with their blood and hair within and green flames to arise from it. All he knew was that the words were older than time itself and in the back of his mind he knew they meant unity, love, power, corruption, evil, light, the begging, the end, everything.
He could no longer feel the cut on his hand but the tingling feeling inside his body spread and continued all the way down to his groin where his erection started to rise and push uncomfortably against his pants. //This must be the physical part of the bonding.\\ he thought as the redheaded woman stood up and suggested the two men do as well.
Sirius suddenly started to get nervous as the redheaded woman led both him and Remus to the large king-sized bed in their room. He hadn't been with a woman for over 15 years now except for those dreams that started a year and a half ago with Emerald. Of course him and Remus had carried on a secret relationship and went to bed together occasionally he had never been unsure of himself before as much as he was now.
Laying down in the middle of the bed and scooting back to have her head rest on the soft downy pillow covered in a creamy colored silk pillow case Emma's deep red hair splayed out on it as she beckoned both men forward towards her. She felt like she wasn't controlling her own body, her mind was still in her own and under her control but her body was being taken over by something as were Remus' and Sirius as they moved forward.
Sirius thought she looked like an angel with her eyes half closed, her red hair around her head like a flaming halo and her long smooth arms reaching toward them. Slowly but surely he felt himself moving forward as if in a deep trans and sitting down at the edge of the bed next to her. Feeling a slight pull at him urging him on and summoning him to move forward he helped Remus remove the little she had on.
Once the long dark blue t-shirt she wore to bed was removed as she raised her arms so they could pull it up, both men took opposite ends of her panties into their teeth and slid them down her legs to discard her of any garments she wore. Her palms were still bleeding as were theirs and their blood mixed amongst them and stained their skin and hair.
Looking more beautiful than before with her golden skin contrasting against the crimson sheets and her red hair Emerald seemed a goddess in their eyes and the blood that smeared her skin instead of revolting them brought forth a new sense of magnificence. It was not to be mistaken that they liked to see the crimson liquid seeping from her and splattered to her but rather they liked the fact that it was their blood mixed together, they liked the color of their blood along her silky body which now lay stretched out along the large mattress.
Remus stared down at her and wished nothing more than to ravish her, to drink her in, to devour her and to his surprise, to break her yet protect her at the same time. He was more than relieved to feel and see his body moving with Sirius to help each other undress all the while caressing each other.
He felt Sirius' mouth stop between his shoulder as he suckled on the tender flesh. Moaning at the slippery sensation Remus was surprised the other man's teeth applied more pressure and pierced the skin and as Remus' mind tried to process the pain and the fact that he wanted to scream out the force that had taken over his body would not let such a thing happen and he soon felt Emerald's tongue join Sirius' in lapping up the blood that kept welling up. It felt like the two were trying to milk him dry of his remaining blood and all though he didn't feel light headed he wondered how much more he could stand of it.
It seemed that Remus didn't have to wait long at all because after a while Emma came up for air and kissed him savagely on the mouth. His own blood smeared across his lips and he could taste the metallic tang of it. It was addictive and he soon knew that he wanted more, this time however his body moved to his brain's command as he ducked his head and started running his tongue in circles on one of Emma's nipples.
Soon Sirius joined in sucking hungrily on the other like an infant looking to be fed by its mother's bosom. Emma moaned and her hands dug into their hair pulling their heads closer begging for more. It seemed even though it felt like she had control over her body, her voice would not function properly and the most that would come out were moans and animal growls just like from the other two men.
Not able to wait another precious second as something was once again pulling at him Remus slid down to his knees kissing a path up a little above her right breast were he licked and sucked over the area for a short time before sinking his teeth into it and piercing her flesh immediately feeling blood well up under his mouth and drinking it in savagely. Soon joined by Sirius he was in a way surprised that the bite mark hasn't healed like most of her other injuries and yet panicked that he may have ruined her life forever by giving her the werewolf's bite. He simply couldn't stop himself and before he knew it Emma had declared they had enough and leaned down her cat like fangs extended reminding him very much of a vampire.
Sirius yelped surprised by her sudden action but tilted his head back and let the other two feed off him through the bite mark in his neck. Blood was not a new taste for either of them as they had each on many occasions felt either their own of someone else's while in animal form or just through the instinctive actions while protecting themselves.
But this blood was different, its coppery taste felt sweet and their all to human pheromones smelt like something beyond heavens treasures. The blood sharing had been completed only two parts of the spell left and once again the indescribable force told them to stand, sticky and wet with each others blood and saliva.
Although they had done in as shadows but as they each approached the bed they grew more worried as to how this would be done. Obviously there were three of them and the spell required for the intercourse and climax to be reached at the same exact point amongst the three of them. That also required a sandwiched deal, whereas the unique member of their triad would have to be in the middle. Naturally being the only woman amongst two men meant that Emerald was the unique member.
Emma had stopped abruptly and Sirius almost crashed into her right by the bed. Curiously he looked at her as she turned and smiled wickedly her green eyes twinkling mischievously she kissing him briefly on the lips causing the man to whimper pathetically for more before she got down on her knees, her face in front of his crotch and he stared down at her, amazed at what would happen. But would's and when's did not last long.
If it weren't for Remus coming up behind him and supporting him with one arm while the other traced lazy patterns on his torso and every once in a while pinched a nipple, Sirius might have fallen from delirium as the redhead kneeling before him put a hand on the base of his shaft rubbing up and down while her tongue licked off the precum that started to leak.
With his eyes rolling back into his head Sirius' arm snaked around behind him to wrap a hand around the lyncanthrope's penis and squeeze gently starting to stroke it faster and harder to the rhythm of Emerald's strokes but it was only when she deep throated him to the hilt and sucked like a vacuum did he almost faint.
//Please, please, please, please.\\ Sirius begged over and over again in his head feeling his climax coming on as well as hearing Remus' ragged breathing signaling the other man was not far behind him.
Emerald's eyes stayed glued on both men as she kept sucking Sirius off. Leaning his chin on Sirius' shoulder Remus looked ready to go over the edge. Beads of sweat were forming on both of them but as much as she'd like to continue the spell took control of her body once more and had her stop.
Almost there Sirius had to whimper when the redhead ceased her administrations and his own body pulled his hand away from Remus' shaft.
Trying to fight back the redheaded woman struggled to keep her mind focused on staying on here knees instead of getting up. It was no use as the spell used sucked at their magical reserves and took control of them for the time being. The more she fought, the weaker she became, and the bigger headache she received.
This was not making love she realized as she found herself laying on the bed with both men surrounding her. This way a machine line, they performed step by step according to forces beyond themselves and each one had its own mechanical result. She thought a binding would be different, more intimate, up to them, and much more satisfying. Emma had no doubts that their next time in bed would be better. Actually she was more than certain it would be spectacular.
Their thoughts were once again jumbled as Emerald lay on her side with Sirius facing the front of her body and Remus behind her facing her back. She had noticed a while ago that both men had filled out a bit since she'd come back.
Instead of being thin and exhausted their much needed vacation had gotten them to build some meat and muscle tone back to their bodies and restore a healthy glow to their skin. Sirius was the taller of the three, he had long limbs and wide shoulders with sculpted muscle tone from his days as Padfoot, his naturally olive skin gave him an exotic appearance and his soft brown eyes showed compassion, depth, and even through his haunted years of Azkaban they managed to keep a mischievous twinkle in them telling of many jokes and laughs shared in the past and present.
While Remus was shorter, not by much though. His shoulders were wide and his muscle tone was on the leaner side but still retained thanks to the werewolf within him. Although he was not tan he wasn't ghastly pail either. More of a healthier pail. Though that soft pale skin was not unmarred. There were layers upon layers of scars all over his body showing the torture of hiss monthly transformations. In some places like his back there was barely any skin unmarked. But that didn't bother her. He was not bad looking in the least; no he was a handsome man with gentle light blue eyes that spoke of intelligence and timid ness.
With all their differences both men were clearly the same in some departments. Both overprotective and caring, hardworking, brave, kind, funny, intelligent, many things more that Emma couldn't name at the moment and at the moment couldn't as she felt their arousals nudge. And she shut her eyes because she knew this wouldn't be gentle, this would be a quickie, they were already close to their peaks and the spell wouldn't make it any easier on her.
Emerald shut her eyes tightly ready for the intrusion. Normally she wouldn't consider this sort of thing an intrusion but not having control of one's body meant it was a case of rape even if this particular case was not meant to turn out in such a way.
Pain. Pain was something that Emma was used to. It seemed to find her even in the deepest recesses of her mind. Pain from strangers out for her blood. Pain from relatives that she had been forced upon. Pain from friends that disbelieved her and accused her of false truths. But pain from loved ones was not something expected even if her mind had grown weary of all things that moved around her and she couldn't help to think that even Sirius and Remus might hurt her in some far corner of her being. Even with their reassurances that they wouldn't harm her, wouldn't let anyone else harm her she couldn't help but doubt them.
Emma wanted to cry out when both men one from each side savagely invaded her. She knew she wouldn't be able to neither sit nor use the bathroom properly for an entire week now. She felt herself being ripped open to accommodate Remus' length in her backside and being healed up again and stretched to keep herself from breaking. The blood still flowed though and Sirius didn't do anything to make things better either. She was on fire at both ends and the magic that was controlling them couldn't help but let a few tears slip down her face.
This moment would forever burn in her memory; they had not broken the promise of preventing the hurt. No, they had no control in their actions and she fully knew it too. Somehow though all reason of the matter escaped her and she was forced to think of the bad.
Looking into both their eyes briefly through the lust and the spell she could see their remorse and regret. Inside they knew the pain they were causing and it wounded them as much as it did her so putting on a brave front she stopped the tears and tried to relax her face and put on a blank resolve. It would by no means fool the two men but at least it would sooth them to know that she understood, that they weren't in the blame here.
Emma felt them both tensing and knew that their climaxes were coming along. It seemed that the brief little interlude wear she had sucked Sirius off and he in return jacked Remus off was meant to make this experience as brief as possible and she was more than glad for it.
As they continued to roughly thrust into her body she could feel herself being ripped apart and being put together. This time though not physically but also spiritually, mentally, and magically. It seemed that they would not exactly share all their gifts but rather their magic, memories, experiences, and knowledge. Emma would never become a werewolf but she would know of the pain, of the transformation and the lack of control, it was all there imprinted in her mind and instead of feeling like she's lived for only her 25 years she felt like she lived all their years combined.
Memories of Sirius' and Remus' childhoods flooded her mind, their experiences as the Marauders and she was then able to finally see what her parents were really like. The animagi training, the werewolf transformations, the pranks, quidditch, then graduation, until she was shown images of her parents wedding, and her own birth. The rest was put into more detail. The days of hiding and suspicion until the night where Sirius came to find her parents dead and Hagrid at Godrics Hollow come to collect baby Harry. Sirius being framed and the lonely years in Azkaban. Remus' feelings of betrayal, his lone life until the years Sirius had escaped and the years that followed.
The young woman witnessed their anxiety over her disappearance. Sirius' close call with a mental breakdown and one thing he had not told her before, his brush with suicide when he came so close to ending it all by holding one of the kitchen knives that Remus preciously owned to his wrists. She witnesses their reunion that had taken place just one miraculous week and a half ago and the relief of when they finally found their daughter and the week they had spent on their supposed holiday.
And the two men in turn witnessed Emma's life in a whole. They watched as the memories of October 31, 1989 took place. How Lily and James died, how Harry survived. Harry's treatment at the Dursleys and his years at Hogwarts. Then the transfiguration Harry went through into Emerald. Emma's hard life of education and torture in Ambrosia.
A tingling feeling passed through their bodies and started turning into a fuzzy feeling before it felt like millions of needles were piercing ever part of their bodies and changes started occurring. They couldn't tell what was changing yet but the two men felt the changes and the sharp pains more than Emma did.
Against her back Emma could feel Remus' skin texture changing and shifting. Becoming softer and smoother. Sirius' hands on her were changing as well. From the memories that she got from both of them in the past she noticed Sirius had beautiful hands. They were always finely manicured, and his fingers were long, joints weren't as prominent nor were they scratched up and callused as they are now. Eh never had dirt under his fingernails and someone could easily say he had a piano players hands. But they were shifting and filling out just like he was.
The calluses were disappearing and the pads of his hands became smoother. Taking a glimpse at one of his hands that was currently resting on her hip she felt like she was staring at the hands from all those memories back when he was younger. They were beautiful again. Surprised she raised her eyes to his face. Catching her breath Emma felt the magic release her arm and she brought it up and stroked his face immediately forgetting the hurt that still plagued both entrances in her body.
All wrinkles were gone, signs of stress, worry, pain and suffering. All that was left before her was the image of a twenty-year-old Sirius Black. Beautiful again. Young again. Dark brown hair was not as ragged anymore but silky and well groomed. His skin was smooth and held a healthy tan that was even darker than hers. The only thing that hadn't changed was the same haunted shadow in his sincere brown eyes framed by long dark lashes under finely shaped brows. He seemed to have less body hair now and as some of the spell faded away his soft lips were no longer chapped and bitten started to move against the side of her face placing soft kisses all along her face and down her neck.
Emma tilted her head giving him more access to her neck and moaned. The soft kisses were making up for the pain of both men thrusting so hard into her and she soon felt them both tighten and prepared herself for their and her own climax. Even though her pleasure was merely forced by the magic that worked this spell she felt it build up with theirs and within a few more quick thrust she heard Remus and Sirius cry out filling her with their cum. But instead of moans of ecstasy they sounded more like canine howls, it was after all primal in every sense and she herself felt the waves of orgasm grip her and she made a strange sound of a long moan mixed with a cats hiss.
Her mind seemed to explode and for a moment time stopped for them and they could all see the goblet on the floor rise and come to hover above them before issuing out a bright golden light that showered onto all three of them making each shimmer and change.
Sirius stared at all of it unbelievingly. After the light had receded he could make out what looked like three identical rings only differed by size. Made up of three bands that were twisted into a braid. On made of emerald, one of ruby, and one of sapphire. He couldn't even imagine how a ring could be sculpted like that but in an instant all three flashed and disappeared and the next moment he felt something cold and hard encircle his left ring finger. Looking down he noticed one of the three rings appeared there and glistened in the light. It was truly gorgeous and immediately brought attention to his youthful hands. He gasped at their change and looked over to his two lovers only to find that they had both changed.
Remus was the most noticeable though. He seemed to have lost sixteen years off of his appearance. His tawny hair no longer sported its usually gray streaks but was now a rich light to medium brown mixed with some dark to medium blonde highlights. His face was the face of a twenty-year-old man deficient of his stress lines and minor wrinkles. And what more his scars were gone. The numerous scars from his transformations that seemed to have mapped his body were all gone, they disappeared as if they had never been there before. Most of his body hair was gone and his skin when Sirius reached over to touch him was so smooth.
The whole thing was like a rebirth and with a final flash of light from the goblet all three felt connected. Finding that they had regained control over their bodies both Sirius and Remus slipped out of the red head and she groaned rolling over on her back and swept some of her hair out of her face. Her hair she noticed had grown out about half a foot past her waste and it annoyed her to no end to have to lye on it. What more was that the first few strands at the front of her head at the sides were different colors. Each Sirius, Remus and her had strips of their beloveds' hair.
Sirius had first two red streaks of hair from Emerald at the front of his hair followed by two strips of tawny hair, which was Remus'. The funny thing was that they were braided mixing black, red, and brown and intertwining them together on each side of his head and he continuously had to brush them back behind his ears so they wouldn't fall in his eyes.
Emma's hair had brown strips first followed by black and then her usual red hair and was put in the same braids.
Although it was comical to see Remus struggling with his now shoulder length hair and trying to put it into some order both Emma and Sirius couldn't help but feel proud when they saw he had the same braids. Red first followed by black then his usual brown hair.
"I have to cut my hair." Both Emma and Remus said at the same time making the darker haired man that was currently watching them chuckle and brush his own hair behind his ears.
"Emm?" Remus' concerned eyes were upon her tired ones as he called her attention.
"What is it Remmy?"
"Are you okay? I know we both hurt you and I'm sorry and from the look Padfoot's giving you I know he's sorry too." Remus leaned down to kiss her cheek when she closed her eyes after seeing both of their apologetic expressions. In truth she knew none of the rough play was intentional however she still felt hurt mentally if not physically. She healed up well by herself and now she could only feel a dull ache in her anal cavity.
"I'm fine." She said shortly after and kissed both of them on the cheek to show them she didn't hold them at blame. "Really I am I'm just trying to figure out why we're all younger. The accounts about the spell don't mention anything like that. But perhaps its because its an Ambrosian spell and Ambrosians stay at the age of twenty until they reach one hundred. There have even been rare accounts where some don't age at all. They die with a youthful body but an old mind and spirit."
"Hmm" both nodded. They understood what she was saying, her memories and schooling at Ambrosia had been passed down to them and unknown to each of them instead of speaking English they were really conversing in ancient Latin, a very close form of Italian.
"You know what else I wonder?" she asked and was greeted by curious looks.
"I wonder why my parents never bonded. I mean it would have saved them. My mother and father wouldn't have died because of their connections with Snape would keep them alive. They didn't have to die. I don't understand why they didn't." Her own words echoed in her mind for what seemed like an eternity as she silently thought to herself.
//I've thought of every single thing that could go wrong in our situation and I just can't find the missing link of the puzzle. Why would binding themselves be a bad thing? Surely they would have been able to hold of Voldemort that way.\\
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AUTHOR'S NOTE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So Sorry! You don't understand how sorry I truly am! I know you've all been waiting so long for this great NC-17 chapter and I failed you!! (sobs pathetically). See I'm a horrible writer! I have no imagination what so ever and I don't deserve to have my stories read! (Well you can still read them, actually I'd prefer you to ignore my rants and raves and just read and review please.) Chapter 10 is well on its way and this time I promise to work faster although I have these silly midterm exams coming up and this silly science fair that's taken up all my concentration though none of my hard work. I'm just being lazy. Next time when you review I suggest you yell at me and tell me NO EXCUSES!!! Because really I shouldn't have any excuses I should just come up with the silly chapters. I also just posted chapter 4 on my other story, I think it has more humor than this story does so it might be like a comic relief from all this gory stuff. Feel free to check it out. I know I don't deserve it but REVIEW PLEASE!! (gets down on her knees and begs)
By: Fyre Fairie Rated R (For graphic scenes and adult content) Summary: Harry finds out he has been lied to all his life. After GOF he travels to lands forgotten until he is ready to face the friends he abandoned, the love he will encounter, and the evil he must conquer. Just now when he has finally found his family will they all survive the war?
Chapter 9: The Darkness Inside Of Us (End of Chapter NC-17 part although I fear it doesn't deserve the NC-17 rating. I'm such a ninny sometimes I can't even gather up my own reserve and right a descent NC-17 chapter!)
THE BINDING CEREMONY
Emerald moaned in appreciation opening her mouth slightly and letting his tongue invade as he swirled his around hers she reached back and stroked Sirius' hair as he continued to place kisses down to her shoulder.
Breaking off in need of air both Remus and Emma stood panting, as they locked eyes they reached an agreement and Emma abruptly stopped Sirius. Confused he looked up and made a startled sound that soon turned into a moan when she captured his lips with hers.
They would do the binding tonight, they would no longer be a whole split into three but rather three split as a whole.
Emma felt Sirius' tongue budging hers gently as he explored her mouth with it. His warm lips on hers felt like a piece of heaven and Remus' hands working their way down her torso and under her t-shirt felt like a dream. It couldn't possibly be true, could her shadow lovers finally have come back to her? Yes, she decided they had. Their devotion was to real to be a dream, to be a shadow.
As much as she wanted to continue Emma had to do the right thing and step away. The physical binding would come later but for now the chanting had to be completed.
"T-The chant." She reminded them while she panted for breath once she lifted her lips from Sirius' and stepped away from Remus' roaming hands. Groans could be heard from both men as they were stopped and made to wait once more. Reluctantly they agreed and Emma sat down on the large lion skin rug set on the stone floor urging them to as well.
Lighting the fireplace beside them so it blazed and crackled adding a dim light to the room she asked them to form a circle with her.
A goblet was placed in the center of their little circle in which they each cut a lock of hair off with a small knife Emerald handed to them and placed it inside. As the two men listened to their beloved murmur a sacred chant in Latin they watched bemused and somewhat terrified as she popped on of the blades from her fist and slit her own hands. Emma had found out a while ago that her blades were the only things she was not immortal to. If they cut someone then only the owner of the blades can mend them. It was last week when she scratched herself did she notice that her skin would not heal without a proper charm.
And now as they watched her crimson blood flow from her slightly tanned hands both men wished to stop it. Emerald didn't even make it look like a mosquito bit her, it actually looked like she was completely numb to the pain but both knew better than to assume such a thing as they offered their own hands and winced when they were slit at the palms.
Upon indication they squeezed their hands into tight fists and let their own blood drip into the goblet mixing with Emeralds and with magic being stirred. Joining their cuts together so the blood from each person mixed and with more sacred words it mixed and the same blood soon flowed through each of them.
Sirius felt a little dizzy as the exchange of blood and part of Emerald and Remus' magic entered and mingled with his own. He felt high on it and he knew so did Remus as they swayed slightly. He didn't know what Emerald was saying to make all of this happen along with a bright light coming from the goblet with their blood and hair within and green flames to arise from it. All he knew was that the words were older than time itself and in the back of his mind he knew they meant unity, love, power, corruption, evil, light, the begging, the end, everything.
He could no longer feel the cut on his hand but the tingling feeling inside his body spread and continued all the way down to his groin where his erection started to rise and push uncomfortably against his pants. //This must be the physical part of the bonding.\\ he thought as the redheaded woman stood up and suggested the two men do as well.
Sirius suddenly started to get nervous as the redheaded woman led both him and Remus to the large king-sized bed in their room. He hadn't been with a woman for over 15 years now except for those dreams that started a year and a half ago with Emerald. Of course him and Remus had carried on a secret relationship and went to bed together occasionally he had never been unsure of himself before as much as he was now.
Laying down in the middle of the bed and scooting back to have her head rest on the soft downy pillow covered in a creamy colored silk pillow case Emma's deep red hair splayed out on it as she beckoned both men forward towards her. She felt like she wasn't controlling her own body, her mind was still in her own and under her control but her body was being taken over by something as were Remus' and Sirius as they moved forward.
Sirius thought she looked like an angel with her eyes half closed, her red hair around her head like a flaming halo and her long smooth arms reaching toward them. Slowly but surely he felt himself moving forward as if in a deep trans and sitting down at the edge of the bed next to her. Feeling a slight pull at him urging him on and summoning him to move forward he helped Remus remove the little she had on.
Once the long dark blue t-shirt she wore to bed was removed as she raised her arms so they could pull it up, both men took opposite ends of her panties into their teeth and slid them down her legs to discard her of any garments she wore. Her palms were still bleeding as were theirs and their blood mixed amongst them and stained their skin and hair.
Looking more beautiful than before with her golden skin contrasting against the crimson sheets and her red hair Emerald seemed a goddess in their eyes and the blood that smeared her skin instead of revolting them brought forth a new sense of magnificence. It was not to be mistaken that they liked to see the crimson liquid seeping from her and splattered to her but rather they liked the fact that it was their blood mixed together, they liked the color of their blood along her silky body which now lay stretched out along the large mattress.
Remus stared down at her and wished nothing more than to ravish her, to drink her in, to devour her and to his surprise, to break her yet protect her at the same time. He was more than relieved to feel and see his body moving with Sirius to help each other undress all the while caressing each other.
He felt Sirius' mouth stop between his shoulder as he suckled on the tender flesh. Moaning at the slippery sensation Remus was surprised the other man's teeth applied more pressure and pierced the skin and as Remus' mind tried to process the pain and the fact that he wanted to scream out the force that had taken over his body would not let such a thing happen and he soon felt Emerald's tongue join Sirius' in lapping up the blood that kept welling up. It felt like the two were trying to milk him dry of his remaining blood and all though he didn't feel light headed he wondered how much more he could stand of it.
It seemed that Remus didn't have to wait long at all because after a while Emma came up for air and kissed him savagely on the mouth. His own blood smeared across his lips and he could taste the metallic tang of it. It was addictive and he soon knew that he wanted more, this time however his body moved to his brain's command as he ducked his head and started running his tongue in circles on one of Emma's nipples.
Soon Sirius joined in sucking hungrily on the other like an infant looking to be fed by its mother's bosom. Emma moaned and her hands dug into their hair pulling their heads closer begging for more. It seemed even though it felt like she had control over her body, her voice would not function properly and the most that would come out were moans and animal growls just like from the other two men.
Not able to wait another precious second as something was once again pulling at him Remus slid down to his knees kissing a path up a little above her right breast were he licked and sucked over the area for a short time before sinking his teeth into it and piercing her flesh immediately feeling blood well up under his mouth and drinking it in savagely. Soon joined by Sirius he was in a way surprised that the bite mark hasn't healed like most of her other injuries and yet panicked that he may have ruined her life forever by giving her the werewolf's bite. He simply couldn't stop himself and before he knew it Emma had declared they had enough and leaned down her cat like fangs extended reminding him very much of a vampire.
Sirius yelped surprised by her sudden action but tilted his head back and let the other two feed off him through the bite mark in his neck. Blood was not a new taste for either of them as they had each on many occasions felt either their own of someone else's while in animal form or just through the instinctive actions while protecting themselves.
But this blood was different, its coppery taste felt sweet and their all to human pheromones smelt like something beyond heavens treasures. The blood sharing had been completed only two parts of the spell left and once again the indescribable force told them to stand, sticky and wet with each others blood and saliva.
Although they had done in as shadows but as they each approached the bed they grew more worried as to how this would be done. Obviously there were three of them and the spell required for the intercourse and climax to be reached at the same exact point amongst the three of them. That also required a sandwiched deal, whereas the unique member of their triad would have to be in the middle. Naturally being the only woman amongst two men meant that Emerald was the unique member.
Emma had stopped abruptly and Sirius almost crashed into her right by the bed. Curiously he looked at her as she turned and smiled wickedly her green eyes twinkling mischievously she kissing him briefly on the lips causing the man to whimper pathetically for more before she got down on her knees, her face in front of his crotch and he stared down at her, amazed at what would happen. But would's and when's did not last long.
If it weren't for Remus coming up behind him and supporting him with one arm while the other traced lazy patterns on his torso and every once in a while pinched a nipple, Sirius might have fallen from delirium as the redhead kneeling before him put a hand on the base of his shaft rubbing up and down while her tongue licked off the precum that started to leak.
With his eyes rolling back into his head Sirius' arm snaked around behind him to wrap a hand around the lyncanthrope's penis and squeeze gently starting to stroke it faster and harder to the rhythm of Emerald's strokes but it was only when she deep throated him to the hilt and sucked like a vacuum did he almost faint.
//Please, please, please, please.\\ Sirius begged over and over again in his head feeling his climax coming on as well as hearing Remus' ragged breathing signaling the other man was not far behind him.
Emerald's eyes stayed glued on both men as she kept sucking Sirius off. Leaning his chin on Sirius' shoulder Remus looked ready to go over the edge. Beads of sweat were forming on both of them but as much as she'd like to continue the spell took control of her body once more and had her stop.
Almost there Sirius had to whimper when the redhead ceased her administrations and his own body pulled his hand away from Remus' shaft.
Trying to fight back the redheaded woman struggled to keep her mind focused on staying on here knees instead of getting up. It was no use as the spell used sucked at their magical reserves and took control of them for the time being. The more she fought, the weaker she became, and the bigger headache she received.
This was not making love she realized as she found herself laying on the bed with both men surrounding her. This way a machine line, they performed step by step according to forces beyond themselves and each one had its own mechanical result. She thought a binding would be different, more intimate, up to them, and much more satisfying. Emma had no doubts that their next time in bed would be better. Actually she was more than certain it would be spectacular.
Their thoughts were once again jumbled as Emerald lay on her side with Sirius facing the front of her body and Remus behind her facing her back. She had noticed a while ago that both men had filled out a bit since she'd come back.
Instead of being thin and exhausted their much needed vacation had gotten them to build some meat and muscle tone back to their bodies and restore a healthy glow to their skin. Sirius was the taller of the three, he had long limbs and wide shoulders with sculpted muscle tone from his days as Padfoot, his naturally olive skin gave him an exotic appearance and his soft brown eyes showed compassion, depth, and even through his haunted years of Azkaban they managed to keep a mischievous twinkle in them telling of many jokes and laughs shared in the past and present.
While Remus was shorter, not by much though. His shoulders were wide and his muscle tone was on the leaner side but still retained thanks to the werewolf within him. Although he was not tan he wasn't ghastly pail either. More of a healthier pail. Though that soft pale skin was not unmarred. There were layers upon layers of scars all over his body showing the torture of hiss monthly transformations. In some places like his back there was barely any skin unmarked. But that didn't bother her. He was not bad looking in the least; no he was a handsome man with gentle light blue eyes that spoke of intelligence and timid ness.
With all their differences both men were clearly the same in some departments. Both overprotective and caring, hardworking, brave, kind, funny, intelligent, many things more that Emma couldn't name at the moment and at the moment couldn't as she felt their arousals nudge. And she shut her eyes because she knew this wouldn't be gentle, this would be a quickie, they were already close to their peaks and the spell wouldn't make it any easier on her.
Emerald shut her eyes tightly ready for the intrusion. Normally she wouldn't consider this sort of thing an intrusion but not having control of one's body meant it was a case of rape even if this particular case was not meant to turn out in such a way.
Pain. Pain was something that Emma was used to. It seemed to find her even in the deepest recesses of her mind. Pain from strangers out for her blood. Pain from relatives that she had been forced upon. Pain from friends that disbelieved her and accused her of false truths. But pain from loved ones was not something expected even if her mind had grown weary of all things that moved around her and she couldn't help to think that even Sirius and Remus might hurt her in some far corner of her being. Even with their reassurances that they wouldn't harm her, wouldn't let anyone else harm her she couldn't help but doubt them.
Emma wanted to cry out when both men one from each side savagely invaded her. She knew she wouldn't be able to neither sit nor use the bathroom properly for an entire week now. She felt herself being ripped open to accommodate Remus' length in her backside and being healed up again and stretched to keep herself from breaking. The blood still flowed though and Sirius didn't do anything to make things better either. She was on fire at both ends and the magic that was controlling them couldn't help but let a few tears slip down her face.
This moment would forever burn in her memory; they had not broken the promise of preventing the hurt. No, they had no control in their actions and she fully knew it too. Somehow though all reason of the matter escaped her and she was forced to think of the bad.
Looking into both their eyes briefly through the lust and the spell she could see their remorse and regret. Inside they knew the pain they were causing and it wounded them as much as it did her so putting on a brave front she stopped the tears and tried to relax her face and put on a blank resolve. It would by no means fool the two men but at least it would sooth them to know that she understood, that they weren't in the blame here.
Emma felt them both tensing and knew that their climaxes were coming along. It seemed that the brief little interlude wear she had sucked Sirius off and he in return jacked Remus off was meant to make this experience as brief as possible and she was more than glad for it.
As they continued to roughly thrust into her body she could feel herself being ripped apart and being put together. This time though not physically but also spiritually, mentally, and magically. It seemed that they would not exactly share all their gifts but rather their magic, memories, experiences, and knowledge. Emma would never become a werewolf but she would know of the pain, of the transformation and the lack of control, it was all there imprinted in her mind and instead of feeling like she's lived for only her 25 years she felt like she lived all their years combined.
Memories of Sirius' and Remus' childhoods flooded her mind, their experiences as the Marauders and she was then able to finally see what her parents were really like. The animagi training, the werewolf transformations, the pranks, quidditch, then graduation, until she was shown images of her parents wedding, and her own birth. The rest was put into more detail. The days of hiding and suspicion until the night where Sirius came to find her parents dead and Hagrid at Godrics Hollow come to collect baby Harry. Sirius being framed and the lonely years in Azkaban. Remus' feelings of betrayal, his lone life until the years Sirius had escaped and the years that followed.
The young woman witnessed their anxiety over her disappearance. Sirius' close call with a mental breakdown and one thing he had not told her before, his brush with suicide when he came so close to ending it all by holding one of the kitchen knives that Remus preciously owned to his wrists. She witnesses their reunion that had taken place just one miraculous week and a half ago and the relief of when they finally found their daughter and the week they had spent on their supposed holiday.
And the two men in turn witnessed Emma's life in a whole. They watched as the memories of October 31, 1989 took place. How Lily and James died, how Harry survived. Harry's treatment at the Dursleys and his years at Hogwarts. Then the transfiguration Harry went through into Emerald. Emma's hard life of education and torture in Ambrosia.
A tingling feeling passed through their bodies and started turning into a fuzzy feeling before it felt like millions of needles were piercing ever part of their bodies and changes started occurring. They couldn't tell what was changing yet but the two men felt the changes and the sharp pains more than Emma did.
Against her back Emma could feel Remus' skin texture changing and shifting. Becoming softer and smoother. Sirius' hands on her were changing as well. From the memories that she got from both of them in the past she noticed Sirius had beautiful hands. They were always finely manicured, and his fingers were long, joints weren't as prominent nor were they scratched up and callused as they are now. Eh never had dirt under his fingernails and someone could easily say he had a piano players hands. But they were shifting and filling out just like he was.
The calluses were disappearing and the pads of his hands became smoother. Taking a glimpse at one of his hands that was currently resting on her hip she felt like she was staring at the hands from all those memories back when he was younger. They were beautiful again. Surprised she raised her eyes to his face. Catching her breath Emma felt the magic release her arm and she brought it up and stroked his face immediately forgetting the hurt that still plagued both entrances in her body.
All wrinkles were gone, signs of stress, worry, pain and suffering. All that was left before her was the image of a twenty-year-old Sirius Black. Beautiful again. Young again. Dark brown hair was not as ragged anymore but silky and well groomed. His skin was smooth and held a healthy tan that was even darker than hers. The only thing that hadn't changed was the same haunted shadow in his sincere brown eyes framed by long dark lashes under finely shaped brows. He seemed to have less body hair now and as some of the spell faded away his soft lips were no longer chapped and bitten started to move against the side of her face placing soft kisses all along her face and down her neck.
Emma tilted her head giving him more access to her neck and moaned. The soft kisses were making up for the pain of both men thrusting so hard into her and she soon felt them both tighten and prepared herself for their and her own climax. Even though her pleasure was merely forced by the magic that worked this spell she felt it build up with theirs and within a few more quick thrust she heard Remus and Sirius cry out filling her with their cum. But instead of moans of ecstasy they sounded more like canine howls, it was after all primal in every sense and she herself felt the waves of orgasm grip her and she made a strange sound of a long moan mixed with a cats hiss.
Her mind seemed to explode and for a moment time stopped for them and they could all see the goblet on the floor rise and come to hover above them before issuing out a bright golden light that showered onto all three of them making each shimmer and change.
Sirius stared at all of it unbelievingly. After the light had receded he could make out what looked like three identical rings only differed by size. Made up of three bands that were twisted into a braid. On made of emerald, one of ruby, and one of sapphire. He couldn't even imagine how a ring could be sculpted like that but in an instant all three flashed and disappeared and the next moment he felt something cold and hard encircle his left ring finger. Looking down he noticed one of the three rings appeared there and glistened in the light. It was truly gorgeous and immediately brought attention to his youthful hands. He gasped at their change and looked over to his two lovers only to find that they had both changed.
Remus was the most noticeable though. He seemed to have lost sixteen years off of his appearance. His tawny hair no longer sported its usually gray streaks but was now a rich light to medium brown mixed with some dark to medium blonde highlights. His face was the face of a twenty-year-old man deficient of his stress lines and minor wrinkles. And what more his scars were gone. The numerous scars from his transformations that seemed to have mapped his body were all gone, they disappeared as if they had never been there before. Most of his body hair was gone and his skin when Sirius reached over to touch him was so smooth.
The whole thing was like a rebirth and with a final flash of light from the goblet all three felt connected. Finding that they had regained control over their bodies both Sirius and Remus slipped out of the red head and she groaned rolling over on her back and swept some of her hair out of her face. Her hair she noticed had grown out about half a foot past her waste and it annoyed her to no end to have to lye on it. What more was that the first few strands at the front of her head at the sides were different colors. Each Sirius, Remus and her had strips of their beloveds' hair.
Sirius had first two red streaks of hair from Emerald at the front of his hair followed by two strips of tawny hair, which was Remus'. The funny thing was that they were braided mixing black, red, and brown and intertwining them together on each side of his head and he continuously had to brush them back behind his ears so they wouldn't fall in his eyes.
Emma's hair had brown strips first followed by black and then her usual red hair and was put in the same braids.
Although it was comical to see Remus struggling with his now shoulder length hair and trying to put it into some order both Emma and Sirius couldn't help but feel proud when they saw he had the same braids. Red first followed by black then his usual brown hair.
"I have to cut my hair." Both Emma and Remus said at the same time making the darker haired man that was currently watching them chuckle and brush his own hair behind his ears.
"Emm?" Remus' concerned eyes were upon her tired ones as he called her attention.
"What is it Remmy?"
"Are you okay? I know we both hurt you and I'm sorry and from the look Padfoot's giving you I know he's sorry too." Remus leaned down to kiss her cheek when she closed her eyes after seeing both of their apologetic expressions. In truth she knew none of the rough play was intentional however she still felt hurt mentally if not physically. She healed up well by herself and now she could only feel a dull ache in her anal cavity.
"I'm fine." She said shortly after and kissed both of them on the cheek to show them she didn't hold them at blame. "Really I am I'm just trying to figure out why we're all younger. The accounts about the spell don't mention anything like that. But perhaps its because its an Ambrosian spell and Ambrosians stay at the age of twenty until they reach one hundred. There have even been rare accounts where some don't age at all. They die with a youthful body but an old mind and spirit."
"Hmm" both nodded. They understood what she was saying, her memories and schooling at Ambrosia had been passed down to them and unknown to each of them instead of speaking English they were really conversing in ancient Latin, a very close form of Italian.
"You know what else I wonder?" she asked and was greeted by curious looks.
"I wonder why my parents never bonded. I mean it would have saved them. My mother and father wouldn't have died because of their connections with Snape would keep them alive. They didn't have to die. I don't understand why they didn't." Her own words echoed in her mind for what seemed like an eternity as she silently thought to herself.
//I've thought of every single thing that could go wrong in our situation and I just can't find the missing link of the puzzle. Why would binding themselves be a bad thing? Surely they would have been able to hold of Voldemort that way.\\
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AUTHOR'S NOTE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So Sorry! You don't understand how sorry I truly am! I know you've all been waiting so long for this great NC-17 chapter and I failed you!! (sobs pathetically). See I'm a horrible writer! I have no imagination what so ever and I don't deserve to have my stories read! (Well you can still read them, actually I'd prefer you to ignore my rants and raves and just read and review please.) Chapter 10 is well on its way and this time I promise to work faster although I have these silly midterm exams coming up and this silly science fair that's taken up all my concentration though none of my hard work. I'm just being lazy. Next time when you review I suggest you yell at me and tell me NO EXCUSES!!! Because really I shouldn't have any excuses I should just come up with the silly chapters. I also just posted chapter 4 on my other story, I think it has more humor than this story does so it might be like a comic relief from all this gory stuff. Feel free to check it out. I know I don't deserve it but REVIEW PLEASE!! (gets down on her knees and begs)