To The Heart


Rinoa~
The past few days i havent seen much... Hes a very busy person, or well something like that. I made a date with him at his apartment. Hes coming home early and everything. Ive set up everything with candles and stuff. I feel like i dont deserve any one else, this is the best i can get. I put on a black silky gown and pull my hair up. I made a dinner and set it out about 8 pm. I lit all the candles and sat there. I sat there for hours til i fell asleep. It was almost one that i heard a rustling at the door that woke me up. Most of the candles were bunrt out or very dim, i lost the romantic feeling. I jolted up right and looked towards the door, Seifer was finally home.

Seifer-
Gah I had a fucking long night. It felt like it would never end. So many god damn things i had to do today. And i spent a little time with a just a few of my girls. I was completely wore out and a bit drunk when i got home. I walk in and hardly notice as i do though i see Rinoa looking at me a bit disappointed. What the fuck is she doing here? I roll my eyes and ask her about it. This isnt her house after all. She gets up after a few minutes and shows off her gown. I guess she looks good in it but i really dont give a shit. I walk off in my room and shut the door. Just a few seconds later i hear a little growl and she come in scowling at me somewhat. Im laying on my bed while she blah blahs it gets annoying i want sleep!! I yell at her and tell her to go away. I tell him im through with her shit and she starts to cry as she can tell i really feel it.

Rinoa~
I... I cant believe him. Hes such a pig. I hate him. We are broke up forever. I wont fall for his shit ever again! My tears let me leave his stupid fucking apartment and i went to sones house for the night.

Im at Zones, Watts just lives above him. I cant tell them whats goin on. They wouldnt understand... I cant stand this. Why does this happen to me? Am i not meant to be happy? Just a month ago i went out with 3 guys in 4 weeks and not one lasted over a week. 2 broke up with me and the other just disgusted me. The other guys i had i went out with lustfully but i want things to change. I cant be like this ne more though im a quiet exciteable person. Okay thats it i dont want to deal with this. Im just going to focuz on the liberation to take my mind off all of this.