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All The Drama (Chap. 5)

The next morning, Rachel awoke with a pounding blistering headache. She rolled over, looked at the clock, "8:30am" then looked past it and saw a single rose sitting on her night stand. Attached to it was a note. She leaned over, picked p the note and read it. "143@7P, be ready my love." It brought a smile to her face at first, but then it quickly vanished and she began to cry. Ross didn't understand the pain she was suffering through, he just thought if he proposed, everything would be ok. But he was wrong. Wow, Ross was wrong, this is a first. She chuckled to herself and then sighed. She laid back down and pulled the covers over her head. She fell back asleep with the thought of telling Ross awful news. Hasn't this happened already?

Knock Knock. "RACH! I know you're here, answer the door!" Knock. Rachel stirred in her bed, she looked at the clock "7:10". She got up quickly, put sweats on and a t-shirt, she pulled her long dirty blonde hair back into a low pony tail as she walked out and answered the door.

"Hi," she choked, "R-r-r-ross". He leaned in and kissed her cheek and handed her another rose.

"Rach, you were supposed to be ready 10 minutes ago, and it still doesn't look like you are."

"Yea, I'm sorry, I must have slept all day."

"Oh, well we have reservations for 7:30 at 4 seasons for drinks, so we can still make it if you want to go."

"I'm not in the mood to go out, sorry Ross"

He interpreted this in a sexual way. "So you, uh, wanna stay in" He said as he loosened his tie.

Rachel catching his signs said back, "Yea, but to talk, not have sex."

"Oh, well that's what I WAS thinking about doing, not sex haha." He said it to cover up his mistake which Rachel just laughed at. Calming down, Ross asked curiously, "So, uh what did you want to uh talk about?"

"Us" Ross's face lit up, he loved it when Rachel always wanted to talk about how great their relationship was. Maybe she wanted to ask him to move in with her. Maybe she was pregnant. He was ecstatic before she even said anything, but little did he know he wouldn't be this happy in a few minutes.

"Well, um" She began. Her voice was shaky and he knew at that point it wasn't anything good. His smile quickly faded. She was looking down and didn't see. "You know I've been going through a lot these past couple weeks, and I greatly appreciate it, but" Both of their eyes filled with tears and she continued slowly, "but, I don't think us getting back together," she looked down and saw the ring, "or getting married is gonna solve anything. And I think, if maybe we just have some time apart, everything will get better and then we'll make a decision."

"But, you said I was the only thing you ever wanted. And you've been saying that for like the past 3 weeks. What the hell is this now? Just because you have a fuckin' miscarriage you don't wanna be with me? What the fuck is wrong with you? It's called getting over it and getting on with your damn life. You didn't even know who the fuckin' father was, so why do you care so much?" Ross was enraged. He quickly shot back at her, not realizing what he was saying. Rachel broke in tears. She was irate now too. How dare he say things like that to her.

"Well you wanna know something? It WAS your damn baby. We had a lil "bonus night" romp in the sack. And you being "Mr. Unprepared" didn't use a condom and now look what misery YOU caused me. I didn't sleep with anyone after we broke up and I didn't wanna say it was your baby because you would get all over me and I don't want that. I wanna learn how to live on my own. I wanna prove to myself I can live with out, but obviously, you can't do the same."

"When in hell did we have sex?"

"The night we went out to celebrate Monica's new job, we got wasted and well yea, thanks hunny"

He vaguely remembered that night, for obvious reasons, but he now realized that he was the one causing Rachel pain and all he was doing right now was adding to it. "I'm sorry Rach, I'm uh gonna go cool down I guess, uh I'll see you tommorrow."

He left in silence, an evil smile rose on her face. She always loved toying with his head. She laughed and went into the bathroom. While she was in there, Ross slipped back into the room and left a note. He quickly exited and so did she. She saw the note on the table. "Rach, I'm sorry for everything, and I want to show you I can live without you so I think I'm going to uh go away for a few days. See you when I get back. Love, Ross"

She picked up the phone and dialed a number. After a few seconds a young woman picked up. "Monica?"

"OMG! RACH! How are you?"

"Not too good. I did that lil psych out trick on your brother and he took it seriouslly"

"Oh, no, Rach, your everything he ever wanted and you pushed him away just to get him back? Omg please tell me your playing that with me?"

"I'm not.. Mon, what should i do?"

"Where did he sy he was going?"

"Um excuse me?"

"Well when girls do that to him he always goes away somewhere that means a lot to him. Someplace that reminds him of his life before you moved to NYC with us."

"Carol and Susan's. OMG thank you so much Mon! I love you!"

"Love you too, call me soon, we have so much to talk about but right now go get Ross before it's too late."

Rachel hung up the phone. Picked up her keys, and left her apartment. Shortly after she arrived at another apartment. She knocked on the door and two paramedics quickly exited with a stretcher. On the stretcher was a body covered in a sheet. "OMG" She ran into the apartment to find Carol and Susan crying. She looked around the room and in the corner was Ross. He stood in shock. There were no tears, no facial expressions. He just stood there.

ok i know ur all sayin i rush things too much so i tried a dif. Approach this time.. Please reviw I'd appreciate it

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