Page 3, date: 17/3/2002:

Dear Diary, Hi. I just saw the tape. Why did he have to leave? Why couldn't he stay here? By now, he must be in his new house. Hmm, maybe his dozing! Well the tape was a 2 hour long video. I guess, he just couldn't say good bye. So I'll try to keep it as short as possible.

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Lizzie was sitting at the edge of her bed, tears dropping from her eyes as she kept on seeing the tape, remembering the time she had. On screen: Navid sitting on his bed. "God, I saw this thing work out on TV, remember Even Stevens? The episode where Louis had to leave for Washington? Anyway, by the time you see this, I'll be either at the new house, or still on the plane. Y'know, I entered your life last summer, sure we knew each other since we were in diapers but we never really 'talked'. My family left Hillbridge (isn't that what's the town called? I'm not sure) when I was only three. I kept in touch with Gordo via email or normal mail, but I never knew you. I mean the you that is inside you. Okay, so after I came back; I instantly fell in love with you the first time I saw you! And I thought that we had something special. Remember the many attempts how Kate wanted to hypnotize me into her? But did I fell for it? did I leave you then? No. That's because I truly love you Lizzie. The kind of love you've only dreamed of! But that's when Gordo told me how he felt. And I realized that it's more than what we had. He told me every single word. You heard the song 'This I promise you' right? By: N-sync? Well that's how he feels. Gordo's just sigh to . . . just 'say' it. You know that, I know that, Miranda knows that! Y'know, to be honest, I also feel that way. Let me sing it to you, ahahem . . .

When the visions around you . . .brings tears to your eyes. And all that surround you, are secrets and lieees. I'll be your strength, I'll give YOU hope, keeping your faith when its gone. The one you should call, was standing here all alooong! And I will take, you in my arms, and hold you right where you belong. 'till the day my life is through, this I promise you . . . ooooh I promise you." There, you got two guys who are out for you. And I don't want to step between you two. I saw the way you feel about Gordo in your eyes Liz. And I know that deep down inside your heart there is a place for him. I know that my words aren't good enough to convince you that he loves you. You have to hear it for yourself. offscreen: Lizzie is still in tears. 'Why am I always stuck in the middle?' she half thought, half whispered. on screen: "Now, you must be thinking 'why am I always stuck in the middle' well just think what I felt when I left you Liz. I mean, you were the only person I ever fell in love with, I never felt like that with anyone before. You opened up my heart! Showed me all your love! Hey look teardrops. I'm crying for the first time. I don't think we belong together. You know why? You know why? Because you belong with Gordo! You belong with him. Now you're denying it. Off screen: "Yes! Of COURSE I deny it! I love you!" OS: " . . .But you won't. Believe me, trust me! If you love me so much you have to trust me on this Liz. Please. takes a deep breath We can still be friends right? I know, I know, it sounds corny. But at least we'll be together, I mean as friends. We can talk together, chat together. You'll see there's an email from me on your inbox. The date and time for us to chat is in there. I'll be online. That way we can share our feelings . . . I'll miss you . . . winks" fzzzzzzzzzzz.

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((:)) Well, that's it. He says I belong with Gordo. Just like that! I don't know why this is happening to me. Navid said to chat with him next Thursday, but I don't think I got the guts to confront him again . . . I don't want to be hurt again. He once told me to hear the song 'My Love' by Westlife whenever I miss him. I guess the lyric does match the current experience. Now, we are parted forever. He gave me my first true kiss, I never gave it back. I just don't know, I just can't understand how Gordo can feel that way about me. I'll have to wait and hear it myself. I guess, at least we're still friends. But one thing is for sure . . . I still love him.

Epilogue:

The song 'When you're looking like that' playing in the background.

MSN chat, 'friends4evachat' Members – Nav, Liz, Gord & Mirandaz.

Nav, says: Hey, did u guys catch tht concert last nite?

Gord, says: Of course! Didn't miss it for the world!

Mirandaz says: oh n the coolest thing was- we had back pass tickets!

Liz says: Whoooopie! N remember when Justin Timberlake gave us his autograph?!

Mirandaz says: yeeeeeah! We touched him!!!! Lets scream at the top of our lungs!!!!!!

Liz says: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Mirandaz says: WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nav says: *shakes his head in disbelief* girls.

Gords: :)

Nav: ;)

Liz: Heeey! Atleast we're cooler than you!

Nav: yeah right!

Mirandaz: Yeah 'right' that's what we r! right!

Gords: :)

Liz: :)

Mirandaz: :)

Nav: :)

'Its good to be friends again.'

A/N: So, how did you like it? I know its short but it was fun to write it! the songs 'My Love' and 'When you're looking like that' belongs to West-life, not me. The song 'As long as you love me' belongs to the late Back-Street-Boys not me. The song 'This I promise you' belongs to N-sync and NOT me! The characters (actors) Lizzie, Gordo and Miranda belong to Disney not me. BUT: the character 'NAVID' belongs to me! I made him up! He's mine! Pls. review and let me know if I can improve this in any way! Chao.