Chapter One
Gone.
He was gone. Stolen from me by an unforgivable curse. I could hear people around me; all the voices said the same things. He was a hero, he saved his life. But I didn't care, he was gone, and I was alone.
I clung to him, not wanting him to be gone. 'Don't take him please I need him' he was my strength, my everything.
'Come back, please come back to me. Don't leave'
I could feel people try to take him from me. Telling me that he was gone, but that he died honorably. I didn't care; all I cared about was gone.
He was my love; I've loved him for as long as I can remember. And now he was gone. I don't know how long I cried for clinging to him. I didn't care I wasn't ready to leave him.
I could feel someone kneeling down next to me. I could hear the voice. 'Hermione you have to let go, he's gone.' No I wasn't gonna let him be taken from me. I clung tighter to him, burying my head in his chest. I felt a hand on my shoulder, why wouldn't people just leave me be.
'Hermione, come he wouldn't of wanted this. He would want you to go on. For your sake for the sake of the baby, please let go.'
I could tell that who ever it was, was crying as well. I looked up and dark brown eyes meet mine. My love he had blue eyes, I will never forget those eyes. He had been crying his face stained with tears. I let him take my love from me. I watched as he carefully laid him on the ground. He crossed his hands on his chest and put his wand in his hand. I could see him crying, he was alone the last one left. All of his friends taken by the same man, only he was left.
I could hear him speaking, speaking to my dead husband. I will never forget those words.
'You did it, you saved him. Because of you he defeat him, he was given the chance to defeat him. You are a hero, my friend, and now you go to a better place. Wait for us; we will join you when it is time. I will keep my promise, I will protect her. '
I watched as his tears ran down his face. I felt myself moving, I was stiff all over, but numb to the pain. I went to him and cradled him in my arms. We cried into each others shoulders. We stayed this way for a while. Neither of us wanting him to be gone
I felt him pull away from me. 'Come we need to go' All I could do was nod. I watched as he said one last thing to my husband.
'You did well Moony, we will always remember you'
I crawled to my love and kissed his cold lips one last time. 'Wait for me, my love, waits for me.'
I felt myself being pulled up; we slowly walked away from him. Holding each other.
'Don't leave me, please I can't bear to be alone, please don't leave me Sirius.'
"I promise, I will always be here when you need me. I promised Moony and I will live up to it.'
We walked off the battle field, ignoring those that tried to talk to us. Just wanting to get away from it all.
I could see him from under Sirius arm; He was walking away from it as well, avoiding everything around him. I heard Sirius call out to him. I watched as he faulted in his steps, and slowly turned around. His once beautiful green eyes bloodshot from crying.
He had just defeated the dark lord and he was crying. I watched as he ran towards us. He embraced us both in his arms, crying heavily.
'I'm sorry, so sorry' I heard him say. Why was he sorry? I didn't understand. He was a hero, because of him, we were all safe know.
'It's my fault; he's dead because of me. I should have died not him. Hermione I'm so sorry' I knew what he was talking about know. He blamed himself for my loves death. It wasn't his fault; Remus did what he always does. He always cared more for those around him than he did himself.
'Shh Harry, it wasn't your fault, Remus new what he was doing. He knew you needed to live to defeat him.'
I felt him grab me harder, He was still crying. So was I. the three of us stayed this way, comforting each other, the last three left. We cried for everyone, for Ron and Ginny, For Neville and Lavender, for James and Lily, For Remus. All taken by the same evil. All gone.
But he left me a gift, a precious gift. He left me a part of himself, he left me pregnant. I couldn't do this alone. I needed him. I don't know what to do. He always took care of that he was the strong one, not me. I cried harder, embracing Harry and Sirius as hard as I could.
He was Gone, they were all gone and all we could do was try and live our lives the best we could. Toghter we could get through this, we still had each other. He would want us to be toghter; he would want us to go on.
Chapter 2 will be posted soon; I intended to make a small story from this. Hopefully it didn't come out to bad. It sounded great in my head, but once I wrote it down I couldn't get the words out the way I wanted them too. Please read and Review. Tell me if it's too confusing.
Gone.
He was gone. Stolen from me by an unforgivable curse. I could hear people around me; all the voices said the same things. He was a hero, he saved his life. But I didn't care, he was gone, and I was alone.
I clung to him, not wanting him to be gone. 'Don't take him please I need him' he was my strength, my everything.
'Come back, please come back to me. Don't leave'
I could feel people try to take him from me. Telling me that he was gone, but that he died honorably. I didn't care; all I cared about was gone.
He was my love; I've loved him for as long as I can remember. And now he was gone. I don't know how long I cried for clinging to him. I didn't care I wasn't ready to leave him.
I could feel someone kneeling down next to me. I could hear the voice. 'Hermione you have to let go, he's gone.' No I wasn't gonna let him be taken from me. I clung tighter to him, burying my head in his chest. I felt a hand on my shoulder, why wouldn't people just leave me be.
'Hermione, come he wouldn't of wanted this. He would want you to go on. For your sake for the sake of the baby, please let go.'
I could tell that who ever it was, was crying as well. I looked up and dark brown eyes meet mine. My love he had blue eyes, I will never forget those eyes. He had been crying his face stained with tears. I let him take my love from me. I watched as he carefully laid him on the ground. He crossed his hands on his chest and put his wand in his hand. I could see him crying, he was alone the last one left. All of his friends taken by the same man, only he was left.
I could hear him speaking, speaking to my dead husband. I will never forget those words.
'You did it, you saved him. Because of you he defeat him, he was given the chance to defeat him. You are a hero, my friend, and now you go to a better place. Wait for us; we will join you when it is time. I will keep my promise, I will protect her. '
I watched as his tears ran down his face. I felt myself moving, I was stiff all over, but numb to the pain. I went to him and cradled him in my arms. We cried into each others shoulders. We stayed this way for a while. Neither of us wanting him to be gone
I felt him pull away from me. 'Come we need to go' All I could do was nod. I watched as he said one last thing to my husband.
'You did well Moony, we will always remember you'
I crawled to my love and kissed his cold lips one last time. 'Wait for me, my love, waits for me.'
I felt myself being pulled up; we slowly walked away from him. Holding each other.
'Don't leave me, please I can't bear to be alone, please don't leave me Sirius.'
"I promise, I will always be here when you need me. I promised Moony and I will live up to it.'
We walked off the battle field, ignoring those that tried to talk to us. Just wanting to get away from it all.
I could see him from under Sirius arm; He was walking away from it as well, avoiding everything around him. I heard Sirius call out to him. I watched as he faulted in his steps, and slowly turned around. His once beautiful green eyes bloodshot from crying.
He had just defeated the dark lord and he was crying. I watched as he ran towards us. He embraced us both in his arms, crying heavily.
'I'm sorry, so sorry' I heard him say. Why was he sorry? I didn't understand. He was a hero, because of him, we were all safe know.
'It's my fault; he's dead because of me. I should have died not him. Hermione I'm so sorry' I knew what he was talking about know. He blamed himself for my loves death. It wasn't his fault; Remus did what he always does. He always cared more for those around him than he did himself.
'Shh Harry, it wasn't your fault, Remus new what he was doing. He knew you needed to live to defeat him.'
I felt him grab me harder, He was still crying. So was I. the three of us stayed this way, comforting each other, the last three left. We cried for everyone, for Ron and Ginny, For Neville and Lavender, for James and Lily, For Remus. All taken by the same evil. All gone.
But he left me a gift, a precious gift. He left me a part of himself, he left me pregnant. I couldn't do this alone. I needed him. I don't know what to do. He always took care of that he was the strong one, not me. I cried harder, embracing Harry and Sirius as hard as I could.
He was Gone, they were all gone and all we could do was try and live our lives the best we could. Toghter we could get through this, we still had each other. He would want us to be toghter; he would want us to go on.
Chapter 2 will be posted soon; I intended to make a small story from this. Hopefully it didn't come out to bad. It sounded great in my head, but once I wrote it down I couldn't get the words out the way I wanted them too. Please read and Review. Tell me if it's too confusing.