I updated!!!!!!!!! I am so happy. Must be the sugar high. Anyway I was
talking to my friend and we were both really depressed about the lack of
adequate specimens of the male species. The phrase
"There are always more fish in the sea."
Came to mind. I thought it over and I gave my friend a comeback she could not refute
"The sea happens to be all dried up."
The words of wisdom of the day!!!!!!!
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The hanyou was in a tree not to far off from the clearing that Kagome was. He never trusted her to stay out of trouble for even a few minutes. He felt the whispered words in the wind and following instinct went back to the girl that had stolen his heart and now threatened to take his mind.
With a sniff and a startled yelp from the hanyou he realized his half brother was around. With impending terror he sped to where Kagome should be. When he reached their clearing he saw that she had her bow raised at his brother. Sesshomaru's poison was dripping from his claws with obvious intent.
"Sesshomaru get away from her!"
"Why if it isn't my half brother Inuyasha."
"Leave her alone Sesshomaru!" said Inuyasha pulling the tetsusaiga from its sheath.
Heading the command in Inuyasha's eyes Kagome stepped back from the sidelines and sat herself on a flat rock that was now cold from the chilly night air.
With Kagome out of the way Inuyasha leapt sword first poised to slice the enemy before him.
Kagome watched the battle and felt a perverse delight in the blood spilled. Without realizing it her aura sprang around her a dark midnight blue highlighting her hair, turning it a black that soaked up the light around it make her face a haze of shadows. Blue orbs glowed into the night the blackness in them eating away at the purity within the miko with every splash of blood.
The hunger in her rose, the hunger of lust and the hunger of blood, changing her in ways that no miko has before. Her teeth sharpened to fangs, her ears became pointed. The smells and the sounds of battle became clearer more acute and that drove her transformation faster, more furious.
The two brothers turned at the smell that is irresistible to male youkai. The smell of a female in heat, a powerful one. Thoughts of vengeance on each other but now they focused on the smell the blood that dripped down the wrist of the female. A mating call a sign of submission.
With the end of the battle the features of the youkai became more human but the bloodlust remained. As the smell of female demon reduced both brothers came back to their senses.
With agreement grudgingly concluded they both walked away form each other.
"Do you enjoy fucking a corpse Inuyasha?"
Inuyasha's head shot up at the challenging tone that was used by the female, it held the tone of the darkest night and the brightest day, giving and taking, submissive and challenging.
"Kagome?"
"What's the matter Inuyasha? Don't you wish to admit to the world that you are fucking corpse? Or is it I underestimated you and you know that you fuck a body that has my soul?"
"What the hell are you talking about Kagome?"
"Why Inuyasha did you not know her soul was trapped with the rest inside the Shikon no Tama, her soul departed with the rest when they left this plane."
"How would you know?"
"Didn't you know that you were fucking me? Her body retained enough emotions that she is able to use my body as a puppet would."
"You fucking lie Bitch!"
"Soon Inuyasha I will no longer be a reminder of her and I will reclaim my soul! I will not look like her anymore for the corruption the spreads with each shard we collect each shard that must once again be purified. Do you wish to see me then? The power you felt tonight was noting but an illusion to what real power I have. Do you not see Inuyasha I am much more than any before me."
"Go home wench! I have no more need of you!"
"The well is gone Inuyasha." Kagome's voice went down to what it was before they were charged with power. Her voice sounded like that of a normal human.
With that Kagome went to her sleeping bag and curled up, falling asleep but to Inuyasha's unease from the tree above a single salty tear fell down her face, seeming a promise of more to come.
The next morning the sun shown bright and cheery, a complete contradiction to the feelings that plagued me. Surprisingly he was still asleep in his tree, I looked at the sun. I used to love it embrace the warmth that it gave me during the day and fear the night with the shadows that lurked the demons that hunted us.
Now I look to the moon for it's cold comfort, I look to the shadows to keep the mask on me. When did the night become day and day become night? When did I come to fear the sunlight that makes things grow so beautifully? When did the sun on my face grant me more fear than death?
Is it you Naraku that changed me so much, that I am no longer who I once was? Did you achieve your goal? I feel it sleeping inside of me, such seductive power it holds over me. Do your realize how much I fight myself. With each breath I absorb more of your evil, more of your power. With every breath I fight to purify the evil that is in my body. But I see now that it is a loosing battle. The next time the blood of and enemy or friend is spilled in anger there will be no turning back.
I wish for the life I once had, in times of weakness. I know it is wrong to drown in self-pity. This life is not what I imagined when I first new what life's hardships were. Even with the knowledge that I had then I had no idea I would become this. I am something else. I am different. I am neither youkai nor human, miko but other. I am not what I used to be. I left the youthful innocence that is born inside me die like a flickering flame in a gale. It has been snuffed out so that I no longer look at things the same as I once did.
Is it fate that I came here? Is it destiny that I remain cold on the inside while I make all those around happy. Is there anyone out there that can fill the emptiness that is in my soul? I yearn for what I cannot have and yet I pull away from all it could mean. The whole in my soul is much like the whole in Miroku's hand, it will one day consume me in its agony.
Who can heal this Pain?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi people this seems to be my weekend for updating! Please keep the votes coming I am so inspired for either pairing and some of you are all so convincing that I seem unable to choose. So please if you would be so kind as to continue I would be much obliged.
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"There are always more fish in the sea."
Came to mind. I thought it over and I gave my friend a comeback she could not refute
"The sea happens to be all dried up."
The words of wisdom of the day!!!!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The hanyou was in a tree not to far off from the clearing that Kagome was. He never trusted her to stay out of trouble for even a few minutes. He felt the whispered words in the wind and following instinct went back to the girl that had stolen his heart and now threatened to take his mind.
With a sniff and a startled yelp from the hanyou he realized his half brother was around. With impending terror he sped to where Kagome should be. When he reached their clearing he saw that she had her bow raised at his brother. Sesshomaru's poison was dripping from his claws with obvious intent.
"Sesshomaru get away from her!"
"Why if it isn't my half brother Inuyasha."
"Leave her alone Sesshomaru!" said Inuyasha pulling the tetsusaiga from its sheath.
Heading the command in Inuyasha's eyes Kagome stepped back from the sidelines and sat herself on a flat rock that was now cold from the chilly night air.
With Kagome out of the way Inuyasha leapt sword first poised to slice the enemy before him.
Kagome watched the battle and felt a perverse delight in the blood spilled. Without realizing it her aura sprang around her a dark midnight blue highlighting her hair, turning it a black that soaked up the light around it make her face a haze of shadows. Blue orbs glowed into the night the blackness in them eating away at the purity within the miko with every splash of blood.
The hunger in her rose, the hunger of lust and the hunger of blood, changing her in ways that no miko has before. Her teeth sharpened to fangs, her ears became pointed. The smells and the sounds of battle became clearer more acute and that drove her transformation faster, more furious.
The two brothers turned at the smell that is irresistible to male youkai. The smell of a female in heat, a powerful one. Thoughts of vengeance on each other but now they focused on the smell the blood that dripped down the wrist of the female. A mating call a sign of submission.
With the end of the battle the features of the youkai became more human but the bloodlust remained. As the smell of female demon reduced both brothers came back to their senses.
With agreement grudgingly concluded they both walked away form each other.
"Do you enjoy fucking a corpse Inuyasha?"
Inuyasha's head shot up at the challenging tone that was used by the female, it held the tone of the darkest night and the brightest day, giving and taking, submissive and challenging.
"Kagome?"
"What's the matter Inuyasha? Don't you wish to admit to the world that you are fucking corpse? Or is it I underestimated you and you know that you fuck a body that has my soul?"
"What the hell are you talking about Kagome?"
"Why Inuyasha did you not know her soul was trapped with the rest inside the Shikon no Tama, her soul departed with the rest when they left this plane."
"How would you know?"
"Didn't you know that you were fucking me? Her body retained enough emotions that she is able to use my body as a puppet would."
"You fucking lie Bitch!"
"Soon Inuyasha I will no longer be a reminder of her and I will reclaim my soul! I will not look like her anymore for the corruption the spreads with each shard we collect each shard that must once again be purified. Do you wish to see me then? The power you felt tonight was noting but an illusion to what real power I have. Do you not see Inuyasha I am much more than any before me."
"Go home wench! I have no more need of you!"
"The well is gone Inuyasha." Kagome's voice went down to what it was before they were charged with power. Her voice sounded like that of a normal human.
With that Kagome went to her sleeping bag and curled up, falling asleep but to Inuyasha's unease from the tree above a single salty tear fell down her face, seeming a promise of more to come.
The next morning the sun shown bright and cheery, a complete contradiction to the feelings that plagued me. Surprisingly he was still asleep in his tree, I looked at the sun. I used to love it embrace the warmth that it gave me during the day and fear the night with the shadows that lurked the demons that hunted us.
Now I look to the moon for it's cold comfort, I look to the shadows to keep the mask on me. When did the night become day and day become night? When did I come to fear the sunlight that makes things grow so beautifully? When did the sun on my face grant me more fear than death?
Is it you Naraku that changed me so much, that I am no longer who I once was? Did you achieve your goal? I feel it sleeping inside of me, such seductive power it holds over me. Do your realize how much I fight myself. With each breath I absorb more of your evil, more of your power. With every breath I fight to purify the evil that is in my body. But I see now that it is a loosing battle. The next time the blood of and enemy or friend is spilled in anger there will be no turning back.
I wish for the life I once had, in times of weakness. I know it is wrong to drown in self-pity. This life is not what I imagined when I first new what life's hardships were. Even with the knowledge that I had then I had no idea I would become this. I am something else. I am different. I am neither youkai nor human, miko but other. I am not what I used to be. I left the youthful innocence that is born inside me die like a flickering flame in a gale. It has been snuffed out so that I no longer look at things the same as I once did.
Is it fate that I came here? Is it destiny that I remain cold on the inside while I make all those around happy. Is there anyone out there that can fill the emptiness that is in my soul? I yearn for what I cannot have and yet I pull away from all it could mean. The whole in my soul is much like the whole in Miroku's hand, it will one day consume me in its agony.
Who can heal this Pain?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi people this seems to be my weekend for updating! Please keep the votes coming I am so inspired for either pairing and some of you are all so convincing that I seem unable to choose. So please if you would be so kind as to continue I would be much obliged.
Shade~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~