*My suggestion to the reader don't read this if your in a good mood it'll
ruin it trust me*
this is just about the mixed up thoughts of Heero as he enters a fight
Death is a part of me I don't even think about all the people I've killed it comes natural, killing.
My world is dark and dreary and I can't stop thinking it's hell as I reflect on my life.
All I've caused is death and pain and agony to everyone that crosses me.
I can't love anyone eventually suffering would take over me and I'd die again.
I'm scared to lose anyone so I learn to never love.
I've never opened myself up to any one, because I can't bare to lose anyone else.
Death constantly stalks me and every move I make, it waits for me to mess up and get lost.
My head is overcome in darkness and no light can ever take me out of this darkness.
Everyone I know looks at death like the end but I look at it like an obstacle to avoid.
People around me drop like flies but I manage to keep myself away from the grim reaper.
Love to me is a fantasy that could never happen, even if it did that person would soon after die.
I opened myself once, and that's all it took for me to know it was going to kill me.
The person soon died and I plunged even deeper into darkness with no way to get out.
I fell deeper with every person I kill until there's now way out except for death.
I vowed to myself it wouldn't happen to me but every fight I come closer to the end.
No one is in my life and I have nothing to believe in.
Why believe in god what has he done for me?
That's right he's killed everyone I've ever known.
The people who know me begin to leave me scared they'll die.
My face is covered in guilt for the innocent people I've slaughtered for being in my way.
My last resort is death but I always remember what I said to myself.
So I never give up, I just keep on going sure that if I go one long enough I'll survive.
I have to go on to be true to myself I cannot and will not lose to death!
Thanks for reading this writing. Don't be to depressed look at the end and remember that line whenever you need it, it will pull through for you. Well enough preaching just always keep your head up even if you think you've lost. I can assure you, you haven't until you're gone and forgotten.
Death is a part of me I don't even think about all the people I've killed it comes natural, killing.
My world is dark and dreary and I can't stop thinking it's hell as I reflect on my life.
All I've caused is death and pain and agony to everyone that crosses me.
I can't love anyone eventually suffering would take over me and I'd die again.
I'm scared to lose anyone so I learn to never love.
I've never opened myself up to any one, because I can't bare to lose anyone else.
Death constantly stalks me and every move I make, it waits for me to mess up and get lost.
My head is overcome in darkness and no light can ever take me out of this darkness.
Everyone I know looks at death like the end but I look at it like an obstacle to avoid.
People around me drop like flies but I manage to keep myself away from the grim reaper.
Love to me is a fantasy that could never happen, even if it did that person would soon after die.
I opened myself once, and that's all it took for me to know it was going to kill me.
The person soon died and I plunged even deeper into darkness with no way to get out.
I fell deeper with every person I kill until there's now way out except for death.
I vowed to myself it wouldn't happen to me but every fight I come closer to the end.
No one is in my life and I have nothing to believe in.
Why believe in god what has he done for me?
That's right he's killed everyone I've ever known.
The people who know me begin to leave me scared they'll die.
My face is covered in guilt for the innocent people I've slaughtered for being in my way.
My last resort is death but I always remember what I said to myself.
So I never give up, I just keep on going sure that if I go one long enough I'll survive.
I have to go on to be true to myself I cannot and will not lose to death!
Thanks for reading this writing. Don't be to depressed look at the end and remember that line whenever you need it, it will pull through for you. Well enough preaching just always keep your head up even if you think you've lost. I can assure you, you haven't until you're gone and forgotten.