*Disclaimer: I don't own the series Gilmore Girls or the characters. All I
own is my imagination and the plot.
*A/N: Hey!!! This is the last and final chapter of this story so I hope that you guys will enjoy it. This chapter is dedicated to all the Literati fans out there. Rory and Jess will *always* have a special place in our hearts. ;-) I really like this chapter, because I think the ending is sweet. But you guys have to judge for yourselves so please review and tell me what you think of the ending. I also wanna thank everyone who read this story and to everyone who reviewed this story. I love you guys!!! Don't worry this story might be over, but I have a lot more to finish and my imagination never stops.
*~*~*:-)*~*~*Bye, smile :-)
Jess followed Rory to the door. He shoved his hands in his pockets and watched her hands as she unlocked the door. She wanted to open the door, but she hesitated and turned around. She looked up at him.
R: ''Do you wanna come in ?''
Jess kept his eyes locked with hers and didn't say a word.
R: ''I know it's late, but I don't wanna be alone. If you want to of course, but if you don't want to I'll understand. I mean you probably don't want to and now I feel so stupid for asking you and.........''
Jess smiled as he listened to her nervous rambling.
J: ''Rory........''
She looked up at him again with her bright blue eyes and for a minute Jess forgot about everything. His heart began to melt and he couldn't take his eyes away from her. He wiped a strand of hair away from her face and stroked her cheek with his thumb.
J: ''Believe me, I want to.''
R: ''Are you sure, because..........''
Jess stopped stroking her cheek and lowered his hand.
J: ''Rory.......''
R: ''That's my name.''
Jess rolled his eyes and reached past her to open the door.
J: ''Are you trying to be funny ?''
Rory shrugged.
R: ''Maybe.''
J: ''Well in that case I'll let you in on a little secret.''
R: ''A secret ?''
J: ''Yeah. It wasn't funny.''
R: ''Very funny. Who's trying to be the comedian now ? And it was funny.''
J: ''No it wasn't.''
R: ''Why not ?''
J: ''If you haven't noticed yet the door's open.''
R: ''I noticed.''
J: ''Then why don't you use your feet and walk right in there ?''
R: ''I'm too tired to walk.''
J: ''One step and you're inside.''
R: ''That's too far.''
J: ''That's too bad, cause I'm not carrying you inside.''
R: ''I wasn't expecting you to.''
J: ''Good, now let's go inside.''
R: ''No.''
J: ''Then at least move aside so that I can.''
R: ''No.''
J: ''Why not ?''
R: ''Cause I changed my mind. I don't want you to stay anymore.''
J: ''Why ?''
R: ''Cause you don't think that I'm funny.''
J: ''I never said that.''
R: ''Yes you did.''
J: ''I didn't think that little comment you made was funny, but I never said that you weren't funny.''
R: ''So you think I'm funny ?''
J: ''Sometimes, but not as funny as me of course.''
R: ''Well of course.''
J: ''Why are we talking about this anyway ?''
R: ''Because it's important to me.''
J: ''It's important to you if people think you're funny or not ?''
R: ''No, not people.''
J: ''Then why........?''
R: ''But you.''
J: ''Well you don't have to worry about that, I think you're pretty funny.''
R: ''Yeah ?''
J: ''Yep.''
After he said that he gently pushed Rory aside and went inside. He smiled at her and closed the door.
R: ''Jess.''
She tried to open the door, but he was holding it shut.
R: ''Jess, this isn't funny.''
J: ''It isn't ?''
She could hear him laugh.
R: ''Jess, let me in.''
J: ''Say please.''
R: ''I'm not going to say please.''
J: ''Well then it's going to be a very cold night.''
R: ''This is ridiculous. I live there, you can't lock me out of my own house.''
J: ''No ? It sure seems like it.''
R: ''Jess.''
J: ''I'm not hearing you say please.''
Rory sighed and gave in.
R: ''Please.''
Moments later the door opened and Jess leaned against the door frame smirking at her.
J: ''Do you think I'm funny ?''
R: ''Jerk.''
She wanted to walk past him, but he grabbed her arm and pulled her back.
R: ''What are you doing ?''
Jess didn't say anything and backed her up against the door frame. He locked eyes with Rory and moved closer to her. He wasn't sure if what he was doing was right, but he didn't care. Rory didn't have a boyfriend anymore so she didn't have to feel guilty anymore about hurting him.
R: ''Jess......''
Rory couldn't finish her sentence. Jess cupped her face with his hands and kissed her. At first Rory tried to fight it. She put her hands on his chest and tried to push him away, but of course it didn't work. He was much stronger than she was. But after a while she stopped fighting it and gave in to everything that she had wanted for so long. Jess forced her lips apart and slid his tongue in. As soon as he did that the truth hit her. She just broke up with her boyfriend that had been with her for......well forever actually and here she was kissing her best friend. And it did feel good, but she had to stop. She really wanted this, but she needed a little bit more time to think about things. She had to think about everything that might change between her and Jess when they became more than friends. She liked what she had with Jess and she didn't wanna lose that. And maybe she wasn't going to, but still..........she had to stop this and think about it. But on the other hand she needed security in her life and she knew that Jess could give her that and much more........ Jess turned her head away from Jess and tried to think clearly. But it was hard with Jess standing so close to her.
Jess licked his lips. He could still taste her. Why did she stop ? He wanted to kiss her again, but when he saw the look in her eyes he stopped.
J: ''What's wrong ?''
Rory avoided his eyes and shook her head.
R: ''Nothing, I..........I have to go change.''
She started to push Jess away from her and this time he let her.
J: ''Rory........''
R: ''Have to go change.''
She walked past him and went into her room. Jess sighed and ran his hands through his hair. Maybe he shouldn't have done that ? He looked at the sky. It was a beautiful night and it would have been perfect........ He sighed again and closed the door. He glanced in the direction of Rory's room. He couldn't just leave her like this. He wanted to know what he did wrong. He started to walk over to her room.
Rory sat stood in the middle of her room with her arms wrapped around herself. Tears were slowly running down her face. She didn't know why she was crying. It had nothing to do with Dean. It was probably just.........everything. She still couldn't believe that he had kissed her, but what shocked her even more was the fact that she had kissed him back. Just like that she had kissed him back. She sat down in front of the mirror and looked at her reflection. She grabbed a tissue and slowly she started to remove the make-up from her face. When there was a knock on her door she didn't get up to open the door. She knew who it was. She ignored it and started to rip the tissue in little pieces.
J: ''Rory, can I come in ?''
Rory still didn't answer and looked at the pieces of tissue that were lying in front of her.
J: ''Angeleyes...........please ?''
Rory sighed and closed her eyes for a moment. When she opened them again she could see Jess standing behind her in the mirror. Rory didn't turn around and just looked at his reflection in the mirror.
Jess met her eyes for a second and sat down on her bed. He wasn't sure what to say to her. He could tell her that it was just a mistake, but he wasn't sure if he could do that. He didn't want her to think that it was a mistake, but he had no choice.
J: ''I'm sorry angeleyes. I shouldn't have kissed you and......I'm sorry.''
Rory turned her head a little and looked at him. This one time when he decided to show his feelings for her she ran away from him and she had probably hurt him when she did that. She met his eyes and saw the emotion in them. She had never seen so much emotion in them before. She could see sadness, anger, hope, but most important love.
R: ''It's okay.........I.......I was just surprised.''
J: ''No you weren't.''
Rory met his eyes and pretended not to know what he was talking about, but of course he saw through that. He always did.
R: ''You're right. I wasn't, but it just.......I don't know.''
J: ''It felt weird ?''
Rory nodded.
R: ''Yeah, as if I was kissing my best friend.''
She met his eyes and he smirked at her. She gave him a weak smile.
J: ''I never meant this to happen, not tonight anyway, but I just couldn't control myself.''
R: ''That's the reason why you grabbed me that night, isn't it ?''
Jess lowered his eyes and nodded.
J: ''Yes and I'm real sorry about that.''
R: ''Don't be.''
Jess was surprised by what she said and locked eyes with her again.
R: ''I'm kind of glad that you did, I mean it scared me, but it also showed me that you had feelings for me. Just like tonight.''
She got up and sat down next to him. Suddenly all the doubts that she had about what would happen if she and Jess would be together went away. It was replaced by love and anxiety. She took his hand in hers and softly kissed him on the lips.
When she pulled away Jess looked at her.
J: ''Are you sure ? I mean we can go back you know ?''
R: ''I know, but I don't want to.''
Jess smirked and started to kiss her with all the passion and emotion he had. Finally they broke apart and they just looked at each other. Rory smiled at him and rested her head on his shoulder. Jess slowly stroked her hair. This was nice. Rory yawned.
R: ''I'm tired.''
J: ''Then go to sleep, I'll leave.''
He wanted to get up, but Rory stopped him.
R: ''I don't want you to.''
Jess smiled at her. Rory smiled back and lay down on the bed. Jess lay down next to her and smiled when he saw how tired she was. She was already asleep. Jess stroked her cheek and entwined his hand with hers.
R: ''Jess ?''
J: ''Yeah ?''
R: ''Promise me one thing ?''
J: ''Anything.''
R: ''Promise that we'll always be together ?''
Jess wasn't sure if she was talking in her sleep or if she really meant it, but he didn't care. It was a promise that he could make and that he would keep forever.
J: ''Always.''
Rory smiled.
R: ''Love you Dodger.''
J: ''Love you too angeleyes.''
He placed a kiss on her lips and watched her as she slept. After a while he got tired too and fell asleep their hands still entwined.text
*A/N: Hey!!! This is the last and final chapter of this story so I hope that you guys will enjoy it. This chapter is dedicated to all the Literati fans out there. Rory and Jess will *always* have a special place in our hearts. ;-) I really like this chapter, because I think the ending is sweet. But you guys have to judge for yourselves so please review and tell me what you think of the ending. I also wanna thank everyone who read this story and to everyone who reviewed this story. I love you guys!!! Don't worry this story might be over, but I have a lot more to finish and my imagination never stops.
*~*~*:-)*~*~*Bye, smile :-)
Jess followed Rory to the door. He shoved his hands in his pockets and watched her hands as she unlocked the door. She wanted to open the door, but she hesitated and turned around. She looked up at him.
R: ''Do you wanna come in ?''
Jess kept his eyes locked with hers and didn't say a word.
R: ''I know it's late, but I don't wanna be alone. If you want to of course, but if you don't want to I'll understand. I mean you probably don't want to and now I feel so stupid for asking you and.........''
Jess smiled as he listened to her nervous rambling.
J: ''Rory........''
She looked up at him again with her bright blue eyes and for a minute Jess forgot about everything. His heart began to melt and he couldn't take his eyes away from her. He wiped a strand of hair away from her face and stroked her cheek with his thumb.
J: ''Believe me, I want to.''
R: ''Are you sure, because..........''
Jess stopped stroking her cheek and lowered his hand.
J: ''Rory.......''
R: ''That's my name.''
Jess rolled his eyes and reached past her to open the door.
J: ''Are you trying to be funny ?''
Rory shrugged.
R: ''Maybe.''
J: ''Well in that case I'll let you in on a little secret.''
R: ''A secret ?''
J: ''Yeah. It wasn't funny.''
R: ''Very funny. Who's trying to be the comedian now ? And it was funny.''
J: ''No it wasn't.''
R: ''Why not ?''
J: ''If you haven't noticed yet the door's open.''
R: ''I noticed.''
J: ''Then why don't you use your feet and walk right in there ?''
R: ''I'm too tired to walk.''
J: ''One step and you're inside.''
R: ''That's too far.''
J: ''That's too bad, cause I'm not carrying you inside.''
R: ''I wasn't expecting you to.''
J: ''Good, now let's go inside.''
R: ''No.''
J: ''Then at least move aside so that I can.''
R: ''No.''
J: ''Why not ?''
R: ''Cause I changed my mind. I don't want you to stay anymore.''
J: ''Why ?''
R: ''Cause you don't think that I'm funny.''
J: ''I never said that.''
R: ''Yes you did.''
J: ''I didn't think that little comment you made was funny, but I never said that you weren't funny.''
R: ''So you think I'm funny ?''
J: ''Sometimes, but not as funny as me of course.''
R: ''Well of course.''
J: ''Why are we talking about this anyway ?''
R: ''Because it's important to me.''
J: ''It's important to you if people think you're funny or not ?''
R: ''No, not people.''
J: ''Then why........?''
R: ''But you.''
J: ''Well you don't have to worry about that, I think you're pretty funny.''
R: ''Yeah ?''
J: ''Yep.''
After he said that he gently pushed Rory aside and went inside. He smiled at her and closed the door.
R: ''Jess.''
She tried to open the door, but he was holding it shut.
R: ''Jess, this isn't funny.''
J: ''It isn't ?''
She could hear him laugh.
R: ''Jess, let me in.''
J: ''Say please.''
R: ''I'm not going to say please.''
J: ''Well then it's going to be a very cold night.''
R: ''This is ridiculous. I live there, you can't lock me out of my own house.''
J: ''No ? It sure seems like it.''
R: ''Jess.''
J: ''I'm not hearing you say please.''
Rory sighed and gave in.
R: ''Please.''
Moments later the door opened and Jess leaned against the door frame smirking at her.
J: ''Do you think I'm funny ?''
R: ''Jerk.''
She wanted to walk past him, but he grabbed her arm and pulled her back.
R: ''What are you doing ?''
Jess didn't say anything and backed her up against the door frame. He locked eyes with Rory and moved closer to her. He wasn't sure if what he was doing was right, but he didn't care. Rory didn't have a boyfriend anymore so she didn't have to feel guilty anymore about hurting him.
R: ''Jess......''
Rory couldn't finish her sentence. Jess cupped her face with his hands and kissed her. At first Rory tried to fight it. She put her hands on his chest and tried to push him away, but of course it didn't work. He was much stronger than she was. But after a while she stopped fighting it and gave in to everything that she had wanted for so long. Jess forced her lips apart and slid his tongue in. As soon as he did that the truth hit her. She just broke up with her boyfriend that had been with her for......well forever actually and here she was kissing her best friend. And it did feel good, but she had to stop. She really wanted this, but she needed a little bit more time to think about things. She had to think about everything that might change between her and Jess when they became more than friends. She liked what she had with Jess and she didn't wanna lose that. And maybe she wasn't going to, but still..........she had to stop this and think about it. But on the other hand she needed security in her life and she knew that Jess could give her that and much more........ Jess turned her head away from Jess and tried to think clearly. But it was hard with Jess standing so close to her.
Jess licked his lips. He could still taste her. Why did she stop ? He wanted to kiss her again, but when he saw the look in her eyes he stopped.
J: ''What's wrong ?''
Rory avoided his eyes and shook her head.
R: ''Nothing, I..........I have to go change.''
She started to push Jess away from her and this time he let her.
J: ''Rory........''
R: ''Have to go change.''
She walked past him and went into her room. Jess sighed and ran his hands through his hair. Maybe he shouldn't have done that ? He looked at the sky. It was a beautiful night and it would have been perfect........ He sighed again and closed the door. He glanced in the direction of Rory's room. He couldn't just leave her like this. He wanted to know what he did wrong. He started to walk over to her room.
Rory sat stood in the middle of her room with her arms wrapped around herself. Tears were slowly running down her face. She didn't know why she was crying. It had nothing to do with Dean. It was probably just.........everything. She still couldn't believe that he had kissed her, but what shocked her even more was the fact that she had kissed him back. Just like that she had kissed him back. She sat down in front of the mirror and looked at her reflection. She grabbed a tissue and slowly she started to remove the make-up from her face. When there was a knock on her door she didn't get up to open the door. She knew who it was. She ignored it and started to rip the tissue in little pieces.
J: ''Rory, can I come in ?''
Rory still didn't answer and looked at the pieces of tissue that were lying in front of her.
J: ''Angeleyes...........please ?''
Rory sighed and closed her eyes for a moment. When she opened them again she could see Jess standing behind her in the mirror. Rory didn't turn around and just looked at his reflection in the mirror.
Jess met her eyes for a second and sat down on her bed. He wasn't sure what to say to her. He could tell her that it was just a mistake, but he wasn't sure if he could do that. He didn't want her to think that it was a mistake, but he had no choice.
J: ''I'm sorry angeleyes. I shouldn't have kissed you and......I'm sorry.''
Rory turned her head a little and looked at him. This one time when he decided to show his feelings for her she ran away from him and she had probably hurt him when she did that. She met his eyes and saw the emotion in them. She had never seen so much emotion in them before. She could see sadness, anger, hope, but most important love.
R: ''It's okay.........I.......I was just surprised.''
J: ''No you weren't.''
Rory met his eyes and pretended not to know what he was talking about, but of course he saw through that. He always did.
R: ''You're right. I wasn't, but it just.......I don't know.''
J: ''It felt weird ?''
Rory nodded.
R: ''Yeah, as if I was kissing my best friend.''
She met his eyes and he smirked at her. She gave him a weak smile.
J: ''I never meant this to happen, not tonight anyway, but I just couldn't control myself.''
R: ''That's the reason why you grabbed me that night, isn't it ?''
Jess lowered his eyes and nodded.
J: ''Yes and I'm real sorry about that.''
R: ''Don't be.''
Jess was surprised by what she said and locked eyes with her again.
R: ''I'm kind of glad that you did, I mean it scared me, but it also showed me that you had feelings for me. Just like tonight.''
She got up and sat down next to him. Suddenly all the doubts that she had about what would happen if she and Jess would be together went away. It was replaced by love and anxiety. She took his hand in hers and softly kissed him on the lips.
When she pulled away Jess looked at her.
J: ''Are you sure ? I mean we can go back you know ?''
R: ''I know, but I don't want to.''
Jess smirked and started to kiss her with all the passion and emotion he had. Finally they broke apart and they just looked at each other. Rory smiled at him and rested her head on his shoulder. Jess slowly stroked her hair. This was nice. Rory yawned.
R: ''I'm tired.''
J: ''Then go to sleep, I'll leave.''
He wanted to get up, but Rory stopped him.
R: ''I don't want you to.''
Jess smiled at her. Rory smiled back and lay down on the bed. Jess lay down next to her and smiled when he saw how tired she was. She was already asleep. Jess stroked her cheek and entwined his hand with hers.
R: ''Jess ?''
J: ''Yeah ?''
R: ''Promise me one thing ?''
J: ''Anything.''
R: ''Promise that we'll always be together ?''
Jess wasn't sure if she was talking in her sleep or if she really meant it, but he didn't care. It was a promise that he could make and that he would keep forever.
J: ''Always.''
Rory smiled.
R: ''Love you Dodger.''
J: ''Love you too angeleyes.''
He placed a kiss on her lips and watched her as she slept. After a while he got tired too and fell asleep their hands still entwined.text