Amy's POV
I'm confused.
And in trouble. Not with the WWF or anything, no, but with myself. I'm feeling things I shouldn't be. I'm with someone and yet I'm thinking about somebody else. This is bad. I'm bad.
I'm with Matt Hardy. He's the love of my life and one of my best friends. We've known each other for so long, that he knows practically everything there is to know about me. He knows what I'm thinking and how I'm feeling at all times. This, however, he can't know of.
I can depend on him all the time. I can confide in him and he's always there for me. He's funny, sweet, romantic, caring, strong, and a wonderful person. He's carefree, ready to take risks when needed to, inside and outside of the ring. He's so much fun when we do stuff together and he makes me feel special all the time. He understands me, too. I've never found anyone like him. We have so much in common, as well. Same taste in clothes, music, and a love for wrestling.
His eyes are one of his best features. Dark eyes that hold a mystery, but also show so many emotions. I love looking into those soulful eyes and just getting lost in them. His voice, too, is soothing. An accent so sweet, anyone would fall victim to it.
Matt Hardy is my soul mate.
These other feelings are for Eddie Guerrero. I don't know what it is about him, that I like.
He's rude and sarcastic sometimes. He thinks of himself only, too, sometimes (I haven't forgotten the gore he took for me). And he has a short temper.
On the other hand, he's fun, exciting, funny, sweet, romantic, and a great person. If you get to know him, he's a whole other person on the inside. We can relate to each other in some ways like similar experiences we've had in the past. He's filled with so many stories and he isn't embarrassed or ashamed to share any of them. I like that. We also have some similar interests, like Spanish food and the culture, seeing how he's Spanish. I also happen to like that about him.
His smile is great and I just melt at the sight of it. Lips that turn up into a grin and forms dimples at the sides. Eyes that get this look and have a gleam while executing this smile. And his accent is sultry, making anyone float away into a whole different world.
Eddie Guerrero is my fantasy.
I don't know what to do. I love Matt and I want to stay with him. I don't want to hurt him. But, I can't deny that I want Eddie.
To be continued…
How is it so far?