I don't own these people or the WWF or anything else but the story, I guess. I wish I could meet some of these people though. That'd be cool.
I'm also sorry if this is bad.
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Matt's POV
She was the best thing to come into my life. She was the best thing I've ever had.
From the first time I laid eyes on her, when she was performing in an Indy show, I fell in love with her. Right then, she stole my heart and my breath away. I had never seen a girl anything like her and I had never felt that strongly about anyone before. She was so beautiful and gentle, but I could tell that she was athletic and smart. I guess it was love at first sight.
I was so glad that she decided to join us when we offered to teach her. She had such a will to learn new moves and be successful at them. I was amazed at all the hard work she was putting in to master them and how well she learned them so quickly. She was truly fascinating.
As we worked together more, we got to know each other better, and I fell more in love with her by the day. She was so down to earth and funny. I liked listening to all that she had to say: her childhood, wanting to become a wrestler and going to Mexico. She never ceased to amaze me. I realized we had a lot in common too and we got along so well.
We started dating and everything was great, she was great. We connected so well, like two pieces of a puzzle. It soon got very serious. We cared about each other deeply and I have never known a person like her. We shared so many amazing moments together that will never be forgotten. I loved her with all of my heart. I thought we would get married someday and spend the rest of our lives together. I thought that she was the one.
Then she got a job offer to work in the ECW and of course she took it. I was extremely proud and happy for her that she had gotten a job there and I didn't want to stop her from pursuing her dream. But at the same time, I was saddened and heart broken. It was hard saying goodbye and letting her go.
We didn't see each other ever after that. I was in the WWF and she was in the ECW. Although, I eventually got over her, I still remembered and missed her. I remembered her cheerful and strong personality who never let anything get by her and never gave up and who could make anyone smile. I remembered just sitting outside with her looking at the sky.
Then one day, I heard that she had signed with the WWF. I couldn't believe it. I'd finally get to see her again after all this time. She was going to be Lita who would be a valet for Essa Rios. When I finally saw her, I didn't recognize her. She looked different from the last time I had seen her and I was a bit surprised. I was still glad to see her, though, and I found out that her personality hadn't changed a bit.
We started hanging together after shows grabbing some dinner or going out and we talked a lot, mostly about what has been going on since she had left to ECW. Quickly we became friends, but no more than that. We didn't feel the same way as we had before. As she joined Jeff and I, making Team Extreme, we started doing more things together, like travelling. Not a day went by that we weren't together at some point. We became best friends, just like we had been when we were younger.
Soon I started having feelings for her again. We spent so much time together that it felt like old times, except that we were slightly different people. I loved how she was always positive and made the best out of situations. She could always cheer anyone up. At the same time, I admired her determination and love for the business and the fans, giving her all and wanting to entertain them. I also loved her red hair, how it glowed in the sun, and her smile, how it brightened a room. I started loving her again.
Of course, she had no idea about how I felt about her and I couldn't tell her. She was my best friend and I didn't want to scare her or anything. I also didn't want to lose her again because I knew it would be hard. It was really hard being with her and not being able to tell her how I felt. It killed me when she was with someone else. I wanted her, to hold her, to kiss her. But I could never bring myself to tell her.
Soon enough, though, she found out that I loved her and she returned the feelings. We started dating once again and eventually it became serious, more serious than before. We were both so happy and I had always loved her since. Never had stopped loving her, really. She was practically my world, completing me. She made me.
Then, I lost her again.
***
Amy was completely oblivious to Eddie behind her. All she could think of was kissing Eddie and then seeing Matt at the door looking at her, horrified and so hurt. She would never be able to forget his face, how it looked, how his soulful eyes were full of pain. She hadn't wanted Matt to find out that way.
Amy ran out of the room after Matt and followed him to an empty, almost hidden, part of the lobby. Matt sat down in a black chair with his face in his hands. Amy wanted to comfort him, but knew she couldn't and Matt would just push her away. She was going to at least go next to him, but hesitated against it. He didn't know she was there.
Matt felt wounded like he had been punched in the heart, maybe even more extreme than that. He felt like he had been stabbed. He loved Amy so much and could never stand being away from her. Seeing her kissing another guy, and Eddie, one of all people, had tore him up so badly. He couldn't believe it had happened. He knew Amy would never do that, their relationship was just like that.
"Matt….?"
Matt's head whipped up at the sound of her voice. He didn't want to talk to her now. There was anger and hurt etched on his face. He stared at her intensely. Amy became a little scared.
"What do you want? Haven't you done enough already?" Matt sneered nastily, a little to his own surprise.
A feeling of anger flashed through Amy, then passed. He had a right to be mad. She came closer.
"We need to talk."
"Yah, we do," Matt said. He looked down, then back up and continued, "I thought you loved me. I loved you. You were my everything and I thought you felt the same. Apparently I was wrong. You know, I don't know what to say right now."
"I understand," Amy whispered a few tears falling down her cheek, "I did love you though. I still do."
"Do you like him?" Matt came right out.
"…yes…no…I don't know. I guess. I'm really confused right now," Amy stuttered.
"How long has this been going on?" Matt asked steering his eyes to his feet. Frankly he didn't want to know the answer.
"It only happened one other time and my feelings for him are only recent. I wasn't really thinking either, but I know that doesn't excuse my actions. I didn't want you to find out that way," Amy said truthfully.
"Then how did you want me to find out, huh?" Matt asked.
"I was going to tell you," Amy said.
"Oh, really. When? After I found you in bed together?" Matt said loudly, angrily.
Amy started crying more. "No. It wasn't like that. I was going to tell you when you came back. When he came, it surprised me. I didn't know he was going to come and then it just happened. I want you to know that I feel terrible. I really do love you and I would never do anything to hurt you, you know that.
Matt calmed down and looked at Amy sadly. "I know." He paused. "But, we can't be together anymore," he said coming to a decision. Amy went wide-eyed. "This really hurt me and it would be hard being with someone that had kissed someone else."
"Can we at least be friends?" Amy asked. Amy hadn't wanted to hear him say those words. She loved him deeply with all her heart and he was her best friend. Losing him completely would leave an even bigger hole in her heart.
"I don't know right now. Losing you is one of the hardest things I've ever done. It's going to take time and even then I don't know if our friendship will ever be the same," Matt said sadly.
"Please! I'm so sorry! I don't want to lose you," Amy pleaded tears welling in her eyes. But, she understood him, as they always had of each other. Even if they do become friends again, they'll never be as close as they were.
"I'm sorry too," Matt said, "but, I'd like to be alone right now."
Amy was going to stay and say something, but shut her mouth, nodded, then ran out of the lobby silently crying.
It killed both of them inside. They had both lost someone that day.
***
Maybe I should have seen the signs.
I mean, Eddie had saved Amy from getting hurt by that gore. I think that he jumped in front of her to not only make us believe that we could trust him, but to also be the one who was Amy's savior. To be known as the one who had saved her so he would get all the credit and attention from her because he liked her and wanted her.
At other times, he was all over her, giving her hugs and high fives after matches. I could see the way he looked and smiled at her. She even returned them.
She also seemed to like him back. She trusted him. She even helped him up during one of our matches to make sure that he was all right. I saw the concern on her face. It looked deeper than any partnership or even friendship. That surprised and hurt me.
And just recently, I saw them kiss and Amy didn't stop it. Obviously she liked him back. I don't know what people like in him. Is there something about his 'Latino heat' that just attracts people. I guess I can't compete with that.
I knew I couldn't trust that bastard. He's done it before too. Why am I the only one who sees who he actually is? Well, now they'll finally realize what a mistake they made by trusting him. He took the best thing in my life from me. I will never forget that. I hope they're happy together.
To be continued…….