Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing so just leave me alone. Plus I'm broke because I'm a 15 year old loser. If I had a job do you think I would have enough time to write this and then scamper off to read lots and lots more yaoi? I mean, *cough* fanfic? No? Me neither. But.. *goes off into some daydream containing EXACTLY what she would do if she DID own the Gundam Boys* *chuckles* ANYWAYS,

The pairings are *duh* 1x2, some 3x4, for a short while Rx1 and Rx2 (yes, I know, Relena is a little whore who likes to FUCK THINGS UP, but *cough it does not last cough* And I think Wufei is going to find himself a cute lil teddy bear to cuddle up with, but doesn't get any action in this fic. Sorry. Unless I change my mind. Which could happen.

OH YEAH, Lots and lots of Relena bashing. Because she is stupid. And I hate her. And she should die. If you like Relena then shoooo, gooo! (It's ok if you DO like her I guess, but I don't think this fic will agree with you much. You might puke it up, like me when I hear the name Relena.) ^_^ okay, on to the fic!

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Heero smelled each article of clothing as he placed them into Duo's bag. Of course he hoped Duo wouldn't see, but Duo could see exactly what Heero was doing out of the corner of his eye. He wouldn't want to make Heero feel embarrassed or uncomfortable so he didn't say anything about it, he just smiled approvingly.

He honestly thought it was weird of Relena to ask for him to come. He wasn't a scientist or a mathematician. He was. Duo. And he wondered what kind of experiment Relena could possibly be doing since she was neither of those either. Could it be that Relena was still in love with Heero? No, last he had heard from her she was married to a wealthy man (of course he would be wealthy, nothing but the best for perfect Relena...) In fact, when was the last time he had heard from her? The more he thought about this the more it seemed suspicious. He shook his head and looked towards Heero. Heero's face shown with disappointment. Duo suddenly let out a small laugh, but his eyes shone with sadness to see Heeros expression.

'Why are you laughing?' asked Heero

'I just find something amusing.'

'And that is.?'

'That I can read you like a book Mr. Yuy.'

Heero gasped.

'Yes well, I can read you too.' Said Heero, starting a fight against words that he had always wanted to hear. From Duo. 'And I see that you are sad. Humph.'

'Affirmative. But I am not known as The Perfect Soldier. I am not known for hiding my emotions against myself and others' said Duo coldly. Cooler than he had wished it had come out.

Heero shrunk. Those words hurt, and he didn't know exactly what had brought Duo to say them. Whatever it was, he was sorry, but wasn't going to apologize. He placed down Duos pants, whispered a goodbye and walked away. All Duo heard was the front door slam, and Heero's last words before he left. What had he done?

Heero was crying inside, but Duo was right. He had let himself go. He could be seen through and, even if it was Duo that could read him (and even if that was secretly what he wanted) he didn't want any of this to happen. Maybe Duo had fallen in love with the quiet and secretive Heero, and not the loving and 'wears emotions on his sleeve' Heero. Damn him. And where was he going? What did it matter, wherever he was going he wouldn't see Duo go, because then Duo would see through him once again. And Heero needed to work on himself.

Duo hurriedly packed, as to gain himself more time to find Heero and apologize. What had come over him?! How could he say something so obviously mean to the one person he obviously loved? Once he had as much stuff as he could fit into his bags, he ran and locked the door, put his stuff into the car and began driving. The plane leaved at 5 and it was now 2:45. He had around half an hour before he had to get on the route to the airport. He couldn't miss his plane, and he could always call Heero from the hotel or wherever he was staying. He drove around the neighborhood and started towards the park. No luck there, so he drove around the neighborhood at bit more. 3 o'clock. Damn him! Where is he?

Heero was about ready to turn around, figuring that Duo would be on his way to the airport by the time that he got back to the house. Suddenly something inside him sparked. How quickly he forgot emotions that he had held onto only minutes before. Was this something he remembered? Could it be regret? Or perhaps love? Heero shook his head. Those were things long forgotten he thought as he began his walk home.

'Heero!'

Heero turned around slowly taking in a deep breath as to prepare him for whatever was going to happen next.

'Maxwell? Shouldn't you be on your way to the airport by now?'

Monotone. Exactly what Duo had feared. God, why had he even opened his mouth.

'I'm sorry Heero. I'm really, really sorry. I just don't know why I ev-'

'Apology accepted. Now go on, you wouldn't want to miss your plane.' 'God Heero! Stop it! Please, I'm just trying to make things right before I leave.'

'Hn. Have a nice trip.'

Heero turned around and started walking towards home again. Was it even considered a home now? A home should hold security and happiness. Now all it held for him was pain.

'Please don't make me leave this way. This is awful. I love you Heero, I swear I do.'

Was that a hint of pleading in his voice?

Heero sighed deeply and kept walking.

Duo's sigh echoed Heero.

'Just remember that I love you. And that I will be thinking of you.'

'Ai shiteru' Heero whispered, but only the passing wind heard him as he watched Duo's car drive away.