Happy Endings- HA!
Chapter Two- Letters From The Other Side
Disclaimer- Anything you recognize belongs to Joanne Kathleen Rowling, author of the Harry Potter Series. Anything you don't recognize, such as the plot and other characters, are entirely mine own. There are also a few Cameo appearances in this one, they belong to themselves.
Dedications: This chapter is dedicated to LilyandJames4eva (is that right?) who gave me 4 reviews! FOUR REVIEWS!!!! And to Lethal, whose story absolutely rocks!!!! (yes, I would love to be friends, but my internet is down at the moment. I'll see whether I can email you at school though) Thankyou for all your support!
A/N: Hello again! I can't believe the response to this! OML!!! I only expected reviews from, like, a few friends and maybe one or two people I didn't know, but the response to this has been... WOW! Thankyou guys sooooooo much! Now I feel obligated to update sooner! *sighs* Please dun stop reviewing! I love all of you soooooo much at the moment! I just hope I won't let you down too much…: ( This chapter is just basically mostly Lily's suicide notes, with a little discovery at the end. Anyways, ON WITH THE CHAPTER!!!!!
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Dear Erin,
I'm still not sure whether you ever cared about me. I mean as a real person, not just as someone affiliated with James Potter. I actually thought you were my friend and liked me as I was, but I guess I was wrong. I do not hate you for this, or despise you. I only feel a slight bit of regret for letting myself trust someone again, as I did to you. You actually meant something to me, Erin, but it's okay, I won't bother you anymore. Tonight I have decided to take my own life. I know you won't try to stop me, and even if you did want to, I would advise you not to. This is for the best. I will always be your friend, even if you are not mine. Friends, always and forever.
-Lily
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Dear Nikki,
Out of you, me, Nicola and Erin, I knew you the least. I knew you enough to become close friends, but I don't think I ever knew you as a person, and the same from you to me. I know you avoided me after James broke up with me, and I don't particularly blame you. I just wished I could have been a better friend to you and gotten to know you better before it came to this. Tomorrow I won't be here, and I hope that you will at least notify Dumbledore that I am gone. Goodbye Nikki, we'll always have our friendship, as limited as it was.
-Lily
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Dear Remus,
I know this is a hard day for you, and I hate to tell you this, but I'm leaving tonight. Permanently. Please do not try to find me, although I will be dead by then. I know it sounds morbid, but it's true. Remus, you mean a lot to me. You were the only person who actually cared about me as a real person, and I am very grateful for that, but one person caring about someone in this world is not enough. Please don't take this too hard, none of this is your fault, nor anyone else's. If I had been a better person, this would not have happened. You mean a lot to me.
-Lily
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Dear Sirius,
I know at the moment you probably think I am below you and your attention, but if you will just read this letter I would be very much obliged. I know you only hate me because James does, but that is ok, it will all be over soon. You were always the joker that lightened up my days, pranking the teachers, turning Filch's kitten sparkly red and gold, dying the school owls pink, and I thank you for that. I probably would have done this a lot sooner if it hadn't been for you and your crazy antics. I'm leaving tonight and the only thing I can say, is to thank you for making the time I had with you guys as enjoyable as possible. Keep living life to the fullest.
-Lily
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Dear Peter,
To a lot of people who didn't know you well, you were always the tag along, the follower, the one who didn't fit it in, but to me, you were a dear friend. You and I were close when others weren't around, particularly the marauders, and I don't blame you for not sticking up for me around them. I know they mean more to you than I do. You always understood me, even after James broke up with me. Thankyou Peter, you're a true friend.
-Lily
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Dear Nicola,
I know you and I haven't been on good terms for the past few weeks, but I want to say I forgive you. I forgive you for cheating with James. I forgive you for leaving me all alone. I forgive you for being so mean to me, and not treating me like a real human being. I want us to be on equal terms, so I do not die angry, and neither do you. We were always close and I want it to stay that way. I am not angry with you anymore, and I hope you are not angry with me. Good luck with James, you deserve him more than I do.
-Lily
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Dear James,
I know you hate me. I do not blame you. I'm obviously not a good enough person for you to be around, and I respect that, please, just read this and I will leave you alone forever. Tonight I'm going to kill myself. It is not because of you so do not feel guilty. I have a lot of issues, which I need to deal with, and this is my way of dealing with them. You meant a lot to me, and so did Nicola, and you make a great couple, just do not break her heart like you did to mine. I hold nothing against you anymore, and I hope that you do the same. James, you will always hold a special place in my heart, and I know that I will never have you as my own, but I hope that you still hold a little of me in your heart also, whether as a friend or more. I do not regret one moment I spent with you, and I hope you did not either. I meant it when I said I loved you James. Treasured Memories,
-Lily
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James, Sirius and Peter transformed back into their human selves after leaving the shrieking shack. They walked slowly back up to Hogwarts, tired after the night's events. They stumbled in the darkness, tripping over stones and walking into low branches of trees. A few quiet mutters of swear words came from each of the boys, a usual occurrence whilst walking back up to the castle. The boys thought nothing of it until James fell over something large, and he swore very loudly and violently (A/N: GO US AMANDA!). Sirius helped him up while Peter tried to work out what he tripped over. He pulled a small keychain-flashlight out of his pocket, which created just enough light to provide him with the answer. Peter went pale and stood up straight quickly.
"What did Prongs trip over?" Sirius asked, noticing Peter's rigid stance even in the darkness.
"Not a what. A who" Peter said and leaned down and put his flashlight to the person's face. "It is…or was… Lily Evans"
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A/N: That wasn't too much of a cliffy was it? I hope it wasn't, b/c I hate them and I dun want to write them b/c I dun like reading them. I know most of you were probably expecting that, so I'm sorry if it didn't live up to your expectations. I'm actually a terrible author, you see. Please review. I'm sorry the cameos weren't in this chapter, my Internet is down and the only way I can submit this is if I do it at school. Anyway, the cameos wouldn't really fit in this chapter. Hopefully I'll submit the next chapter soon, maybe Tuesday or wednesday, but dun get your hopes up, I have lots of assignments and what not. My usual thankyou section will be absent until at least next Thursday, when I get my Internet back. ALLLLLLLLLLL the thankyous will be in the chapter after Thursday. Thankyou all so much for your support. Please continue to review, it makes me want to put the new chapter out faster. The more reviews, the more obligated I am to put it up. Thankyou everyone!!!
BYE-EE!!!!
~Aurora the Futuretell~
Who believes that Usama Bin Laden is a type of pizza, and that her 'yellow' eyes does not mean she is a Marisa. Hmph.
Chapter Two- Letters From The Other Side
Disclaimer- Anything you recognize belongs to Joanne Kathleen Rowling, author of the Harry Potter Series. Anything you don't recognize, such as the plot and other characters, are entirely mine own. There are also a few Cameo appearances in this one, they belong to themselves.
Dedications: This chapter is dedicated to LilyandJames4eva (is that right?) who gave me 4 reviews! FOUR REVIEWS!!!! And to Lethal, whose story absolutely rocks!!!! (yes, I would love to be friends, but my internet is down at the moment. I'll see whether I can email you at school though) Thankyou for all your support!
A/N: Hello again! I can't believe the response to this! OML!!! I only expected reviews from, like, a few friends and maybe one or two people I didn't know, but the response to this has been... WOW! Thankyou guys sooooooo much! Now I feel obligated to update sooner! *sighs* Please dun stop reviewing! I love all of you soooooo much at the moment! I just hope I won't let you down too much…: ( This chapter is just basically mostly Lily's suicide notes, with a little discovery at the end. Anyways, ON WITH THE CHAPTER!!!!!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Dear Erin,
I'm still not sure whether you ever cared about me. I mean as a real person, not just as someone affiliated with James Potter. I actually thought you were my friend and liked me as I was, but I guess I was wrong. I do not hate you for this, or despise you. I only feel a slight bit of regret for letting myself trust someone again, as I did to you. You actually meant something to me, Erin, but it's okay, I won't bother you anymore. Tonight I have decided to take my own life. I know you won't try to stop me, and even if you did want to, I would advise you not to. This is for the best. I will always be your friend, even if you are not mine. Friends, always and forever.
-Lily
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Dear Nikki,
Out of you, me, Nicola and Erin, I knew you the least. I knew you enough to become close friends, but I don't think I ever knew you as a person, and the same from you to me. I know you avoided me after James broke up with me, and I don't particularly blame you. I just wished I could have been a better friend to you and gotten to know you better before it came to this. Tomorrow I won't be here, and I hope that you will at least notify Dumbledore that I am gone. Goodbye Nikki, we'll always have our friendship, as limited as it was.
-Lily
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Dear Remus,
I know this is a hard day for you, and I hate to tell you this, but I'm leaving tonight. Permanently. Please do not try to find me, although I will be dead by then. I know it sounds morbid, but it's true. Remus, you mean a lot to me. You were the only person who actually cared about me as a real person, and I am very grateful for that, but one person caring about someone in this world is not enough. Please don't take this too hard, none of this is your fault, nor anyone else's. If I had been a better person, this would not have happened. You mean a lot to me.
-Lily
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Dear Sirius,
I know at the moment you probably think I am below you and your attention, but if you will just read this letter I would be very much obliged. I know you only hate me because James does, but that is ok, it will all be over soon. You were always the joker that lightened up my days, pranking the teachers, turning Filch's kitten sparkly red and gold, dying the school owls pink, and I thank you for that. I probably would have done this a lot sooner if it hadn't been for you and your crazy antics. I'm leaving tonight and the only thing I can say, is to thank you for making the time I had with you guys as enjoyable as possible. Keep living life to the fullest.
-Lily
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Dear Peter,
To a lot of people who didn't know you well, you were always the tag along, the follower, the one who didn't fit it in, but to me, you were a dear friend. You and I were close when others weren't around, particularly the marauders, and I don't blame you for not sticking up for me around them. I know they mean more to you than I do. You always understood me, even after James broke up with me. Thankyou Peter, you're a true friend.
-Lily
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Dear Nicola,
I know you and I haven't been on good terms for the past few weeks, but I want to say I forgive you. I forgive you for cheating with James. I forgive you for leaving me all alone. I forgive you for being so mean to me, and not treating me like a real human being. I want us to be on equal terms, so I do not die angry, and neither do you. We were always close and I want it to stay that way. I am not angry with you anymore, and I hope you are not angry with me. Good luck with James, you deserve him more than I do.
-Lily
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Dear James,
I know you hate me. I do not blame you. I'm obviously not a good enough person for you to be around, and I respect that, please, just read this and I will leave you alone forever. Tonight I'm going to kill myself. It is not because of you so do not feel guilty. I have a lot of issues, which I need to deal with, and this is my way of dealing with them. You meant a lot to me, and so did Nicola, and you make a great couple, just do not break her heart like you did to mine. I hold nothing against you anymore, and I hope that you do the same. James, you will always hold a special place in my heart, and I know that I will never have you as my own, but I hope that you still hold a little of me in your heart also, whether as a friend or more. I do not regret one moment I spent with you, and I hope you did not either. I meant it when I said I loved you James. Treasured Memories,
-Lily
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
James, Sirius and Peter transformed back into their human selves after leaving the shrieking shack. They walked slowly back up to Hogwarts, tired after the night's events. They stumbled in the darkness, tripping over stones and walking into low branches of trees. A few quiet mutters of swear words came from each of the boys, a usual occurrence whilst walking back up to the castle. The boys thought nothing of it until James fell over something large, and he swore very loudly and violently (A/N: GO US AMANDA!). Sirius helped him up while Peter tried to work out what he tripped over. He pulled a small keychain-flashlight out of his pocket, which created just enough light to provide him with the answer. Peter went pale and stood up straight quickly.
"What did Prongs trip over?" Sirius asked, noticing Peter's rigid stance even in the darkness.
"Not a what. A who" Peter said and leaned down and put his flashlight to the person's face. "It is…or was… Lily Evans"
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A/N: That wasn't too much of a cliffy was it? I hope it wasn't, b/c I hate them and I dun want to write them b/c I dun like reading them. I know most of you were probably expecting that, so I'm sorry if it didn't live up to your expectations. I'm actually a terrible author, you see. Please review. I'm sorry the cameos weren't in this chapter, my Internet is down and the only way I can submit this is if I do it at school. Anyway, the cameos wouldn't really fit in this chapter. Hopefully I'll submit the next chapter soon, maybe Tuesday or wednesday, but dun get your hopes up, I have lots of assignments and what not. My usual thankyou section will be absent until at least next Thursday, when I get my Internet back. ALLLLLLLLLLL the thankyous will be in the chapter after Thursday. Thankyou all so much for your support. Please continue to review, it makes me want to put the new chapter out faster. The more reviews, the more obligated I am to put it up. Thankyou everyone!!!
BYE-EE!!!!
~Aurora the Futuretell~
Who believes that Usama Bin Laden is a type of pizza, and that her 'yellow' eyes does not mean she is a Marisa. Hmph.