~SO I DON"T OWN ANY OF THE DEGRASSI PEOPLE, NEW OR OLD SO DON'T SUE OR ANTHING.~ ~~Did you like the kind of twist? ok so i know it sucks but i'm trying, this is my first fanfiction.~~ At the door ,it was Manny and she told her that she wasn't coming to day, and she'll explain later and said good bye. Emma woke at 11:27am and she could smell something cooking down in the kitchen, so she went down to see. She got down there and Spike was sitting there with Caitlin, Caitlin saw Emma and her jaw droped. Emma looked dizzy and like she was crying, she had been. Emma went to sit down beside her mom and Caitlin and Spike asked her if she was hungry, she said no and just sat there staring at her mom and Caitlin. Emma went up and checked her e-mail, then got ice for her head, took some headach pills and went to her room. Caitiln and Spike were down in the kitchen and talking but like before Emma didn't know what they were talking about. After sometime Spike and Caitlin walked up to Emma's room, they told her they had to tell her something. Emma? I need to tell you something, ok what? well...it's about your... mmm....well it's.... Caitlin I can't, not now, it's been to long. Spike, tell her, it's been 13 years, what more is there to tell her? now tell her. Mom, whats going on? Ok Emma, remember how when you were little we would tell each other everything? ya. Well I never told you about your father did I? no. Ok well I am now. Why? because Emma that's who came to the door yesterday, your father. WHAT?!?! MY..WHAT?!?! Your father, Emma, your father. Why didn't you tell me before mom? because I didn't want to hurt you, the way he hurt me. How did he hurt you? well for one, he didn't want me to have you, he didn't help me when I needed it, he left US after I told him I was having you, and then he went and did acide, and jumped off a fucking brdige! and then I don't hear from him again, and just now he turns up on our door step. No i'm not going to comit to this again, not this time, not after 13 years. Emma sat there in shock, and she was also kind of mad, mad for not knowing about her father, mad at her mother for not telling her about him, mad at Caitlin, at Joey, at Lucy, at Snake, mad at everyone for not telling her. Spike and Caitlin left her room, she was mad and didn't care if it showed. Spike and Caitlin got down to the kitchen and Caitlin told Spike she did the right thing on telling her, even if it was kinad of kept for 13 years, but aleast she told her. It was almost 3:17pm before Emma came down to the kitchen. What did he look like? do you have any pics? He looked just like what you told me, and I only have a few pictures. Can I see them? yes, ok hold on. Caitlin mouthes to Spike" see, it's ok now, now she wants to know" Ok I'll get them. After Spike got the few pictures that she had, with Shane(Emma father) in them, Emma went back up to her room. Emma looked the pictures up and down, like a hundred times, then she got out her Diary(ok so she may not have a Diary but oh well) and wrote in it. Dear Diary: Well I just found out about my father.........his name is Shane, he has blondish hair like mine, but mom does too so, but her is dyes black, and not spiked any more, but anyway. Here's what I learned: He left us(my mom and me) he didn't want my mom to have me, he didn't help mom when she needed it, he left US after mom told him she was having me, and then he went and did acide whatever that is, and jumped off a fucking brdige! I feel so mad, why didn't mom tell me sooner? maybe because she never though I could handel it? or maybe because she though I would feel sad or mad? I don't know but... I don't know how I really feel right now, I feel... numb, wierd, eh? Em Later that afternoon when Snake got home, Spike and Caitlin told him that Shane is popping up again and Spike said she didn't know what to do. He went to see Emma, he got up to her room went in and saw she had ice on her head, and her face looked a bit better then it did yesterday. He asked how she was, she said she felt wierd, and she didn't really know how she felt. Later that night, Manny came over, and Emma took her right up to her room. She told Manny, but not about Peter yet, just about Shane, her father. Manny looked excally like Emma did, shocked and surpised. Manny and Emma stayed and talked for like an hour then Manny left, Emma satyed in her room that night, thinking about her life. Also about like what life would of been like if "Shane, her father" would of stayed with her and her mom. Emma fell asleep that night thinking and a singel tear rolled down her check. ~~Please R & R and if I get 5 i'll keep going. Did you like how I kinda brough Shane back?