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Chapter 14
Simon felt even worse after having spoken to his father. He thought he would have felt better but instead he felt awful, like he had hurt and disappointed his family once again. His left arm was beginning to look like a tangled mess after all the times of cutting it, with staples and knives. He had recently moved on to knives because he felt they helped clear his mind easier. Seeing the blood and felling the pain was the only thing that took the feeling of anguish and depression.
Halo was so good letting him stay at his place. He never realized quite how helpful Halo was. He was really helping him, giving him freebies all the time and making him feel like he was at least worth something. However every time he thought about his family, Halo just seemed like a distant blur that didn't really matter.
He wondered if Mary knew yet? Probably. She wouldn't leave Buffalo though. Not for him. She was only just getting her life back on track, she wouldn't come and watch him stuff up his.
He needed to get out of the house for a while. Well, it wasn't really a house. It was a room-with rats. It was his home anyway. He would be living here for the next few months with Halo.
He decided to go to the rave in Greenville tonight. It started in about an hour. He needed to clear his head. He knew Halo wasn't going tonight so he thought that perhaps he could pick up some girl like he did a few weeks ago. God knows he hadn't been with a girl in a month.
He wondered how Morris was holding up. If he cared that he was gone? If he even knew? He hoped he was looking after Madison. Thinking about Madison made him start thinking about the child that they had lost. He should have stopped Madison. They could have raised the baby together. Her parents would have killed her though. And his parents would have killed him. He guessed everything turned out for the best. He had to find Halo to tell him about the rave.
Chapter 14
Simon felt even worse after having spoken to his father. He thought he would have felt better but instead he felt awful, like he had hurt and disappointed his family once again. His left arm was beginning to look like a tangled mess after all the times of cutting it, with staples and knives. He had recently moved on to knives because he felt they helped clear his mind easier. Seeing the blood and felling the pain was the only thing that took the feeling of anguish and depression.
Halo was so good letting him stay at his place. He never realized quite how helpful Halo was. He was really helping him, giving him freebies all the time and making him feel like he was at least worth something. However every time he thought about his family, Halo just seemed like a distant blur that didn't really matter.
He wondered if Mary knew yet? Probably. She wouldn't leave Buffalo though. Not for him. She was only just getting her life back on track, she wouldn't come and watch him stuff up his.
He needed to get out of the house for a while. Well, it wasn't really a house. It was a room-with rats. It was his home anyway. He would be living here for the next few months with Halo.
He decided to go to the rave in Greenville tonight. It started in about an hour. He needed to clear his head. He knew Halo wasn't going tonight so he thought that perhaps he could pick up some girl like he did a few weeks ago. God knows he hadn't been with a girl in a month.
He wondered how Morris was holding up. If he cared that he was gone? If he even knew? He hoped he was looking after Madison. Thinking about Madison made him start thinking about the child that they had lost. He should have stopped Madison. They could have raised the baby together. Her parents would have killed her though. And his parents would have killed him. He guessed everything turned out for the best. He had to find Halo to tell him about the rave.