Summary - Willow is in love with Tara. Simple as it may seem Tara gets the
wiggins when Willow tells her and runs away every time she sees Willow
coming towards her. Willow thinks that Tara hates her now and runs away
from Sunnydale. But the reason Tara is running away is because she is
desperatly trying to fight her attraction to Willow. When Buffy tells Tara
about Willow Tara realizes that she loves Willow. But can Tara find Willow
to tell her, or will she never see Willow again?
Author's Note - I don't own any of the Buffy characters that privalige belongs to Joss and ME.
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Chapter 1 - The Truth
* "La eminche' te hinatha ministo ke' jenta mentryno holokoshe' tre' demicho cantrope' je'n lockote' teo gikonte' botakashe' ilta forente' je' lockosho" Willow and Tara chanted a spell and were now sweating and panting. "Tara" Willow said. "Yes?" Tara asked in response. "Godess you look so beautiful" Willow said. "Wha-" Tara was cut off by Willow's lips crushing aginst hers.* Willow woke in bed sweating like crazy.( Godess that's the third dream this week! ) Willow's mind screamed.( You know you want her ) a voice said in the back of her mind. Willow didn't fight it. Because she knew it was true. Willow went down stairs to grab a bite to eat since she was now wide awake. As Willow was looking through the fridge she heard a voice. "Watch ya doin Will?" Buffy asked. "Uhhhh...I couldn't sleep." She wasn't totally lying. "Did I wake you?" Willow asked. "Oh no. I just felt really hungry all of the sudden," Buffy said thoughtfully. "Well I was just gonna make some pb & j sandwiches. You want some?" Willow asked. "Sure" Buffy replied.
"Ummmmmm...Buffy?" Willow asked a little nervous."Yea?" Buffy asked concerned. "Say I like someone," Willow started. "Oh my God, Willow who is it? Is it Xand-" Buffy was cut off by Willow. "No it's not Xander," Willow continued. "This person is beautiful,smart,a little shy,and a wicca too," Willow said with dreamy eyes. "Awwwwwww, it looks like Willow got bit by the love bug" Buffy teased. "Quit keeping me guessing, who is he?!" Buffy asked asked getting serious. "Ummmmmmmm... it;s not a he," Willow said nervously. " It's Tara," Willow finished. "Oh my God" Buffy said looking at Willow with a weird expression. "Great, now you hate me," Willow started. "Will-" Buffy started to say but was cut off by Willow. "You know what, save it. If I knew you were so homophobic I wouldn't have told you," Willow finished coldly as she got up from her seat and walked toward the front door. Buffy didn't say anything. "I'm going to Tara's, she doesn't judge me unlike you" Willow stated. "You know if you were my friend you wouldn't judge me over something like this," Willow said as she started to cry. "But you aren't my friend are you? You're just a mean,selfish,arogant slayer that thinks the world revolves around you" Willow said coldly. With that she walked out the door not even bothering to say goodbye.
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( I can't believe her, that selfish b***h! ) Willow screamed in her mind. As she cried she walked to Tara's dorm in the rain. When she reached her destination she rang the doorbell. The door opened and a sleepy Tara was in the doorway. "Hi" Willow said quietly still crying a little. "Oh my God!Willow what happened?!Come inside," Tara said sympathetically.Tara wrapped her arm around Willow's shoulders. "Tell me what happened," Tara requested. "I can't you'll hate me just like her!" Willow screamed. "Oh Willow, no I won't.But if you don't want to talk about it yet I'll understand" Tara said. Willow started crying in Tara's lap. Tara just rubbed her back. An hour later, Willow finally cried herself to sleep in Tara's lap. Tara picked Willow up as if she were about to break any second. Tara set Willow down on the bed and then layed down on the couch and fell asleep.
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Willow awoke by the sun beaming down on her face."Ooooonnnnnhhhhh" Willow yawned. She surveyed her surroundings and her eyes fell upon a sleeping figure on the couch and froze. A smile crept up on Willow's face. She got up from the bed and went over to a table and grabbed a piece of paper and a quill pen. She began writing after a few minutes of thinking and soon finished. She set the piece of paper on Tara's bed. She went over to Tara and kissed her forehead. Then Willow walked over to the door taking one last glance at Tara then walked out the door.
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About an hour later Tara awoke by the sounds of many people yelling and screaming in the hall trying to get to class.Tara got off the couch and went over to her bed to see Willow but instead she found a note that had Tara on the front. She picked up the note and unfolded it. The note read:
Dear Tara, I'm sorry I took off so early, but I couldn't stay. I think that you should know why I came to you last night though. Last night I had a dream that we were doing a spell and when it was over I kissed you. I got up and told Buffy that I may like someone as more than a friend. She asked me who it was. I finally told her that it was you. She freaked out. I told her that she wasn't my friend and so I left and came to you. I hope that we can still be friends and if we can be more thats great but if not thats okay too. As long as your in my life I'm okay. Call me later.
Love, Willow
Tara was speachless as she read the letter over and over again. When she finally put the letter down she started crying. She had been attracted to Willow and she wouldn't let herself admit it. Tara finally stopped crying and decided to avoid Willow for a while until she prossesed everything and was calmed down. Then she picked up her books and folder and headed out the door and to class with thoughts of Willow in her head.
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So how did you all like it? It's far from over but I'll try to have the next chapter up tomorrow. Please R&R.
Author's Note - I don't own any of the Buffy characters that privalige belongs to Joss and ME.
( ) = Thoughts * = Dream Sequence %%%%%%%%%%%% = Scene Change " = Talking
Chapter 1 - The Truth
* "La eminche' te hinatha ministo ke' jenta mentryno holokoshe' tre' demicho cantrope' je'n lockote' teo gikonte' botakashe' ilta forente' je' lockosho" Willow and Tara chanted a spell and were now sweating and panting. "Tara" Willow said. "Yes?" Tara asked in response. "Godess you look so beautiful" Willow said. "Wha-" Tara was cut off by Willow's lips crushing aginst hers.* Willow woke in bed sweating like crazy.( Godess that's the third dream this week! ) Willow's mind screamed.( You know you want her ) a voice said in the back of her mind. Willow didn't fight it. Because she knew it was true. Willow went down stairs to grab a bite to eat since she was now wide awake. As Willow was looking through the fridge she heard a voice. "Watch ya doin Will?" Buffy asked. "Uhhhh...I couldn't sleep." She wasn't totally lying. "Did I wake you?" Willow asked. "Oh no. I just felt really hungry all of the sudden," Buffy said thoughtfully. "Well I was just gonna make some pb & j sandwiches. You want some?" Willow asked. "Sure" Buffy replied.
"Ummmmmm...Buffy?" Willow asked a little nervous."Yea?" Buffy asked concerned. "Say I like someone," Willow started. "Oh my God, Willow who is it? Is it Xand-" Buffy was cut off by Willow. "No it's not Xander," Willow continued. "This person is beautiful,smart,a little shy,and a wicca too," Willow said with dreamy eyes. "Awwwwwww, it looks like Willow got bit by the love bug" Buffy teased. "Quit keeping me guessing, who is he?!" Buffy asked asked getting serious. "Ummmmmmmm... it;s not a he," Willow said nervously. " It's Tara," Willow finished. "Oh my God" Buffy said looking at Willow with a weird expression. "Great, now you hate me," Willow started. "Will-" Buffy started to say but was cut off by Willow. "You know what, save it. If I knew you were so homophobic I wouldn't have told you," Willow finished coldly as she got up from her seat and walked toward the front door. Buffy didn't say anything. "I'm going to Tara's, she doesn't judge me unlike you" Willow stated. "You know if you were my friend you wouldn't judge me over something like this," Willow said as she started to cry. "But you aren't my friend are you? You're just a mean,selfish,arogant slayer that thinks the world revolves around you" Willow said coldly. With that she walked out the door not even bothering to say goodbye.
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( I can't believe her, that selfish b***h! ) Willow screamed in her mind. As she cried she walked to Tara's dorm in the rain. When she reached her destination she rang the doorbell. The door opened and a sleepy Tara was in the doorway. "Hi" Willow said quietly still crying a little. "Oh my God!Willow what happened?!Come inside," Tara said sympathetically.Tara wrapped her arm around Willow's shoulders. "Tell me what happened," Tara requested. "I can't you'll hate me just like her!" Willow screamed. "Oh Willow, no I won't.But if you don't want to talk about it yet I'll understand" Tara said. Willow started crying in Tara's lap. Tara just rubbed her back. An hour later, Willow finally cried herself to sleep in Tara's lap. Tara picked Willow up as if she were about to break any second. Tara set Willow down on the bed and then layed down on the couch and fell asleep.
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Willow awoke by the sun beaming down on her face."Ooooonnnnnhhhhh" Willow yawned. She surveyed her surroundings and her eyes fell upon a sleeping figure on the couch and froze. A smile crept up on Willow's face. She got up from the bed and went over to a table and grabbed a piece of paper and a quill pen. She began writing after a few minutes of thinking and soon finished. She set the piece of paper on Tara's bed. She went over to Tara and kissed her forehead. Then Willow walked over to the door taking one last glance at Tara then walked out the door.
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About an hour later Tara awoke by the sounds of many people yelling and screaming in the hall trying to get to class.Tara got off the couch and went over to her bed to see Willow but instead she found a note that had Tara on the front. She picked up the note and unfolded it. The note read:
Dear Tara, I'm sorry I took off so early, but I couldn't stay. I think that you should know why I came to you last night though. Last night I had a dream that we were doing a spell and when it was over I kissed you. I got up and told Buffy that I may like someone as more than a friend. She asked me who it was. I finally told her that it was you. She freaked out. I told her that she wasn't my friend and so I left and came to you. I hope that we can still be friends and if we can be more thats great but if not thats okay too. As long as your in my life I'm okay. Call me later.
Love, Willow
Tara was speachless as she read the letter over and over again. When she finally put the letter down she started crying. She had been attracted to Willow and she wouldn't let herself admit it. Tara finally stopped crying and decided to avoid Willow for a while until she prossesed everything and was calmed down. Then she picked up her books and folder and headed out the door and to class with thoughts of Willow in her head.
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So how did you all like it? It's far from over but I'll try to have the next chapter up tomorrow. Please R&R.