Revenge is Justified
Summary: Another.longer.introspective piece from Farfarello's POV
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Feedback: Always appreciated ^^ I'll even take flame.. I find them amusing [grins]
Warning: Yep, it's been moved from PG-13 to R. Not really anything in this chapter but for ones to come. Oh, um, contains and some description of violence and material that may be offensive to Christians.
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Revenge is Justified
No matter how many I kill He still doesn't show, won't reveal Himself to me. My skin is stained with blood; some mine, some not. And still He won't reveal himself to me. I know He's there. All those years of that lying bitch teaching me about Him has ground the concept into my mind and it won't go away. I know He's there. But He won't reveal himself to me. Hiding like a scared pup. Is the Almighty actually afraid of me? The Berserker? The Irish madman kept suspended upside-down in a straight jacket when he isn't needed. They think I'm insane. Insane. How is revenge insane? Because that's what it is, every time I kill a priest or some scum opposing Schwarz, its revenge. Revenge is a dish best served cold? I think not. Revenge is blood. And blood is quite warm. Blood spilled by my hands.
When I clean my blade on some priest's robe isn't that when and angel or something is supposed to appear before me and show me the error of my ways. Although there isn't an error in my ways. Revenge is justified.
Things like that happened all the time in the bible . . . why don't they happen anymore? Why did He stop talking to us? And with all the corruption and evil and sin in the world why hasn't he decided its time for another great flood? God, HIMSELF, did it. Killed off almost the entire human race. Most corrupt but some innocent. Killed them all because they weren't playing nice. Well His little puppets aren't playing nice these days . . . so why doesn't He smite the wicked again? And what's wrong with me killing a clergy man here and there when God wiped out almost all of man kind? Nothing. Nothing at all.
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A/N: this chapter's still pretty short, but it's longer than the last one. And the next chapter will be longer than this one! Yay! . . . Review?? Please??
Summary: Another.longer.introspective piece from Farfarello's POV
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Feedback: Always appreciated ^^ I'll even take flame.. I find them amusing [grins]
Warning: Yep, it's been moved from PG-13 to R. Not really anything in this chapter but for ones to come. Oh, um, contains and some description of violence and material that may be offensive to Christians.
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Revenge is Justified
No matter how many I kill He still doesn't show, won't reveal Himself to me. My skin is stained with blood; some mine, some not. And still He won't reveal himself to me. I know He's there. All those years of that lying bitch teaching me about Him has ground the concept into my mind and it won't go away. I know He's there. But He won't reveal himself to me. Hiding like a scared pup. Is the Almighty actually afraid of me? The Berserker? The Irish madman kept suspended upside-down in a straight jacket when he isn't needed. They think I'm insane. Insane. How is revenge insane? Because that's what it is, every time I kill a priest or some scum opposing Schwarz, its revenge. Revenge is a dish best served cold? I think not. Revenge is blood. And blood is quite warm. Blood spilled by my hands.
When I clean my blade on some priest's robe isn't that when and angel or something is supposed to appear before me and show me the error of my ways. Although there isn't an error in my ways. Revenge is justified.
Things like that happened all the time in the bible . . . why don't they happen anymore? Why did He stop talking to us? And with all the corruption and evil and sin in the world why hasn't he decided its time for another great flood? God, HIMSELF, did it. Killed off almost the entire human race. Most corrupt but some innocent. Killed them all because they weren't playing nice. Well His little puppets aren't playing nice these days . . . so why doesn't He smite the wicked again? And what's wrong with me killing a clergy man here and there when God wiped out almost all of man kind? Nothing. Nothing at all.
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A/N: this chapter's still pretty short, but it's longer than the last one. And the next chapter will be longer than this one! Yay! . . . Review?? Please??