Title: Nothing Left of Me...
Author: the weeping willow
Chapter: 6- "Willow-"
Rating: PG-13 for implied nudity, sex, female homosexuality (not really noteworthy since this is Willow and Tara, but I'm putting it anyways), violence, etc.
Spoilers: Up until the end of season 6 (and possibly a bit from the beginning of season 7 later...)
Setting: Summer between seasons 6 and 7.
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy or any related items. Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy do.
Description: Willow writes letters to her (deceased) girlfriend Tara, to try and overcome her grief; at Gile's suggestion.
Distribution: Not without asking. I'd prefer you link back to this please, or get my permission first.
Contact: queenofthebandgeeks@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: Nothing much to say.
Nothing Left of Me...
letter six:
June 30, 2002
Tara,
Sometimes I wonder if all this is working. I still miss you. All I can do is cry. I've forgotten how to laugh, Tara. I can only think about you. This isn't helping. I know they're trying, but nothing's happening.
And the dreams won't go away. I don't understand why I'm having them. Every single night it's the same thing. I can't sleep anymore. It's killing me.
And maybe that isn't such a bad thing. It might be nice to finally go, to leave all this behind. And I could finally be with you. I need to see you again. I don't think I can even remember your body, your face. I used to know it better than my own. Now I don't know if I would even recognize you.
Giles won't let me summon you. I asked, more than once. Every time he says no way in hell, only in that nicer British way of his. I can't stand it. I can't live like this Tara. I can't be without you.
Willow