Muraki had waited for this for such a long time. But he didn't want to rush this. Certainly, this was Tsuzuki's first time. He wanted the Shinigami to want his touches. To NEED them. He watched as Tsuzuki picked up his shirt and put it back on.

Tsuzuki was about to button his shirt, when he felt strong hands on his and looked up to meet the doctor's lustful gaze. He began to blush a bit from the way Muraki was looking at him, and turned his head away quickly.

So beautiful... Muraki couldn't wait any longer. He pulled Tsuzuki towards him and there lips met. The Shinigami gasped and he slipped his tongue into his mouth. He could tell Tsuzuki was shocked by his actions, but he didn't try to push Muraki away this time. Instead, Tsuzuki put his arms around his neck and slightly leaned against him. He heard Tsuzuki moan when he wrapped his arms around the smaller man and pulled him closer making him feel the doctor's erection against his own.

Muraki scooped Tsuzuki in his arms and broke the kiss. Then he walked up the stairs, down a hallway to his bedroom. Tsuzuki opened the door for him and Muraki pushed the door closed with his back. He walked up to the huge bed and put Tsuzuki down on it. The Shinigami looked so small and fragile sitting on the large bed with his shirt unbuttoned and falling off, his pants in buttoned and unzipped, and his lips of a pink hue and swollen.

Muraki smiled at him and kissed his forehead before walking away. Immediately, Tsuzuki was on his feet and grabbed him by his sleeve, making the doctor turn to face him. Tsuzuki didn't have to say anything, Muraki could see it in his eyes; the fear of being left alone. He smiled at the Shinigami and pulled him into his arms. He started sucking on different places on his neck, leaving red marks behind. "Stay here," he whispered into Tsuzuki's ear, "I won't take long." He pulled away a little and looked into those beautiful amethyst eyes. Then he leaned forwards and softly pressed their lips together. He pulled away and walked to the bathroom in the bedroom.

Tsuzuki lay sat on the bed and pulled his knees up to his chest, putting his arms around them. It already felt like Muraki had taken hours, when it had just been a couple of minutes. His mind started to drift to his memories of his past, of the horrible crimes he committed. He rubbed his right wrist on which he had his watch on. He hated himself, and had scars to prove it. How he wanted to die back then. Then maybe everything would have been better. He could never-and would never-forget those horrible events. Tsuzuki's mind was so caught up on his sad memories, that he didn't hear or see Muraki come out.

"Tsuzuki?"

"Huh?" He snapped back to reality and looked at the doctor, who was sitting beside him. Tsuzuki noticed that Muraki wasn't wearing his shirt and his chest exposed. He blushed just looking at him.

"Doushita, Tsuzuki?" Muraki asked, concerned. Tsuzuki didn't answer, he just looked away. He could see a tear roll down the Shinigami's face. He wiped it away with his thumb, and Tsuzuki turned back to look at him. His eyes, those beautiful amethyst pools that he loved, were filled with sorrow now. But it wasn't because of what was going to happen tonight. No... It was because of something else. What ever the cause of this sorrow was, Muraki would try to make Tsuzuki forget it, even if just for the night. He leaned in and kissed the Shinigami passionately. His hands pushed him down on the bed. Muraki put his legs on either side on the smaller man, and his hands on each side of Tsuzuki's head.

Tsuzuki knew what Muraki was trying to do; trying to make him forget those bad memories. He was actually kind of glad because this showed that the doctor really did care about him.

Muraki broke their kiss and looked at the man under him. Then he began planting small kisses on his neck going further down each time. He kissed Tsuzuki's chest, down to his abdomen. Muraki used both hands to pull the Shinigami's pants and underwear off, and Tsuzuki lifted his body a bit so it would be easier. Once they were of, Muraki lowered his head to Tsuzuki's groin and slightly licked the tip, making Tsuzuki arch his back. He took his groin in his mouth and started sucked on it. Tsuzuki moaned and arched his back again. Then Muraki left his groin and started kissing the brunettes neck. One of his hands reached under the Shinigami and squeezed one of his butt cheeks, while the other played with one of his nipples. He heard Tsuzuki moan loudly from the pleasure. Lifting his head up, he looked at the brunettes' eyes and smiled. 'He's enjoying himself. Good...'

The doctor spread Tsuzuki's legs open and positioned himself. He ran a hand up and down the Shinigami's thigh, and he licked his lips. "Hold on. This will hurt a bit," Muraki said before thrusting hard into Tsuzuki...
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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Now wasn't that a long chapter? I hope you guys aren't too mad me for stopping where I did.

Anywayz, I've been looking around stores and stuff because I want the "Yami No Matsuei" manga, but I can't find it! I REALLY want the manga! I've got to have it!! But, unfortunately, I can't find them... (