"Sir, there are a few things I think we need to talk about."
G'Kar suspected as much while listening to her report. He was surprised by Cartagia's deal but more concerned for how they would be able to fight off that type of Shadow presence. He knew what it cost the Narns and how difficult that was. But, he also got the sense that this conversation was going to be more in the lines of true confession.
"Yes, Selene. In light of your report, I assumed we would."
She turned to him and was quiet for a moment before she spoke,
"Its time to tell the others. In addition to letting them know they can parade around the station as much as they like now, they have to know about me."
"This concerns you?"
"Yes. Some of them may think that, once again, the Centauri were dishonest with them and resorted to trickery. I never said I was human but they of all people had a right to know I am Centauri."
"No they did not."
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me Selene. Your race had nothing to do with their level of interaction with you or their acceptance of you. That was a lesson that they needed to learn. I hope they have paid close attention over the last few months and I hope they have searched within themselves. Yes, it will be a shock, but they must get over it. That is the only way they will grow. Besides, its not like they can do anything about it."
She's not sure about that last comment but lets it pass.
"There's something else?"
"Yes. There are many empty quarters in Grey 17. Since we won't be having anymore new arrivals until after we get through this first engagement with the Fleet, I was hoping that the members of Z'al could move into them and live with the Narns. I hoped it would be a way for them to get to know other Centauri and not feel threatened by them. Not too many. We will only have 6 on the station. I'd like to put them as close to the other Narns as possible."
G'Kar immediately sees the potential for enlightenment or explosive disaster. [Well, I did tell them that great changes are born in pain. Lets hope the damage is minimal.] He's gotten to know Selene very well over the last several months. He knows she's got something else and is building up to it. He's also pretty sure he knows what that is and approves.
"I think that is a wonderful suggestion and a necessary one. Just because your people will be here openly does not mean they need to be easily accessible to the rest of the station population or closely watched by station Rangers."
"Thank you." She's very relieved by this and he can't help smiling.
"Something else?"
"Are you sure you aren't a telepath?"
"I have come to understand your ways Selene, that's all." They both laugh.
"Yes. Remember how I mentioned that both Z'al and the Rangers hoped you could inspire some Narns to join the fight anyway they could?"
He's trying not to smile at her attempt to ease into the request.
"Yes."
"Would it be alright to ask any of those who would like to serve on our ships to join us? I'm not sure they would feel comfortable being around that many Centauri, isolated on one of our ships but I'd like them to be given the choice. Many of them have military and combat skills. But, its up to you to decide one way or another."
This pleases G'Kar more than anything. He desperately wanted his people to have an opportunity to join in the actual fighting. Of course that would mean leaving sanctuary and the freedom they just gained.
"I think we'll let them digest the first two shocks before springing this one on them. They will only have 3 days to get used to their new neighbors before the first meeting. Two days after that you all will be going out in your first combat situation. Let's see how they react."
"Alright. When should we tell them?"
"No time like the present."
"Fine, but I'm still exercising my option to stand behind you."
To say that they were shocked was an understatement. Selene kept her mental shield up and held them tightly in place. There was no way she wanted to hear any of the initial thoughts of the people she had come to think of as friends. Both she and G'Kar just stood there watching while everyone of their faces displayed every single emotion possible. Finally, it was Na'Thal who spoke,
"What do you mean you are Centauri?"
[I guess I should warn the others to expect this question a lot. G'Kar is the only person who bypassed that one and went straight to the 'not a Ranger' issue. Then again, G'Kar seems to be more perceptive than most people about a lot of thing.]
"I am Centauri. I am a member of a very old and extremely secret organization that is akin to both the Anla'Shok and the Kha'Ri. Actually, no one in the Republic, no Centauri who is not a member of our Order knows of our existence. They certainly don't know that we have been helping Narns escape. Citizen G'Kar and a VERY small group of Rangers were the only ones who knew of our existence until today."
Most of them sit back quietly going over her words and G'Kar can see them warring against gut reactions of the past. He can almost see the struggle within between their old ways and their new understanding. That pleases him but he decides not to relax until he's certain they won't start throwing things.
They do not ask why they were not told before because each of them realizes that. None of them will ask but all of them want to know why she treats G'Kar the way she does if she is Centauri. They thought they had some understanding when they believed her to be a Ranger but this is a new twist they just were not able to work through. Most seemed to put it aside as something to tackle later. They all see G'Kar. He knew who she was and had no problem working with her. They remembered his lessons about not hating an entire race simply based on the actions of the loudest and most powerful. They realize that her group most certainly must be the quietest.
"Alright. I understand. Why tell us now? I assume it has something to do with your report to the War Council."
Selene smiles brightly and teases, "And how did you know about that?"
"I have my ways." Then they both laugh.
"Yes. Some of us are coming to the station. The members of the War Council were just informed of our existence and our desire to join the fighting. They've agreed to keep our being Centauri a secret from everyone. For some reason, people keep assuming I'm human and a Ranger. Hopefully, they'll assume the same thing about the others."
Most of them can't help it and laugh at her last comment.
"NO ONE can know that we are Centauri. That would expose us back home and we would all be hunted and killed. The Council has agreed to let some of our ships join the Fleet in the next engagement. The crews will remain on their ships. But, also there will be 6 additional members on the station to help me and Citizen G'Kar with this operation as well as other duties."
She waits for them to take all that in and continues when they start nodding cause they know she's not finished,
"If you all agree, the others would like to move into 3 of the quarters in this section with you all. Citizen G'Kar thinks that is a good way to reduce the chances of others nosing around into our business or discovering our true identities while they work. Some times they will be here, some times they will be with the Fleet, and some times they will be helping to transfer the other Narns we smuggle out."
This was a bit more of a shock than they were prepared for. Not that they expected any of what she said. Na'Thal seems to be the spokes person 'cause he's the only one asking questions,
"Why would they want to live here with us?"
"Why wouldn't they?"
He has to admit that she stumped him with that one.
"You are correct. I have no problem with it whatsoever. If the others of your Order are like you, I think we will all get along just fine."
Then someone adds,
"And, we'll have more babysitters!" The tension is eased and completely disappears with that one.
When Delenn announced that she was returning to Minbar, Marcus was suspicious. When she said he would not be needed, he knew she was up to something. The only problem, she was Entil'Zha and he was needed on the station with Fannol and Talia still gone.
"Delenn, what is the exact nature of this trip?" [One can never be too sure with you!]
She knows that he has questions about her timing and not taking him was a dead give away but it couldn't be helped. She also knows that his concern is for her safety. He still hasn't let her forget 'Operation Unity'. He knows all her facial expressions so she thought she'd try something new to distract him from her misdirection. She watched Selene in that meeting carefully and remembers their first interaction. Delenn opts to give this technical misrepresentation a try.
"I have some matters with the Grey Council. No, there is no problem and that is why I am going. I do not wish to lead the Council and did not when I formed it. That does not mean that they cannot benefit from my years of service. They are all new, you know this Marcus. And Minbari have seen many changes over the last two years. The last few months have been a whirl wind. I would be foolish not to be available to the Council."
Marcus is weighing each and every one of her words looking for the lane change or curve. He can't actually find one but he knows her too well. His gut feeling is still that she's up to something. But, since she doesn't seem likely to through herself into any flames any time soon, he lets it pass.
"Ah, so you will remain on the Grey Council ship?"
"Not for the entire time, but I will be there for the majority."
This is where his warning bells start screaming, "plan" and he really knows she's up to something.
"Where else would you stay? Or are you planning to visit Tuzanor?" [What are you up to?]
"Yes, I am going to Tuzanor. Of course I will go to the headquarters but that isn't the only reason for my visit."
Most humans would have run thin on patience with Delenn's drawn out explanation long ago. Many Minbari would not have stuck with her. Marcus has learned that the key is to force her into speaking, somehow, and be patient. Eventually, you get all the facts.
"Really? If it isn't a secret, mind telling me the other reason?" No one else but Marcus Cole could have done that and got away with it. She hid her smile for three reasons. First, it would not do to encourage him, he gets his own way enough. Second, she is pleased at her success with this technical misrepresentation so far and wants to have the option of trying it out more in the future. Third, she does not want to alert him to the whole truth.
"I have to go to the Sisters of Valeria. You know that my mother is there." Then she adopts a wistful and slightly sadden expression. Delenn knows she's pretty much crossed the line of misdirection and misrepresentation with that one but she could not give away her real reason.
Marcus has always been a soft touch when it came to Delenn and she knows it. This was the first time he'd ever seen that combination of expressions before and hears the unspoken message that something has happened to her mother or she has become ill. These are highly personal matters to Minbari and one never attempts to pry in any way. He simply nods and gives her a look of commiseration.
"Of course. What can I do to help get you ready? And are you sure you don't want me to go? I'm still assigning members of your crew to act as security."
[Yes!] Delenn is ecstatic about getting out of this one. Marcus heard the unspoken message but it is not her fault that he misunderstood it.
"Lennier will accompany me throughout the trip. He insisted that I might benefit from a—Shepard. He still has not forgiven me for the incident the last time I was on Minbar and I could not refuse him. Besides, I got the distinct impression that he was not asking.
She was too quiet for too long. Dulann did not like this because he had no idea what she was thinking. Their circumstances were just too unusual and too unknown. Kesha's behavior was not helping. She said she wanted the history of ancient Minbar, that she wanted to know what happened before the time of Valen. That was three days ago. They are still on course to the Vorlon Empire, Talia is still in command of the ship, Fannol appears to still be inside of Kosh's ship and the crew is still confused about what they could do to help.
Dulann was no expert on ancient Minbar. He doubted anyone was. It did not help that after the arrival of Valen, all Minbari dismissed and disregarded the old texts and the old gods. At this point, he was sincerely wishing that there were one or two holdouts. Now he had to wonder why Valen told them not to ignore their history. After concluding that Ivanova was, indeed, the Oracle of Minbar he understood why Valen said that he was not the one they awaited but to be patient because she would arrive. Ever since Kesha made him recite the history he knew or remembered, Dulann started doing some thinking of his own. They both took breaks from his stories to search the ship's computer data base for information. Neither of them had hopes for it being complete, but it did have a great deal of information. Dulann wasn't sure that either of them would find answers before they reached the Empire, but then neither of them were sure what the questions were let alone what they were looking for.
She had done it again. Somehow Kesha had managed to get him caught up in one of her ideas or theories. This happened too often during Ranger training and they ended up spending extra time with both Turval and Kailenn on more than one occasion as a result. He was thankful that hadn't happened in a long time. Now that she's become obsessed with Fannol and the Vorlon connection, he knows he's in trouble. What Dulann can't figure out is where she got her theory of Ivanova and Fannol being connected in a way that has to do with her being the Oracle. This has disturbed him more than anything over the last few days and caused him to go back to read the prophecy several times. He's found nothing. Finally, he knows he must draw her out our she will become lost.
"You have been too quiet."
"I am confused."
"Nothing about the Vorlons is simple."
"We are missing something from the ancient history. Something before the time of Valen."
"Of course, Kesha. It is ancient history, much has been lost."
"No. I don't mean records were lost over the ages. I mean we are missing something from the very beginning. There was information NOT recorded from the start."
He has no clue how she's put this together or where she's coming from. Lately, Dulann has decided it best to allow her to run with her theories and unprovable ideas because she keeps managing to come up with at least some correct information. Since he has nothing, he decides to get more from her.
"Explain what you mean by that. And do not skip over steps in your logic. Though I am aware that you skipped over many steps just to get to whatever you have decided."
"I'll ignore that last comment. What you've said so far, what we've read in the data base—don't you see some kind of pattern?"
"I have no clue what you are talking about. Please do not ask me questions, give me information."
She can tell he is getting frustrated and realizes that she isn't being very helpful.
"Sorry. The history that's there is one thing. Then there are the facts and the prophecy. They are all very clear and explicit. There's really no ambiguity. In the last days—ok, I really didn't want to think about that too much—the Oracle of Minbar would arrive. Right?"
"Right."
"She's here. We've all seen it even if the others haven't. But it doesn't give much more information than that."
"Except that she will guide the people through her visions and dreams."
"True. We've all been guided quite enough over the last few months. Now, that prophecy of her coming was given by the old gods. The ones who have been dismissed and forgotten by Minbari. But, they say that the Oracle is of them. That they protect her. Right?"
"Right. So far I follow you. But this has nothing to do with Vorlons––unless you are trying to say that the Vorlons are the old gods. Kesha!"
"Of course not. The Vorlons walked openly with Valen. The people knew that. But, what godlike beings has anyone of us seen lately that have had a hand in protecting the Oracle A.K.A. Ivanova?"
Dulann sees where she's going with this and has to smile even if he's not sure.
"You are referring to the Walkers of Sigma 957? Because we went there when she needed to hide out."
"Yes. But obviously not just her. Fannol and Talia were so affected that night by what was happening. We know that he carried a piece of Kosh with him at the same time Kosh was fighting whatever that was. And don't you think its strange that none of us knows what that was?"
"The 4 of them do. Explain Talia and Fannol."
"I can't. But it is clear they both are connected to the Vorlons, not just Kosh. This isn't some funeral procession where we're simply taking his ship and remains home. You heard the type of power she has. There is some reason that the two of them can land on the home world. The two of them strolled around down on Sigma 957 several times. According to the security reports and recording from White Star 3's shuttle bay, the four of them were laughing and joking with each other every time they went down to the planet like it was the vacation spot of the galaxy."
"It very well might be Kesha. But I see your point. Dr. Franklin's being able to go there is obvious perhaps he's allowed to bring guests?"
"Don't regress, Dulann. You know we both agree on this. And, it isn't the first time they've been there either."
"Excuse me?"
"After the captain left us. When Entil'Zha issued that communications ban. When they were ALL on board White Star 3 and jumped without explanation. I am certain that is where they went."
"Why?"
"Give me some time and I'll figure it out. But, they did not go to Z'ha'dum. Neither ship would comment. Where could they have gone to make them silent? You heard her address to the league. She was saying things about the captain, details that happened on the planet that NO ONE could know unless they were there. She dreamed it. That's how she knew the specifics. They didn't have to go anywhere to verify that the plan worked. But for some reason, they had to go somewhere."
Dulann can't offer any counter arguments so he accepts it. His fascination with the human mind ever increasing. A Minbari would never come up with something like this. No facts, no information, not one shred of evidence or a source. It makes no sense. And yet, it does.
"Alright. I have nothing in the alternative so I accept that for now. What does this have to do with Fannol? And, how does this explain your theory that things were left out of the history on purpose?"
"Dulann, you are too logical some times. Just go with the flow and try to keep up. Got it?"
"Fine."
"There are 9 circles under the Star Fire Wheel and if we accept my theory, then it was given to the Minbari by the Walkers of Sigma 957. When Valen arrived, he didn't dismantle or really change Minbari society. He built on it."
"Kesh..."
"Wait, hear me out. He built on what was there. The Nine were first convened the Temple of Virnini. Why do you think it has such significance to the Anla'Shok and the Religious Caste? Not because it was used for millennia before that, but because of what Valen did there after he won the right to rule." She's looking at him with a raised eye hoping he doesn't think she's gone too far.
"I agree to that point."
"Thanks. Anyway, he took 3 per caste and created the ruling body. Three is a perfect number because it is complete. It is in balance."
"Where are you going with this?"
"I'm pointing out some balance here, cut me a little slack. Anyway, 9 is 3 in balance. It is balance in harmony with itself. Valen taught Minbari the understanding of balance within themselves, as a people, within the universe, and as a creation of the Universe. Right?"
"It is not necessary to keep asking if you are right, you know you are. Please continue."
Kesha hides her smile 'cause she knows she's got him.
"Why do some humans have Minbari souls?"
She has utterly and completely lost him with this new twist in the conversation.
"No one knows that. Do not tell me you have figured that out in the last 3 days?"
"We've discussed this thing you seem to have about trying to be cute. It's not productive."
"I apologize. Why do some humans have Minbari souls?"
She looks at him hard out of the corner of her eye to be sure he isn't making fun of her. Satisfied,
"Don't quote me on this. I'm not certain, but balance."
"Balance?"
"Yeah. Look at what's happened and what's happening. The Oracle of Minbar is human. Entil'Zha is human and he has the soul of Valen. Isil'Zha, the ONE is human. Dulann, you have got to admit that is HUGH. Don't you think it strange they were all Earth Force assigned to Babylon 5 at one point? And its true, the Anla'Shok and those on the command staff at the station were the only ones trying to gather information and prepare for this war. Even some members of the Religious Caste weren't certain that the Shadows had returned. Now look who our leaders are in this fight."
"What about Fannol you aren't suggesting he has a human soul?"
"Would that be so terrible? Don't answer that. Look at Entil 'Zha Delenn. Since her change she is a bridge between the two species. Isn't it possible for the Universe to have bridged a soul or two? Made at least a combination?"
This is, without question, too much for Dulann. He doesn't even know what he thinks about the concept and really isn't in the mood to discuss it. [Where does she get these things???]
"Perhaps we should move on from that point and get back to your theory of the missing history and the balance of three."
[Guess I went too far with that one for you huh? Fine, I'll back off. For now]
"Sure, but its gonna require me talking about humans a bit 'cause that's what I know. Human children have lots of games. Hide a seek, several people hide and one person has to find them. If they find you, you take off running. If they tag you, you're it and you have to now go searching for the others. Then there are Easter egg hunts. Parents hide colored eggs and little children spent a few hours in their Sunday best looking through bushes, scrubs, under and around trees, to find the eggs and put them in their basket. Then you get to eat them and a lot of chocolate and candy later. Don't ask."
Dulann's just nodding for her to continue. Though he's not too sure about the egg hunt being sanitary for children, he gets the concept.
"But we also have scavenger hunts. Grown ups and big kids can play this. There is a master list. Specific things necessary to build something or make something or put something together. Someone who's in charge of the game breaks up the things on the list and hides them in different places. Its only when you find all of the pieces or things from the list and put them together that you get the big picture. That whatever it is works, that you solve the problem."
Then she stops 'cause she's not sure if he's buying this or not. And she still has more to say.
Dulann is silently thinking about where she's trying to lead him. So far it doesn't sound any more crazy than anything else she's said.
"You are suggesting that ancient Minbari history was recorded then broken up on purpose? That in order to understand certain mysteries or answer questions we might have today, we have to find the rest of the record?"
"Exactly."
"Why?"
"Stop asking me that. I don't know. Maybe its stuff in the ancient history that we're not suppose to know until we hook up the other pieces. Or, maybe Minbar isn't the answer. Maybe the Minbari are a part in the equation and the big picture is the answer. I don't know why."
"None of this helps me to understand your theory of Fannol's role specifically to the Oracle. You've stated that in that respect, they are wrapped up so close together they are a part of that. But, if they have no secrets between them, how was he able to shield her from all that happened? How did she not know that we would leave?"
"I can answer the last two questions. Kosh somehow got in the way. If he's powerful enough to do everything else he's done to Fannol, he's powerful enough to disrupt their bond. Why, I don't know. But it's the same reason that she didn't dream it. For whatever reason, the Universe didn't want her to know. I don't get it. She dreamed constantly of Captain Sheridan but not this?"
"Perhaps because they are so close? Maybe she would not have let him go?"
"Nope, she let the Captain go to Z'ha'dum and die a horrible death. Talia didn't let the Moon Shields stand in the way of her calling. I don't buy it."
"What will you buy?"
"I don't know and stop making fun of me. You said he was blessed. Specifically him, not Ivanova. That he was chosen for something."
"We do not have any more information to support your theory of Ivanova and Fannol being connected as part of the prophecy."
"No." That was the one question she wanted answers to when she started off, now she's come up with theories for everything but that. It makes no sense. Then she turns to Dulann,
"What if the reason we can't figure out the answer to that question is because that's part of the missing record? Part of the facts that were separated or hidden and we need whatever is in those other places to get it?"
This is something that Dulann is willing to consider. He is pacing and shaking his head. Kesha tries not to laugh at this behavior because it is so unlike a Minbari and hopes he isn't going to start changing into another Fannol.
"Ok, there might be a different reason why they're so tight. Something that doesn't have anything to do with her being the Oracle."
"What?"
"Don't laugh or get snippy. Hybrid soul. What if they share pieces of the same soul?"
"You're saying she's the other half of his soul?"
"I don't know, that's between them. I mean literally not figuratively. What if there was a time when their souls merged or touched? Maybe in another life or maybe in the soul warehouse, I don't know but that would explain the empathic bond. And, since that bond would have interfered with what he's supposed to do with the Vorlons, Kosh shut it off."
He does not know what to say to that one. It was the least dangerous and least radical of all the things she said. He wasn't sure but if this were true, he wouldn't have to do any additional meditation that evening.
By now she's just plain frustrated and plops down on the couch.
"Kesha, we've speculated on many things. Some of these things I doubt we will ever know for sure or have any idea if they are true. But there are some mysteries of the universe that were intended to stay that way, at least for now. Of course, you could always ask one of the Light beings when we arrive. I'm sure there will be plenty to choose from."
She did not respond other than to throw a rather large pillow at him. Then she stopped and turned on him so fast he knew there was trouble coming,
"Why not Dulann?"
"Why not what?"
"Why not ask one of them? Why not talk to them? As long as we don't interfere in whatever Talia and Fannol have to do there, why can't we take this opportunity to learn something new? We may never get a chance to enter Vorlon space again!"
Dulann knows he should stop this right now. He is absolutely certain that no good can or will come from allowing her to start working on a "plan". He has too much experience with her plans from Ranger training. He's back up pacing the room while she sits watching. [It is not as if a Light being would kill us for seeking knowledge. Turn us away yes. But they have no reason to inflict bodily harm.]
Kesha's about 90% sure she's gonna get her way on this one 'cause she can see him weighing all the pros and cons to the situation and considering the potential for disaster. She stays quiet hoping.
"What would you ask a Light being? What do you want to know?"
"I don't know, Dulann. Its not that I want to know everything. I guess I want general understanding. I'd like confirmation one way or the other on some of my theories, if possible. But, if I couldn't ask any questions, I guess I'd just like to hang out with one or two of them for a while. See or learn whatever one of them wants to show me. Does that make any sense?"
"Yes, actually it does." Dulann is thoughtful and quiet so Kesha knows he's working on a few theories of his own. She stays quiet while reading on the couch then looks up at the sound of her name.
"Kesha, let's start from the beginning. I want to hear each of your theories, leave nothing out."
Unknown to either Kesha or Dulann, their conversations over the past few weeks have been monitored closely. A chance encounter the first time revealed just how much the two were speculating on things they should not have noticed. As a result, it was decided that they be watched and that careful attention be paid to their quiet and secret musings. No one thought that either of them would make any serious connections. Dulann's original suspicion that it was Fannol who was touched by a Vorlon and not Ivanova took them by surprise. This latest conversation captured the attention of several different groups as the two continued to consider more complex and sensitive matters. Unfortunately, not everyone watching had their best interest in mind. Each group seemed to come to its own conclusion as to what it would do about, to, or for these two.
"I don't like it and I think they will both lead to trouble."
"What do you mean? I don't understand how they could be of any threat to us."
He studies his protegee carefully before answering. Questioning his level of understanding.
"Because we don't know these things they are speculating on. Or at least we did not. Some of those theories and questions they raised have caused me to question some of the information we've based many things on."
"So, these disconnected mortals are trying to answer some of the great mysteries around them?"
"Are you really that blind Galen? First, we are all mortal. They are simply more limited that we. And have you forgotten that one place of power was recently visited? One of them knew to come reclaim something that was lost."
"No, I am not blind. Yes, I learned that Belail was visited, just as everyone else. But, it wasn't her's to keep and she knew that. They have held that——whatever it is——for millennia because they were repaying a debt. Now the debt is canceled and the rightful owner has their property."
Galen is trying not to roll his eyes in boredom. He knows he is young still and has much to learn but he also thinks that some of the older ones, including his mentor, have gotten more worked up and more frightened lately.
"I can sense your thoughts. Yes, and we have cause to be. Whatever is to come, this time, we will have no hand in controlling it. Think about that! There are still ways to manipulate the over-all situation to our advantage, but I hesitate to interfere right now."
Genuinely curious,
"Why?"
"Because there are those much more powerful than us. We believe that we make our own destiny. That we recreate our existence and can alter that of others. What if that isn't the case?"
"Erlich, you can't be serious. They don't understand. They are limited and all of their beliefs in rebirth and souls is simply their way to feel as if they have some say in what happens around us. You are the one who taught me all I know not some universe or Universe as they all proclaim."
"Perhaps. But, the one who found Belail is known to these two. They are all on Babylon 5 or at least they were. I do not believe in coincidence and I do not like surprises."
"The universe is full of surprises."
"Let us hope, for all our sakes, none of them are more than we can handle."
"This truly concerns you?"
"Yes. I see something I do not like. There are too many things changing or in the process of changing and all of them seem to have a base either on that station or on Minbar."
"You sound as if you think we should destroy both of them and be done with it." He laughs at his own sarcastic humor until he meets Erlich's eye.
"Perhaps that is not such a bad idea. But first, these two must be watched more closely. Especially the female. The other is right, she skips major steps in logic and has no basis for ½ the conclusions she arrives at."
"And you're worried about her? She can't prove anything one way or another."
"No, I'm worried about both of them. She is bad enough but did you notice how they began to flesh out ideas and came to some understandings when he stopped dismissing her theories and started working with her?"
Galen does not want to admit it but he knows his teacher is correct. Erlich seemed to pick up on his student's thoughts at once and they began to work out a plan.
"According to some of the old stories you told me, ancient Minbari believed that the Light beings appeared at different times throughout history with a message or to give some understanding. They never stayed long and didn't hang out among the people. But a couple of those legends talked about certain people being taken away by Light beings."
"Yes."
"Where'd they go? The ancients had no clue, but they didn't know about the Vorlon Empire."
"I thought that humans overcame their obsession with alien abduction theories."
"That might feel like more of an insult if Kosh weren't damn near possessing Fannol and we weren't hurling through hyper space on our way to the Vorlon Empire."
He is about to point out that they planned to pursue Kosh's ship when he remembered that Talia didn't give them a choice one way or the other.
"What does this have to do with Fannol?"
"I'm not sure yet. Basically, it's a gut feeling and before you say anything, those usually work out really well for humans."
Dulann is lost in deep thought, quietly contemplating something. By the intense look on his face she can tell he's put something really big together. He turns around slowly,
"Kesha, if you wanted to hide something very important. Something that you did not want to be found for millennia, but you wanted it preserved—where would you put it?"
Kesha loves it when Dulann decides to play. But he's totally stumped her with that.
"I don't know someplace sacred or holy where it wouldn't be disturbed. Like a temple."
"No. Civilizations rise and fall. Societies changes. Minbari threw away the old teachings and beliefs after his death, even though Valen warned them not to. Where do you put information, knowledge, power, if you want to insure it lasts until you are ready for it to be revealed?"
She has no idea. She hadn't thought in this direction before but she can see that Dulann is going somewhere important and wants to be right there with him. Now its her turn to pace the room. As she does she mumbling under her breath but Dulann can still hear her,
"Some place that endures. Some place that won't be destroyed. Some place guaranteed to last."
"Dulann, no place like that exists. Nothing in the physical world...."
Then she stops and looks at him with eyes wide and mouth hanging open. He nods at her and they both smile and say,
"The soul."
Another two sit silently contemplating the things they have heard Kesha and Dulann discussing.
"Well, what do you make of those two?"
"Not know. Is difficult. They say dangerous things."
"Dangerous? Why do you say that?"
"Others watch besides us."
"I see your point."
Kesha was more excited than she had been in a long time. Most of the revelations and situations she had to deal with over the last several months were not pleasant. This was something different. For the last few days she and Dulann spent all of their free time together. Well, that was nothing new, they usually spent their free time together. But with Talia still commanding this mission, neither of them could really do anything about ship's functions except project confidence to the crew.
Alone, they spent time researching human and Minbari history on the essence of the soul and many other existential subjects. Dulann quickly found that the Minbari would not be of much help. They were too rigid and too homogenous in thought, actions, and beliefs. Humans were a different story and Dulann began to understand Kesha much better than he had in years.
[She cannot help it! There is either something in them genetically as a specie or something conditioned in them at birth that makes them take off on strange and diverse tangents.]
Kesha didn't know whether to be nervous or excited from her position at tactical. She knew very well that station would be useless for the duration of this mission as long as they were in Vorlon space. But, she eased her conscience about not being able to protect the crew when she remembered Talia was on board. [Then again, its kinda hard to tell which side she's on]
White Star 14 exited the jump gate and every single person on the bridge was glued to the forward monitor to get their first look at the Vorlon Empire. There isn't anyway to describe it. Kesha said nothing to the one or two other people who happened to drop by the bridge for no apparent reason other than to see it on the 'big screen'. She didn't blame them because she would have done it herself. What she wasn't sure about was how things would play out now. She and Dulann discussed that briefly before coming to the bridge. He thought that Fannol would definitely land Kosh's ship on the planet. Neither were too sure how Talia would get down since she still doesn't know how to pilot a shuttle. Kesha suspected Fannol might come over and get her but neither could figure out how that would work either. Finally, they concluded that she was to stay on board while Fannol took care of whatever he had to do. Talia's recent orders proved them wrong on all accounts,
"Helm, adjust your heading to the following coordinates and bring the ship down into the atmosphere. Land within reasonable distance of Kosh's ship. Be mindful of the others."
There was slight hesitation on the pilot's part once she realized that Talia was actually ordering her to not only orbit the Vorlon home world, but to attempt to land on the planet. Dulann and Kesha remained silent wanting to see how that would play out.
"Mam?"
"Faith manages."
And that was that. Helm set the course and they could feel the ship beginning its dissent. Dulann sent out a ship wide announcement that all hands prepare for landing. Kesha just looked at him and shook her head. [Yeah, that ought to calm the masses. Way to go Dulann.]
Talia had been extremely quiet the entire week. She rarely spoke to anyone when off duty, spent many hours in the chapel, and remained silent while on the bridge. That really didn't inspire much confidence in the crew that this wasn't going to be a one way mission. Whatever was going to happen they had no choice in the matter and were prepared for anything. Sensing the crew's utter confusion over why they were all brought along, what was going on, and what they were supposed to do, Talia decided it was time to speak,
"Dulann, could you arrange it so that I can issue a ship wide announcement? I realize the crew must be anxious and confused."
Kesha knew her eyes were playing tricks on her and absolutely positively could not be sure but if it were ANYONE other than Dulann she would have sworn he just gave Talia a look that clearly said, "no duh". [I must be hallucinating under the stress of the conditions. Then again, he's been acting weird lately. Then again, so have I. Then again, what's weird in the context of this situation?]
"All hands, this is Talia Winters. We have just arrived at the Vorlon Empire and are in the process of completing landing procedures on their home world. Your cooperation and professionalism throughout the trip is both commendable and appreciated. The specifics of this mission are classified and I can give no details of any kind. Nothing is required of you except that you relax and enjoy some quality time with each other on board the ship. Obviously, the ship is in no danger and neither is the crew. There is nothing to fear. We are on a planet filled with Light beings. And, I can pretty much guarantee that this is definitely the one spot in the universe where you don't have to worry about Shadows." She actually giggled at that then cleared her throat and moved on.
"While Fannol and I are completing our mission the engines will be powered down and weapons will be off line. All outside monitors will be off line. There is no free show people. Should you need to depart, you will be allowed whether Fannol or I return or not. We would appreciate it if you all would try to wait for us as I don't think it will be easy to hitch a ride back. If Fannol or I are not able to return, you will be notified. In that case, you must depart immediately and head back to Babylon 5. Do not attempt to assist us. If we cannot leave, we cannot leave and there is nothing any of you can do about it. Once you return to the station, our destination and anything you have seen or heard is not to leave this ship. NO ONE is to know. Your silence for life is required. Thank you."
With that, she turned to Dulann and explained that she didn't know how to exit a ship that wasn't in orbit or grounded in a docking bay. The moment he said he'd take her, Kesha was up from her station, silently moving into position behind them. There was no way she was going to miss sneaking a peek at anything that might be seen outside the ship. She realized that the methane breathing unit installed on Babylon 5 and alternate atmosphere for Kosh's quarters was nothing but a rouse to distract those younger races who did not know who the Vorlons truly were. The atmosphere and air outside the ship was just as breathable as that on Earth or Minbar! Once they got to the exit they wished Talia good luck and were a bit slower than necessary closing things back up. The actual view was 100x better than what they saw on the forward view screen. When their eyes met, there was silent agreement, they had to get onto the planet.
"How?"
"Perhaps we could hail one of them."
"Your sense of humor is getting out of hand and needs work. Smart ass. Are you taking classes?"
"Kesha, lighten up."
[Oh no he didn't just tell me to lighten up!]
"Fine. What do you suggest? I know we've only been here 20 minutes but we don't know how long Talia and Fannol will be here. I think our golden opportunity is slipping through our fingertips."
Dulann did not want to agree on that point because he did not want to encourage her, but it had merit. He decided to remain silent and adopt a thoughtful expression.
"Don't think I don't know what you're thinking when you do that Dulann. We've known each other too long and too well. You think your silence discourages me. It does not."
"What do you suggest we do? How do we go about getting someone's attention? And are we sure we want to do that?"
"Why wouldn't we? I thought that was the plan. To seek enlightenment, wisdom and or understanding. I'm not choosy. I'll take any of thee above."
"Do we know what that entails? What if..."
"Finish it."
He got up and started pacing, while shaking his head. Kesha decided that Dulann's new ways and mannerisms were here to stay and she might as well get use to them.
"The legends of those being taking away by the Light beings. What if they requested enlightenment, wisdom and or understanding as well? What if it means WE can't leave the planet?"
"Well, like Talia said, we won't have to worry about Shadows. Kidding. I don't know. Would you do it? If they'd let you hang out with them but the condition was never returning or at least not for a REALLY long time, would you still do it?"
Dulann hadn't thought about that. He hadn't been entirely convinced that they could even make contact with one of them let alone go speak to one. Personally, he'd prefer to return home at some point while those he knew and cared for were still living or he could at least send word for them not to morn or worry. Professionally, he'd have concerns about abandoning the crew. Other than that, he really couldn't think of anything holding him back.
"If that was the cost in exchange for enlightenment, growth, and hopefully creating a more evolved soul for the next person, yes."
"You say that with conviction."
"Why not? And you?"
"The Anla'Shok is my only family. I would feel bad abandoning the war effort and the crew. Especially if Fannol and Talia don't come back. As the head of security, normally I wouldn't even consider it, but like she said, this is probably the safest place in the universe. You're my best friend——don't let that go to your head——so its not like I'd be leaving anyone personal behind if we were together. And its like you said, maybe it would do some good. Help the next one who gets this soul. We could all benefit from a little enlightenment. But if they actually did have a McDonalds around here that would really cinch it."
They both laughed. As they headed off the bridge they both meant exactly what they said. And it was a good thing they did.
Since there really was nothing to do, Dulann reduced all duty shifts in ½. There really weren't any systems to monitor but in case they were required to take off unexpectedly he wanted crew in place. The rest were free to speculate and gossip amongst themselves. He knew they were nervous on the way here and maintaining a high level or reserve in deference to Talia's situation, which no one could really tell. They didn't know why she was here but they didn't think she seemed thrilled to be doing whatever she had to do. As a result they were pretty silent for the past week. Once she left the ship, the Ranger grapevine was in effect.
After dinner, Kesha and Dulann decided to hang out in the garden with most of the crew. If there was sun many of the humans would be working a tan because they took Talia's directive to relax and enjoy themselves to heart. Minbari apparently didn't have bathing suits and weren't exactly clear on the concept of dressing for the beach if one wasn't actually on the beach but still managed to have fun. Until they got a visitor. Or rather several visitors.
"Kesha Jackson. Dulann."
Just when everybody was enjoying themselves enough to forget they were actually inside the Vorlon Empire, ½ a dozen Light beings showed up floating around the garden. Yeah, they were walking the path and standing fighting with the Army of Light, that didn't mean they were used to seeing Light beings floating around the inside of their ship calling out the names of their senior officers while their other two senior officers were already on the planet. At this rate several of them were wondering if the entire crew was going to be taken. Dulann gave Kesha the, 'this was your plan look' and nudge her to respond.
"Yes."
"Prepare."
She looked to Dulann wondering what that meant. Were they going to start some kind of lesson with them right there in the garden? Answer their questions? Or did that mean they were going somewhere? Dulann remembered that Talia had a suitcase with her.
"I think that means we should go pack."
"Ah." Then she turned to the Light beings and tried to figure out which one had spoken before but since she couldn't she just aimed in the general direction of the majority of them and said,
"Ok."
"Dulann, how much time to you think we'll be gone and how much do you think we should pack?"
"I don't know. Talia brought a lot on board. But she's telekinetic. Pack what you can carry on your own. I do not wish to strain any muscles on your behalf."
She rolled her eyes, stuck out her tongue, then turned and left the eavesdropping nosey group staring open mouthed at them in the garden.
As First Officer, Dulann was prepared. He spoke with the other crew members next in authority and left detailed instructions. They were to explain to Talia and or Fannol what happened but only those two and no one else. Neither was sure if they'd be back but told them not to worry. Kesha met with security to review both Fannol and Talia's arraignments and procedures in case they didn't return. The crew was outright suspicious of those two and didn't bother to hide it. Fannol had obviously been going through something very difficult and very complex for weeks. Talia was suffering with her own spiritual or emotional dilemmas. But those two looked like they were not only expecting this ride to pick them up but that they had a very good idea where they were going and why. They did not seem nervous in the least. Kesha looked like she was going to start dancing a jig and even Dulann couldn't fully suppress his sly smile. No, the crew was pretty sure these two knew exactly what was going on. They just wondered if they knew what they were getting themselves into.
The Light beings didn't leave and no one moved from their spot. Apparently, all the crew decided that the ship could run itself in light of this new development since they eased their way into the garden one at a time and in groups to see the sight. When they heard Kesha shouting down the hall at Dulann, their suspicions were confirmed,
"Get a move on it Dulann we're almost there and you're not messing this up for us by being slow!"
"I hardly think they'll leave without us considering we didn't even have to hail them."
"We are so gonna work on your smart mouth."
Yeah, that was all the confirmation the crew needed. These two were up to their necks in it. And whatever 'it' was didn't have a thing to do with Talia and Fannol's mission. But no one could figure out how the Vorlons knew their names or what they wanted with them. Speculation ran wild for the remainder of their stay.
Selene waited patiently for the others to clear customs and join her. She sorely missed everyone, even though G'Kar and Shanmal had been wonderful, she was still working alone some times. The group of three men and three women stepped out with their cloaks fastened but the hoods were down. Knowing that station Rangers couldn't help but be a little curious and the fact that they stood out like monks in those cloaks together, Selene hustled everyone off to get settled. No one had asked where Grey 17 was, specifically. She got the feeling from the group that its existence was a surprise but everything else about it was just one more strange thing in a line of others and none of them cared where it was or how to get in. Not that it was a secret to them, but she didn't want others knowing since the Narns were living there.
"Everyone said that they wouldn't mind but I gotta warn you guys now, you're gonna be in for babysitting duties at some point."
They laughed. She didn't.
"I wasn't kidding. And now that they can move about freely anytime they like, I think we're going to be running a service."
"How about Citizen G'Kar?"
"No, he's old enough not to need a babysitter."
"Selene."
"Sorry, its been a while Truladi, cut me some slack."
"Fine. How did he take the suggestion for us to live there?"
"It was his idea. A way for you all not to attract additional attention to yourselves. Plus, he's amazing. He's worked miracles on the group with enlightenment. You have to hear him speak or teach I suppose because his talks are more like lectures."
"I usually speak to everyone in Narn unless they address me in English. They'll probably be little wary at first, just reflexive but it'll wear off soon."
"That's fine. You know who makes everyone learn Narn so it won't be a problem."
That gets a laugh out of everyone.
"Alright, let's get this over with."
It really wasn't that bad. There were a few stares and raised eyes for a bit but once they saw that their new neighbors were just like Selene, everyone seemed to relax. G'Kar was on hand in case he needed to mediate or help block hurling objects but it wasn't necessary. Instead he and everyone else were treated with the sight of 6 additional Centauri treating him with deference due one much higher than he felt was warranted. He did not like it but he could not criticize their ways. It would be an insult.
A few hours later they all joined one of G'Kar's evening lectures and were just as amazed as Selene promised they would be. Others peeked out of the corner of their eyes discretely to gage their reaction and were surprised to see head nodding, note taking and rapt attention. It was definitely an eye opener and something they each resolved to think about later. That's when G'Kar dropped the bomb unexpectedly. Selene thought he wasn't going to mention anything but that's G'Kar, if he thinks its time, its time.
"Selene spoke with me a few days ago regarding the arrival of their ships and her Order being allowed to join the Fleet. They will be heading out in 5 days for their first combat situation. She wanted to open the door to any of you who might wish to fight side by side with them on any of their ships. Of course, no one has to, the invitation stands and you are welcome to accept or not at any time if you choose."
Then G'Kar moved onto to the next thing on his list as if he has just talked about the weather. They weren't going to let him get away with it. And, that's exactly how G'Kar planned it.
"What do you mean we are invited to go into battle with them?"
"Just as I said. They issued an open invitation for anyone who might wish to join with them fighting the Shadows."
Then he turned back to his lecture notes. Selene finally realized what he was doing and had to admit that he was one very shrewd man.
"Excuse me, G'Kar"
"Yes."
"What role would we be filling on the ship?"
"Well, anyone who wished would be a temporary member of the crew during battle. I suppose one would do whatever one is qualified to do. If you do not know how to fly a star ship, they would not allow you at the helm. Though I am not certain, these are religious people. Their faith might be stronger than mine."
Everyone laughed at that.
Issues of leaving sanctuary were silently contemplated as well as questions of what would happen on board a ship with Centauri and no way off. In the end, many of those with strong military backgrounds volunteered just as G'Kar hoped. They said they were simply doing their duty of fighting the Darkness as well as helping Selene's people with their cover.
"I don't understand. How do you figure that?"
"Simple Selene. You want to pass for human, we can arrange that. No one in their right mind would think Narns would willingly associate with Centauri let alone leave sanctuary to go on one of their ships."
"Point taken."
Malcolm, Lydia and Adam finally figured out what Vir was up to all those months when he was taking so many trips. They didn't actually have to gather this information, it was right in their faces. Tafali decided that once the ships were ready to join the Fleet everyone on Centauri Prime should leave the planet and head to their brand new facility as a safety precaution, just in case.
"Ships? Joining the Fleet?" It was dry and flat.
Vir knew he was going to have to eat a little crow when he explained things to Malcolm. He just wasn't expecting that tone. Lydia and Adam said nothing but their eyes betrayed their thoughts. [So you wanted to play us for a fool?] He sensed that and quickly set about explaining all, well almost all that happened.
"Brand new facility." Lydia could do dry and flat just as good as Malcolm.
Truthfully, the Rangers didn't care what secrets their organization held. Hello, Minbari and Anla'Shok can keep secrets better than anyone in the history of the universe. They held perhaps the biggest secrets of all time. If the rest of the universe found out about why they really surrendered during the war, why humans were really in the Anla'Shok, and why Sinclair was really Entil'Zha, they'd all have a heart attack. So, they didn't have any problems with people keeping whopper secrets or misdirecting. What they didn't like was the maneuvering and everybody knew it.
Vir took a look around and realized the Rangers saw this as Z'al breaking faith with them. Breaking trust that was offered freely. He made a quick decision after considering what was the right thing to do and pulled all three of them aside for an honest chat. Well, he still left out how he got the money for all of that and soon realized the Rangers didn't care. He realized they already guessed but were content to leave it at that. That really was an eye opener for him. And he left out how Ari'ahn got to the planet but noticed that they didn't care about that either. Vir realized that he'd been dealing with these human Anla'Shok like he was used to dealing with other humans. He forgot that Rangers had a natural acceptance for the unexplainable or unknown. Damage was done, but damage was mended by the time he finished and everyone went to pack their bags.
Susan held additional meetings for Anla'Shok and Warriors just to go over some of the finer more sensitive points of the war from time to time. During one of these meetings C&C interrupted to notify her that strange ships were coming through the jump gate. When she asked for clarification on strange, "Unknown Mam. But they appear to be made of Vorlon technology."
That got her heart pumping. It had been over two months since he left without a word. No one had said anything to her during that time, but they could all tell how much she missed him. Her expression and her eyes gave her away in front of the Minbari and Anla'Shok captains assembled in the Fire Wings' situation room. She was up from the table in a flash and headed to the door with her guards in tow without a word to anyone but no one stopped her. Before she could get to the door C&C contacted her again to say it was a group of humans come to join the fight.
She closed the link without a word and stood in the middle of the room but didn't turn around. No one blamed her. The Moon Shields were still worried about Talia. As confusing as Susan's relationship with Fannol was to most, absolutely no one understood how Talia Winters and those Warriors got along. They did have to put their foot down once or twice about taking some of her refresher courses, participating in numerous rituals, and even being subjected to Kailenn but never seemed to get their way. That was Talia. So, everyone, Ranger and Warrior understood or thought they understood what their Commander was going through as she tried to collect herself enough to continue the meeting. The room was dead quiet and that made it worse. Even though they were trying to give her some time to pull herself together, it wasn't working. She'd had enough and that was the final straw. She finally broke. Captain Sheridan quickly intervened,
"Why don't we call it a day for now. Susan and I need to see to the new arrivals and make sure that the captains are briefed and that they have the proper placement."
Nobody questioned that or said a word as Captain Sheridan walked over to Susan and led her from the room. Due to the delicate nature and uniqueness of the situation, they were both permitted to ride in the same shuttle back to White Star 3. Sheridan really wasn't concerned with misdirection he just wanted to get her out of the room. And he didn't care that they all knew they went back to her ship instead of the station. Susan wasn't in any condition to meet with the newly arrived members of Z'al so the captain and Marcus went in her place. That was two hours after he sat in Susan's quarters while she cried in his arms. She said nothing and he asked no questions but he didn't have to. He wondered on occasion but this was the first time he really began to suspect that there was more between the two of them than friendship. Even if they didn't know it.
Both Marcus and Sheridan were surprised by the interesting design of the ships. They were a color of blue similar to that of their broach and shaped like triangles. Neither said anything about their ships or gave any indication that they knew but White Star 2 confirmed the ships were indeed made entirely on Vorlon technology. Sheridan realized that the use of Vorlon technology had nothing to do with the look and feel of the White Stars. That was just because the Religious Caste had to make everything functional a work of art. What Marcus immediately picked up on was the number of telepaths in the room. [She thinks they can work something out in time. Ha!]
There were 8 telepaths out of the 12 Centauri in the room. That told Marcus that it was either standard procedure for them, or they were well aware of the effect of telepaths on Shadows. His instincts assured him it was the former. He took some satisfaction in seeing a few frustrated brows furrow and knew instinctively it was the result of trying in vain to scan him. That made him very concerned about the captain and he decided to set up a telepathic bridge between himself and Sheridan to block any potential scans. When he saw a few more brows furrow he had confirmation they were attempting to scan the captain as well.
Marcus decided to take matters into his own hands to end this madness once and for all. He sent the equivalent of a telepathic bitch slap across the room and every single one of the 8 hit the floor at once.
"Don't EVER try to scan Captain Sheridan again or none of you will live long enough to feel the pain. Pass the word around to the rest of your members, try to enter his mind or anyone else's on the War Council for that matter and there won't be anything left of your souls to be reborn into the universe. I will personally make sure it's a slow, painful and horrible death."
Apparently that refined British accent was a bit misdirecting. Sheridan was surprised by Marcus' words and demeanor, as he is usually soft spoken. But he did not doubt the truth behind them. He wasn't happy about this at all and decided they needed to set some ground rules. He didn't care what their beliefs were or how they might be trying to protect themselves, unauthorized scans were not to be tolerated. He waited for them to pull themselves together with an impassive mask on his face. The way Marcus blocked the scan was creative. The others now thought Sheridan was a telepath. Marcus didn't want to risk giving the captain's safety net away so he turned to him with pleading eyes and an apology then entered his mind,
~sorry to come in uninvited but i needed to give you a heads up. the way i blocked them from scanning you makes them think you are a telepath as well. a powerful one. i think they'll pass the word and no one will try that again~
[thanks but i think it'll have more to do with not wanting to die a slow, painful, horrible death]
Then the captain had enough of the mind to mind communication and cleared his throat,
"Obviously, Marcus has already shared his position on further attempts to scan without permission. I don't think I need to address that. I will say this. This was our first meeting and I don't think trust was established. I don't know your ways and you don't know ours but I think you know that unauthorized scans are neither welcome nor tolerated. I get the sense that its some sort of security measure for you all. I understand you have serious risks and that you perhaps fear betrayal or exposure. This was not the way to do it. Personally, I don't support violence in the ranks. But understand this clearly, Marcus Cole never bluffs or makes an idol threat. We are a coalition and that means we are all in this together and we will act like it. Know this, there are quite a few extremely powerful telepaths around here and you won't have any idea who they are. Every single one is capable of frying every single brain cell you have with a simple thought. Let this be a lesson for you, don't ever try it again. Now, are we all clear?"
The dozen Centauri were all in shock. The 8 telepaths had never seen or felt anything like that before and didn't even know it was possible. Once they got over the shock, the pain set in and they staggered to their feet. Then the embarrassment at being caught. But Captain Sheridan's words made them see that they'd all messed up badly and may have jeopardized all the work Selene did over the months laying the ground work for them. Scanning had become second nature. They didn't think about it. Plus, Centauri didn't have the same hang ups that humans had about telepathy and didn't distinguish between authorized and unauthorized scans. People just took it for granted on way or another. They couldn't believe they couldn't enter either of their minds. [No one told us the captain was a telepath too!] Unfortunately, they'd managed to get on the wrong side of Marcus Cole and that was one thing Vir warned each and every one of them not to do. They all decided that it would be safest for them to stay on their ships from now on.
"Captain, I apologize for the——breach of protocol and behavior of my fellows. As you surmised, there are some serious security risks. Not just with us joining the Fleet but with our very existence. Hunting and killing followers of Z'al has been a Centauri sport in the past. That has nothing to do with Shadows. But, when you add to that the particular circumstances we live and work under, over zealousness happens some times. It is not policy and I give you my word it will never happen again."
Satisfied and just wanting to take him on faith so they could move on, he accepted. Plus, he got the distinct impression that Marcus' words had a greater impact than his own. And, he was pretty sure that Marcus wouldn't be letting any of them within his line of sight for a long time. He was also absolutely certain that he was about to get several new permanent guards as soon as the meeting was over and Garibaldi could be contacted. And he knew those guards would all be telepaths. [Whatever, let's just get down to it.]
Vir was not going to be happy, Selene was downright ticked. When they called her up to one of the ships to report on their meeting with Captain Sheridan she did not expect to hear anything they said,
"What do you mean you tried to scan him? Do you realize he is the LEADER of the Army of Light??? You realize this is HIS station???"
"Calm down Selene. Of course they——we know that. As I explain to the captain, they were just a little over zealous and forgot. After trying to scan Marcus Cole and failing, they turned to the captain."
Selene is pacing back in forth and looks like she is about to start throwing people instead of objects around the room.
"Why were they trying to scan Cole?"
"Standard procedure. Security remember?"
"Yeah. And didn't Vir say that the ONE person not to get on the wrong side of was Marcus Cole. Oh, there are a lot of them around here. I have no doubt that Garibaldi and Ivanova have actually figured out how to bury a body in open space and would do it without a second thought. But with them, at least death comes quick. If Cole said it would be slow, painful and horrible it will."
"Yes, the general consensus is that we remain on our ships."
"That's fine for you all. But, the others just arrived earlier this week. They aren't known to those on the Council—ESPECIALLY Cole. They might be mistaken for one of you. There are too many Anla'Shok, Warriors, and Religious Caste Minbari around this station. You do not mess with members of the War Council let alone try to scan them. You read Ivanova's file. Hell, its public knowledge. She and the captain served together at Io. She THREW a telepath out of a third story window because she THOUGHT he was trying to scan her. Take a guess what she'll do if she finds out about this and gets near any of you. In their eyes that is no different than threatening or trying to harm the leader of the Army of Light. Who here thinks they'd let that happen, huh?"
She's pacing now and still fuming as she tries to figure out how to do damage control. She knows she'll have to report this to G'Kar as soon as possible and that she'll have to personally apologize to the captain. That means she'll have to announce that she is a telepath so that no one questions her motives or actions in the future. Eyes narrowed, she occasionally stops to glare at one of them.
"Just great!"
Then she thinks for a minute.
"Wait a minute, how'd you get caught? Not with Cole, we knew he was a telepath so I'm not even going to ask whose stupid idea it was to try to scan him. How'd the captain know?"
When they finally came clean and fessed up to the rest of the story she stood there in shock with her mouth hanging open.
"Blessed Z'al! I didn't even know something like that was possible."
Yeah, everyone else had that same opinion. "And he just threw you guys across the room? All of you at the same time?"
When they all nodded yes, she shook her head in amazement.
"You will have to report your actions, the captain's comments, Cole's promise—cause I'm absolutely certain that was a guarantee as far as he is concerned, and the captain's ability to Vir. Along with Captain Sheridan's warning about other powerful telepaths around who will basically fry your brains if anyone tries something like that again. You know humans don't like to be scanned. Some non telepathic humans would slit your throat for learning you scanned them without permission. They are VERY serious about their privacy. Don't let anything like this happen again."
They wanted to say they weren't stupid enough to let it happen again but then they all seemed to remember that they were stupid enough to do it in the first place. And over confident enough to think they'd get away with it. With that matter settled, Selene got down to the real business,
"Some of the Narns have agreed to fight along side of us when we go out with the Fleet. None of us have a military background, many of them do. Listen to their suggestions. Remember that they are placing a great deal of faith in you by coming on board a Centauri ship with Centauri crew. It could really be a trap for all they know but they are extending trust to Z'al. Much like the trust Captain Sheridan and the others on the Council extended to us before you 8 over there decided to ruin it. Don't screw up with the Narns. G'Kar has worked for months teaching and talking to them. You all have no idea just how enlightened that man is. But I guess you won't get to hear him speak 'cause you guys will be too busy hiding from Cole and Garibaldi on your ships."
She couldn't resist that last dig. Yeah, she knew it was a bit uncalled for but she was still ticked at them. And, she didn't want to have to go eat humble pie in front of Marcus Cole 'cause she knew he wouldn't let her in the same room with Captain Sheridan without being present. [I wonder just how powerful a telepath he is. I bet he's one of the ones the captain referred to.]
That made Selene stop and think. In all the months she was on the station sneaking around while he and Garibaldi were trying to gather information on her, he never once tried to scan her. She's pretty sure after that briefing that he wouldn't need line of sight. She also realized that while she let her shields down to lose them in down below, he never did. That told her that he plays by the rules. Even if they aren't her rules. He treats everyone the way humans want to be treated with telepathic scans. He stays out unless he's invited. [Great, now I owe him too!]
When Vir got the report he could not believe what he was hearing. He asked the questions three or four times but got the same answer. Still he couldn't stop himself from asking,
"What do you mean they tried to scan Captain Sheridan?"
No matter how many times he said it, the answer never changed. He couldn't actually arrange the sounds he was hearing into coherent words 'cause each time they said it he was absolutely certain there was some mistake. Finally, he gave up and had him continue with the rest of the report hoping the worst part was over. [Captain Sheridan has always been a reasonable and forgiving man] Vir had hopes for the entire matter being swept under the rug and forgotten. That is until they mentioned that Cole was in the room and everything that happened next. Vir realized that his directive about unauthorized scans for security had gotten out of hand and may very well have jeopardized their mission. He just never thought he had to actually tell them NOT to try to scan Captain Sheridan!
Vir also realized that he was definitely going to have to tell Malcolm and the others about this. If Shanmal were to send word to them while he said nothing, the trust they had rebuilt would crumble. All of this really was new territory for Vir. Humans could be devious and calculating but none of the ones he'd met seemed to maneuver like Centauri. Especially not like the ones at the palace or at court. They were all having to find some happy medium or balance between the way they do things and the way they interact with others. When he met with the three Rangers and told them what happened, he expected them to have some kind of response. He expected outrage or anger. He expected shouting or something. They said nothing.
Tafali and the others did not understand their silence. They simply stared at Vir and then each sort of passed their gaze over the other people in the room briefly. As if they were of one mind, the three Rangers just got up and walked out of the room. Vir feared that they were going to their rooms to pack their bags but then someone noticed that they did not head to the sleeping quarters. They all walked to the main hall of the facility and walked out of the front door without a word to anyone. Nobody took that as a good sign though they had no clue what just happened. Vir looked at Tafali with a raised eye. Tafali just shrugged and gave his opinion on things,
"I don't know. There is a great deal about the Minbari and Anla'Shok no one knows. Heck, it's a mystery how Minbari and humans are so close considering how the Minbari almost wiped out their entire specie 10 years ago. No one knows why the Minbari surrendered. I sure don't, do you?"
"No. That's one of the greatest mysteries in the galaxy. Every race wants to know the answer to that question."
"Right. But, I'm starting to suspect that Captain Sheridan is more than just the leader of the Army of Light."
This caused everyone to turn on Tafali with questioning looks and raised eyebrows.
"You've read Selene's reports. That's a hell of a lot of security for a military leader. You all heard Ivanova speak about him both times. You heard him speak on his return. He returned from Z'ha'dum, people!"
"What are you saying?"
"I'm saying that I think to the Minbari and the Anla'Shok he is more than a military leader in this war. You saw those three just stare at us. Does anyone think that was a typical reaction? Even for humans. Their eyes gave them away."
No one has any clue what he's talking about so Dirani finally asks,
"Tafali, I still don't understand what you're trying to say. Who do you think he is?"
"To the Minbari, I don't know specifically. But based on some of the things Selene has said about the way he's treated on that station, and by the way those three just walked out of here without a word—I'd say he's a pretty important religious figure of some kind to them. I'd say it is a Ranger and Minbari secret. Another one since they hold their personal business and secrets very close. And I think our people crossed a major line. That would be the only reason I can think of for Cole to threaten to kill them or any other of our members who ever tries to scan him."
"Uh oh." Was pretty much everybody's response to that.
Vir takes a few minutes to digest that piece of information. He knew Captain Sheridan and didn't think there was anything spiritually special about him when he was on the station. Or at least he didn't think that the Minbari thought so. Then again, Commander Sinclair was Entil'Zha before he disappeared. [Another mystery about those people] So, it wasn't a HUGE stretch of the imagination. They found out much later, that Delenn was not just the ambassador but was secretly one of the Grey Council. Vir knew, just like everyone else, Minbari have their own reasons for doing things, they do them in their own way, and they don't make much sense to the outside observer. Vir weighs in on the subject,
"Honestly, I hadn't given it much thought. Captain Sheridan has always had a captivating presence and a gift as an orator. If he is someone of religious significance to them, then their reaction a few minutes ago makes a lot more sense. So do Cole's words. Marcus would never say something like that lightly. And, I agree with Selene. If he said it, it's a promise––not a bluff. It would also explain the security measures he has and all the personal guards.
This is all very new to us. We are going to make mistakes. We've made mistakes. The only thing we can do is keep trying to do the right thing and take responsibility for our actions when we don't. We need them. The Anla'Shok have 1,000 years of experience fighting Shadows. They have been a major help to us and we owe them. That said, let's give them space and quiet to work through what they learned and I'll personally apologize to them later. I sure would like to know who Captain Sheridan really is."
Everyone was nodding their heads in agreement. Curiosity got the better of them but they didn't know. Just then, Ari'ahn decided he'd help them out with the answer.
"Isil'Zha."
No one expected him to speak let alone answer the question. Problem is, no one knew what that meant. Vir turned to him?
"What?"
"Isil'Zha."
"What is Isil'Zha"
"Captain Sheridan."
Vir and the rest of the room are not liking that one bit. They're getting a sinking feeling about whatever he's gonna say next. Cause if the Vorlon knows its got to be big.
"I've never heard that word before. Its not Minbari?"
"No."
"What language is it from?"
"Vorlon."
Nope. No one wanted to find out that the Vorlons had their own special word for Captain Sheridan, the same one some of their members tried to scan.
"Do you know who Captain Sheridan really is?"
"Yes."
"Who is he?"
"The Chosen."
"The Chosen?"
"Yes."
Then Ari'ahn turned and walked out of the room. Someone noticed that he followed the Rangers outside and suspected he'd commune with them for a little while.
"Ok, Tafali, remind me that you're always right. Now, someone want to explain that?"
"You're the one with the special connection to him. But something tells me Captain Sheridan isn't just important to the Minbari."
"What do you mean?"
"Ari'ahn didn't seem all that pleased either. Something tells me he's someone pretty important to the Vorlons as well. And that REALLY means something. Did you guys not just hear a Vorlon refer to him as Chosen? I might be wrong, but I doubt it. This is big."
Everyone's just sort of looking around at each other nodding their heads but still confused.
"Well one thing is for sure, since Ari'ahn didn't give any specifics, I don't think he will. And the Anla'Shok didn't say a word, so they won't either. Human or Minbari, they seem to all think the same and their reactions are similar."
"Do you want some of us to start trying to research him? I mean, if he's as important as you two are starting to suspect shouldn't we know about him too?"
Vir thought about that very carefully. Ari'ahn was showing him different ways from what he'd learned as a Centauri. He was also showing him that there were perhaps reasons to be cryptic. The more time he spent with Ari'ahn the more he started to see that Vorlons and Minbari are a lot a like. Then he considered the amount of time they've probably spent with one another over the millennia and thought it made sense.
"No."
Vir Cotto doesn't want answers or a mystery solved? Something of seemingly great importance. He picked up on their feelings.
"Ari'ahn was standing right here the entire time. I think we can all pretty much agree he knows exactly who Captain Sheridan is but has no intention of telling us. One of the things I am learning from him is that there are different ways of doing and learning. The Minbari have a saying, "Understanding is not required, only obedience" they mean that. Something tells me they might have picked up something like that from the Vorlons. Who knows. My point is that we were not intended to know that—at least not now."
Now they are all looking at him like he's suffering from something and needs assistance.
"Have you all noticed that Rangers seem almost obsessed with gathering information? Though I must admit that some of our members have developed that same trait. But some things Rangers do not involve themselves in. Some things, they do not question why or how. None of them cared that we were building ships, recruiting, constructing the facility or asked where the money came from. They didn't ask about the technology used for our ships though they probably figure its Vorlon. The only thing they didn't like was feeling like they were being manipulated. That's it. Everything else around here they don't consider their concern, nor do they feel like its their place to speculate. That takes training and conditioning. And something else that I am not sure about because they are human and not Minbari. Somehow they are able to think, embrace, understand, and fulfill all Minbari philosophies and ways. Most species don't understand Minbari enough to hold a simple conversation with them, Centauri included, and we've had centuries. Humans—10 years and they are an integral part of Minbari society and their religion."
"Thanks for the interspecies cultural lesson, Vir. It still doesn't explain why you don't think we should look into this."
"Fine. I'll put it another way so that hopefully its more clear this time."
Yeah, they're ready for his explanation now 'cause they figure it'll make more sense than what he just said.
"No one is to research or try to gather information on Captain Sheridan and what role he might have with the Minbari or the Vorlons. Understanding is not required, only obedience. That clear enough for you guys?"
Tafali just laughed and nodded his head 'cause he got it. The others shrugged and seemed confused by this new turn of events but they'd follow that order.
Though she understood the sentiment, Selene was quick to point out to G'Kar that she did not find it funny in the least. He simply laughed harder then shooed her out of his quarters. After leaving the others she went directly to G'Kar to report their actions with the captain. He understood the reason for their behavior, though he completely disapproved, as well as her need to meet with Marcus and the captain. He smiled, but G'Kar was quite serious when he said the offer to stand behind him was revoked. He did not wish to voluntarily stand between Marcus Cole and the intended victim if he could help it.
Sucking up her courage and swallowing her pride, Selene went to Cole's quarters and knocked on the door. She knew it was kind of chicken hearted not to ring the chime but she was really hoping he wouldn't hear the knock or be home. She was wrong on both accounts when the door slid open and he stood there looking down at her. [Ok, this is where training is comes in handy] She looked him straight in the eye,
"I hope I'm not disturbing you." [Really, if you're busy we can do this another time]
"No." [What do you want?]
"Can we take a walk? I think we need to clear the air. Or at least I need to speak with you."
He thought about it for a few moments and sensed that she was sincere.
"Sure, let's go."
They walked in no particular direction but ended up in the garden so they sat down.
"First, ordinarily its no one's business and I would not feel compelled to tell you or anyone else but in light of what happened earlier today you have a right to know and pass on to the others. I am a telepath."
Marcus knew that. He could tell that the moment they crossed paths. He has the ability to identify most telepaths without actually scanning them. Well, except high powered ones. It seems that he nor Susan picked up on the other at all. But then neither of them had a desire to. He could tell she was coming to eat crow on this one so he wouldn't lie to her.
"I know."
That shocked her. She assured herself that he hadn't scanned her. [How could he scan me and I not know? He IS one of the powerful ones!] The disappointment on her face gave her away.
"No, I did not scan you and would never enter anyone's mind without permission. Its just something I can do. I can identify other telepaths."
"You never said anything."
"First, it wasn't my place or my business. Second, I thought you were human. We don't cross certain lines. Third, I thought you were Anla'Shok. That meant that while I was darn curious about what you were doing to the point of creating a new hobby, I believed you were working in the best interest of the Anla'Shok and this station. Simple curiosity isn't a reason to invade someone's privacy. I can't think of a reason that justifies unauthorized scans, especially when we're all supposed to be on the same team."
"Yes, you are referring to what my fellows did this afternoon. As I said, I just came from a meeting and I couldn't believe the report. They were NOT instructed to do that. I guess my superiors didn't think they had to tell them not to try to scan Captain Sheridan or anyone on the War Council. Evidently, they were wrong. I know they explained the reason for it, and I know it is no excuse in your eyes. I am here to apologize to you personally on their behalf and to ask that, if he is willing to speak to me, I be allowed to apologize to Captain Sheridan."
He studied her silently. This was the first conversation they'd ever had after her being on the station for months and the subject matter wasn't exactly pleasant. Yet, he found himself enjoying it to some degree. She seemed nice enough and her motives were genuine, that much he was certain. He still wouldn't let her get in Sheridan's line of sight but he wouldn't refuse her either. Then he realized that he must be taking too long responding because she's shifting around uncomfortably on the bench.
"I accept your apology though it is not necessary. You aren't responsible for their actions unless you gave the order, and I do not believe that you did. As for the captain, I'll pass your request on to him. I can tell this is a subject he'd just like to get past and move on from."
She didn't know how to take that or what it meant. It showed.
"We have a war to fight. Shadows to defeat. The captain is about building and strengthening coalitions and teams. He believes in giving second chances and moving on to the important work ahead. Not wallowing in past mistakes or deeds or trying to assign blame."
"That's very progressive of him. And very forgiving."
"He's that kind of man."
She couldn't resist. She had to know for certain so she hunched closer in a conspiratorial voice just above a whisper,
"It would be slow, painful and horrible wouldn't it?"
"Yes." He didn't bat an eye or apologize in the least.
"That's pretty much what I thought and I assured the others of that too. They've all decided to remain on board their ships and not travel to the station."
He stared at her for a few moments and then laughed.
"You're serious?"
"You're reputation precedes you Mr. Cole."
And then she laughed. He wasn't sure how to take that until he did a quick reality check and knew exactly how to take it so he joined her. They sat and talked for about an hour on many things and nothing. As others started coming into their area they got up and walked on. Somehow they found themselves having dinner in the Zocolo. And that is when he opened up to ridding himself of the 'slight' prejudice he'd might have built up about her over the last few months. He didn't really think he had any but he would not contradict Entil'Zha so he allowed for the possibility of something small and almost too insignificant to notice. Too bad neither of them noticed that they'd captured the attention of some very intense and observant eyes.
G'Kar and Selene were on pins and needles the entire time they were out with the Fleet. Actually, everyone in Grey 17, Narn and Centauri were worried about how they would fare against the Shadows. Z'al and Narns were carefully going over every single detail they could from the reports. G'Kar was the most help in explaining certain things. When the others finally returned from their first engagement, everyone was pleased with the way their ships held up under the Shadows and their allies. And they were all very pleased that no one suspected anything. Some questioned Narns leaving the station by choice considering the circumstances. The Narns did not think Centauri trying to capture them was any greater threat than being blown apart by Shadows. A few were curious about humans joining but took their lead from the captain and Entil'Zha. Since neither made an announcement or pointed any attention to them, Anla'Shok and Minbari knew to be silent. The others from the League read their broaches and figured it was some human version of the Rangers and felt they'd said enough in the past and should remain silent on all things human and Minbari from now on least they risk some response.
When Fannol and Talia boarded White Star 14, they were immediately on alert. There was no one to greet them, no one in the corridors and no one on the bridge. Their individual hearts were pounding as they raced through the ship wondering what happened to the crew.
"You don't think they tried to leave the ship?"
"I do not know. It has been over two months. They are Anla'Shok. Perhaps they decided it was time to gather information on their own."
"Let's hope not. The Vorlons would have said something to us, right?"
Fannol just rolled his eyes and she nodded with the 'what was I thinking, of course not' look.
That's when they heard strange sounds. Well, strange for a ship. But then they both considered that it was strange for them to be inside the Vorlon Empire let alone land on their home world. The two made their way down the corridor and stepped into the garden to get a major surprise. This was definitely not what either of them were expecting.
Human and Minbari out of uniform. All dressed in shorts or cut offs and t-shirts, bare foot tossing around things that kinda looked like beach balls to Talia, listening to music and laying around on towels and blankets. Their wayward officers had apparently interrupted on of their thrice weekly picnics in the garden. Neither of them could do anything but stare at the crew and back at each other. This was definitely not what either of them thought the crew would be up to. Not that they had the time or energy to seriously wonder about anything other than their mission these last couple of months.
"What do you make of this?"
"I haven't a clue but it looks like they took my order seriously."
"Which order."
"Before I left I sent out a ship wide announcement explaining the situation. I also said that nothing was required of them except to relax and enjoy each other's company."
Fannol smiled at that. "Yes, that would explain things. They are simply following orders." After a few minutes they stepped further into the garden but when no one noticed them after another 5 minutes, Fannol cleared his throat and asked what was on the menu for lunch. That got everyone's attention and they snapped to attention. Or as close to it as they could manage bare foot and half naked.
"Sir, Mam. Glad to have you both back."
"Its good to be back. Sorry to interrupt your—activity but if I could get a status report, we can all go home."
Jaliris stepped forward then stepped back looking for his shoes. He couldn't find them so he sort of shrugged and stepped forward again to give the report. Talia and Fannol wondered just what happened while they were gone but said nothing.
"Where are Dulann and Kesha? I would think those two would be eager to gather information from us and depart as quickly as possible."
There was hesitation and anxiousness from every person in the garden and no one wanted to look either of them in the eye. Talia picked up on this,
"Is there a reason no one wants to answer his question?" Every single one of them looked at Jaliris in a way that screamed they would not speak and he would have to do it.
"They are not here."
Fannol did not feel like sifting through cryptic comments. He'd just spent months with a planet of Vorlons and two months before that with a particularly cryptic one, he wanted the whole story and he wanted it now.
"Speak clearly and quickly. I don't want evasion, misdirection, or omissions. Where are they?"
"We do not know. Several of the Light beings appeared in the garden the evening we arrived and asked for both of them by name."
"What did they say?"
"Prepare."
"Prepare? Prepare for what?"
"They didn't say but Dulann told Kesha that meant they were probably supposed to pack since Talia took a suitcase with her."
Both of them were nodding but neither of them could figure out what that meant.
"Dulann met with the next senior members of the crew and explained that they were not sure if they would be back but to carry on and not to worry about them. Kesha met with security to be sure they were clear on everything for the ship and the two of you. She said the same thing. That we shouldn't worry about them and that they may not return."
"What else?"
"We have no proof."
Fannol is wondering if it is possible for Anla'Shok to present the entire story or truth without prodding because he does not think this qualifies as quickly and clearly. He raises and eye to get his point across.
Talia knew there was something else.
"What do you guys suspect because I know you've been speculating?"
"They didn't seem surprised or nervous in the least. They both seemed happy and relaxed.
Neither one of them knew what to make of this. Were they to wait for them? Why were they taken? How did the Vorlons know their names? And how did they know they'd be taken? Fannol looked to Talia for a recommendation.
"I don't know. We didn't even know they were gone." Then she turns to the group, "Are you all certain that they knew they were going and that they left willingly and were happy about it?"
Every single head nodded and most of them laughed openly.
"They looked like they were going to burst from excitement even though they tried to conceal it. I don't know where they went or when or if they're coming back but neither of them seemed concerned about it."
"Alright. Finish your picnic and then let's power up the engines and run systems checks just to make sure everything still works. I assume you all have been out of uniform for the last few months. No need to change that now. But I recommend shoes."
Talia and Fannol grabbed some sandwiches, chips and drinks then left a stunned group. Once they settled in his office she had to wonder. Personally, Talia wanted to leave ASAP and Fannol understood her feelings though he knew she'd never voice them. She didn't want to jinks her ability to leave by staying one moment longer than necessary.
"Fannol, what could this possibly mean?"
"I don't know. They are very close and Kesha is always thinking things. She has, what is that human phrase, an intuitive mind. She and Dulann have been very close since training and usually spend their time together. If one were to leave, the other would go as well. But, from that report it seems like they both expected to go."
"True. Something is up. What could the Vorlons possibly be doing with them for all this time? And how is it that WE didn't know they left the ship?"
"WE didn't know they turned the garden into a back yard barbeque either but they all looked too comfortable. It is obvious they've been doing that for months."
She laughed and had to agree. "Well, I guess you have to be creative stuck on a ship on the Vorlon home world indefinitely when 4 of your leaders vanish. How long should we wait for them?"
"I don't think they are coming back. At least not with us. And I don't think either one of them expected to."
"How do you get that?"
"There would be no need for Kesha to go over our individual security arraignments once we return to Babylon 5 or Dulann's order that they report their departure only the two of us and no one else."
She thought about it for a few minutes and agreed. "I still wonder what's going on with them. Hopefully, they're alright."
"I am certain they are fine. They are not the ones I'm worried about."
"What do you mean?"
"Kesha AND Dulann. I am worried for the Vorlons!"
Ever since Susan began to suspect that Fannol would be gone for a long time or might not return, she spent all of her off duty time on board her ship and away from others. Captain Sheridan was the only one she allowed on board when they were in orbit and she kept to herself. She was trying not to resent whatever had caused him to be taken from her. She was trying not to be mad at him for concealing this or failing to say good bye. The Universe fared better, she resolved to be mad at him. She also tried to occupy her mind by going out on continuous engagements and leading the Fleet more and more. Sheridan said nothing. She was competent and fit for command even if she was evading and building up walls like the old days. He decided to let her do what she needed to function.
After that day when she broke down in his arms he knew he wouldn't allow that behavior to continue for much longer. As far as he was concerned, she was out on her last mission for awhile and she would have to deal with her demons.
It took less than a minute, that's 60 seconds, for every single Ranger, Warrior, or member of the War Council to learn that White Star 14 had jumped into orbit. Everyone started hailing but they got no response. They still had to deal with the absence of Kesha and Dulann. Talia and Fannol would explain it to the Council but no one else was to know and no comments would be made. How they would explain what happened to their crew without explaining where they went confused them until they realized that their friends knew where they were anyway. They just wouldn't comment on the why or what. Fannol instructed them to take care of their duties and that they could shuttle down to the station when they were off duty but he felt they should wait until tomorrow because of the flurry. That was fine with the crew. They didn't want to have to refuse to answer questions about Dulann and Kesha.
In the shuttle, Talia and Fannol looked at each other and could do nothing but shrug. She knew the Moon Shields would be all over her. Fannol was disappointed and relieved that White Star 3 wasn't in orbit. Relieved because he knew she was going to kill him. Disappointed because he missed her desperately and just wanted to see her. They contacted the captain on arrival and were headed to the War Room to make a report on things they could not report. Fannol already warned her that he was not going to take responsibility or share the heat for her outgoing message since he didn't know she recorded it or the contents!
Sheridan was just relieved to know they returned safely and that Susan could stop worrying. While they were all coming into the room White Star 3 jumped into station orbit on schedule from their latest mission. As soon as they saw White Star 14 they notified Ivanova and she hailed them.
"Ivanova to White Star 14"
"White Star 14." She was nervous and scared that the voice wasn't Fannol.
"Is...did...where" And she could say nothing else.
"Talia and Fannol just left for a briefing in the War Room, Mam."
No one missed the choked out sob as she said thank you and signed off. The shuttle was waiting and they whisked her straight down without comment. It would have been funny but no one who saw her over the last few months found anything about the situation funny. She ran from the shuttle bay with guards gasping for breath, trying to keep up with her. Station Rangers did not fear a problem since they were aware of Fannol's return and expected this. She did not stop until she reached the War Room and not even then. Fannol was just about to report that he could not report anything except that he was missing some members of his crew when the door opened and Susan Ivanova flew into the room.
They've put on some shows in their time. Each and everyone of their friends has gotten more than their money's worth and several dozen freebies over the past couple of years. This one out did anything they thought they'd seen in the past. She moved across the room as he closed the distance between them and the others didn't breathed let alone make a sound as they watched. Neither of them spoke as they embraced silently for some time. It seemed as if they weren't ever going to let go. Finally, Susan disengaged one hand and placed it on his cheek. He did the same to hers and their thoughts flowed inside of each other's head. Their foreheads met as they leaned into one another. Everything was said and nothing was said. Then their hearts touched and to both their immense relief, their empathic bond was still alive and just as strong. But then something passed between them that surprised them both once they had a moment to realize what it was.
What they did not realize was that the entire time they were connected, they were connected. Marcus hadn't seen anything this strange since the Gathering of Souls though he had to admit that was a lot more dramatic. The instant their empathic bond was reignited, they were enveloped in a soft yellow haze of light all around them. It seemed to come out of nowhere like mist on the ocean but it was definitely real. Sound was also included in this matinee because the wind chimes were back and they echoed throughout the room. Then the room was waft in a light floral sent. Talia thought it was lilac while Michael swore it was mint julep and G'Kar suggested night jasmine. The debate would continue for many years on occasion between those in the room as no one could quite come to a definitive answer.
It went on for a full 10 minutes and no one seemed to be able to take their eyes off of it. Though nobody knew what 'it' was or if it would continue indefinitely, they were amazed. Susan nor Fannol seemed to be in any hurry to let go of one another. When they finally pulled apart the sound and light slowly disappeared as they continued to look into each other's eyes. Duty forgotten, friends ignored, the rest of the galaxy could basically go to hell as far as they were concerned. They clasped hands and walked out of the room without a word to anyone.
No one spoke but they all turned to Stephen awaiting some explanation. Until the yellow light showed up with the music and flowers, each of them accepted the intensity of their reunion as a result of the circumstances. Each of them chalked up much of their behavior to the weirdness that was their usual behavior. This was different. They could all still smell the flowers, even if they couldn't decide which ones they were, long after the two separated and left the room! Those two were weird but this was beyond the usual unusual. And they all wanted some kind of explanation.
"They just made my job a hell of a lot harder."
That was all Stephen would say and the look on his face said 'don't ask'. They didn't but now their curiosity was in over drive. Delenn was concerned for Marcus because he was silent and distant. She could not tell if he were upset or if he had come to some conclusions after what he had just witnessed and that concerned her greatly. She made up her mind then that he would not leave her sight for the rest of the evening and that she would be ready to listen should he wish to speak.
Sheridan sat silently for a few moments thinking about what Stephen said and tried to put that together with all that he knew was going on. [I'm just glad he's back in one piece. And I suspect they have a lot to talk about.]
Talia decided to draw attention and speculation, cause she knew what they were all now considering, away from her friends by making the 'not' report.
"Captain, I guess I'll make the report and it will be brief. I also won't answer certain questions."
"Alright." Yeah, he saw what she was up to and agreed.
"We went somewhere and did something. We're back. Two members of our crew are not."
That snapped Marcus out of his musings. Two Rangers gone? What happened. Delenn was right with him on that one.
"What do you mean, two members of your crew did not return? Which ones?"
"Just what I said. Kesha Jackson, Chief Tactical Officer and Dulann, First Officer. We do not know why and Fannol and I were not there when they left. We do know from the report that the crew felt they went willingly and happily. There is a strong suspicion that they either knew or suspected that they would have their own side mission and would not return."
Then she waited for them to digest that but everyone was trying to sift through her ½ statements and missing information.
"The crew will not comment on our destination or anything they may have seen or heard in our absence. They will give no details on the two members of the crew who did not return with us so do not ask them any questions."
That got everyone's attention. Talia giving orders. Then they considered her last message to them and shrugged. She sure seemed to be getting the hang of command for someone untrained. Sheridan almost laughed. He'd spent more than enough time with Admiral Winters. He knew she could be bossy. But he also felt he should get some clarification.
Before that happened, his link activated with a computer generated message. The others except G'Kar heard something similar to that the last time they got a private show and knew what that was all about.
"Fleet Command of the Army of Light is transferred to Captain John Sheridan until further notice. Anla'Shok Susan Ivanova is on non active duty status indefinitely and not accepting any communications."
The captain remembered her doing something like that when he first returned. Except he did note she didn't even want to hear about a red alert. Wanting to follow Talia's lead by keeping attention away from those two, he moved on without comment to his question,
"I understand we can't ask certain questions but I just need some clarification."
She nodded 'cause she knew he wasn't going to cross any lines.
"In light of what we discovered about the Rangers on Earth and Mars, do you have any reason to fear for their safety? Physical or otherwise."
"Nope."
That response was different and unexpected but she said it with confidence so he accepted. Stephen spoke for the first time since his cryptic comment earlier.
"They're fine, don't worry about them." Then shook his head and laughed.
That was not enough for Delenn and she hoped to get just one or two more details if she could without being scolded by Stephen for her effort.
"Stephen?" That's the best she could do and hoped it was innocent and opened ended enough.
He knew he'd have to tell them something.
"They know too much."
"Huh?" That was everyone's response.
"I wasn't watching them as closely as I should have in the beginning. They are way too smart for their own good. Especially Kesha."
"Huh?" It worked the last time.
"When trying to figure out how to 'protect' or 'help' Fannol several months ago, they started speculating on things they shouldn't have. Or at least things no one thought anyone would. It sort of snowballed. Kesha thinks outside of the box and Dulann some times goes along with her theories. This time he started thinking outside the box as well."
Michael is used to Stephen's strange answers but that doesn't stop him from wanting to get some more information. Plus, he still hadn't gotten around to asking Kesha where she got that jamming device.
"You're gonna have to do just a little better than that, man. You realize that answer wasn't actually an answer for the rest of us who have no clue what you're talking about."
"They figured out certain parts of the Universe's plan."
"How is that even possible and what do you mean they figured out parts of the plan?"
"You guys heard me."
No one knew what to think about that and just stared at Stephen with pleading eyes. He threw them a bone and a couple of crumbs.
"Fine, I'll mention a few things they did but I won't go into a single detail. They figured out why and how those 16 Rangers died. They also figured out everyone on this Council. Kesha figured out the Valen/Sinclair angle a long time ago but was afraid to say anything for fear the Religious Caste would find out and she'd end up spending the rest of her life doing cleansing and purification rituals as punishment." Then he laughed but they weren't laughing. They wanted details.
Just then Draal showed up again with a message for Stephen:
"Sorry to interrupt but I thought you might like a visual aid while trying to explain our dynamic duo."
"Thanks. Just nothing..."
"Of course. How about something to assure they went willingly?"
"Yeah, that's fine."
"Good. I admit, I haven't been able to take my eyes off of them. And——neither has anyone else."
Then Draal released some 3D projection in the room while Stephen dimmed the lights.
"How?"
"Perhaps we could hail one of them."
"Your sense of humor is getting out of hand and needs work. Smart ass. Are you taking classes?"
"Kesha, lighten up."
"Fine. What do you suggest? I know we've only been here 20 minutes but we don't know how long Talia and Fannol will be here. I think our golden opportunity is slipping through our fingertips."
"What do you suggest we do? How do we go about getting someone's attention? And are we sure we want to do that?"
"Why wouldn't we? I thought that was the plan. To seek enlightenment, wisdom and or understanding. I'm not choosy. I'll take any of thee above."
"Do we know what that entails? What if..."
"Finish it."
"The legends... What if they requested enlightenment, wisdom and or understanding as well? What if it means WE can't leave?"
"I don't know. Would you do it? If they'd let you hang out with them but the condition was never returning or at least not for a REALLY long time, would you still do it?"
"If that was the cost in exchange for enlightenment, growth, and hopefully creating a more evolved soul for the next person, yes."
"You say that with conviction."
"Why not? And you?"
"The Anla'Shok is my only family. I would feel bad abandoning the war effort and the crew. Especially if Fannol and Talia don't come back. You're my best friend——don't let that go to your head——so its not like I'd be leaving anyone personal behind if we were together."
And just to show that they did leave willingly he switched to another view:
"Dulann, how much time to you think we'll be gone and how much do you think we should pack?"
"I don't know. Talia brought a lot on board. But she's telekinetic. Pack what you can carry on your own. I do not wish to strain any muscles on your behalf."
"Get a move on it Dulann, we're almost there and you're not messing this up for us by being slow!"
"I hardly think they'll leave without us considering we didn't even have to hail them."
"We are so gonna work on your smart mouth."
When the projection ended and the lights came up everyone just sort of looked at each other and then Stephen.
"As you can see, they obviously wanted to go and had some understanding of what was in store for them. Obviously, Draal could not show you any of the things they've discovered because none of you were meant to know. They weren't even intended to know. This was simply a––well like he said, a visual aid to show how the two of them think and work together. Those two managed to figure out certain things and they needed protection because of it."
"What do you mean protection?"
"A lot of different groups were watching and listening to them as they worked through her theories and their combined knowledge of certain things. They even figured out Fannol and Susan. Or at least Kesha did. Dulann wasn't entirely convinced." He kept shaking his head and laughing.
No one knew what to say but Delenn caught that part about being watched.
"What do you mean groups were watching that they needed protection from? Are they in danger?"
Seeing that she was simply concerned for her Anla'Shok he answered that one,
"Light and Dark have ways of gathering information, Delenn. G'Kar already gave us an extensive lesson on the workings of great beings in the universe. There are a lot of beings you all never heard of. Remember the other? It wasn't the only one of its kind.
Those two signed up for the ride of their lives. That could put them in danger. Well, if Dulann doesn't discourage Kesha from trying to solve every single mystery in the universe. Problem is, he's hooked as well. Now the two of them have a mission unlike anything you could possibly imagine. I know I'm going make sure to peek in on them more often just to see how far they've gotten or how much trouble they've gotten into.
Don't try to spend your free time catching up to those two. Trying to solve what they figured out. None of you have the facts either of them has. None of you has the ability to release your minds the way Kesha does. Dulann has to an extent and that is one of the reasons he could keep up with her. They work well together and they have been best friends and very close since Ranger training. You cannot compete with that."
Yeah, they heard. What were they supposed to do with that? What could they do with that?
This was amazing to Delenn. She and Lennier spent hours combing through all of the records at the Sisters of Valeria. Nothing. They could come up with nothing that would answer some of her questions. No one knew of Stephen's revelation about Z'al. She knew the Nine assumed she had come on board the ship to gather information on the Oracle and Isil'Zha from the archives in the library. There was no way she could tell them what she was really doing or why. They got the reports and they all watched the recordings. They were all in agreement as to the identity of both. They would not yet intervene, simply watch and wait. They felt the timing of Delenn's coming was significant because it had been months since the public revelation of both of their identities so they held back and asked no questions. They were all also certain that she knew of the Oracle long before any signs became public but did not speak.
The Council started researching once they learned of the Oracle and Isil'Zha but came up with nothing to explain what their arrival at the same time signified. How could the one who came in the last days appear at the same time as the One who was the future? They found nothing. Everyone assumed that Delenn was in possession of a great deal of first hand information because she has known them both for so many years and works with them. They also consider that she was the Chosen of Dukhat as well as his student. Plus, she was the one to fulfill the each of last of Valen's prophecies. Everyone always assumed that Delenn was privy to much information and facts others did not have. In this respect, they were wrong but that did not stop her from trying to learn the truth. She did have Stephen and Susan to guide her directly and they did not. This new turn of events gave her pause. She had some concern about how the Centauri could be the origin of the candle and the star and what that would mean for Minbari. It still did not make any sense. But, now Stephen's words gave her some kind of hope. Anla'Shok had figured out parts of the Universe's plan. Anla'Shok were now on what Stephen called the ride of their lives. That must mean something good for Minbar? She hoped.
Newly convened or not, the Grey Council had sources of gathering information and used their influence to get it. They were amazed to learn that Delenn had a few tightly held secrets of her own though one they still did not know. They could not figure out where she was disappearing to on the ship for hours at a time and decided they had to intervene in that respect. They pulled the keeper of records aside and demanded specific information. After what they knew was a few moments of serious deliberation he agreed and produced a data crystal he suspected would be necessary when he first saw Delenn board the ship. It had been many years, but once he learned of the arrival of both the Oracle and Isil'Zha, he was certain Delenn would come and that this new Council would want to know why. When the recording began each of them were shocked to see the face of Dukhat pop up on the screen. He did not tell them much and his words were veiled but what he did say was taken to heart because of who he was. They would not defy him.
"I do not know specifically the time this message is being viewed but if you are watching then Delenn no longer stands among the Nine. And there is no one to stand beside you. A time may come, no I am absolutely certain that a time will come when she is compelled to return for reasons that will be unclear to you. Her movements aboard the ship will seem strange and you will not be able to locate her at times. Do not be concerned and do not intervene. Should a day come when one of you leads the Council that individual will have a better understanding. There is not much else I can say on this subject and I pray that you heed my words. Valen guide you all."
Once they recovered from the fact that they had just viewed a message from Dukhat, the Council was certain that something specific happened or was about to happen that led her there now. So when Delenn asked to see the Triluminary they did not question her. She seemed surprised by their reaction but they made it seem as if they felt she had a right to as one who was Satai, the chosen––even if she would not accept her place and lead them, and Entil'Zha. This was true, but not their real reason. They were certain that whatever drove her to them now, whatever caused her to disappear somewhere on the ship, whatever caused her to spend hours in the library and with her aide reviewing the sacred writings of Valen, was the real reason she wanted to see the Triluminary. Delenn was either getting soft or was too distressed because she accepted their response and went into the chamber alone.
Not so alone 'cause Nine not so hooded faces were watching her over the security monitors. Her actions puzzled them at first as they watched her lower the case it was held in onto the floor. When she kneeled in front of it before lifting the lid they simply guessed she was paying some honor. But then her movements began to appear calculated and suspect. They saw her glance around carefully to be sure no one was present before she reached out and held her hand in front of the Triluminary. And that's when all Nine of them gasped in surprise as it began to glow. Then she folded both her hands into the form of a triangle and sat quietly with her eyes closed. They looked to each other and back to the screen thinking they had seen it all until someone gasped even louder and motioned for them to all look at her. And, that's when they saw the mark revealed on her forehead.
No one knew exactly what was taking place in there but they knew what that signified. Delenn bore the mark of the Triluminary! She did not see what was taking place behind her, nor did she hear anything. No, she was too busy praying for understanding of the things she did not understand and for peace to accept whatever changes might be coming to the Minbari. Her eyes were shut tightly and her mind was completely focused on seeking guidance and patience to deal with the Centauri . That is why she did not notice the appearance of the three Light beings behind her hovering in a triangular formation above her head. Members all turned to the Religious Caste Satai, eyes demanding some specific information. Neither felt comfortable trying to explain this or wise enough to understand it themselves so they offered what they felt was the best course of action,
"Send a copy of this to Rathenn at once. Then ask that he come immediately to counsel us."
White Star 14 contacted Fannol's guards to alert them to Ivanova's arrival. It was a good thing they did or the guards wouldn't have been prepared to move out of the way and take cover from the freight train soaring down the hall. Once she entered both of their guards made eye contact and smiled. They wouldn't be staying in the War Room long and they wouldn't be returning to the ship anytime soon. Sure enough the two stepped out hand in hand. Their guards just sort of rolled their eyes and fell in behind them. Everybody in that procession new they were headed to her station quarters.
Once inside, Susan quickly followed the same pattern she'd done in the past. Except this time the captain had command of the Fleet along with the station. No one had any hope that either of them would be coming out anytime soon after the last time that happened.
They still hadn't spoken. Susan really hadn't regained the power of speech since she hailed White Star 14. It really didn't matter because their thoughts and emotions were wide open to one another like never before. They simply held each other and allowed themselves to get back into sync. The months of separation both physical and emotional during the time Kosh was interfering with their bond had really taken a toll on both of them. Not until they were disconnected did they realize how much they'd taken their connection for granted. And not until they were reconnected did they understand how crucial it was to their individual and joint well being. After about three hours Susan punched him in the chest,
"I told you not to ever do that again."
After recovering from the pain,
"I didn't do it on purpose, it was Kosh."
"Liar. You hid it first because you didn't want me to worry. Then Kosh nosed his way in."
"True. But, you weren't to know."
She was about to let loose on him for all the nights she lay awake worrying and all the days she had to get by without seeing him when he pulled her closer and whispered in her ear,
"I missed you even before I left."
Susan wondered if she was getting soft in general or if it was simply the strain of the situation catching up to her. Fannol picked up on that but felt it hazardous to his health to comment. Wise decision. She looked up at him and he could see the tears she was trying to hide. Susan could count the times she cried in the last 3 years. This was going to make twice in two weeks. He didn't say anything and just pulled her even closer and they both cried a release and relief. Once they recovered they both decided that they were officially on vacation and would not be bothered for anything or anyone.
The others expected them to hold up in there as they did in the past. Even expected that they would probably stay in there the entire night. They didn't expect the requests that went up to their respective ships. Each of them asked for clothes and personal items to be packed and brought down to them. Then Susan ordered food delivered. Lots of food. Take out and groceries. When Fannol heard the grocery list he knew what she was up to. Everyone knew Susan Ivanova couldn't cook, that meant she expected him to. She caught that thought and his eye,
"Earn your keep soldier. Besides, you owe me."
"That's a lot of food."
"We're going to be here for awhile."
He couldn't complain and he didn't wish to. They had months to catch up on. Though Fannol was distressed to learn that she really hadn't done anything except work while he was gone. That made him feel guilty.
"Don't. I know you couldn't help it. I had to make myself mad at you at times just so I wouldn't fall apart worrying. I understand that you had to go, we just didn't get to say goodbye. I had no warning and if you hadn't noticed, I've gotten use to having warning."
"I suppose that is true. Hopefully you aren't still upset with me."
"No, I'm just glad you're home. I'm sure the Three will be relieved when they finally get Mai'lenn's report. The captain put a gag on all humans and Minbari. We weren't to speculate or even discuss it amongst ourselves. He made ONE exception and that was so Mai'lenn could file her report to Tuzanor. He didn't want to deal with the Three in person."
They both laughed at that. Four days later, everyone was beginning to wonder if they would ever leave her quarters. White Star 3 contacted White Star 14 as soon as they got the report of Ivanova going off duty indefinitely. White Star 14 waited patiently for Fannol to contact them saying someone other than he was in charge. They didn't expect him to request someone pack his bags. White Star 3 knew what she went through. The captain and everyone in the Fire Wings' situation room had an idea what she went through. Station Rangers who saw her running to him or the two of them walking toward her quarters had some idea that they intended to take as much time as they pleased, doing as they pleased. And everyone in the War Room learned there was a hell of a lot more between them than they ever guessed.
The captain said nothing. He knew her and he knew what he saw in the War Room even if he didn't understand it. Whatever is between them goes deeper than anything any two beings experience and he knew they had a lot to work out. He was prepared for them to request time off to go to Tuzanor but wondered if they would really want to face the Three in person so he dismissed that thought. Delenn was silent as well because she could not determine Marcus' feelings or thoughts on this situation and that disturbed her. Just as he is in tune with her, she is with him but not this time. That gave her cause for extreme concern because that has never happened before. She continued to watch, wait and prepared to intervene.
One the 5th day Susan contacted Sheridan. He wasn't surprised but he wasn't expecting it. She requested leave for both of them. They wanted to go to Tuzanor. He wasn't sure why either of them would subject themselves to a live interrogation but he also knew what that place meant to both of them. He granted leave without explanation and said it was effective immediately but that they should take off quickly before Mai'lenn had a chance to file a supplemental report and the Three were waiting for them on arrival. Fannol did not find that the least bit funny. Susan said that since they had already used 4 days in cloister they'd be back in 2 weeks instead of 3. Sheridan thought about that for a moment. [Hmm. Apparently, 3 weeks is the required amount of time one must spend at Tuzanor to heal.] He smiled to himself and told them to take the 3 and leave. They needed no other prodding, packed their bags and headed out of her quarters.
"Which ship should we travel on?"
"What do you mean?"
"After this last mission, I cannot leave my crew like that again. I have taken off more than once on your ship and they have not been permitted to pursue before. That does not sit well with them."
"Ah. Well, then, I guess we'll travel on yours. You KNOW mine's going to follow. And they'll want to be on board if you can spare room for 2 of them."
"That's fine. It should be quite a party."
"What do you mean?"
"Talia."
"What about her?"
"She lives on the ship now. We are going to Tuzanor. Who in their right mind passes up an opportunity to tag along?"
"Got it."
And he was right. Captain Sheridan tried to maintain a straight face as Talia explained that she would not technically be taking leave so much as remaining with her ship and crew. It was not her fault that the ship would be headed to Minbar. She then pointed out that she was acting as the ship's First Officer now and that in light of Fannol's leave her duty was to ship and crew. Apparently, Talia had a sizeable list of reasons she was required to be elsewhere and was prepared to enumerate them all. Delenn said nothing as she tried in vain to suppress a smile at Talia's efforts. The captain was well aware of her condition before their mission and had strong suspicions about what she, what both of them had endured. He was more than prepared to grant her request for leave but she didn't seem to be making one so he just listened to her spin a very good tale. Until her link sounded,
"Talia, we're leaving in 15 minutes. If you're going get up here. If you're staying we'll see you in 3 weeks!"
Susan's words lit a fire under Talia.
"Captain, can I please go?" It sounded so pitiful and desperate you'd swear she was 9 years old.
"Yes." Before he had a chance to say anything else she ran from his office with three Moon Shields hollering thanks over her shoulder.
"Why is it that some times I feel like a parent around here?"
"I do not know, John, but it seems to suit you."
Not knowing what her words signified to him she was confused by the way he looked at her. Then he just smiled and pulled her into a tender embrace.
"May I take you out tonight for an evening of dinner and dancing?"
This surprised Delenn. Since his return and the security detail he tried to limit the amount of time he spent around the general public. She looked into his eyes and saw he was smiling so she agreed readily.
Halfway there, Fannol insisted that Talia be the one to alert them of their arrival. He had no intention of dealing with anyone if he could help it. Unfortunately, he was certain there would be nothing he could do to help it. Susan agreed but wasn't sure how they could maneuver around the inquest. She was pretty sure they wouldn't attempt to gather information with direct questions since they like to be sneaky when dealing with the two of them. Talia agreed and said she'd contact Kailenn and Leroon to let them know that all three of them were coming for a 3 week stay. That would let the others know they were there to recover from something and came for rest and a little peace. It would also give them time to arrange where they would stay. Susan was pretty sure Leroon would be arriving the next day. And she was right.
Rathenn, Turval and Durhan were fit to be tied these last three months. None of them had any idea what to make of this latest revelation about Fannol and Talia. Mai'lenn's report was incomplete and they required supplemental information. When she explained that the captain ordered all humans and Minbari to immediate silence for life, they began to understand the seriousness of the situation. And to suspect that there was a great deal going on. It did not stop them from worrying about him at all. Durhan was concerned for both he and Susan. He knew no good could come from a forced separation between them. Especially if it were to be permanent.
"It is most confusing. We have checked and checked those records. Nothing. There is no mention of another with the Oracle."
"True. But there is no doubt that something binds them in a way that is beyond ordinary friendship. How is it that she did not know he would leave?"
"The better question Rathenn, is WHY did he leave? Why was he connected with the Vorlon that touched Susan? Mai'lenn said that it was obvious they knew something was to happen and kept silent. His ship was moving into position long before the docking bay doors even opened."
"What are you suggesting, Turval?"
"That there is much more between them and much more to Fannol. Of that I am certain. He is involved in whatever is happening and whatever is to come on a level much greater than we suspected when we brought him into our confidence."
"Durhan, you are very quiet."
"He was the only one to visit the Vorlon ship when it was on the station. He was visiting the ship just before it left. Do not ask me how I know this, it is only a suspicion but I do not think he was on board White Star 14. I do not think he was the one to order his ship pursue."
"What are you saying?"
"I think Fannol was on board that Vorlon ship when it left and I think Talia is the one who ordered pursuit. I think the two of them know a great deal and will not tell. And I am almost certain they kept that secret from Susan. Mai'lenn said Talia started spending more time on board the ship. That permanent quarters were assigned to her. The day they left, she packed all of her things and moved them to the ship as if she knew or suspected they would not return. There is much more to both of them."
"We will never know, I suppose. Unless they return and I truly hope they do. Captain Sheridan surely did not intend for his directive to apply to the three of us? I believe they went to the Vorlon Empire. I just have no idea why." Turval was pleased with his conclusion and nodded his own agreement.
Susan and Fannol just stared at Talia in shock as she filled them in on Stephen and Draal's explanation of what happened to Kesha and Dulann.
"That makes no sense. I mean it does but how is that even possible?"
"Yeah, Michael asked the same thing. None of us are really sure but Stephen found the whole thing funny."
Fannol just shakes his head in amazement. "I knew they discovered the truth about Kosh and I still have no idea how they came to that conclusion. All of Kesha's security arrangements make a bit more sense now. How she knew Talia was involved surprised me but I did not want to ask and risk having a conversation I did not want to participate in."
"Yeah, I know the feeling. She was very clear that she wasn't going to risk anyone witnessing any unknown phenomenon——her exact words——you might cause. She also let me know I was to keep my mouth shut on anything I might think, suspect, or learn about you once I came on board."
"Wow. If I had known everything then, I might not have given her such a hard time when she was making her 'security report'. Though I was getting tired of her justifying each of her actions by explaining they were simply because I was Shok'na."
"You gotta be kidding? She told me it was because I was a member of the crew."
"I suspected that was her answer for you."
Susan's just realizing what Talia said earlier and breaks into the conversation annoyed,
"So you knew he was keeping me out?"
"Don't start with me Susan. I had my own drama."
"Sorry. That couldn't be good. I'm not asking any questions so don't worry. I'm still in shock over those two."
"Did Stephen give any indication what their new mission would entail? Where they would go?"
"This is Stephen we're talking about, remember? I definitely got the feeling that neither of them would be staying on the home world the entire time. And that they'd be together the whole time they were gone. Which could be eternity. They could be anywhere. I mean really, what do you do with two people who manage to figure out parts of your secret plan?"
"We should've reeled those two in for covert ops or something. Marcus and Michael have got to be ticked they missed out on Watson and Holmes."
At Susan's mention of Marcus' name Talia begins to feel uncomfortable. She suspected that neither of them knew they put on a light show this time or that they had any idea what was truly between them. She also knew their unreserved and intense display of affection was causing many people to speculate on just how close they really are. After holding up in Susan's quarters for 4 days, she figured the others had come to certain conclusions. What she doesn't know is if she should mention the yellow light. She opts not to since no one else said anything. [No one else has seen them since.] Talia dismisses that thought and assures herself there is no misdirection in her silence because she cannot be absolutely sure the two of them don't already know.
Apparently, it is possible to make a quiet get away from Babylon 5. Mai'lenn reported Fannol and Talia's return almost immediately. None of them were happy that she had no specific details as to where they went or what happened but accepted it. To learn that Susan and Fannol had shut themselves away for days in her quarters caused them concern.
"That means there is a great deal of information they are sharing with each other."
These three are accustomed to being in possession of secrets and information. Knowing that there is something new to be learned but out of their reach does not sit well with any of them.
"I know. If we could somehow get near them. Perhaps we could pry just a bit out of them. Durhan, they are your students. What do you suggest?"
"First, I believe Fannol is recovering from whatever bodily harm Susan has inflicted on him as punishment for leaving her without a word. Second, we have discussed that one. She can hold a secret better than any Satai when she wishes. And based on Fannol's actions, he can as well."
"True. We cannot take another visit to the station now. Our motives for visiting would be suspect."
"You are a master of understatement some times, Turval. Our motives would be obvious."
"If you insist on being of no help Rathenn, be silent."
"That is enough you two. We just need to find a way to get them here. But I do not think that will be a problem."
"What do you mean?"
"I think they will come to us. Susan has not been home since the Fire Wings began their training. Fannol has not returned since Captain Sheridan went to Z'ha'dum. And Talia has not been here since before Entil'Zha went away."
"Speak clearly. What are you suggesting?"
"The humans have a saying. The chickens always come home to roost. They will be here soon."
Susan and Fannol instructed their crews that they all had leave and they would take this time to place both ships in dry dock for a full inspection and overhaul. They were both sure to inform their crews that they were all on vacation, did not want to see them, and would not require an entourage of security while they were relaxing at the headquarters. All three of them were pretty much ignored on that last part. But they realized they could not draw too much attention to any of them with their normal protocols so they combined their efforts to help them to blend in. Except the Warriors. No one knew how they'd blend in. As happy as the Moon Shields were to have Talia back and to be able to accompany her on this trip, none of them were looking forward to spending time with Kailenn. None of them had any hope of finding a way out of it.
It did not take long for all of Tuzanor to learn of their arrival once Kailenn passed the word to Durhan. She was not entirely pleased to learn that Talia had also contacted Leroon to alert him of her visit. Technically, she had no problem with Leroon, but she was still ticked at him for attempting to monopolize the bulk of Talia's time on her last visit. Now that Talia has risen to the level of an instructor herself, Kailenn fears she will have no legitimate reason to spend all the time she wishes to working with her prize pupil. She contents herself with the knowledge that she will have three Warriors to mold. Kailenn is absolutely certain that religious studies and education within the Warrior Caste training is severely lacking after dealing with the Fire Wings. She's made it her new mission to assist any Warrior she can get her hands on. Now that Talia is bringing her three Moon Shields, she is certain she'll have plenty to occupy her time when Talia is with Leroon.
Those who did not know of the impending arrival of Fannol, Talia, and Susan knew something was up. The three of them were entirely too pleased with themselves about something. When Durhan was seen smiling openly and strutting around, everyone suspected Susan was to arrive soon. Sure enough they were right but got more of a surprise as the other two were not expected. The three of them waltzed into headquarters but got no further than the door when they met their welcoming committee.
"Susan, Fannol, Talia! What a surprise."
None of them are really buying it. For one, its too staged. And they all were pretty sure Kailenn rushed to tell Durhan that HER student was coming for a visit and happened to be bringing his.
"Master, it is good to see you. It is good to see all of you."
Rathenn looks the group over and nods,
"I could not help but wonder if there was a specific reason for this visit since it was unannounced. Of course, we are always happy to have you all home whenever you can spare the time."
Fannol lowers his head slightly because he knows that he will not be able to suppress the eye roll that is sure to come if they keep this up. He's certain Mai'lenn gave them every detail she could.
Before anyone could comment, Turval has to have his part in it.
"Fannol, you are looking well. A bit tired perhaps but that is to be expected with the war. Should you have some time, I would appreciate you sitting in on a few of my classes. Perhaps a tutorial or two would fix you right up."
He knows he isn't going to be able to get out of it. He also knows that is Turval's means of getting him away from the others so he can squeeze every drop of information he can out of him.
"Sech Turval, it would be an honor. Of course I am always available for you."
Susan is biting the inside of her cheek to keep herself from groaning because she knows that Durhan is a lot less subtle and a lot less slick than Turval. He's simply going to order her around and she's gonna have to follow. As if on cue,
"Susan, we will meet at 14:00 beginning tomorrow."
"Yes, Master. Thank you." {This is not good!}
Kailenn's had enough of this dancing and politeness so she snatches up Talia by the arm and whisks her away without a word to any of them. She knows what time Leroon is expected the next day and intends to stake her claim long before he arrives. What she doesn't know is that Rathenn has decided that as a member of both their caste he feels it his duty to devote as much time and attention to Talia during her period of recovery as he can. Rathenn has more patience than all of them combined. He was Satai longer than all the others. He knows exactly what to do to gather information from Talia and that is exactly what he intends to do.
Susan was a assigned to the same suite she had on her first visit. This time, Fannol was across the hall and Talia next door to him. None of them missed that little set up, knowing the others simply wanted easy and uninterrupted access to them. They would have their information! She didn't think they would try any surveillance since she's pretty sure they figured out that Fannol spilled the beans but wasn't taking any chances. She came armed with jamming devices and passed out a few to the others. Yeah, they all laughed but they all knew it was required around there. After getting settled Susan and Fannol headed off to the Temple of Valen,
"I missed this place more than I realized."
"Yes. After the mission I spent a good deal of time here."
It was good for both of them and they somehow fell back into a modified version of their schedule during her training. Susan absolutely refused, with the utmost respect and in the most humble way she could, to meet with Leroon at 06:00. She didn't even know why she had to meet with him in the first place since Talia was his favorite student. And with all of Talia's new super powers she ought to be the one spending time with Leroon. Susan obviously forgot he was a telepath 'cause he heard every single one of her thoughts and decided to address them once and for all,
"Am I to understand that you are no longer a telepath?"
{Uh oh}
"No, F'hursna Leroon. Of course I still am."
"Ah. So you have identified and mastered all of your abilities since we met last?"
{Damn!}
"Not at all."
"Then there are still techniques and lessons for you to learn?"
"Yes. Of course. I did not mean to suggest otherwise. I am honored that you still wish to teach me."
"As I thought."
{Damn, Damn, Damn!!!!}
Susan didn't escape Kailenn's clutches either. There was absolutely, positively no way Kailenn wasn't going to get her hands on the Oracle. How many people got to lay claim to being the religious instructor to the Oracle of Minbar anyway? Oh, no. Susan wasn't getting out of that at all. And for some reason Fannol could not tell or at least did not want to admit, Kailenn was studying him pretty intensely out of the corner of her eye. [I may not know all but I am not blind and I know enough to suspect what I am thinking.]
Fannol was taken aside and before he knew it she had him where she wanted him. He could not understand how he managed to be scheduled for 2 hours of private religious studies classes each day. The only thing Fannol did not seem to mind in the least, and Kailenn immediately noticed he embraced eagerly, was her informing him that they were taking a full day trip to the Sisters of Valeria and would be reviewing some of the ancient texts and history from before the time of Valen. [Just as I suspected!!!!]
"We aren't gathering any new information. Fannol won't speak." Turval is not happy at all.
"Perhaps it is that you are out of practice. Perhaps you are going about it incorrectly."
"Durhan, I do not see you gathering any information. In fact, you seem to simply be enjoying her company. Do not try to pretend. You have been in too good spirits these last two weeks."
Rathenn decides he needs to break in before the two go too far.
"I think we have all gained some new information, we just may not recognize it. And, we may not know what to do with it."
"Explain."
"Fannol went eagerly and happily with Kailenn to review the ancient texts. He has never done anything eagerly or happily with Kailenn before. She's a bit too intense for him. Yet they spent an entire day together."
"So?"
"So, he really wanted to see what was there and read it for himself. He knows Susan and who she is. He did not need to read about her. He also had knowledge of the old stories. No, he wanted to see the original documents. I believe he was searching for something specific. And, I do not believe it had anything to do with Susan, but with him."
"How exactly?"
"We have concluded that they went to the Vorlon home world. We also strongly suspect it was Fannol inside that Vorlon ship. A ship he spent weeks visiting. A ship he traveled in alone all the way to Vorlon space. He has special knowledge. Specific information now. He might have had it before the trip. But even so, he spent months on their home world! That is amazing and we all know it. We also know, though we have no proof, that Talia was on the planet with him. That is significant. And, we agree she thought she would not be coming back."
Turval picks up the thread,
"You are saying that because of whatever Fannol learned during his time with the Vorlons, he may be able to understand or recognize something in the text we do not. Something specific dealing with himself and his role with the Oracle?"
"Yes, but not just with Susan. I think we have been too narrow in our search. I think Fannol has a bigger part than we originally suspected and that may be why we could not find anything. I think the Vorlons obviously knew that."
Turval turns this around over and over in his mind for a few moments,
"I believe Rathenn is correct. It would make the most sense. That means we must revisit everything after they have left. Just to be sure."
"I have something else for us to consider. I know Susan very well. I know Fannol just as well. Have you noticed anything different about them since the last time they were both here?"
"Not particularly. What do you mean?"
"They are much closer."
"That is no surprise Durhan. They have always been close. Friends from the beginning. And they have that emotional connection. Of course they would grow closer over the years."
"Yes, Rathenn but have you watched them interact?"
"I do not know to what you are referring Durhan. What do you suspect?"
"They have moved beyond an empathic connection. I am almost certain that they have some sort of telepathic communication between them. It is more than simply finishing each other's sentences or anticipating the other's preferences or needs. They are finishing each other's thoughts and doing it unconsciously, I believe. With the exception of their lessons, they are never apart."
"They were separated for those months he was away and neither knew if it was to be permanent."
"True, Rathenn, but I mean physically, they are never a part. Watch them. They unconsciously move to stand near each other whenever they are in the same room. Fannol some times nods his head as if he is speaking to someone when he is not. She does the same and its usually when they aren't in the same room. Yes, if it were only her I would think perhaps she was communicating with Talia or Leroon. But Fannol is not a telepath or an empath. Rarely are they together when they are not touching in some manner."
"Do you suspect they have developed a romantic relationship?"
"If they have, neither of those two are smart or observant enough to have realized it."
"What do you mean? How could one not realize something such as that?"
"She did not realize she was a telepath for 25 years. As it turns out she is perhaps the most powerful human telepath to exist. Perhaps out of all the species. I care for her deeply but in some respects she is not the——brightest star in the sky, as the humans say."
This caused all three of them to chuckle as they remembered her conversation with Entil'Zha.
"What about Fannol? Surely he is capable of knowing his own feelings?"
"How? They have the strongest empathic connection I have ever heard of and yet they are completely unaware of their own actions toward each other. Watch them closely. You will understand."
"Alright. Perhaps they have romantic feelings for each other but have not yet realized it. How does this help us learn anything new?"
"I think it will be much easier to gather information from them the closer they become. I think that now we know only a Vorlon can interfere with their connection. From Mai'lenn's report on her behavior during his absence and both their behavior on his return, they will not or are not able to allow anything to come between them if it is in their power. They just walked out of a briefing and ignored everyone and everything for 4 days. Then came here. There is a reason for that. It makes me think that whatever or whoever Fannol really is, is connected with the Oracle as well and that is just ONE of the reasons they are so close."
"What about Talia? Rathenn you have spent time with her."
"Yes, we have known for some time, since she first came to us, that she was not a P5 commercial telepath as everyone was led to believe. As everyone outside the Anla'Shok is still being led to believe. While we do not know her specific abilities or rating, Leroon would not have jumped at the chance to meet with her if they were not significant and unusual. He has not left that school in 20 years except three times. Each in the last two years. Each time to come here. And he is practically overflowing with joy to have them both here at the same time. We know that he has every intention of having Talia at Ver'Yil with him after the war. He intends it to be for some time."
"So?"
"I was not finished. Her lessons are different this time. I suspect that her abilities have grown significantly since they last met. They spend a great deal of time away from here. They leave the grounds daily for long periods of time and go off somewhere isolated. She has security. Warriors, not Anla'Shok, and she has had them since the Vorlon was killed. They go with her but I happen to know that they do not get close enough to see or know what Talia and Leroon do or discuss."
"You happen to know?"
"Do you care how I gather the information, Turval, as long as I get it?"
"I do not."
"Alright, what does that mean?"
"I am unsure but I believe she was on the planet with him. She was with the Vorlons."
"Are you saying they enhanced her abilities?"
This causes both Durhan and Turval some discomfort.
"No. She was more powerful than anyone knew long before she encountered the Vorlons. It was her secret, though I suspect Susan knew for some time. And I suspect Fannol as well."
"Why?"
"Susan and Fannol are close, we know that. She is Fleet Commander and they would never be on the same ship. I doubt it was a coincidence that the other extremely powerful telepath on the station was assigned to his ship."
"You are suggesting that Susan used special favoritism as a means of attempting to protect him in battle?"
"Does anyone in this room think she would not do it?"
When no one disagreed with Rathenn, he moved on.
"As I was saying, I suspect that her ability to go down to the planet and remain with them for those months is because of who SHE is as well."
"The Oracle's friend has a friend?" Turval was dangerously close to rolling his eyes as he said that.
"No. They may not even be connected. That is a strange group. We SAW the Gathering of Souls. Who's to say the Universe wasn't finished gathering everyone. A Soulwalker, Isil'Zha, the Oracle, Delenn, who we now know bears the mark of the Triluminary, and Entil'Zha Valen himself in the same room. On the same station. We did not know who Sheridan was. We only had the healer's veiled words to Entil'Zha that he had some connection to the Minbari. Never would any of us have guessed his true identity. I am saying we do not know who SHE is. We do know that she was first drawn to that station and then to this place. That she has a Minbari soul. Her faith is so strong it frightens me. They are just popping up all over the place!"
Rathenn had to take a few moments to collect himself. He'd gotten a bit worked up during his little speech and that last sentence almost undid him. Turval and Durhan made eye contact but said nothing.
Talia was enjoying herself and having a grand time. Even though it seemed to her that the only time she'd get to spend any time at Tuzanor was to rest or recover from something, she did not mind. Kailenn wasn't nearly as upset as she feared about Leroon's presence. But then, Talia suspected it had something to do with having a few Warriors to convert, an Oracle to polish, and Fannol. Yes, Talia couldn't help notice that self satisfied and suspicious way Kailenn kept peeking at Fannol out of the corner of her eye. Talia was almost certain that Kailenn had figured out quite a bit. When she scooped up Fannol and took him to the Sisters of Valeria she knew.
It was a good thing because Talia needed the time with Leroon. She was very clear that she could not speak on many things and begged that he not be offended or ask. He was not. He seemed to be very perceptive about certain things and was merely interested in helping Talia adjust and control her abilities. They spent a considerable amount of time testing her limits while he prodded her into establishing safety zones for herself so that she knew where the cut off points would be. They continued to test her telepathic range and Leroon was giddy over the possibilities. He cautioned her not to limit her options in the future but she had no idea what he was talking about.
"Of course it is just a suggestion but with the proper training and attention, you would make just as good if not a better instructor at Ver'Yil as you would at Tuzanor."
Then he shifted slightly and brushed a few non existent pieces of lent from his cuff. Talia hid her smile.
"Master, I have made no plans after the war. All I do know is that when I leave Babylon 5 I intend to make Minbar my home."
Leroon is very aware that Ver'Yil is within the Federation but is not Minbar. He attempts not to huff.
"I see."
Talia picks up on this immediately.
"Yes, of course that will also be after I leave Ver'Yil. I believe you issued an invitation to me some time ago. Am I mistaken? I hope you have not changed your mind."
She is all too aware of the delicate situation and Leroon's feelings are at risk. Of course, she would never phrase it as such. She resolves to simply think of it as his Warrior's pride as that is the most acceptable way of putting it. He puffs up at her response so she knows she said the right thing.
"Of course the invitation is still open! How could you think otherwise? We will have much more privacy there and you will have freedom to explore to your heart's content."
Crises averted they moved on with the days work. Later that evening Talia went with Fannol and Susan to the Temple of Valen. As much as Talia loved that place, she got the feeling that it called to Susan in a much stronger way. Her reaction was very intense and everyone at the training camp seemed to expect Susan to spend much time there and to go daily. Talia wasn't so busy having fun or working during this trip not to notice many things. The Three were not as discrete as they might hope. Then again, with those three one could never tell. Some times Talia got the feeling that they really did not care if you knew they were attempting to gather all the information their nosey hearts desired.
She saw some things that concerned her but she was not sure if it was time to intervene or if she should simply continue to watch and wait. Fannol and Susan seemed to have relaxed much more here than they ever would at the station. That was expected. But, Talia saw the light show. She was convinced that her friends were getting closer and closer in a way they did not even realize. How they could not be aware of their growing closeness was beyond her but she'd gotten too used to their strangeness to think much of it. What she was certain of is that it would not take long for others on the station to notice. They were affectionate before. And they touched. Especially when one was in distress. Since their extremely public display of intense affection in the War Room, they were even more intense. They were constantly touching. If they were not holding hands they were holding each other. If both their hands were full they leaned into one another. They stand too close and stare too long for simple friends. Talia was positive she wasn't the only one here to notice this. They were definitely giving Tuzanor something to talk about.
If their feelings had grown beyond friendship to a romantic level, it didn't bother Talia in the least. In fact, it would make the most sense and solve that mystery of the weirdness that is Susan and Fannol for most people. But Talia knew what others did not. And, she still had some concerns about Marcus in the back of her mind. He was too quiet and did not have a reaction. That gave her cause to worry about things she did not want to consider. She also heard Stephen's words when he reacted to them. And she heard him say that Kesha and Dulann 'figured out Susan and Fannol'. That meant there was something. Well, after the yellow light and the flowers, she knew there was more. So she took some quiet time in the Garden of Eden to consider it. That's where she solved the mystery as well. How that worked she had not a clue and wasn't sure what that meant. Since Stephen seemed more annoyed and frustrated than unnerved she felt all was fine for now. But she had absolutely no clue what would happen if the light came back or got stronger the next time.
Fannol was informed that he and Susan should come up to the space dock for an update on the inspection of their ships. Neither liked the way they sounded but, this was the Religious Caste they were dealing with. Some times they could be a bit high strung. They designed and built the White Star Fleet and had not turned over any part of the operation to the Workers yet. As far as they were concerned, the ships fell under their control and authority because they were used to fight in a Holy War. The Workers were still rebuilding and expanding some parts of Minbar and the Federation so they let it slide—for now. Expecting the worst; Talia, Fannol, and Susan went up to find out just what was wrong with their ships.
"Nothing is wrong with those ships. They are White Stars."
All three of them made eye contact and agreed this was going to be an extra sensitive area because he seemed to take his work a little too personally. Talia intervened and both Susan and Fannol were happy to sit there quietly and be left out of it.
"There may have been a slight misunderstanding. The war has taken its toll on all of us. You understand?"
Some times Talia was so smooth and accommodating Susan forgot about the iron fist inside the velvet glove. A few more words from Talia, the master negotiator, and all was well.
"We installed a new defense system on both ships and have conducted several tests. They work beautifully."
"I'm always happy to have something else to defend the ship, don't get me wrong, but why'd you add it to our ships?"
"Anla'Shok Ivanova, you are Fleet Commander. Both you and Fannol are on the War Council."
Everybody could tell that was the misdirection and were just sort of standing around waiting for the truth. None of them were convinced they'd get it, but they waited none the less.
"We had to test them out and both your ships were here. They work so you can keep them."
Susan almost laughed in his face. That was the most direct, most honest answer she's ever gotten from any Minbari except Fannol. He caught that stray thought and did his own struggling to remain silent. Talia just rolled her eyes and asked for a complete explanation of what they were dealing with. The other two kind of looked and her and then at each other. {Yeah, Talia's really taking this whole command thing serious. Funny thing is, she's good at it.}
When the time came to say goodbye, nobody wanted to leave. A surprise to everyone, that actually included the Moon Shields. Kailenn's mission did not fail and they really seemed to enjoy their time with her. Talia thought it was Tuzanor that took the edge off of their displeasure with spending time with her as opposed to when she was teaching her classes on the station. She was pretty sure that after taking the time to create a specialized course, every Warrior at Babylon 5 would get the full Kailenn treatment. Talia, Susan and Fannol were completely unaware of just how much information the Three managed to gather from them over the past 3 weeks. They felt extremely satisfied with their efforts and had more than enough to speculate on once the others left.
