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My Broken Shell
By: Lunatic Lisa
A Dedication Fan fiction To Yami Bakura
Chapter Three
"The Secret Inside My Soul"
"No you don't Yami." Ryou looked at me, I sighed and looked up at him. "Yes I Do."
"No Yami some people have even worse lives than you." Ryou put his hand on my shoulder, "I believe in you."
I couldn't hold it in anymore, it just came out to fast before I could really think what to say, "Ryou I've made your life horrible, I don't deserve to live, I'm a horrible fucking bastard who should have died a long time ago."
Ryou looked at me and understood where I coming from, he held sympathy in his eyes that I didn't deserve, "Yami, but who tried to make that up to me?"
I was confused for a moment what he meant, but then I knew what he meant, "Me…"
"Right, and who has been trying his hardest to be nice to me?" Ryou said taking his hand off my shoulder.
"Me..." I feel worse than I already had before, Ryou actually forgave me for every thing had had done to him, everything...
"Well I'm glad you've seen your flaw in your ways and I'm grateful for the both of us that we can help each other out, instead of ignoring each other" Ryou chose his words without much thought. I just nodded and smiled, "Thank you so much God"
"Now I'm sorry for having to leave just as soon as I got here but I must get down to the airport," Ryou stood up, "Dad's coming home for three weeks, I haven't seen him in months."
I was going to ask why my Light's Dad was only coming back for three weeks, usually he stays for a month or so, but Ryou was already out the door. I thought of checking the calendar as they call it, a quite handy thing in use these days, but I remembered Ryou saying something about his Birthday, maybe that's why he's so happy and Mr. Bakura is only staying for three weeks, hey made sense to me.
After Ryou left it gave me some time to think about everything. If I ever told anyone about, my secret I don't think they'd believe me anyway. But it's Yami Yuugi who knows, and laughs his ass off at me for it... "Idiots." I got up and walked around Ryou's house, I guess it's time to show my true colors. I still want to get back a Yami Yuugi though. But maybe I'll do it in a "nice" way. It's quite amazing, about like 5,000 years ago the religion the Israelites believed in their God, the true God they said. That religion is still around today, in today! This busy, loud place people now called Christians still have similar beliefs… scary, not?
I stopped at the kitchen table; I noticed a book that was Ryou's diary. He was probably writing when he got home and then heard me scream or kick the wall, but didn't get a chance to finish today's entry. I picked up the book, feeling quite guilty I began to skim over it, my name flashed up a couple of times.
Summer of August 11th - age 16
There was a bit of scribble after his end sentence, probably because he heard me say or scream something, but that wasn't what worried me.
I scanned the page again, "He had a dream about me!?" that's what scared me, I wonder what he really was dreaming about.
I've been implying something about Yami Bakura… I wonder when someone will figure it out. Hm? Well you guy's thanks for reading and drop off a review ASAP. I'll hopefully get chapter four out in 8 days all right? And I'm trying to make them longer but I can't *cringes*
"No you don't Yami." Ryou looked at me, I sighed and looked up at him. "Yes I Do."
"No Yami some people have even worse lives than you." Ryou put his hand on my shoulder, "I believe in you."
I couldn't hold it in anymore, it just came out to fast before I could really think what to say, "Ryou I've made your life horrible, I don't deserve to live, I'm a horrible fucking bastard who should have died a long time ago."
Ryou looked at me and understood where I coming from, he held sympathy in his eyes that I didn't deserve, "Yami, but who tried to make that up to me?"
I was confused for a moment what he meant, but then I knew what he meant, "Me…"
"Right, and who has been trying his hardest to be nice to me?" Ryou said taking his hand off my shoulder.
"Me..." I feel worse than I already had before, Ryou actually forgave me for every thing had had done to him, everything...
"Well I'm glad you've seen your flaw in your ways and I'm grateful for the both of us that we can help each other out, instead of ignoring each other" Ryou chose his words without much thought. I just nodded and smiled, "Thank you so much God"
"Now I'm sorry for having to leave just as soon as I got here but I must get down to the airport," Ryou stood up, "Dad's coming home for three weeks, I haven't seen him in months."
I was going to ask why my Light's Dad was only coming back for three weeks, usually he stays for a month or so, but Ryou was already out the door. I thought of checking the calendar as they call it, a quite handy thing in use these days, but I remembered Ryou saying something about his Birthday, maybe that's why he's so happy and Mr. Bakura is only staying for three weeks, hey made sense to me.
After Ryou left it gave me some time to think about everything. If I ever told anyone about, my secret I don't think they'd believe me anyway. But it's Yami Yuugi who knows, and laughs his ass off at me for it... "Idiots." I got up and walked around Ryou's house, I guess it's time to show my true colors. I still want to get back a Yami Yuugi though. But maybe I'll do it in a "nice" way. It's quite amazing, about like 5,000 years ago the religion the Israelites believed in their God, the true God they said. That religion is still around today, in today! This busy, loud place people now called Christians still have similar beliefs… scary, not?
I stopped at the kitchen table; I noticed a book that was Ryou's diary. He was probably writing when he got home and then heard me scream or kick the wall, but didn't get a chance to finish today's entry. I picked up the book, feeling quite guilty I began to skim over it, my name flashed up a couple of times.
| Today came a little fast, but in the morning my Yami woke me up after I had a good dream about him, he very rudely woke me if I might add, he took the pillow from under my head and whacked me with it. That really hurt, then I had a bad headache that Advil wouldn't cure.
I reluctantly got dressed and picked up my book bag, grabbed a blueberry muffin and raced out the door. I almost tripped over my Yami, I can recall he didn't like that either. I mean he was just standing by the door and in my haste I barely even saw him. After I made the late bell for school I went through a normal day.
After school we all went to Yugi's house to complete our presentation. After I got home it was a bit too quite, I knew that my Yami was out of the ring so I wondered where he was. |
There was a bit of scribble after his end sentence, probably because he heard me say or scream something, but that wasn't what worried me.
I scanned the page again, "He had a dream about me!?" that's what scared me, I wonder what he really was dreaming about.
I've been implying something about Yami Bakura… I wonder when someone will figure it out. Hm? Well you guy's thanks for reading and drop off a review ASAP. I'll hopefully get chapter four out in 8 days all right? And I'm trying to make them longer but I can't *cringes*