Heh, I've got so much to say today…I don't know where to start…but in reply to some of my friendly, and generous reviewers…
giggleplex (with a small 'g'): Actually I have played FF9, but I really can't see a connection between Yami Bakura and Kuja…I can't find why Kuja was evil, did he just like being evil? It's been so long since I've played that game again I've forgotten ^^;; But yeah, I see what you mean…
Firedraygon97: Meh, what word? (I'm quite clueless…) ^^;;
And this chapter is a little bit on the humor side. (Hey, I can't help but bring out my true colors once in a while ^^;;) Hopefully picking up the plot pace too…Though I believe it turned out with tears...
And this Chapter is dedicated to:
Yami Tsuki Tenshi
My online stalker, who always seems to be on when I am…
My Broken Shell
By: Lunatic Lisa (LL
A dedication Fan Fiction to Yami Bakura
Chapter Fourteen
"To Prove Myself, to Myself."
The quote:
My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, you've had a great life.
-- Lee Iacocca--
(I think I'm a little to obsessed with this bold font… )
Oh? What's this? Someone wants to speak eye to eye with me? I'm not lowering myself down to that level, not without a fight…
But for some strange reason he is a lot like Ryou, if you think about it, he has to see to believe, he has to have some proof, he needs someone to back him up if something fails…
But…I would come out, but I don't have enough time… I have about an hour then I have to go with Yugi…is that possibly enough time to tell my story or, no…
crap…
shit…
damn…
I don't know what I should do…argh! What the Hell, am I going to do, how am I getting out of this situation anyway? I bet you that I will get dragged from this very spot where I am standing by Ryou, literally.
So what am I to do, pray to God that everything goes okay? Actually that wouldn't be a bad idea, right now…
Because, I've been thinking a lot, when Ryou's dad came home I have been thinking things over too hard, my head sometimes hurts. But I have been thinking about so many different topics from then I can't remember them all from the top of my head.
About Ryou and me…
About my past life…
About Yami and his aibou…
About how many chances people have given me…
About my only real friend, if you can call him that, Malik…
About this new life…
About starting over again…
About this new world which Ryou lives…
About myself…
Even about tomorrow…
And sometimes I feel lost in this place I know so well…sometimes I feel as if no one ever cared, yet they have given me chances to prove myself, and I failed…
I failed…
I failed through my own fault…
My beliefs where different, than those of the Pharaoh's because we can from different thoughts, and ways of living…
But he had given me more than one chance…
One
Chance...
More than one way to prove myself… To
Prove
Myself...
But I was too stupid to notice that…too incompetent…
Too
Stupid
Too me… Because
I...
I was too me…too myself…
Was
Myself...
And here is another chance…a chance to prove myself to Ryou's own father…but what am I going to do? Sit back like a chicken? Run away from my own fault?
NO!
NO WAY IN HELL!!
This is my chance…my chance… and I'm not letting it pass by…I mean the world to someone…and that's Ryou…and he is my world…
And I going…
Going…
GOING TO PROOVE MYSELF…
TO MYSELF!!
AND TO RYOU!!
Yes!! That's what I'm about to do…
"Oh God…let this work out okay!"
//Ryou…I will speak with him…as long as he isn't scared.//
/You will? I didn't think you would…but okay if you're sure…/
I didn't want to end it right here…
but this week is so busy, I have tons of graded homework due Monday and I'm going places this weekend…I've got check up FF.net I haven't read since before Christmas….It took me forever to add HTML tags to this chapter… And I've got a cold..I'm sneezing as I type this.... on…and…on…
I am plainly stressed and tired out…but I will hopefully have the next chapter out in 9 days…I have so many ideas but so little time to make them into a chapter >>
And like always thanking you all for supporting my story. Very much ^^
And right now I want to hear the sound of birds chirping in the morning sun...I obvoiusly miss Summer....>>
giggleplex (with a small 'g'): Actually I have played FF9, but I really can't see a connection between Yami Bakura and Kuja…I can't find why Kuja was evil, did he just like being evil? It's been so long since I've played that game again I've forgotten ^^;; But yeah, I see what you mean…
Firedraygon97: Meh, what word? (I'm quite clueless…) ^^;;
And this chapter is a little bit on the humor side. (Hey, I can't help but bring out my true colors once in a while ^^;;) Hopefully picking up the plot pace too…Though I believe it turned out with tears...
Oh? What's this? Someone wants to speak eye to eye with me? I'm not lowering myself down to that level, not without a fight…
But for some strange reason he is a lot like Ryou, if you think about it, he has to see to believe, he has to have some proof, he needs someone to back him up if something fails…
But…I would come out, but I don't have enough time… I have about an hour then I have to go with Yugi…is that possibly enough time to tell my story or, no…
crap…
shit…
damn…
I don't know what I should do…argh! What the Hell, am I going to do, how am I getting out of this situation anyway? I bet you that I will get dragged from this very spot where I am standing by Ryou, literally.
So what am I to do, pray to God that everything goes okay? Actually that wouldn't be a bad idea, right now…
Because, I've been thinking a lot, when Ryou's dad came home I have been thinking things over too hard, my head sometimes hurts. But I have been thinking about so many different topics from then I can't remember them all from the top of my head.
About Ryou and me…
And sometimes I feel lost in this place I know so well…sometimes I feel as if no one ever cared, yet they have given me chances to prove myself, and I failed…
I failed…
I failed through my own fault…
My beliefs where different, than those of the Pharaoh's because we can from different thoughts, and ways of living…
But he had given me more than one chance…
More than one way to prove myself…
But I was too stupid to notice that…too incompetent…
Too me…
I was too me…too myself…
And here is another chance…a chance to prove myself to Ryou's own father…but what am I going to do? Sit back like a chicken? Run away from my own fault?
This is my chance…my chance… and I'm not letting it pass by…I mean the world to someone…and that's Ryou…and he is my world…
Yes!! That's what I'm about to do…
"Oh God…let this work out okay!"
/You will? I didn't think you would…but okay if you're sure…/
I didn't want to end it right here…
but this week is so busy, I have tons of graded homework due Monday and I'm going places this weekend…I've got check up FF.net I haven't read since before Christmas….It took me forever to add HTML tags to this chapter… And I've got a cold..I'm sneezing as I type this.... on…and…on…
I am plainly stressed and tired out…but I will hopefully have the next chapter out in 9 days…I have so many ideas but so little time to make them into a chapter >>
And like always thanking you all for supporting my story. Very much ^^
And right now I want to hear the sound of birds chirping in the morning sun...I obvoiusly miss Summer....>>