23.12.02
Hellu.
Well guess what, the date went great and Draco still hasn't got the faintest clue so basically I'm safe.
I haven't seen him for the last couple of days and to tell you the truth that kind of worries me you know with Voldemort being so quiet and all wonder what they are planning, though I'm not so sure I want to know.
The pressure from my parents to become a Death Eather is becoming stronger and stronger, they sent me a letter today that I would either be a Death Eather or they would disown me.
It's not like I don't want to get rid of the, quite the contrary but they're still my parent's and I know my mom loves me and of course I love her and I can bet all my blond hair that my mom doesn't want to disown me, that it's only my dad who's forcing her in some sort of way.
Well I me and Ginny started our practise today, we started slowly with some breathing exorcises, you know just to get in touch with y self and relax.
Then she started by showing me where it hurts to be kicked, pressed or hit.
It's actually pretty cool to know that I can make Draco fall to his knees just by pressing in this place in his shoulders, it actually really hurts (I should know, Ginny showed it to me by trying it on me).
Oh you'll never guess what I bought for Hermione, it was this really beautiful pendant that tells here when ever something bad is about to happen to her or to any of the people she has chosen to "put" into it.
It's blue and in the middle it's this kind of grey spiral smoke kind of thing, when something bad is about to happen to her or any of the people it glows a different colour.
She's purple, Harry's green, Ron's red, Ginny's orange, her mom's white, her dad's olive and can you believe she put me in the pendant I'm black though, not that I mind I like the colour it is soothing.
Well I gotta sleep now.
~*~ Pansy ~*~