24.12.02

Ho, ho, ho.

Or what ever those muggles say.

To day it'd Christmas and I'm as happy as ever, which is strange because I never really liked it.

Guess that's all changed now, a Christmas at Hogwarts is A LOT better than one of fathers Death Eather parties where all the men just end up getting drunk in the end, and if Draco's there I just end up being his or one of his friends 'play mate'.

So to say it mildly a Christmas at Hogwarts is MUCH better.

Another difference is that I actually have friends to give and get presents from.

At around 9 in the morning I woke up, Hermione and I had plans to meet in the hall and then from there walk up to Gryffindor tower to open my presents together with them.

I met her and Terrance there in the hall, Hermione went and woke him up and the three of us headed up to the Gryffindor tower.

I got:

A lovely pendant from Terrance which lights up when somebody I love is close, so it keep shining the entire time I was in the Gryffindor tower.

I got a whole bunch of joke things from Fred and George's joke shop, they're really great think I'm gonna use them on Draco.

From Ginny I got something that I needed above almost anything else a couple of books on self control, you know, so that I don't go all crazy on Draco when I have a chance to kill him you know the Aurors have to identify the body after I'm finished with him.

From Hermione I got a book on how to manipulate people and potions, it's really great because I can now manipulate people to do what ever I want.

And from Harry I got muggle sweets I have to admit, they're actually REALLY god especially the Jawbreakers.

After opening all the presents we went down to eat breakfast and since there were so few people at school Dumbledore had put the Slytherin, Gryffindor and the Rawenclaw tables up against the wall.

It was really nice because I could sit together with all my friends so this

Has by far been the best Christmas in my life.

Oh shit somebody's at the door.

Oh my god...........

(No I won't leave you here, though I could)

Holy fuck, I'm still shaking even though it's been hours since the little incident.

The last thin I wrote was that somebody came into the room and believe me you'll never guess who it was.

It was Mother, and believe me she wasn't happy.

She pulled me out of bed and pulled me out of Slytherin, trough the dungeons, up to the hall and out.

She basically threw me into the carriage and then just as we were about to head home Dumbledore came out and stopped the carriage he ripped the door open and I promise you, I have NEVER seen him this mad, not that I've ever seen him mad, but still it was scary.

Dumbledore pulled me gently out of the carriage then the yelled some inappropriate words, even for me, and then he sent the carriage away with some spell.

All this is totally true I swear on Merlin's empty grave.

Oh my god, I'm so tired now so I think I'm gonna go to bed but believe me, you'll hear more of this later.

Lots of love

A very scared Pansy