From the Heart
Chapter3: Mitko
Chapter title: Holding on to each other's warmth
Author: sky75rk
Genre: yaoi
Rating: still the same
Pairing: Mitko
Author's notes: I resumed writing again, thank God! I haven't got the time
to write for a while due to the conflict of schedule this time of the year.
But, if you still didn't know, I uploaded a new fic entitled 'Myradd part
1' some time ago if you have the time, then kindly read it and I assure you
it will be worth your time. even if you don't know the story of it. If you
already read it, but you want to have the background story, then please
feel free to email me at this add: vwwa7p_l9@yahoo.com it is my new email
address but I still use the original one. And one more thing, Myradd is an
original piece and can be found in the original anime/manga section. (This
is because it is an original work!) And the last thing, my friend has
founded a mailing list (Yaoist_Kami) for all yaoist. Anybody is allowed to
join as long as you keep in line the rules of the list. Anyway, sorry for
the delay and I do hope that you will like this story. Part 3 of From the
Heart.
***
'The night was deathly cold. There is nothing but the darkness of the night and the cold chilling breeze of the wind. There is sole emptiness in his pit of despair and no one and absolutely no one can save him from this ache except. '
"Damn movie!" Mitsui cursed aloud. He had been watching this movie from the very beginning and every second, every minute that passes, he finds himself getting bored of this very corny movie and not to mention the very corny lines.
'No one can save him from the ache he feels? Ha! That is such a ridiculous line! Of course, anyone can save you if you believe.' Mitsui pauses, then waves his hand in a lay manner. 'What am I thinking? I'm being influenced by such a low grade movie.' after that, he reaches out for the remote and finds himself changing the channels. He finds nothing interesting so he turns off the TV and silently goes up to his beloved coop.
Arriving at his own room, Mitsui then approaches the window and picks himself up and proceeds to stand on the window sill, taking himself up towards the roof, where he tend to waste his time gazing up into the clear blue sky and leads himself to a peaceful sleep. Ever since Mitsui had noticed that he could come to their roof for a serene place to rest, he made it his habit to come there as often as possible. The sky relaxes him and slowly, he began to go to the world of the unconscious when suddenly.
"Mitsui-kun! Mitsui-kun!" somebody started calling him. He was pissed that somebody was disturbing his ever-so-peaceful sleep. However, when his brain started functioning, his mind registered the caller's voice. It was no other than his koi. His life, his love, his every breath, his everything.
Love could conquer all. Everybody knows that.
However, all things don't come too easy. Obstacles stand in way of something, in this case, it is.
"Mitsui-kun!" the caller voiced again. A person's head stuck out the window and there, Mitsui saw his koi clearly.
"Kimi-kun," Mitsui barely voiced. Kogure climbed up the roof and sat side- by-side with Mitsui.
"I've been calling you countless times already, Hisashi-kun," Kogure said in a mock-angry voice. "But it seems like you're ignoring me," Kogure pouted. Mitsui sighed. Yeah, he knows that Kogure is his, yet, something is not correct. Something's still wrong. Maybe its because they have to keep their relationship in the dark. Maybe because.
Maybe because they're of the same bloodline, if you all know what I mean.
It had been, and until now it still is, hard for them to face the fact that they're relatives. Cousins. In Japan, some families approve marriage of the same blood, but not Mitsui's family. Not before long, everyone in the team knew about this "perfect" relationship they had between them, and everyone was contented to keep it that way. They never bothered to criticize them or tease them. It would all be taken into trash. Both of them didn't care about the public, as long as they're happy together. Until all things have been revealed before them. They had been told of the worst secret that could've, that did change their life forever, precisely the time they chose to tell Mitsui's and Kogure's parents about them. After that, they decided to cut their relationship and give boundaries to it. Kogure realized that it could never be more than what they wanted, so he kept his feelings to Mitsui as a love for a cousin.
Although, Mitsui didn't. He couldn't forget, much less make a boundary. He kept on loving Kogure as what he did before, and would give up anything to have their old relationship back.
"Why? What do they want from me again? (1)" Mitsui asked. Mitsui gets annoyed at the mere fact that his parents were related to Kogure's parents. Somehow, he wished that he didn't meet Kogure in the first place, so he wouldn't feel pained in all this, however, he also knew that if he never met Kogure, his life would have been meaningless.
Mitsui decided. He could live with the truth of Kogure and him being relatives, but not with the thought of Mitsui not living to know Kogure.
***
"Lord, give me the strength to live on. Give me the strength to have hope that there's still a chance. Give me the strength to overcome all pain. Give me the strength to."
A pause.
"Give me the strength to keep on loving him."
Kogure never prayed before. He never even bothered to try. Not once and never even thought the day would come for him to do it. Once he finished, his heart felt lighter, as if another burden was taken away from his life, even though nothing changed yet. Prayer has this kind of power, Kogure decided. At the time Kogure finished praying, Mitsui passed by his half-opened room singing.
"I'm all out of love I'm so lost without you I know you were right Believing for so long I'm all out of love What am I without you? I can't be too late To say that I was so wrong..."
Hearing the lyrics, Kogure would have guessed that the song was naturally meant for the two of them. Though, the one thing that he would never have guessed correctly was that if the song Mitsui was singing was sung purposely or coincidentally. He never knew. All that he knew right then and there is.
"I'm all out of love I'm so lost without you." Kogure whispered to the wind.
***
Mitsui stared at the photo held before him. The smile, the face, his features. Mitsui smiled, then frowned. It all became so annoying that, in his fury, he tore Kogure's picture in half. Not that its his only picture of him anyway.
'Damn you Kogure! If only you didn't exist, if only I didn't know you, then I wouldn't be so problematic!' Mitsui thought violently.
Mitsui could think of over a hundred things why he shouldn't have met Kogure. Although of all over a hundred things, only one reason could throw those hundred reasons away.
'If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have known and experience true happiness, so no matter what happens, I'll always hold on to us.'
'May it be eternity.'
-owari-
A/n: So sorry if I kept the story short. I was having trouble about my schedule that I haven't got the time to continue it. So I reread the story and I found the perfect place to end it, so. I ended it. No offense to everyone! (Well, if you read my description, you should know that I'm a sadist.)
***
'The night was deathly cold. There is nothing but the darkness of the night and the cold chilling breeze of the wind. There is sole emptiness in his pit of despair and no one and absolutely no one can save him from this ache except. '
"Damn movie!" Mitsui cursed aloud. He had been watching this movie from the very beginning and every second, every minute that passes, he finds himself getting bored of this very corny movie and not to mention the very corny lines.
'No one can save him from the ache he feels? Ha! That is such a ridiculous line! Of course, anyone can save you if you believe.' Mitsui pauses, then waves his hand in a lay manner. 'What am I thinking? I'm being influenced by such a low grade movie.' after that, he reaches out for the remote and finds himself changing the channels. He finds nothing interesting so he turns off the TV and silently goes up to his beloved coop.
Arriving at his own room, Mitsui then approaches the window and picks himself up and proceeds to stand on the window sill, taking himself up towards the roof, where he tend to waste his time gazing up into the clear blue sky and leads himself to a peaceful sleep. Ever since Mitsui had noticed that he could come to their roof for a serene place to rest, he made it his habit to come there as often as possible. The sky relaxes him and slowly, he began to go to the world of the unconscious when suddenly.
"Mitsui-kun! Mitsui-kun!" somebody started calling him. He was pissed that somebody was disturbing his ever-so-peaceful sleep. However, when his brain started functioning, his mind registered the caller's voice. It was no other than his koi. His life, his love, his every breath, his everything.
Love could conquer all. Everybody knows that.
However, all things don't come too easy. Obstacles stand in way of something, in this case, it is.
"Mitsui-kun!" the caller voiced again. A person's head stuck out the window and there, Mitsui saw his koi clearly.
"Kimi-kun," Mitsui barely voiced. Kogure climbed up the roof and sat side- by-side with Mitsui.
"I've been calling you countless times already, Hisashi-kun," Kogure said in a mock-angry voice. "But it seems like you're ignoring me," Kogure pouted. Mitsui sighed. Yeah, he knows that Kogure is his, yet, something is not correct. Something's still wrong. Maybe its because they have to keep their relationship in the dark. Maybe because.
Maybe because they're of the same bloodline, if you all know what I mean.
It had been, and until now it still is, hard for them to face the fact that they're relatives. Cousins. In Japan, some families approve marriage of the same blood, but not Mitsui's family. Not before long, everyone in the team knew about this "perfect" relationship they had between them, and everyone was contented to keep it that way. They never bothered to criticize them or tease them. It would all be taken into trash. Both of them didn't care about the public, as long as they're happy together. Until all things have been revealed before them. They had been told of the worst secret that could've, that did change their life forever, precisely the time they chose to tell Mitsui's and Kogure's parents about them. After that, they decided to cut their relationship and give boundaries to it. Kogure realized that it could never be more than what they wanted, so he kept his feelings to Mitsui as a love for a cousin.
Although, Mitsui didn't. He couldn't forget, much less make a boundary. He kept on loving Kogure as what he did before, and would give up anything to have their old relationship back.
"Why? What do they want from me again? (1)" Mitsui asked. Mitsui gets annoyed at the mere fact that his parents were related to Kogure's parents. Somehow, he wished that he didn't meet Kogure in the first place, so he wouldn't feel pained in all this, however, he also knew that if he never met Kogure, his life would have been meaningless.
Mitsui decided. He could live with the truth of Kogure and him being relatives, but not with the thought of Mitsui not living to know Kogure.
***
"Lord, give me the strength to live on. Give me the strength to have hope that there's still a chance. Give me the strength to overcome all pain. Give me the strength to."
A pause.
"Give me the strength to keep on loving him."
Kogure never prayed before. He never even bothered to try. Not once and never even thought the day would come for him to do it. Once he finished, his heart felt lighter, as if another burden was taken away from his life, even though nothing changed yet. Prayer has this kind of power, Kogure decided. At the time Kogure finished praying, Mitsui passed by his half-opened room singing.
"I'm all out of love I'm so lost without you I know you were right Believing for so long I'm all out of love What am I without you? I can't be too late To say that I was so wrong..."
Hearing the lyrics, Kogure would have guessed that the song was naturally meant for the two of them. Though, the one thing that he would never have guessed correctly was that if the song Mitsui was singing was sung purposely or coincidentally. He never knew. All that he knew right then and there is.
"I'm all out of love I'm so lost without you." Kogure whispered to the wind.
***
Mitsui stared at the photo held before him. The smile, the face, his features. Mitsui smiled, then frowned. It all became so annoying that, in his fury, he tore Kogure's picture in half. Not that its his only picture of him anyway.
'Damn you Kogure! If only you didn't exist, if only I didn't know you, then I wouldn't be so problematic!' Mitsui thought violently.
Mitsui could think of over a hundred things why he shouldn't have met Kogure. Although of all over a hundred things, only one reason could throw those hundred reasons away.
'If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have known and experience true happiness, so no matter what happens, I'll always hold on to us.'
'May it be eternity.'
-owari-
A/n: So sorry if I kept the story short. I was having trouble about my schedule that I haven't got the time to continue it. So I reread the story and I found the perfect place to end it, so. I ended it. No offense to everyone! (Well, if you read my description, you should know that I'm a sadist.)