I Crumbled
By: Fanficaholic1377

It's over, and there is nothing I can do about it. If you were still with me, we'd find a way. We would think of some diabolical plan that couldn't fail. We just worked that way; we worked together. But that's all over now. The day you left me, was the day you came. Came to me, anyway. I wish I had told you my feelings towards you sooner, I wish I had gotten over my doubts and fears and just told you. But it doesn't do any good wanting to change the past. What's done is done.

But, that isn't a comforting thought.

Should I move on? That's what you told me to do, but the thing is Harry, I can't. Not without you here. See, for all those years I was the strong one, the one who wouldn't let petty little things bother me. But, that was only because of you. You were my strength. The one and only. You were the rock I stood on. But nothing lasts forever, and the rock crumbled. It crumbled quickly and suddenly. Without knowing what was happening, I fell with you, I crumbled. Down, down, further into darkness.

I can't see anymore.

I can't see the reason for going on, for feeling all this pain, all this grief. I want to be with you Harry. You and only you. But I was never one to get my way. Only once, and that was when I met you.

I wonder now if you're happy. I wonder if you're thinking of me, too. Because, Harry, I can't stop thinking of you. No one knows how bad I need you. To feel your touch, to be in your warm, gentle embrace. No one realizes how alone I am.

That's why I'm leaving.

I'm leaving this world I can't live in. I'm leaving all I have behind. But, you don't see, I don't have anything. You were all I had.

And as I point the wand I have used for so long, the wand I cherish with my heart and sole, the wand that helped me through Hogwarts towards my face, and the poisoned words quiver out of my mouth, all goes black, once again.

Out of the darkness I see light.

And there you are.
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters or anything.