I cant live without you
Chapter 10
Hello all! Well it certainly has been a long time since I have up-dated anything on here huh? Sorry that it has taken so long. I am just completely out of ideas. I can't write anything lately. If I can it has to be something original so I don't have to stick to characters and stuff. That isn't even going well. But here is the 10th chapter though I'm telling you it isn't going to be anything special. I have no ideas. Your ideas are very welcome though. I would really appreciate it if you would e- mail them to me. E-mail me at Red_Hot_Cinnamon_Stix@hotmail.com My friend Cinnamon will give them to me. I'm sorry but I am not using my e- mail account at this moment. Also if you would please e-mail your ideas instead of leaving them in the review box. Thank you. PS this is in Eric's P.O.V
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You know I remember watching her on the T.V when she was in her little storyline with Andrew and Hunter. I remember thinking if I could somehow fit her into a plan for me to get back at Vince. I saw her nothing of like I see her now. I only wanted to use her to hurt her dad, then her own father ended up using her to get at Austin. That was the biggest mistake of his life. Now I sit in my hotel room and watch her on T.V contemplating my next move. I've been banned from any arena while Smackdown! is being recorded compliments to Kurt for telling Vince that I was still seeing his daughter. She hasn't even called me. Not to see how I was doing, to see how the whole thing with Chavo had gone, given he had told her what he did. She's been on a role with her ideas and I don't know what it does exactly, but it does something to me to know that she doesn't need me anymore.
I was thinking give up the challenge and let it be. Let her do what she wants. See if she comes to me after I give up. If she doesn't then I'll leave her alone. But I just can't do that, not after what we've been through. All right so it hasn't been that much but it feels like a lot to me. It feels like a truckload. Chavo has been calling me from time to time telling me how she is holding up. Great and not worried about me in the least bit. Funny how he's my only connection to her at the moment and before I had never given it thought to talk to him. Love makes you do funny things. Wait a second I did not just think that. I don't love her.or do I?
No I don't. It's just some silly garbage that's the cause of something I ate or something like that. All right that didn't make sense and I said the word silly. Yes, something is definitely wrong. Accompanying that stupid feeling that I'm having at the moment is pain. Yea, pain. I'm in pain because she doesn't care. She doesn't care and I do. I'm being treated like a sack of potatoes by some girl who is at least 5 years younger than I am. There it is again, sack of potatoes? Besides, this isn't just some girl. This is Stephanie McMahon. The only little girl of Vincent Kennedy McMahon. And here I sit acting like a lovesick fool. Damn me, point for her. You know I was listening to the c.d. of the group that we are using for No Way Out. Evanescence I think it is. I was listening to the 11th song for some reason the one quote "I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away" stuck with me. It was the truth and I plan on putting that truth into action. I know what I have to do.
So I pick up the phone and press 1 on speed dial. "Hello?" I heard on the other line.
"Vince, its Eric. I quit the challenge. Stephanie wins."
The laughter that followed pierced my heart like a million ice shards. (Bitter laugh.) Once again a stupid line that sounds lame coming from me. I guess that's what I've been reduced too.
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There ya go hope ya'll like it. Wow! Even I like it and that's pretty good considering that I've had writers block on everything for nearly 4 months. LOL. Love ya'll don't forget to review! And don't forget about those ideas!
Chapter 10
Hello all! Well it certainly has been a long time since I have up-dated anything on here huh? Sorry that it has taken so long. I am just completely out of ideas. I can't write anything lately. If I can it has to be something original so I don't have to stick to characters and stuff. That isn't even going well. But here is the 10th chapter though I'm telling you it isn't going to be anything special. I have no ideas. Your ideas are very welcome though. I would really appreciate it if you would e- mail them to me. E-mail me at Red_Hot_Cinnamon_Stix@hotmail.com My friend Cinnamon will give them to me. I'm sorry but I am not using my e- mail account at this moment. Also if you would please e-mail your ideas instead of leaving them in the review box. Thank you. PS this is in Eric's P.O.V
**~**
You know I remember watching her on the T.V when she was in her little storyline with Andrew and Hunter. I remember thinking if I could somehow fit her into a plan for me to get back at Vince. I saw her nothing of like I see her now. I only wanted to use her to hurt her dad, then her own father ended up using her to get at Austin. That was the biggest mistake of his life. Now I sit in my hotel room and watch her on T.V contemplating my next move. I've been banned from any arena while Smackdown! is being recorded compliments to Kurt for telling Vince that I was still seeing his daughter. She hasn't even called me. Not to see how I was doing, to see how the whole thing with Chavo had gone, given he had told her what he did. She's been on a role with her ideas and I don't know what it does exactly, but it does something to me to know that she doesn't need me anymore.
I was thinking give up the challenge and let it be. Let her do what she wants. See if she comes to me after I give up. If she doesn't then I'll leave her alone. But I just can't do that, not after what we've been through. All right so it hasn't been that much but it feels like a lot to me. It feels like a truckload. Chavo has been calling me from time to time telling me how she is holding up. Great and not worried about me in the least bit. Funny how he's my only connection to her at the moment and before I had never given it thought to talk to him. Love makes you do funny things. Wait a second I did not just think that. I don't love her.or do I?
No I don't. It's just some silly garbage that's the cause of something I ate or something like that. All right that didn't make sense and I said the word silly. Yes, something is definitely wrong. Accompanying that stupid feeling that I'm having at the moment is pain. Yea, pain. I'm in pain because she doesn't care. She doesn't care and I do. I'm being treated like a sack of potatoes by some girl who is at least 5 years younger than I am. There it is again, sack of potatoes? Besides, this isn't just some girl. This is Stephanie McMahon. The only little girl of Vincent Kennedy McMahon. And here I sit acting like a lovesick fool. Damn me, point for her. You know I was listening to the c.d. of the group that we are using for No Way Out. Evanescence I think it is. I was listening to the 11th song for some reason the one quote "I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away" stuck with me. It was the truth and I plan on putting that truth into action. I know what I have to do.
So I pick up the phone and press 1 on speed dial. "Hello?" I heard on the other line.
"Vince, its Eric. I quit the challenge. Stephanie wins."
The laughter that followed pierced my heart like a million ice shards. (Bitter laugh.) Once again a stupid line that sounds lame coming from me. I guess that's what I've been reduced too.
**~**
There ya go hope ya'll like it. Wow! Even I like it and that's pretty good considering that I've had writers block on everything for nearly 4 months. LOL. Love ya'll don't forget to review! And don't forget about those ideas!