A/N: Just a thought. Where would everyone like to see them have their first kiss? After all, I can think of plenty of places, but a poll might help me decide something original.

Story:

There are things I don't tell my friends. I did not tell them about my parents divorcing. I did not tell them that I had to choose to live with either my mum or my dad. I did not tell them that I decided to ask to stay the summer at Hogwarts.

There are things I don't tell my parents. But I did write them back after that letter. They had interrupted a perfectly good night's research with their petty arguments, and I wanted to tell them off for it. I wish I had not.

They sent me a letter the next day, and I have decided that it would be best if I stopped writing them all together. My aunt Tiffany has agreed to take me into her custody under their noses. If only I felt happy about this. I wonder if I have lost my smile forever.

Maybe I need a boyfriend. It would be nice to feel loved. Ha! Loved? I have made myself laugh; not a nice one, but bitter. I think I am worrying the girls. But I worry myself now. I miss my childhood. I miss everything I used to not know.