CHAPTER SIXTEEN
The walk up the stairs had been hell for both of them, they both knew what was coming next what they were going to do and all of their personal insecurities were a rife in their minds.
'What if she wants it hard and fast and to all those little naughties we use to do.' Spike thought to him self as he went up another step.
'Maybe I'm not good anymore and my body has changed, what if' Buffy thoughts were cut off by Spike throwing open her bedroom door.
He looked down into her eyes and his insecurities melted when he saw the lust that burnt there. "We're going to do the right pet." He told her before gently laying her body down on the bed.
Spike stood at the end of the bed and took a moment to appreciate what he had, he never thought that he would be allowed in her room but now he was about to make love to her in it.
He knelt down at the end of the bed by her feet and slipped her shoes and socks off, taking the time to plant little kisses on them. All the time his hand unzipping her jeans and sliding them off.
He moved up from her feet and started to kiss her ankles listening very carefully for every little moan of pleasure that passed from her lips. Sticking his tongue out just a little bit he licked his way up her calf and the moved on to the other. His hands now working on the buttons of her white shirt.
Buffy arched her back as Spike slipped the shirt off her and continued to kiss her thighs. Laying there like that she thoughts that she could die happy. She looked down to find Spikes eyes and saw the loving glint shine in them. Keeping eye contact he stalked up to her mouth like a panther, finding her mouth he gave her a long kiss.
Buffy felt herself getting hotter and hotter, she wanted him then and there but she knew that Spike wasn't going to have that he'd said they were going to do it right and that meant lots of kisses, and licks and nibbles.
Spike moved back down her body that was now only dressed in white bra and panties and started to kiss her stomach and up towards her breasts, while one hand stroked the inside of her thigh, so gently that she could only just feel the contact.
Spike broke contact for a second to lift his t-shirt over his head.
Buffy pulled his on the button of his jeans, wanting to see as much of him as he was of her. Spike was about to slap her hand away when his jeans came popping open to reveal all of him. Buffy's eyes widened as she looked at what was before her, she didn't remember it being that big or ever getting that hard before. She pushed the offending item of clothing down over his hips and sat up so that they were pushed all the way off.
Spike pushed her back down on to the bed and started to kiss around her neck, Buffy shuddered underneath him, and Spike started to gently nibble the soft skin. Buffy moved her head so her mouth was at his ear, "I want you now." She said in a low husky voice.
A smile played on Spike's lips, "Not yet I've got other things to do first."
Even the sound of his low voice made her want him inside her, feeling his chest rumble against hers as he spoke.
Before she even realized what he was doing Spike had managed to get rid of her bra and panties, and was now sucking one nipple into his mouth. Buffy felt like screaming, every touch was like heaven and she couldn't handle it she could feel her body start to gear up for a big release.
Again Spike moved his kisses down over her stomach but this time didn't stop there he continued until he reached her soft curls.
Underneath him Buffy was moaning in the knowledge of what he was about to do next.
Without warning his flicked the tip of his tongue across her clit and listened while she screamed. 'Thank God Dawn's out' he thought. Then he gently pushed a finger inside of her, feeling how hot and wet she was. The moment he was in Buffy let out a little whimper and he felt her tighten around him.
He pushed his tongue against her clit again, Buffy couldn't take it any longer.
"Spike I need you now." She moaned.
Spike looked up at her, he really wanted to continue make her ache for him, but one look at her and he knew he had to be inside her. There would be plenty of time for even slower and longer love making later on.
He slowly slipped himself in side of her and started to thrust in long deep slow movements, he listened to every moan, groan and whimper that Buffy let out. And with every moan groan and whimper Spike picked up the pace a bit pushing her to her limit.
Buffy felt the waves of pleasure start to come over her as his groin rubbed against her clit and Spike plunged into her depths. Her breath got deeper and turned into a pant.
Spike started to thrust frantically as Buffy started to come, his own release only moments away. He felt her tight little Slayer muscles clench around him and he finally lost control. Giving sharp fast little thrusts as he came inside her.
He screamed out her name as he came and she whispered his in his ear. They both rolled free and they lay together.
~*~
Buffy was lying on Spikes chest, not thinking just enjoying the moments they were sharing.
"That was amazing, erm so good." Buffy said as she wriggled closer to him.
"Yep best ever pet." Spike added with a huge grin on his face. He had her, they'd fucked so many times in the past but now he had made love to her and it felt so wonderful.
Buffy turned her head up so that she could look right into his eyes, "No it was, the best ever I mean."
Spike smiled at her, he knew how she felt. All that time apart and then all that time together over the last few months and now this, it was like an almighty struggle but the prize at the end was more than worth it.
"I know."
"I like this, what we just did and how we are now." Buffy said with the most beautiful smile on her face.
"Well that's good love because I plan on it happening a lot more in the future." Spike said with a naughty little glint in his eyes. Buffy felt the temptation to give him a slap on the arm but then stopped her self, no she wanted that to happen.
"You think we can make this work?" She asked a worried look appearing on her face.
Spike held her even tighter, "If we want it to we can."
The smile came back to her face, Spike always had a way of doing that taking the most puzzling and worrying situation and making it all better with a few words and a tight embrace. 'Maybe that's why I love him' she thought.
"I want. But God what about the kids? They just got married and now were together, don't you think that's a little wiggy?"
"Since when have our lives not been 'wiggy'? I think they'll be ok with it, well Joy will be anyway she wanted this to happen for ages." Spike explained.
Then they just lay there together, enjoying the feeling of being together, neither on talking much, just being happy.
TBC.
The walk up the stairs had been hell for both of them, they both knew what was coming next what they were going to do and all of their personal insecurities were a rife in their minds.
'What if she wants it hard and fast and to all those little naughties we use to do.' Spike thought to him self as he went up another step.
'Maybe I'm not good anymore and my body has changed, what if' Buffy thoughts were cut off by Spike throwing open her bedroom door.
He looked down into her eyes and his insecurities melted when he saw the lust that burnt there. "We're going to do the right pet." He told her before gently laying her body down on the bed.
Spike stood at the end of the bed and took a moment to appreciate what he had, he never thought that he would be allowed in her room but now he was about to make love to her in it.
He knelt down at the end of the bed by her feet and slipped her shoes and socks off, taking the time to plant little kisses on them. All the time his hand unzipping her jeans and sliding them off.
He moved up from her feet and started to kiss her ankles listening very carefully for every little moan of pleasure that passed from her lips. Sticking his tongue out just a little bit he licked his way up her calf and the moved on to the other. His hands now working on the buttons of her white shirt.
Buffy arched her back as Spike slipped the shirt off her and continued to kiss her thighs. Laying there like that she thoughts that she could die happy. She looked down to find Spikes eyes and saw the loving glint shine in them. Keeping eye contact he stalked up to her mouth like a panther, finding her mouth he gave her a long kiss.
Buffy felt herself getting hotter and hotter, she wanted him then and there but she knew that Spike wasn't going to have that he'd said they were going to do it right and that meant lots of kisses, and licks and nibbles.
Spike moved back down her body that was now only dressed in white bra and panties and started to kiss her stomach and up towards her breasts, while one hand stroked the inside of her thigh, so gently that she could only just feel the contact.
Spike broke contact for a second to lift his t-shirt over his head.
Buffy pulled his on the button of his jeans, wanting to see as much of him as he was of her. Spike was about to slap her hand away when his jeans came popping open to reveal all of him. Buffy's eyes widened as she looked at what was before her, she didn't remember it being that big or ever getting that hard before. She pushed the offending item of clothing down over his hips and sat up so that they were pushed all the way off.
Spike pushed her back down on to the bed and started to kiss around her neck, Buffy shuddered underneath him, and Spike started to gently nibble the soft skin. Buffy moved her head so her mouth was at his ear, "I want you now." She said in a low husky voice.
A smile played on Spike's lips, "Not yet I've got other things to do first."
Even the sound of his low voice made her want him inside her, feeling his chest rumble against hers as he spoke.
Before she even realized what he was doing Spike had managed to get rid of her bra and panties, and was now sucking one nipple into his mouth. Buffy felt like screaming, every touch was like heaven and she couldn't handle it she could feel her body start to gear up for a big release.
Again Spike moved his kisses down over her stomach but this time didn't stop there he continued until he reached her soft curls.
Underneath him Buffy was moaning in the knowledge of what he was about to do next.
Without warning his flicked the tip of his tongue across her clit and listened while she screamed. 'Thank God Dawn's out' he thought. Then he gently pushed a finger inside of her, feeling how hot and wet she was. The moment he was in Buffy let out a little whimper and he felt her tighten around him.
He pushed his tongue against her clit again, Buffy couldn't take it any longer.
"Spike I need you now." She moaned.
Spike looked up at her, he really wanted to continue make her ache for him, but one look at her and he knew he had to be inside her. There would be plenty of time for even slower and longer love making later on.
He slowly slipped himself in side of her and started to thrust in long deep slow movements, he listened to every moan, groan and whimper that Buffy let out. And with every moan groan and whimper Spike picked up the pace a bit pushing her to her limit.
Buffy felt the waves of pleasure start to come over her as his groin rubbed against her clit and Spike plunged into her depths. Her breath got deeper and turned into a pant.
Spike started to thrust frantically as Buffy started to come, his own release only moments away. He felt her tight little Slayer muscles clench around him and he finally lost control. Giving sharp fast little thrusts as he came inside her.
He screamed out her name as he came and she whispered his in his ear. They both rolled free and they lay together.
~*~
Buffy was lying on Spikes chest, not thinking just enjoying the moments they were sharing.
"That was amazing, erm so good." Buffy said as she wriggled closer to him.
"Yep best ever pet." Spike added with a huge grin on his face. He had her, they'd fucked so many times in the past but now he had made love to her and it felt so wonderful.
Buffy turned her head up so that she could look right into his eyes, "No it was, the best ever I mean."
Spike smiled at her, he knew how she felt. All that time apart and then all that time together over the last few months and now this, it was like an almighty struggle but the prize at the end was more than worth it.
"I know."
"I like this, what we just did and how we are now." Buffy said with the most beautiful smile on her face.
"Well that's good love because I plan on it happening a lot more in the future." Spike said with a naughty little glint in his eyes. Buffy felt the temptation to give him a slap on the arm but then stopped her self, no she wanted that to happen.
"You think we can make this work?" She asked a worried look appearing on her face.
Spike held her even tighter, "If we want it to we can."
The smile came back to her face, Spike always had a way of doing that taking the most puzzling and worrying situation and making it all better with a few words and a tight embrace. 'Maybe that's why I love him' she thought.
"I want. But God what about the kids? They just got married and now were together, don't you think that's a little wiggy?"
"Since when have our lives not been 'wiggy'? I think they'll be ok with it, well Joy will be anyway she wanted this to happen for ages." Spike explained.
Then they just lay there together, enjoying the feeling of being together, neither on talking much, just being happy.
TBC.