Mental Break Down 101

I dont know what to do
The world seems so outta control.
Like I Cant get a grasp on my life & head is spinning tho dont know how to stop it
What did I do?
To feel like this, to be put in a place where I dont belong
My emotions are on a roller Coaster
Everyday bringing me closer to the edge, the end
Then what Happens?
Do I snap or fall in the corner in a ball & cry till I have no more tears
When my brown eyes seep blood

Crying is all I seem to do
No other way to let it go
People dont understand....
Never knowing what I'm going thru
Seeing a girl who only cares about herself
I wish they could see who I am & maybe actully give a damn

Sometimes you can cry until theres nothing wet in you, you can cry
Yell & curse untill your throat rebells and ruptures
You can Pray to whatever god you think will listen, but it makes no difference
Beacuse you know it will never let go & even if it did relent
It would not be because it cared......